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you know its time to sleep when you're contemplating downloading a dating app bc you're scared you'll be single forever

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walking art around the mall with a monkey backpack leash

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I love this!!! I’m such a nerd at school and I tutor math. This just warms my heart <3

being a nerdy tutor for college!art.

he didn't even know you existed until his professor mentioned your name. he goes to the library at the designated meet up spot and his eyes fall on you. he thinks you look cute and introduces himself, big smile on his face. he can't help but think about how adorable your glasses look on you, despite being oversized. how you fidget with you hands when you explain something to him. how you have a habit of tapping your pen against the book when reading out loud to him. how comfy you look in your cute cotton jumper with little flowers embroidered on it. how kind you are to help out some random classmate that you didn't even know.

but you did know. you knew all too well. you knew about his gorgeous blonde locks and his muscular thighs. his cheeky smile and little groans. that look he pulls when he's trying his hardest to concentrate in class. or the look in his eye when he's jealous of a skilled opponent. you know he's had a few girlfriends and flings. you know their names and what classes they take.

you knew art donaldson far too well... and it consumed you.

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I love a good tote bag moment :)

What is this.

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I feel this <3

btw to all the girls who feel like they arent enough because they get little to no romantic attention from guys.... u ARE unbelievably beautiful and loveable regardless of that and idc if ive never seen u before. u ARE just as stunning as those girls that guys go crazy over and u radiate beauty. u will find the right person at the right time and until then love (in whatever form it may be) will follow u 💌

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it's so so so serious y'all

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Nobody gives me butterflies anymore, just anxiety and trust issues.

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reblog if you like art donaldson! or would like to hear him whimper in your ears for 5 hours straight

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mike faist if you see this hmu I want u…

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I will literally have sex with him every day, every night, every second, every week, every month, we won't stop. period. we will never stop. I need him so bad.

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Hi! My name is Liv, I use she!her, and I am twenty. This is my blog where I commit to my deepest, darkest desire...reading fanfiction.

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Oh my gosh!!! I love this. I kinda don’t like Peter and MJ together. Their relationship kinda feels rushed. The build up of where the reader thinks Peter’s going to confess to them was like, “OMG! It’s going to happen.” Then Peter like, “I think I like MJ.” It was devastating. But it was my favorite part. Thanks you for sharing your work. I hope you have a great day.

The one with the realisation | Peter’s girl

Summary: After Liz leaves due to her dad’s trial, Peter realises maybe his crush on her wasn’t as serious as he thought it was, and maybe he’s actually in love with someone else instead.

Word count - 1107

Warnings - langauge probably

A/n - this is the last part of the series that’s based on homecoming!! everything after this is far from home related <3

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The weeks after homecoming were strange for most people. Everything was more or less changing as you knew it, what with all the alien stuff from the battle of New York resurfacing. Now that you were older you could better comprehend what it all meant, and you didn’t know how you were going to handle it all.

After Peter told you about Liz’s dad, he didn’t happen to tell you he’d also planted the man in a position for him to be taken into custody by Happy. You had to find that part out on the news like the rest of midtown. So, when the news was all that was talked about around school, things began getting awkward for Liz.

It didn’t take long for her mom to decide they weren’t going to stay in the city while her dad was on trial, so you had to say goodbye. You didn’t think her leaving would affect you too badly, it’s not like the two of you were best friends, but over the years you had begun to like her more than you did when you first met.

You didn’t say much to her before she was pulling you into a friendly hug. She felt like she owed you something from the time you and Mj spent with her during homecoming, even if she didn’t show how thankful she was during the moment. She mumbled her thanks into your ear, asking if you would be so kind to tell Mj too for her. You simply nodded, letting her know that you would.

“It’ll be strange without you,” you told her, squeezing her a little tighter before pulling away.

“It’ll be strange not being here,” she commented. You saw her eyes flicker over your shoulder for a split second and you were alerted of another presence by the sound of footsteps approaching behind you, looking over your shoulder to see none other than Peter Parker timidly rocking on his feet. You gave a final squeeze to Liz’s hand as a sign for good luck before turning to leave.

“I’ll let you two talk,” you said, flashing Liz a tight lipped smile as Peter shyly approached. You didn’t wait around to listen to their conversation, you were sure Liz was still pretty mad at Peter and if her dad had told her anything of what happened then she was only going to be even more furious. You didn’t feel like listening to your friend get yelled at.

You instead headed in the direction of the library, small flutters in your stomach at the thoughts of the book in your bag that had been kindly lended to you by the curly haired brunette girl. You found a lone table in the corner, perching yourself on one of the chairs that didn’t have a view of the rest of the room so you wouldn’t keep getting distracted by people coming and going.

You don’t know how long had passed between your conversation with Liz, and Peter finding you sitting by yourself in the library.

Your position meant you didn’t notice him at first, and you were too engrossed in the story in front of you to even begin to acknowledge the teenage boy anyway. He tried clearing his throat to gain your attention, but all that got him was an intense glare from the librarian. Apparently you shut out the entire world when you’re reading.

He took a seat next to you at the table, bringing his hand up to rest on your shoulder in hopes of shaking you out of your book trance.

“Y/N?” Peter asked. You startled for a second, raising your head from where your nose was buried in the many pages of the book, reading over some of the tiny annotations and comments Mj had added while reading. “I-I think I was wrong about my feelings for Liz.”

Your eyebrows furrowed, folding over the corner of your page and setting it down on the library table so he could have your full attention. “What do you mean?”

There were a few beats of silence until he opened his mouth to explain. “Talking to her today I just, I didn’t feel sad she was leaving.”

You rolled your eyes. “Probably because her dad tried to kill you, Pete.”

“No, no. I-I think I’ve been in love with someone else this whole time.” Your heart momentarily skipped a beat. Flashes of Peter admitting his feelings for you on the spot passed by your thoughts, but there was no way the same shy Peter Parker you’d known most of your life could ever be so bold. “I-I think I’m in love with Mj.”

You honestly thought he was joking. This apparent ‘love’ had come out of nowhere. No signs that he liked her or anything, all you were aware of was the way she felt about him.

“How? Where did this come from?” you asked, too many thoughts swirling around your mind. Too many questions to be asked in too little time. “Pete, you barely even know her.”

You loved that Peter trusted you enough to open up about his secrets and his feelings, but you really didn’t appreciate constantly having to pretend your own feelings didn’t exist; with him, with Mj, it was exhausting.

“I was just thinking last night and- I think she’s really pretty, and she’s really funny when I have talked to her and-“ He stopped talking when he realised there was nothing else for him to list off, proving how little he knew about her. “And I just really like her.”

“I don’t think this is a good idea. At all,” you told him honestly. The boy seemed to take that harshly. Whether he was just in denial so he grew defensive, or if it was because he had a tough few days, he really didn’t like your discouragement.

“Why? Are you, like, weirdly in love with me or something?” You nearly verbally gasped at his sudden hostility, the boy standing rather hastily from the chair he’d taken beside you. You weren’t sure Peter was aware of the weight of his words, he just snapped and would most likely be calling you to apologise later tonight. He might even pay you a visit during patrol if he feels guilty enough.

“Peter-“ you tried, only to be cut off by him storming out of the room like a stroppy toddler. You were then left on your own to try and hide from the prying eyes that had just witnessed the brunette's small outburst. You muttered quietly to yourself, tone laced with sarcasm. “Well that went well.”

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peter’s girl taglist → @sunsetholland @captainamirica @tomsirishgirlx @givebuckyhisplumsnow @lou-la-lou @slutforsr @tayyx @gog0juice @minejungwoo @annathesillyfriend @paninipress @bvttercupbby @whoeveniskendall @itsallyscorner @hoodpankow @sunwardsss @hallecarey1 @writingrem @lovehollandy12 @ifyouknewhowmiserylovedme @prancerrparkerr @rqmanoff

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I have been thinking about that scene all night. The new trailer is just so many emotions. I loved this!!💛💛💛💛💛💛

Together

Summary: Based off the rooftop scene in the No Way Home Trailer. When the state of Peter’s world gets too overwhelming, he knows he can always rely on you to kiss it better.

Word Count: 954

A/N: y’all i was QUICK with this goddamn

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gif credit: @tomhollandnet​

You didn’t understand how it was possible for the sky to be so bright and blue when the world felt like it was falling apart around you. Maybe navy, maybe a dark red, even. But that’s the beauty of the world; even when you’re so overwhelmed and terrified that you’re rarely not on the verge of tears… it just keeps spinning, keeps producing these beautiful images right in front of you. And hey, maybe that was just what you needed right now. 

“Look at this,” you chuckled, bringing the newspaper closer to your face. “Some suggest that Parker’s powers include the male spider’s ability to hypnotize females.”

“Stop, come on,” Peter groaned. His eyes were closed and the sun beamed down on his face as he lay flat on his back, a chemistry textbook propped up under his head. You couldn’t help but drag your eyes over his face, heart melting at the golden glow the sun gave his skin. He looked so relaxed and at peace here with you on this rooftop, the dark circles under his eyes and the tense wrinkles on his forehead seeming to fade away. 

“Yes, my spider-lord,” you teased in your creepiest-sounding voice. 

The two of you broke out into a fit of giggles and you rolled onto your side to face him, placing your head gently on his shoulder. 

“Can we just stay up here all day?” Peter asked you softly. His voice wavered as if he could break out into tears at any moment. “It is so crazy down there.”

He turned his head so he could fully look at you and you could see the tears that stained his eyes. You felt the water begin to build up in your own eyes and tried to blink them away, ending in a single tear sliding down your cheek onto his shirt.

“Sorry,” you whispered, voice breaking. Even before this whole mess, you guys never felt the need to hide your emotions from one another. You had spent countless nights holding him as he cried and heaved, mourning all his losses. And he had spent so many nights holding you, kissing the tears away as he tried to ease your anxiety. This wasn’t new for you two, but it felt different this time. The stakes were higher, Peter could go to jail.

“You don’t have to apologize,” Peter told you, pressing a delicate kiss to your forehead as he snuggled further into you, wrapping his arm around your torso and pulling you closer. 

“Why do the worst things happen to the best people?” You asked, more to the universe than to him. “You don’t deserve this, Peter.”

He paused.

“Maybe I do.”

“What?” You asked sharply, jumping up from the concrete of the roof and staring down at him. For someone going through such a whirlwind of emotions, Peter’s face was collected, calm, but yet tinted with a deep sadness you had never seen him wear before.

“London was my fault, [Y/N]. I gave Mysterio the glasses, I trusted him-”

“Peter-”

“No!” He yelled, hands flying to his hair to tug at his roots anxiously. “You don’t understand! I-I-”

Before he could finish his thought, he burst out into tears, pulling hard enough on his hair that you thought it would fall out. His sobs were so ugly and heavy that he could barely even breathe between them. You didn’t hesitate to drop back down to the floor, wrapping his shaking body in your arms. You gently removed his hands from his hair and interlaced them with yours as he cried onto your shoulder, soaking your shirt.

“It’s okay, Peter. I know, let it out, sweetheart.”

You stayed there for hours, holding him as all of the emotions he had been internalizing and building up finally exploded. Neither of you said a word, your love language was touch, so you never had to tell him that you loved him. Every time you squeezed him tighter or pressed a kiss to his hair or ran your finger over his palm, he knew. How could he not?

His sobs started to die along with the sun, and by the time he had fully stopped, the bright, blue sky had become an appropriate navy. You moved him away from you just enough so that you could wipe away the tears that littered his face, pressing kisses to where they used to be.

“I know how much you try, Peter. And I know you’re fucking exhausted, but I need you to keep trying for just a little bit longer. We’ll find a way out, we always do, and that isn’t going to change this time around. So, we’ll fix it, together.”

You cupped his face in your hands, his brown orbs boring into your own lovingly. He leaned in to press his forehead against yours and almost let out a breath of relief at the contact. You saw his brows crease slightly and his tongue run over his lip as he contemplated what to say next.

“Thank you,” he whispered against your lips.

“Even if the entire world pushes you away… I won’t. I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Before the words could even fully leave his lips, he was capturing yours in a soft kiss. His hands made their way towards your hips, gripping on for dear life as if he was scared you’d be taken away from him at any second. You stayed up on that roof the entire night, thoughts of the next day tucked far away in your minds as you got lost in each other kisses, knowing that as long as you were together, there would always be a happy ending waiting for you.

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I love these 💛💛💛💛💛

peter parker + emojis

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Awww…Peter is so cute!!! I’ll shower him with kisses anytime.🥺🥺🥺🥺

P.S. This is my new favorite smau that you have written. I love them all but this one is my new favorite.💛💛💛

Showered With Kisses [P.P]

summary: peter is unsure about what his night with you means, so he goes to harry for advice

warnings: lots of mentions of sex, swearing

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