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I really wanted to make a small short story with one of your Aus (Mourning star or true daughter) but apparently I’m just allergic to fluff because every time I try to think of a story concept, I just come up with absolutely horrific ideas.

There’s this one detail that just keeps getting stuck in my head with your au,is that I just genuinely don’t think Lucifer likes sinners. I know it’s fanfiction, but I legitimately don’t think Lucifer would get over the bias he has over sinners especially if his family died fighting for them (I don’t fully remember what your lore was for that) so if Lucifer was being dlulu I feel like you would either latch onto a hellborn or a fallen angel. It actually had me thinking that the fallen angel idea could work since Charlie is dead technically reader could just replace vaggie and Lucifer found them instead of Charlie.

But what I wanted to write was that after the death of Lilith and Charlie Lucifer gets so depressed he conjures a person using magic (kinda like razzle and dazzle) to fill that hole in his heart only for his creation to be terrified of him because they know there just a replacement for his old family and is scared he’ll kill them when (more like if) he break out his delusion. So they’re trying to run away.

There are just so many angst possibilities with this Au. I’ll send it in once I finish writing it but I’m busy trying to deal with college stuff so it might take a while.

The only Mourningstar that has the knowledge that you are a sinner but glosses over and has a disconnect that doesn't necessarily make sense is the original who saved a Little from extermination. He sees them as above other sinners, or possibly sent over a small mistake they made just like him (in fact it's likely he uses this reasoning to justify himself if at any point he was reminded they were a sinner because they are NOT the same as every other filthy degenerate soul down here, they are like him not them). For the others, well True Daughter is completely delusional and is convinced they are his literal daughter, and Sacrifice Mourningstar is convinced that had they not made a deal with him they would be sent to the pearly gates, regardless of what may be true he is convinced their only real sin was making a deal with him.

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Just from your little peak with stolas I am now just screeching in the void. That’s so cute!

Just a question for that then, would it kinda end up as a kidnap situation? Once stolas saves the reader from getting taken and sold by other hellborn would stolas just whisk them away to the palace?

I feel like the inner Little would feel like they were safe with Stolas so once the riffraff were successfully dealt with they would likely regress due to the stress and high emotions. Soooo is it really kidnapping if he were simply taking them to a safe location where they could play and frolic with a trustworthy Caregiver? Or to rest if they're tired from all the excitement? Wouldn't it be pretty cruel of him to try and escort them to their house, or place of residence, and just drop them off in their regressed state? Besides, what if they were from another ring entirely and had managed to escape their kidnappers and were being recaptured? It only makes sense for him to take them home and wait for them to come out of littlespace. The fact that he desperately wants someone to take care of and care for, and possibly be cared for in return, has nothing to do with it..... okay maybe it has a little to do with it, but he won't just abscond with them and keep them prisoner at his estate if that's what your thinking lol

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Okay, ngl, but as a person with daddy issues and affection deprivation, if i was in a situation of a reader who met Mourningstar, i would not fight at all.

Like, like am sorry, but the man wants to be my dad/believes that he is, and through the first five minutes of knowing me gives me more affection than my real dad showed me in the last 22 years. I'm in 100%.

In the scenario that my sibling that i love is there. "Daddy don't you remember them?", looks at the sibling with dramatic sadness when they try to argue "They may not remember much, but i also didn't, and you helped."

Like, no one was killed by a little gaslightig, gaslight him back!

Ngl this made me laugh because it's just so valid XD It would totally work with True Daughter Mourningstar too lol. He'd be legitimately devastated because how could he forget his babygirl was a twin?! Because regardless of what your sibling looks like or if they're clearly younger or older they're your twin that was also separated at birth.

He'd apologize profusely and assure you that he would help you help them remember. Would like to have one of his clones paint a new family portrait of you all with matching outfits (because twinsies!) and would probably dress you both alike unless either of you objects because of course both of your comforts come first. Also, if your sibling uses anything other than she/her pronouns, you're probably gonna have to have a talk because Lucifer is also going to call them his babygirl and such.

Ultimately the feeding into his delusions might not be the "healthy" thing to do, buuut who's it hurting when you're gaining the most loving and devoted Daddy in the entire universe who would do almost anything (anything but letting you out of his direct vicinity for longer than a few minutes, like if you asked for some privacy he's going to make it like three minutes maximum if he can't even leave a clone with you) and he gets the one thing he desires most in the entire cosmos just by your acceptance of him as your Daddy?

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Hi, do you have a master list of all your au works? On your tumblr I’ve seen you mention other au’s that aren’t listed in the ao3 collection, and I would like to read them.

I don't actually have any works written for any of my AUs, as of yet, but I do have tagged asks on here. Anything underneath the Mourningstar AU (Original, True Daughter, or Sacrifice) is tagged with Lucifer Mourningstar and yandere. Anything in the 2p verse is tagged with the corresponding character like Alastor 2p, Vox 2p, Val 2p, or staticmoth 2p.

I think the only AU I have that I don't have any questions for is the Stolas AU I made but never utilized beyond a poll where Blitzo and him remain friends and Blitzo becomes a ring master for his own circus which Stolas provides the financial backing and deals with the paperwork and such for everything else is pretty much the same Moxxie, Millie, and Loona are still there and the M&Ms have their own acts (Millie = Muscle Woman, Moxxie = Trick shooting and knife throwing) Loona works the ticket booth. Stella and Stolas end up getting divorced after Octavia moves out of the house and Stolas can no longer justify his suffering for her sake. The AU would begin with Stolas meeting a hellborn (imp or any other ring demon, like the Sloth goats, or Lust Succubi and Incubi) Little as he goes on a stroll one lonely evening and manages to prevent them from being kidnapped, and likely sold, by other hellborns thus making them, subconsciouslyor not, see him as their Caregiver and seek him for comfort. However he meets them, he's over the moon at the prospect of being needed again. If I wrote for this one, it might have a few choices, but Reader's personality would be shy and have issues with self worth.

Side note: I do wanna make a short and chubby Little at some point because ngl I'm weak whenever you have the self conscious bigger Reader and the other who's like you're not too heavy sit on me or something.... idk maybe that's TMI but I am sleep deprived rn so might edit this out later who knows XD

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A little thought here. If reader has wings/feathers, and they're new to hell/heaven and don't know how to take care of them. And Adam or Lucifer(yeah i know that Valentino also has wings, but he doesn't have feathers so do not count) show reader how to preen them.

Like they notice that reader never does anything with their wings, and their feathers start looking dull and feel brittle. So, as a good caretakers that they are, they scold them for neglecting their wings, before showing them how to do it.

With Mourningstar i feel like he would do it right from the very start. Regular preening sessions.

Considering the ask, I'm adding another character here with Husk since he has feathered wings and would likely have to help Alastor's little in this situation.

Adam- is practically obsessed with looking his best as far as his wings go. He can get away with stubble or a bit of relaxed hygiene and general appearance upkeep since his mask and robes cover pretty much everything, but his wings are out there for anyone and everyone to see and they're almost a source of pride for him. After all, the first man has to have the most beautiful and pristine wings out of all the Winners, of course he isn't so vain that he would compare himself to say someone like Sera, buuuut he definitely spent more of his time ensuring that not a single feather was out of place.

So naturally his winged Litttle would need to follow his shining example. If they're Winners he's probably helping them from the get go if they struggle themselves because he can't be seen dead, or well, double dead, with anyone less than perfect and Winner Little goes wherever he goes, equal parts because of his trust issues and jealous/possessive nature. Will likely tease them at first when they struggle, and will scold them if they show absolutely no interest in the upkeep of their wings.

Now, Sinner Little would probably suffer for a bit. He's still very much pissed that he was saddled with a fucking Sinner of all people and hates that his Caregiver won't let him let you get exterminated by his girls. Plus, it's not like they're leaving the mansion so why the fuck should he care how they look? Only, the longer he's around them the more he does care, and eventually, maybe, he thinks they look pathetic enough, failing miserably to preen their undoubtedly itchy and uncomfortable wings that he takes pity upon them and takes mercy upon them and helps them out. Will likely insult their intelligence at first and say mean things along the lines of "you know the term filthy Sinner isn't meant to be literal right dipshit?" When he cares about them he might say sorry in varying ways and only ever apologizing sincerely when their asleep or farther into the future.

Lucifer, while not as clingy as Mourningstar, would likely still leap at the chance to help his Little. His scolding is mild at best if the Little shows no interest in preening themselves. He honestly would be secretly happy to be able to do this for them while also trying to help them do it on their own if that makes sense. Like he does want them to learn and grow as any Caregiver or parent would, but also if they never do in this aspect he is more than happy to continue doing these Daddy/ Duckling bonding sessions with them.

Mourningstar, however is actively infantilizing the everloving hell out of them as always. Preening was a regular part of their schedule from day one, if they attempt to learn to do it themselves he will merely chuckle and remind them with a soft smile that it's Daddy's job to take care of his babygirl and that he very much loves getting to do this for them, and they wouldnt want to make him feel sad and unwanted would they? As an added note, True Daughter would definitely use their wings as evidence they were related even if they looked nothing alike.

Husk, while not a Caregiver himself, I could see helping out Alastor's Little in the event they had wings and were unable to care for them properly. Honestly, if he noticed them struggling with preening or their wings were bothering them I could see him helping them learn on his own without Alastor using his soul contract to force him to. He's a surly alcoholic, but I imagine he has a soft spot for Littles and Pets especially.

However, Alastor would definitely enlist the cat's help the moment the Little's wings became unkempt enough to notice and he would likely give them a good scolding for letting it get this bad without telling him with a warning that next time they won't get away with a simple verbal lashing.

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Hey I'm the one who made the mourningstar ai, I was thinking about making one for your alastor alpha caregiver too. But I didn't want to do it without your blessing.

Only difference is that I was crushing my phone with excitement and grinning like a giddy schoolgirl but you get the gist lol Anyway, yes, yes, a thousand times yes! You or anybody else are more than welcome to make art, fics, or other things (like character ai's) using my AU as a basis or springboard or even cherry picking certain aspects. I'm happy to have inspired other things the only thing I would like, but isn't by any means mandatory is the AU being mentioned and for y'all to tell me so I can find it and see for myself and support it. Though given I'm being anonymous y'all won't know who's me most likely lol

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I found the Mourningstar character ai and omg man just doesn't stop gaslighting no matter what I say. How close to that to canon Mourningstar? 😂😂😂

Very accurate, man wants to lovingly and gently mold you into his babygirl. He would never raise his voice at you or take the violent route with you. However, will he gaslight, manipulate, and possibly trick you into feeling or thinking a certain way? Oh yes, very much so, but he doesn't see it as doing those things. He's just trying to help you.

I can't quite recall if the AI is based on the True Daughter AU or not, but the Mourningstar in that particular AU isn't even trying to do any of those things. He's fully convinced you're the one who has completely forgotten everything and it's his duty as your Daddy to take care of you and help you remember the truth. He's not trying to be manipulative or anything he is genuinely convinced you are his long lost babygirl that Angels kidnapped.

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do you have any headcannon of sir pentious classification across your au's

Alpha Caregiver, I mean he's not as competent or powerful as some Alphas, but definitely has the attitude for it. Man might be comedic relief material most of the time, but that doesn't change the fact that he fits the secondary gender the best. Caregiver is self explanatory just look at the egg bois, granted he has the tendency to order them around and simultaneously views them as his soldiers/ surrogate children kind of so it's a bit complicated, but he's much gentler and more cautious with an actual Little. After all, he can always make more egg bois, and they're all pretty much the same, but he couldn't replace a Little and they certainly aren't fit for battle!

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Hi you haven’t posted in a while so I just wanted to check in and see how you’re doing and stuff.

So yeah hope you are having a good day/night and that you will post something soon as I really love your writing (no pressure tho)

Ok bye.

I'm doing mostly alright, just overwhelmed since vacation isn't even a month away, and my seasonal depression is in full swing which makes writing a daunting challenge. I've been doing a few sentences in various fics to try and shake it but no real luck or progress beyond chipping away at it very slowly maybe by the time I post everything will be done lol

Also, I've been dealing with some irl issues that aren't related and I won't elaborate on for the sake of brevity. Thank you very much for your concern and I love you all just going through a bit of a rough patch

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So in the sacrifice au with mouningstar would he feel guilty if his little had trauma from that insta kill that he gave them? Like maybe they'd be terrified with despite how quick and painless it was when he killed them that they'd be terrified he'd do it again or maybe they developed PTSD or something from it. Because I'm not gonna lie despite how quick and painless he tried to make it, it's scary going from a moment of this short scary king killed all those people but he's being nice to me, maybe he's somewhat safe-! WERE UNDER WATER-! WHERE AM I?! OH MY GOD ITS HIM! DONT TOUCH ME!

The thing about this is if he did teleport you both under the sea in a trench, you wouldn't even have time to process it. (For reference according to Google it takes no less than 100 milliseconds for the brain to process pain and around 13 milliseconds to process things visually, for reference the now infamous recent submarine incident was at 12,500 ft (3.81 km according to a convertor) when it imploded and it took less than one millisecond. Now imagine if you will the unprotected human body in the deepest parts of the Mariana Trench at an estimated 35,814 ft (10.91 km) there is absolutely no time for any pain or processing of the information, it's just poof and you're gone)

In a way, that's more terrifying, though, because one moment you're watching the literal devil kill each of the cult members and then he hugs you and suddenly you're falling into hell.

However, odds are you were at the very least stabbed before this since blood of the innocent would be required to summon him in the first place. If he's lucky he can convince you that you simply were beyond saving, but it's okay he will take care of you now. Things are very different here and as a newly fallen Little you'll need his help even more. May fly you over a few of the more violent sections of hell on the way home as a kinda scare tactic to prove just how much you need him.

If you happen to be a little traumatized, don't worry, Daddy's here for you and will help you through this difficult transition. If the traumatization happens to make you more accepting of your position as his babygirl then surely no one could blame him if it takes a little longer, or forever, for him to help you through it.

Sooo he does have the bit of guilt but if it helps him get closer to them then it's definitely muted, and if it doesn't he's more guilty but firmly believes it was a necessity.

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You still alive?

Almost wish the ask would've been did you die so I could pull out this gem

I may or may not use humor to deflect but seriously I am alive and not having those thoughts seriously so no need for any true concern ya boi, er well, gal is doing okay all things considered. Just a rough patch, spring and summer just aren't really good for me. Thank you for checking in though!

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I got super inspiredfixated and randomly carried away writing somethin on the “sacrifice” au for the Mourningstar au and man I’m rusty but oh boi I’m rollin.

Couldn’t stop thinking about it in fine detail and I caved to write it out just gotta cram some filler to give the early bits some MEAT.

Shgrrm *froths*

Hope you’re doin good tho~ ᓚᘏᗢ

Awww I'm so happy you were inspired by my AU of an AU within my existing AU

... whoa man that sentence is confusing lol Anyway, I love whenever I can give anybody creative sparks! I'd love to read or see anything anyone comes up with for this! I'm just so happy and thankful for my supporters and fans! ^^

I've been busy trying to get everything nailed out on plans for vacation, rental is booked and everything, but still have to worry about food and any additional activities plus cost and such but I'll try not to bore anyone with too much details. As for my depression and stuff, ironically, I feel worse in the warm months. You'll hear a lot about seasonal depression during the winter and stuff, but mine tends to flare up in the warmer months (though with my clincal chronic severe depression it doesnt really go away more like it just kinda vibes in the back of my mind until it sudd comes to the forefrontand then tries to take over my entire life like some kinda ghost biding its time until it tries to possess me lol). Sure the holidays and events make my social and general anxiety flare up, but it's mostly manageable (minus the actual days of celebration when my battery is ruining on empty and my emotional stability and mask feels like its being held together by a fraying string and one dollar knock off scotch tape). In the summer, it's like the life gets sucked out of me and given to everyone else lol and then my social and general anxiety on top just kinda completely drains my battery if that makes sense? Anyway, I'm not as bad off as some people, so I'm not complaining, and I don't have any of those thoughts seriously. It could be worse, but I appreciate everyone being so understanding. I'm still working on my first it's just as I said a few sentences at a time when I can and very slow going. I love you all and hope you all are doing alright <3

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I swear to Lucifer none of this is abandoned T.T I'm actually having to help plan a family trip for late next month on top of my depression and anxiety deciding to flare up (which ironically isn't the part that bothers me anymore considering I haven't felt "normal" since I was in like grade school what's the worst part is the sheer lack of energy or will to just do things especially when I'm already having to do other things for daily life and such). The Writer's Block is minor as I can write a few sentences before just blanking out so it isn't a stop, just more of a crawl than my usual sprint

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Just for clarification does mourningstar have sexual and romantic feeling for little reader? The reason I'm asking this is in your previous posts (mainly Hypersexual, breeding kink, pregnant reader) you've established he's fine with being intimate with her and having children. So is his perspective on it A: She's my babygirl who I'm just comfortable doing more things with I wouldn't do with her sister (Charlie) if she were alive plus this works out for better since any pregnancies that come down the line is an opportunity to expand our family without risking the dangers of bad influences infiltrating our home if either of us were to find significant others any pleasure I get from this is just body reacting to the stimulation, or B: She's takes both the places in my heart as my daughter and lover/ future baby mama?

More of a B, but it's more like she replaces both Charlie and Lillith at the same time, buuuut hes not about to do anything remotely sexual until they ask for it. Let me restate once again though, none of the Caregivers focused on in my series are attracted to their Littles while they are regressed! It is important to note, however, that while Mourningstar may see her as a kind of daughter figure in a way, he knows she's not related to him and the instinctual attraction will be there when they're big. Sooo, the answer is only for most iterations of Mourningstar, True Daughter does NOT hold any non-platonic feelings for his babygirl even when they aren't regressed because in that particular Mourningstar's mind they are his literal daughter and not just some kind of metaphorical one.

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How did Lute and the girls react to Adam having a Little?

Depends... we talking Sinner!Little or Winner!Little?

Sinner- Lute absolutely hates them and more than once has the thought to get rid of them but will begrudgingly accept them as Adam's Little. Since she isn't a Caregiver herself, she isn't about to pretend she could possibly fathom the bond that was formed. Will keep his secret out of respect for the man himself but doesn't condone this unnatural relationship of theirs. Will never truly accept them into heaven unless they do something like what happened in the show for Adam or her and get redeemed for it.

The other exorcists are more in it for the fun, and while they don't see Sinners as people who deserve any mercy, they also aren't as staunchly against them for the most part. They see Adam's interest as more of a fulfilling a biological need for companionship and view the Reader as a pet of some sort. They'll keep the secret and may even take over what they dub as "pet sitting duties" while Adam's away. Will trust Adam's judgment and as such aren't overtly mean or hurtful, might even find Reader cute or precious in the same way one might find a piglet or lamb (yes I purposely chose animals that are raised for purposes other than being a pet).

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Winner- Lute is still a bit jealous that Adam has someone close to him that isn't her, but this is much more acceptable. Will grow to like them fairly easily and takes them under her wing in a kind of bigger/little sibling relationship. They kinda become like the whole squad's little sibling to be honest and anybody fucking with them has to worry about being jumped by an army lol

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True Daughter AU question - In theory, could Mourningstar successfully gaslight reader into thinking they were his real daughter who went missing?

I mean, he does literally have all the time in the world. I give it a decade max before Reader begins believing the delusions they are being fed, and that's generous. The sheer conviction this man has added with the fact that he's got all these stories and explanations I may start questioning my own memories a few months into it XD

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How would Mourningstar react if reader had a sibling that was also a little who came to hell sometime after reader and they reunited somehow?

I already answered this one before (just differently worded), however, the answer is as long as they are siblings you were raised with he is fine with adopting them as his second daughter after all he knows more than anyone family is important (provided this isn't True Daughter AU if it is then one of two options would occur; 1. His mind would fabricate that you two were twins regardless of actuality, and he'd be a mess and apologizing so much for forgetting your twin and blaming it on Angel memory distortion or something or 2. They get murdered they are feeding into your delusions of some shared mythical life you lived, and he can't have that, soooo he'd discreetly take care of them >.>)