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I can’t believe it’s been four years since this photo!

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Guess who who has two thumbs and spent his last twelve hours with his brothers gaming till dawn and has to go to work in 40 mins..... this guy👍👍

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Today it happened I was going to dinner with some coworkers and we were ordering and a waitress walked passed us but stopped and turned to us and asked...

“Do you work for 911?” We all nodded and said yes for Denver (we were not in uniform at all). She replies with, “two months ago I called and I remember your voice,” she pointed to my coworker who has a pretty southern draw “without your help I would not be here now! Thank you so much!” She walked away and everyone around us was staring.

My coworker started to tear up. I can’t help but feel the same way I felt a tear run down my cheek.

We go unseen most of our careers but then we don’t do this for the glory! We do it for the stories and the moments we know our efforts impact someone’s life or multiple peoples.

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The first of many!!

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There’s something hidden in all photos. Some are easy to find others just have to give the feelings

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There’s a rare moment I get too look back at how I got to where I am. Being the first of a new decade I think I’ll me a list!

At the start of the decade 2010 I had just started high school not sure what o was going to do! After a few years life became something beautiful I found my true friends, people who changed my life, and met someone who would leave her mark on me forever!

I graduated from high school shortly after that. When to college thinking this was the best path for me. Short two years later I had lost sight of what I wanted; which in turn made me loose her; even if we are no longer together I still believe now more than ever we were meant to find eachother for one reason or another! And I know she is at least happier now! Shortly after that I had one of the hardest moments in my life and lot myself, those people came back to help me become something more. And again she was there to help!

Decade comes to a close these next few years! I go on to help people and travel the world changing the lives of many people. I thought I had found the only person who could replace her that same energy same look. But it wasn’t and that’s ok! Because she was still someone worth meeting and learning from. I now live in this world I have created! In peace with who I am what I have seen, it makes me said some people will never see these moments!

With it being the new decade I’m still helping my community and people making sure those who need help get their help! I also about to start bringing beauty to the world through art and I can only hope those I have met, love, care for. Find everything to make it like I did!

Thank you:

🐰, JS, DW, MF, VB, KM

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The worst part about living alone is when you get sick. And you are starving but getting out of bed makes you light headed and all your body is in pain! So I think I’ll just lay here and wither away, I wanted to loose those extra pounds from thanksgiving anyway!!!

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See what your followers think of you.

BLACK = I would date you.

GREEN = I think you’re cute.

BLUE = You are my tumblr crush.

GREY = I wish you would notice me.

PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.

TEAL = We have a lot in common.

YELLOW = I don’t know you at all.

ORANGE = I don’t like your blog.

BROWN = I don’t like you.

PINK = I think you are unattractive.

RED = I hate you with a burning passion.

WHITE = You scare me.

RAINBOW = BED PLZ.

SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something.

MAROON = You taught me something new.

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

PERIWINKLE = You make me laugh

MAUVE = You are really talented

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

CYAN = We have very little in common

THISTLE = I only just started following you

INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time

FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold

COPPER = Your blog content is trash (and I love it)

VERMILION = You make me feel passionate

HONEYDEW = I want to call you by a nickname

LAVENDER = You inspire me

CORAL = You’re a meme

UMBER = I want to know more about you

FORGET-ME-NOT = You remind me of somebody

RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you

ARSENIC = I don’t know how to describe the way I feel about you

WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class

SAFFRON = I love your ideas

TIMBERWOLF = I trust you

FALLOW = I want to run through the Northern wilderness barefoot with you

PLUM = I’d like to chat with you

TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic

SAGE = You make me cry

CRIMSON = We should collaborate on something!

VIRIDIAN = I wanna hang out on your blog

CHARTREUSE = You’re my homie

BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

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Finally got all of my desk back in order after getting the floors installed!!!

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Another dumb venting post no one will read but...

Today my boss asked me a question I never really gave much thought about.

“Echo (my new nickname) whenever we go out to bars why do you always by two drinks and let the second one get warm or flat and never drink it?”

“It for those I have lost or are no long with us. It’s for them their last drink they never got to have. I picked it up traveling the world with men and women who put their lives on the line, some of whom might not come home. I see it as an offering to those spirits/souls/energies that follow me or that wonder without a home.”

I’ve never seen my boss or coworkers look at with such emotional trust and curiosity in my life. I looked at them and smiled. “Peace be with you.” And drop two pennies in the drink. “Payment for the ride across the river.”

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It’s the sad reality! Pour one out!

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Halloween week has been cold,stressful, and long!! But I could ask for better friends and co-workers!!

With the weekend starting I want to put this energy out there for all; be safe, be kind, be caring! I hear and see enough pain to know that the slightest gesture can change someone’s day/life make it a good one!

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I love my brother! At the avs game and I hate hockey so I was recording how passionate he is while I was bored and that one one second he realized I was is just priceless!!

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In and out

Alright everyone! One of the many times I’ve been to California I had my first in-and-out experience last night and let me say I did the secret menu; animal style fires and burger and half and half shake... and I have to say what the fuck is everyone going on about this place! I mean the sauce on the fries was good and different but the fries tasted like cardboard and burgers was just like a fast food burger the shake was actually the only saving grace but still wasn’t all that special