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It’s Time

Tomorrow is the day...

The day that I tell him that he made me feel worthless and a piece of shit

The day that I tell him that he acted like a douchebag towards me

The day that I tell him how I’ve felt about him and what I no longer feel for him

Tomorrow is the day...

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🔥1000 calorie burning workout🔥

🎀 50 jumping jacks (star jumps) 👑 2 minutes running in place 🌺 15 pushups 👗 2 minutes running in place ✨ 40 squats 👙 1 minute running in place 🍀 25 jumping jacks 💐 1 minute running in place 🍁 10 pushups 🌹 1 minute running in place 🌼 20 squats 🍂 1 minute running in place 🌷 1 minute plank 🍃 1 minute mountain climbers

My go-to workout, especially after binging. I can do this in my room without anyone noticing even when my whole family is in the house.

Doing this twice daily will burn about 3.5 lbs a week, and it only takes around 15 minutes.

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I Was The One...

I was the one who picked up the broken pieces to your heart. I was the one who held you up, when you falling down. I was the one who answered the phone in less than 5 seconds. I was the one who has been there for you through thick and thin. I was the one who always been there for you. You were the one who chose the other girl.

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Where Were You?

Where were you when I was crying? Where were you when I had the blade to my arm? Where were you when I starve myself? You told me you were always going to be there. When you needed me, I paused everything. When I needed you, you put me on hold. Where were you?

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It’s Time

I never thought that we would break out friendship. I always believed that we were going to be best forever. I guess, just like relationship, friendships can also be one-sided. The hardest point won’t be saying goodbye. The hardest point will be telling you why. When we meet, I don’t want to think about everything we could have been. I want to think about everything you did. The way you made me feel when I was at my worst. The lies you told me, when I thought they were true. When you talked about other girls as if they were the love of your life. The way I cried every time you found another girl to your liken. The way you made me feel like I wasn’t good enough. So it’s time. It’s time to let go.

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I will remember the long nights when we would spend hours on skype

I will recover from the pain you gave me, even though you didn’t notice

I will not forgive the way you left me for other people/girls

I will never forget the way you treated me

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We used to...

We used to skype till 3am

We used to skype for hours

We used to tell each other everything

We used to be best friends

We used to text for hours

Now...

I’m lucky to talk to you for even 5 minutes

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Maybe...

There’s a reason why you forgot about me

maybe it was okay

I was never okay

or how

my hair was always messy

my eyes were always heavy

perhaps how

my thoughts were usually jumbled or

other people interested you

and you didn’t know what to do

it could be how

I  cared too much

and maybe I still care

too much

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Friends?

“Do you ever feel like someone doesn’t want to be friends with you anymore? They don’t have to say anything, you just know. They talk to other people more than you, take hours to reply to your texts instead of minutes, constantly making plans with other people and hardly ask you to hang out. All along you know it isn’t gonna end well but you still have that silver of hope. And that one day, they ignore you completely. And you know, you finally have to accept, you were right.”

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Advice to anyone(written to male gender)

“She needs you, bro. The last thing she needs is for you to leave her like everybody else did just because she’s too difficult to deal with. She isn’t close to her friends anymore she can’t depend on them like before. She can’t go to her family because they can’t understand her. Out of everyone in her life, you’re the one who she’s closest to. You’re the one who understands her. She depends on you to be there for her, because if it were the other way around, she wouldn’t leave you, no matter how crazy you get

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Yeah it does hurt to know you lost interest in me, kind of like someone punching me in the face. And it also does pain me to walk pass you, pretending we never met and never stayed up all night talking, which feels like a knife through my chest every time. But what truly hurt most, so bad that I can't find the words to explain it, is that you left without a single word, and I keep waiting for a sign or something from you, but I should accept that sometimes, no message is also a message.

Excerpt from a book that I will never write #719 (via excerptsofstories)

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One Day...

“One day you’re going to move on, you’ll think for awhile she’s better than me in every way...And hey, she might be. BUt I can guarantee you’re still going to look for me in her, because regardless of all my flaws, I loved you more than anyone ever will. I would have done anything for you...But I guess you’re just too dumb to realize that, but don’t come back. I’m gone. I’m done. You don’t get to hurt me anymore.”

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You broke my heart and trust. But you could call me 3 months from now at 5 am and I would still pick up my phone. Do you know how pathetic that makes me feel?

god I miss you (via slekes)

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