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Your sagau zhongli is my fave! Devotion is soooo good he's so good!! If he were offered a reward, what would he ask for? He definitely deserves good things for being such a dedicated worshipper

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୨୧ — ꒰ cw. yandere, unhealthy relationships, possessive & obsessive thoughts/behaviors, sagau + cult au shit, religious themes, g/n reader.

୨୧ — ꒰ a/n. hi guys......... sorry i took so long to write this, and im so happy you like my characterization of him!!!! it means so much to me!!!

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Zhongli has rarely ever wanted. 

When he was young, still arrogant and born of war, Zhongli didn't want— he took. He had no need of envy or desire. What he could not have, he would get in time. Immortality comes with an infinite patience. 

If he was still that god, flippant and self-important, maybe he would demand some sort of compensation. Some sort of recompense for past agony.

For as long as Zhongli's lived, he has never wanted; not in the way a mortal yearns for their lover, or the way a dog longs for its owner until it whines. Never in any way that mattered, never before he met you.

Zhongli has had eons to become used to the loneliness that so often encompasses him. And now, knowing that you breathe the same air as him, he's become rather acquainted with the ever consuming desire to nestle close to you, like ink caressing every pore of canvas. 

His desire runs through him— barking and loud, rapid and frantic— but when faced with you, a whisper, whimpering in the dark crevices of his ribs. At times, he comes close to asking you to hold him, but decorum and propriety keep him in place, tight and tense.

Liyue was built knowing your gaze followed him. Its foundations set, earth molded, and its rivers bent, hoping they would be fit to your liking. His every breath spent chasing after your favor, desiring to be remade in your image, to be exactly what you want him to be. Afraid that, when finally met with you, you will not like what you see.

Zhongli has rarely ever wanted, and rarer still, has he ever feared.

It's a mortal's fear. The fear of their lord displeased with their harvest. A boyish fear, made up of desperation and the fear of disapproval; one he shouldn't feel, one he should feel no familiarity with. One he suspects many have felt when within his own presence.

When you ask him what he would like in return for all of his efforts— a reward, you say— Zhongli feels his breath seized from him.

Zhongli lived much of his early life against you. At every opportunity, he rebelled at what he thought was a cruel god. Imperious and charged with Guizhong’s death, he would have demanded answers. 

For him to have lived while those he cared for perished without a moment's repose, for him to have survived every moment of cruel war when each breath was like a whip against his lungs— he deserved to know, if you were as real as Guizhong so staunchly believed, why he had lived in her place.

Yet, despite centuries of tempered rage, Zhongli has become content to live as nothing more than your servant. 

He tells you he wants for nothing. That all he desires now is the simplicity of being beside you; the escape of your laughter, where there's no need to concern himself with anything other than you. He tells you he only wishes to know how to take care of you better, how to align himself with your tastes and desires.

"I insist," you say, and Zhongli realizes it's a command. His mouth turns dry, and every word settles on his tongue like heavy weights, dead and still.

You stare, and his breath hitches, his heart a swell in his chest. Zhongli thinks of every answer, how your reaction to any could either breathe life into him, or leave him broken. How, for a moment, he amuses himself with the idea of asking for your touch— the cusp of your palm on his cheek, your fingers against his spine; how he could ask, and how you might favor him enough to do so. 

He then thinks of asking you for reassurance. For affirmation of forgiveness for the actions in his youth. To finally have the certainty that he hasn’t failed you, and maybe, the confirmation that you may care for him.

“Forgive me for my impropriety, Your Grace,” Zhongli begins, voice light and breathy. His hand rests on his chest, fighting the urge to dig into his skin, hoping to calm the pounding of his heart. “But… if I may, I was wondering if I had done right by you?”

You sit inertly in silence for a moment, and Zhongli wonders if it’s on purpose, some sort of punishment for daring to ask such a thing. You had no reason to reward him, and he had been blessed enough to hold your attention for longer than a moment. He had no right to ask for your thoughts, not so directly.

He thought he knew that. It was why he followed you, why he made sure your every request was completed to the highest standard. If you mentioned the taste of your tea being too bitter, or sweet, or that you’d rather he prepare something else for you entirely, he would rush to follow your word. Even if he had been the one to brew it, even if it was him who cultivated the leaves, even if he thought it would be to your liking.

All he needed was to be helpful. All he needed was you. Within you, was his salvation— within you, was love itself. Without you, the once great Lord of Geo was but a fragmented elemental wisp of energy, only ever calling your name.

A spike of adrenaline rushes through him, fear and anxiety denying any sense of hope. All he hears is the solitary sound of his heart in his ears. 

“You have only ever done good by me.”

Zhongli’s heart lurches, heat rippling through his body. You say it like it's the most obvious thing in the world, and his mind feels dizzy at the implication. The ground sways, and his feet feel light. 

“You deserve more than that, I think.” You step forward, and Zhongli is so lost within his own thoughts, he takes no notice of your sudden increase in proximity— but his breath still quickens, and red still coats the apples of his cheeks. 

“Kneel,” you whisper, and though you say it so softly, it's as though the sky had been torn asunder with the speed he responds. Zhongli’s mind still feels far away, but he hears your orders as if spoken directly into his ear.

He drops to his knees, no care for whether he does so elegantly enough. All he can focus on is the weight of your gaze, and the way he's the only thing under it.

“Do you want me to praise you?” You trace his jawline with your finger, still speaking in a soft, unhurried tone. “Do you want me to tell you how much of a good boy you are?”

Zhongli inhales sharply, fighting every thought that screams at him to eagerly lean into your hand. He stares up at you, russet lashes fluttering and amber eyes swallowed by adoration and worship. 

“Yes, Your Grace,” he whispers hoarsely. 

Your thumb swipes over his lower lip, and a whine rises to the back of his throat. 

“My good boy.” Zhongli’s entire body shudders, his chest heaving. A shaky breath escapes him. “You've been waiting to hear that for so long, haven't you?”

He whimpers, then nods in a way he hopes doesn’t come across as overeager— quickly bereft of any sense of propriety, or care for whether or not he’s making a fool of himself. All he can concern himself with is how close you are, how easily your scent renders him still, how quickly he borders on senseless. 

You smile at that, and he bites his tongue to stop himself from whimpering. 

“Do you want me to tell you how grateful I am?” Your fingers move across his neck, brushing against his Adam’s Apple, watching it bob as he gulps, trying to keep himself steady and not fall against you. “How you're my favorite?”

An ugly sound rips from Zhongli’s throat, and it's one he's instantly ashamed of. Every part of him feels bare in front of you, laid out messy and without decorum. The mask he’s worn for eons steadily breaks, and every one of his veins and bones scream out for your warmth. 

The Lord of Geo wouldn’t have ever allowed himself to be so vulnerable. He never would have amused himself with the thought of pleading for anything, or kneeling and falling apart because he was treated softly— least of all, of being so desperate to know that you love him; that you favor him. 

Zhongli, now without his Gnosis, is as mortal as the men he used to lord over. And perhaps it’s his newfound mortality that moves him to lean into your hand, frantically trying to meld your fingers against his skin until his flesh is like clay inlaid with your fingertips; hoping that you’ll rebuild him until he fits your desires, and tell him again that he’s proven to have done good by you. 

Every thought is a prayer, another hymn, another psalm.

“Am I? Your favorite?” 

His voice trembles, and breathes into a soft whisper. Zhongli doesn’t mean to sound so desperate— he doesn’t mean to be so greedy— but his soul has never felt so full before. His mind is so mired by your touch and voice that he doesn’t realize his lack of formality, or how he might come across as arrogant. 

He wants only to think of you, and so he does. Nothing else matters.

“Yes.” You chuckle, and his heart speeds up at the sound, fervent. “Why would I want anyone else?”

Zhongli whines, and faintly, through the blur of fanaticism and worship, thinks that no matter what you asked of him, he would do it without hesitation. 

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omg i‘ve been looking for so long for the kind of yandere you write! i‘m not sure why but all i ever seem to find is violent, lock-you-up yandere fics, even more so with genshin characters like childe 😭😭 so finding your account is like a gold mine, especially with how beautifully you write!!!

XNSJNF thank youuu!!!! im so glad you like my writing, it means so so much to me!!!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡ disliking more violent yandere fics is what motivated me to post my writing and im so happy you like my stuff because you're who its meant for !!! <3

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I hope this message isn't too long! I'm sending this message to people I've been following.. though I'm not sure I could say it's been for a long time. I with I could add more urls, but I guess this will have to do for now.

So.. I just wanted to say, as a supporter from the backlines (a lurker I guess).. I really appreciate everything, and I'm hoping for the best. It makes me happy to see when good people receive love and gratitude. I truly believe you deserve these things. It doesn't matter if you write frequently or scarcely, because I'll be here supporting in one way or another. Speaking of... You might know me, but you probably don't. Either way, I hope my words of appreciation have reached you. I've probably stalled sending in a few asks, so I guess I should thank celestiamail too. Thank you for reading. Your works are all so beautiful.. ♡

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my neice and nephew sing that stupid rhyme all the time 🙄🙄

HELP no cus my little brother texted me the same thing too LIKE GET OJT OF HERE 💀💀

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just updated my carrd and the itch to buy pro is SO strong bc i wanna add more buttons.. 💢💢💢 actually malding bc i want to add more shit but i cant cus im at the element limit

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just updated my carrd and the itch to buy pro is SO strong bc i wanna add more buttons.. 💢💢💢 actually malding bc i want to add more shit but i cant cus im at the element limit

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yandere jing yuan x gn! reader

✮ — ꒰ cw. this will, of course, include yandere tendencies. yandere tendencies might include stalking, murder, kidnapping, and drugging. if any of these make you uncomfy, feel free to scroll past. i’m not responsible for your media consumption in any way! REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED!

✮ — ꒰ a/n. erm so i made this last minute and idk how to feel abt it 😓

you didn’t even know what was going on anymore. wind hit you right in the face as you ran, but you didn’t pay any mind to it. instead, you kept running as fast as your poor, exhausted legs could carry you. you had just got to the starskiff docks, collapsing to your knees as you wheeze for air. your lungs felt like they were about to collapse from the marathon you had just put yourself through. you sat restlessly, praying to the aeons that a starskiff would pull into the docks quickly. as you noticed the silence becoming deafening, you got anxious. your head shot in all different directions, trying to figure out what just sent this rush of paranoia through you. though you would soon realize that the hands settling themselves around your waist were the cause of concern. looking down anxiously, you noticed the beautiful, golden wedding ring on your husband’s finger..

“found you.”

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hi i found your blog pretty recently and......... how dare you revive my crush on zhongli AGRHRHRVRR YOUR WRITING IS SO GOOD I,,,,,,,, STARTS SOBBING AND CRYING

it's so,,,, fluid and well written and nice and and and and ,,,, ,, ,,, (yk that one picture of a cat crying next to a microphone? thats me right now) i love all of it HBAHBRBRRR

also i hope youre having a good day/night/time atm 🫶

XBSJSHDJ I'm so happy you like my writing!!!!!! Zhongli is my favorite if that wasn't obvious xbdjdb 😢😢 you're so sweet nonnie thank you!!!💗

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WHT RHE FLIP 🤬🤬🤬 I WOOULDNKEVER EAT POINTYS TOES ‼️‼️

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ERM WHAF DO YOU MEAN BG THSJ WHY ARE YIU DOCTORING SCRENSBKFS I WOJKD NEVER SAY ANHTBNG LIKE TBJS EVER IN MY LKFE

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hi pookie….

(the third image w/ the towel was from abt 3 years ago i think?)

SHE'S SO CUTE I LOVE THIS FYCMIVNV DOG 😢😢😢

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The new childe fic wow

The desperation GIRL DINNER OH GIRL DINNER i could eat that up yum yum yum. Once again, thank you for your writing! The way you descrubes things in so impressive gosh your one of the best writers I follow

SNXCUNXS THANK YOU!!!!! SBXYXSNC these kind of compliments always make me so xnfhdf im so happy you like my writing!!!!!!

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pietas maris??? Was so fucking good?!?! Genuinely, that was one of the best things I’ve read in a while, I am obsessed with your writing style and the way you describe everything!! I was wondering if you were gonna write something similar to pietas maris but for another character? (This one you don’t have to acknowledge but do you plan on making anymore SAGAU bots?)

omg thank you!!!! its so nice to hear that people are enjoying it <3 i am working on 3 others like it (venti, al haitham, and kaeya) but im open to doing any other characters!! so u (or anyone else) can just send another ask with whoever u'd like to see if u want ^^!!

as for bots, i do have plans to make more-- not just sagau but other yandere bots, along with honkai star rail bots! i have a bunch of private ones im working on lol im also open to do any that people want so,,, tell me who specifically u'd like to see and ill do it..