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I am Not Your Animal

Stuck in between Doctor Jekyll And Mr. Hyde you become the “monkey in the middle” Your will Must obey his “handlers “orders.” My eyes are like busted panes of glass Because of his bleeding pride When he holds his head up high The handle bullies him back Where he wants me to be A tormented soul ready to crack. Whip this horse Crack your whip to get him to Race “the controller’s track…

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Alone to the bone

For years you walked You held up a fake and proud stride Alone to the bone People stare and avoid you Your presence is seen as ugly as “mr.Hyde.” While you try your best to fit in To gain what perks you need in life You never have any soul to share your soul with You look away from others kissing Your wounds are recut open with despair’s knife. What does this dog need to do to earn a…

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Holiday Nightmares

You stare out your window Not one soul is around No holiday festivities Your tears fall to the ground. Invisible like a ghost Cold inside like the winter Does anyone truly care? Or are words just blisters Of lies To make an unwanted and dying soul A formula to feel good You see them have what they need. Such takes its toll Are you are part of this earth? Or an imaginary…

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Belong

Some day I’ll find a place to belong The end of invisibility The end of quiet halls Lack of romance And the start of equality. People who greet you Who are glad you are there The end of useless time Staring in a daze in a deep stare. No more fighting to fit in And aging while feeling motionless Accomplish the goals and becoming recognized For the bright soul that I am. A big heart…

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Holding hands

Everyone needs another A hand to hold on to Sister Brother Lover We were never put on this earth alone When such happens It’s in our death And our presence is over

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Feel Yourself

youtube.com/watch listen to a beautiful message in song “Feel yourself’ from altered sensorium feeling winds Written by Kevin kappler

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Don’t skip

youtube.com/watch let’s make history. Who wants to write music or help record new videos? Write: chrystal1974@icloud.com

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Blast from the past offer

Blast from the past offer

youtube.com/watch please let me know who wishes to write new songs with me at chrystal1974@icloud.com

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Take a listen

https://youtube.com/shorts/G8-LmS0cYjs?feature=share

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Please read Jim

I have a right to my cameras and MacBook from the storage locker. I’ve asked 12 times over the last six months. This is how I ease my depression and write my songs and stories.because of this, I’ve lost out. Please allow me to pick up my dslr and MacBook soon

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Jim return my photo equipment

I need my equipment in order to restart my artist c career.I’ve asked and waited since July. I need this from the storage locker. It hurts not being able to work at my career.

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I’ll be dead soon

After having no porpoise on this earth and having few who even care that I am here…I am coming close to ending my life that is the pain of this existence.

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I need love

I need love Grab my hand Share a bond A match made in heaven Call my name You are safe within my arms

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No one

No one calls, writes. Or even mentions me. No one seems to care if I’m dead or alive. It’s sickening

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If you care

If you care about A soul tortured by stealing The life force Rights And doing wrong to his life Than you are the suicide blade Assistant to the ending of a life