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Every time you smile at me.

One moment more into infinity.

In a life supposed to be finite.

Presenza

Cada vez que me dás un sorriso

un intre máis no infinito.

nunha vida disque… finita.

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Moments

Moments before many other moments When you have to go Painful beating Always, always a beating Never less painful than the time before the last one Pain measured through time Time measured through absence An absence that is always there You can aleyas can come back,

But you cannot be sure about it

Intres antes de moitos intres

                                               Cando te has de ir

Latexo doloroso

sempre, sempre un latexo

nunca menos doloroso que a pénultima vez.

unha dor que se mide en tempo

un tempo que se mide en ausencia

unha ausencia permanente

sempre hai volta

                         pero nunca total certeza.

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Good times

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Sky

My daughter has a dog. I don’t, but he has me. He always had me fooled, letting me think I was free of him. But he has me so close, so really really close, without letting me know. Poor me. Cortazar’s clock.

A miña filla ten un can, Sky. Eu non,             pero o can tenme a min, sempre me tivo enganado facéndome sentir unha liberdade sen ataduras E eu atadiño                     ben atadiño                                       sen sentilo. Pobre humano. O reloxio de Córtazar.

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Poemas pendurados dun fio. Día da marmota.

The night arrives and, with it, sleepiness. To sleep. BUT Dreams, nightmares that are the rest killers. To wake up. Tomorrow, to repeat again.

Chega a noite

e o sono peta nas pálpebras

Dormes

OU NON

Somos

pesadelos que asasinan descanso

despertar

e mañan será o día da marmota.

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Poemas ao non pai.7

It’s been almost a year since he’s gone. To forgive and forget? Never mind. I can’t still remember something good, something kind.

Case un ano vai da falta. Din que o tempo é o olvido. Nin tal. Segue sendo imposible atopar aquel recordo bo.

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Poemas pendurados dun fio.

Bolboreta.

Volta. Revolta.

Será?

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Poemas pendurados dun fio. A miña dona. 1

Sometime SHE is not here, for three or four hours, nothing more. I count every tick of the clock while she is away.

Ás veces ELA auséntase Tres ou catro horas, non máis. EU conto milleiros de tic-tac mentres non volve.

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Poemas ao non pai.6

Amador (name, beautiful etymology), You worked so hard you forgot to live To LIVE Amador (never, ever an adjective)

Amador, -tan só nome- Tanto traballo para non morrer Esqueciches vivir VIVIR Amador. -nunca…endexamais adxetivo-.

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Here again. About time.

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De novo eiqui... non era sin tempo.

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Poemas a quen quixo ser nai.01

An unintended mother. Mother to my wife, grandmother to my child. Never, ever, an in-law. To me, always a Mum.

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Nai non buscada da miña dona nai é, da miña filla aboa é. Ademais, endexamais sogra foi. Sempre tamén Nai.

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Poemas ao non pai. 15000

Fifteen thousand calls from forgetfulness. How to answer, when he was never there? Fifteen thousand lost calls, something long gone. From the absence he claims you are never here.

Quince mil chamadas ao esquecemento.

Como responder se endexamais te escoitou.

Quince mil chamadas perdidas,

Pérdidas?

Oh, pérdidas!!

Dende a ausencia di que nunca te preocupaches.

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Poemas ao non pai. 5

I was born with two mothers. I was raised that way. Over time, I got to marry a good wife. Three mothers I would have then. Now I’m left with one. Gods were thinking, why having a dad? Given the circumstances, maybe it was better like that.

Nacín con dúas nais. E así me criei. Co tempo e un bo casar tres nais cheguei a ter. Agora unha me queda. Quizais os deuses, para que pai? Visto o percal, os deuses, deuses son.

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Poemas ao non pai. 4 

It wanted to fly/ Bird/ never needed to.

Quixo voar/ Páxaro/ endexamias lle fixera falta

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How could I love you? You have not reached here yet. I’m almost sixty now. How much longer can I wait?

Poemas ao non pai. 3

Non te podo querer..../ xa que ainda non chegaches/. A min xa nada me queda/ para os sesenta/, e ti vislumbras os noventa/.

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There was nothing to destroy./Nothing to create./But every human was annihilated.

Poemas ao non pai. 2

Para destruir nada tivo/Nada creara/Mais aniquilou/todo o humano que arredor/estivo.