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I am once again plugging the fic I worked on with Kuya

oooOOoo you guys wanna read Qian Jin reading Li Tianchen and Li Tianxi doomer bedtime stories so badly oooOOoo by the way it's called "The Trio, the Twins, and the Lone Warlock" and it's posted on ao3 if you want to read it ooOOooooOooOooo

(please no one ask why this is cover art is coming four and a half months, late life's been ROUGH okay)

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You can't make this ish up

Chinese government: "This is a mystery and thriller series, not BL, don't make content that'll suggest otherwise and mislead our sponsors."

Bilibili and Li Haolin: "Aight bet—"

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yingdu didn't answer many questions but it did settle this debate

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you know what? *pixelates your shiguang dailiren*

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If you're a fan of my analysis work for Tianchen and Tianxi or you're a fan of poetry in written story-telling, then I implore you to go read my character-study fic "From Me To You" on Ao3 starring Qiao Ling, as I have finally posted its last chapter.

I've put a lot of work and heart into writing this, so it means a lot to me if people take the time to listen to what it has to say.

(Obligatory shoutouts to everyone who helped me write this fic by proof reading it, particularly Rulos, Sakira, Bleeps, and Stopwatch as well as my non-fandom friends who put up with my shit. Shout out to jan. as well, mainly just for existing but also for being a treat and a half who matches my analytic passion for these donghua characters beat-for-beat.)

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In case anyone wanted to know what was said on the screen at the end of S2.5E1

Poor man's not even gonna be left on read

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IT JUST HIT ME THAT THE CHARACTER HE'S BEING MADE TO COSPLAY AS HERE IS FEMALE OH MY GOD LAN DEMANDS THIS MAN BE IN A DRESS AND I JUST

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fuck the person who

1) made the headcanon that lu guang and cheng xiaoshi were dating in the first timeline and

2) made the headcanon that lu guang is easily flustered by cheng xiaoshi's antics in the first timeline

because you ruined my life,

now i cant stop thinking about how innocent and tender their love was. i cant stop thinking about them meeting each other at the basketball court for the first time. i cant stop thinking about them anticipating the next time they meet at the court. their eyes meeting as they pass each other in the school hallways. their declarations of love and their first kiss.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi giving lu guang gifts regularly, and lu guang giving gifts back. i cant stop thinking about the days they spent just coexisting in silence, their comfort space expanding to the two of them. i cant stop thinking about the endless conversations that fall out of cheng xiaoshi, and how lu guang would listen and remember every single word and detail from him. i cant stop thinking about every time they saw either one hurt, theyd drop everything to make sure the other is okay.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi holding lu guang, and how lu guang would initially get flustered before slowly getting used to it. how lu guangs cold skin would be warmed by the skin of cheng xiaoshi's. how his body would feel unfamiliar without cheng xiaoshi touching him. how they look at each other as they share their first times together.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi convincing lu guang to move in with him. i cant stop thinking about the dates, the shared meals, the boba teas, the sunsets and sunrises they watched together. i cant stop thinking about how happy they were, how clueless they were, how much lu guang had smiled the moment cheng xiaoshi entered his life.

i cant stop thinking about lu guangs reaction when it dawns on him that cheng xiaoshi, the first and final love of his life, was dying in his arms so suddenly, the promises cheng xiaoshi made to spend his future with him by his side shattering as he watches the life from cheng xiaoshi's eyes fade.

oh, to have love like that.

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So the opening for season 3 dropped and is- is that what i think it is?

IS THAT THE THIRST-TRAP SELF

IN MY SERIOUS EMOTIONAL OPENING ANIMATION CUT SEQUENCE!?

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sir you DIRECTED it

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One of the reasons I signed up for the SGDLR mini big bang event was because I heard there would be a theme, one of which was 'fairytales'. That didn't end up panning out for everyone, but I was lucky enough to be paired with Kuya who gladly took my original idea and developed it into a full blown fic with me!

You can read "The Trio, the Twins, and the Lone Warlock" over on AO3, something that I implore you do! Please!!

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unfortunately i think the person on the tape is just tianchen with a color filter... it's the frame of him in qj's segment of ep 9 bloodstained and laughing, you can match up the hand on his shoulder and the location of the bloodstain

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHGHAGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

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This ooc shot of them will never not be funny to me

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I'm rewatching the shorts and let out a snort when I saw what Cheng Xiaoshi has Qiao Ling's name saved as

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please write more about min you’re like the only tumblr user that talks about them they’re my toxic trans fem they/them silly scrunkly that I swear is important somehow luv you xx

Liu Min is important somehow!! (delusional) I'm not sure if I have more stuff on him/them, but I am expectant that the Liu family as a whole gets more attention later where I feel Liu Min and Liu Xiao's relationship dynamic and differing expectations from their parents (first son vs second son expectation and traditional family roles, since Liu Min is the OLDER one by six-eight years??!) will come up as Liu Xiao usurped Liu Min's function as the eldest child/son who bears and carries the family (among the siblings).

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The fact that Li Tianchen was only teaching Xixi silly things that sounded nice feels like an ominous nod to the fact that he would later never ask her what she wanted and she never got a medium to tell him either.

[Context: "Xiaoxi" is the Chinese version of Tianxi's nickname "Xixi"]

Like damn Tianchen, I love you but what the fuck?

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I know we were all a bit blindsided by the whole mute-murder thing but WHAT DID HE SHOOT HER THROUGH THE CHEST FROM THE SIDE??

LIKE WHAT ARE THE LOGISTICS HERE??