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every time you get your period, the reusable hot compress is always right next to you. it is always resting on top of you, you’re always curled up around it when you sleep. it relieves your period cramps so it never leaves your side when it’s that time of the month.

however, the heat of the hot compress doesn’t stay hot forever. it annoys you how you have to get up every hour or so just to get some hot water for your hot compress.

just like the previous night, you were curled up around the same hot compress. levi laid next to you, silently stroking your hair as he watched you peacefully sleep. a smile found it’s way onto his face as he carefully caressed your cheeks. his smile suddenly dropped when your face contorted into what looked like pain, curling up even more as you unconsciously clutched the hot compress you were holding.

levi reached down to touch the hot compress only to find it cold — it was already starting to get cold even before you fell asleep and as carefully as he could, he moved so he was laying behind you. he took the now cold hot compress away before slipping his hands under your shirt, resting it on top of your stomach.

“shh, shh. it’s okay, i got you” levi softly whispered when you started to whimper from the pain. he rubbed your stomach, the heat of his palms slowly soothing the pain. he kissed the top of your head, letting you curl up on his hands as you fell back to sleep.

for the rest of the night, levi made sure to continue rubbing your stomach to ease you from any pain that your period was causing.

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THINGS THEY SAY DURING SEX:

“just the tip…i promise.”

“right here?”

“quit running, baby.”

“so fuckin’ tight, and all for me...”

“just like that, milk this fucking cock.”

“move your hand.”

“you’re gonna take all of it now, can you do that for me?”

yuuji, toji, GETOU, reiner, JEAN, connie, suna, draken, KAKUCHO, bakugo, aizawa, chuuya, TENGEN, naruto, SHIKAMARU, kakashi.

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Context: you asked Levi to come to your room the night before and he didn't. you were called the next day to Trost to review the feasibility of a new weapon undergoing manufacturing. Once done, Levi is appointed to get you back with the looming awkwardness that came from you feeling rejected.

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Silence settled like a ticking bomb ready to implode at any second. It was suffocating, and you wondered how worse it could be on the way back to Trost in a carriage with no one else other than the two of you.

“You did well,” he spoke, and it stunned you that he was the one to first break the silence.

It took you a few moments until you answered. “Thanks.”

He stopped walking suddenly and your heart plummeted, legs faltering. You couldn’t look at him, even though you could see from your peripheral vision that he turned to face you. But you couldn’t do that, not just yet, your entire body growing rigid at the unexpected turn of action.

“About last night,” he began, and your entire body jolted at the mention of it leaving his lips, at the wave of memories that crashed into you so brutally that you felt the urge to diverge the subject entirely.

“Hey,” you were quick to cut in, tip of your ears burning. Your head bowed, and still you were facing forward. “We don’t have to talk about it. You don’t really owe me an explanation I mean it was only just this one time—”

“Hey,” he interjected, but you kept going, your mouth running on its own now, the anxiety gripping your body and forcing your heart to pump adrenaline.  

“I put us in this position in the first place, really – I imposed at a really uncomfortable time, and I shouldn’t have—”

“Oi.” He took a brisk stride to reach you, and your body abruptly took one back, colliding with the wall behind.

Your eyes met his; they were dark, intense, dangerous. You swallowed, thrill humming deep within your nerves at the sight of him prowling to you, leaving nothing but a short distance of inches between your bodies. Your eyes slid down, watching him steadily, your shoulders straightening the moment his chest met yours. You held back a gasp as heat warmed your nerves.

“That’s not it at all,” he said, voice low. Your chest heaved, your gaze locked on his lips, warm and inviting and wet, getting closer to you, closer to your skin. A loud heavy breath escaped your mouth as his nose trailed up your chin, your jaw, leaving a trail of hot fire in its wake. You felt the need to have him, to touch him, to feel him in every part of your body claw at your insides, so intense that it was making your thoughts cloudy, caught in a daze.

— All Yours on ao3 (Explicit), unpublished chapter

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Captain!Levi x Technician Female!Reader

warning: semi-explicit smut; filthy

His answer came in the form of sliding his shirt off and tossing it away. You bit down your lip, peeling the covers away to reveal your bare body to him, and his eyes slid down to take it all in as he absently unbuckled his belt, gaze leaving a hot trail in its wake, making your insides squirm as slickness pooled to your heat. You slid your heels closer to you, bending your knees and spreading your legs, ready and waiting. Levi groaned at the sight of the moisture gathered on the outer lips of your pussy, kicking his boots and pulling his pants down.

You mewled at the sight of his cock, a little surprised with the size; you had been so caught up yesterday that you hadn’t noticed the girth and length – you wanted to put it all in your mouth and suck him clean. Levi stepped closer and closer, until your knees connected with his hipbones. You felt the heat his body emitted and brought a wave of hunger to your nerves. You felt so warm, still caught in your sleepy daze yet you were so horny for him that you craved the feel of his cock inside of you.

— All Yours on ao3 (Explicit), unpublished chapter

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I Think About This Often

warning: mild mild smut, dirty talk.

follow the link to read the rest :)

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“What is it you think about?” He asked. His voice, rough and scrapping against his throat, was enough to make your insides coil.

You were enjoying the attention of his fingers that the question was completely lost on you. His fingers curled around your hair, gently pulling down so you craned your neck to look up at him. You cracked your eyes open, your jaw hanging as you were lost in the haze of his scent, so intoxicating.

“What do you think about?” He repeated, voice dangerously low and demanding. You swallowed, hip swaying unconsciously to relieve some of the ache that built up between your thighs, the movement so unconscious and the jolt of pleasure you felt escaping a hiss from your lips. Levi’s fingers tightened around your hair, not enough to hurt, but enough to pull you back to him.

“I think about you,” you breathed, humming deeply when he continued the massage your scalp, tickling your nape. “Your tongue, your fingers. What they could do with your head between my legs.” You bit your lip when he stopped again, and you fluttered your eyes open to look at him. His eyes had gotten darker, the look in them heady. You felt like you were drowning in them. “I think about me. On my knees.” You looked down at the visible shape of his groin under his trousers, the tightness of the fabric making you squirm. “Sucking you.” You felt your face inch closer to him, but he pulled you back gently. You moaned at the feel of your hair prickling at your scalp. “I think about you inside of me.” You looked back up at him, leaning back now and spreading your legs wider before him. “Pounding into me, holding me. Hands around my back, on my face, on my throat.”

“Fuck,” he breathed, eyes fluttering closed beyond his control.

“I think about you fucking me. A lot.” He hummed at your choice of words, and it spurred you on. Your fingers left his belt loop, sliding up under his shirt and on his skin. It was hot against you, and it made you lose your mind.

— All Yours on ao3 (Explicit)

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Captain!Levi x Technician Female!Reader

Before you could even process what happened, he was standing before you, hands on either side of the armrests as he rotated the chair to fully face him, caging you. You blinked in bewilderment, unconsciously shrinking in your seat. You tipped your chin up to face him, refusing to back down.

But there was a moment where both of you noticed the sudden shift in the air, the sudden realization of how close you both were, of your heavy breathing that now echoed loud throughout the silence that imploded between you.

He was standing close, so close you could count his eyelashes, long and dark. Raven strands shadowed a part of his eyes, looking disheveled now, under the soft glow of the candle that washed out the sharp edges of his features.

You looked down at the distance between the two of you. Then, without thinking, you parted your legs a little for him, offering him more space to step into. And he did. His eyes never strained from yours as he took another step, nestled between your parted thighs. You felt the heat emitted from him and the way it seeped through the fabric of your pants and licked your skin. You swallowed, leaning back against the chair and looking up at him.

His mouth gently parted, eyes growing dark at the sight of you beneath him, at the look in your eyes, dark and a little unhinged. Your heart thundered in your chest as you locked your gaze on his lips, moist and inviting, the thought of nibbling on them growing intoxicating with each passing second. 

— All Yours on ao3 (Explicit)

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Captain!Levi x Technician Female!Reader

“You know…” you breathed, needing to lighten the sudden atmosphere as it now charged with a tension that left your body frozen and uncooperative. You felt it, the excitement that hummed deep within your nerves, but you were also lost at the sudden reciprocation on his part, not at all expecting him to confront you after showing resistance. “I think about this often,” you admitted, voice feeling small.

His hand lifted up, and you didn’t stop your harsh intake of breath when he gently placed it on top of your head. His fingers slowly furled around your scalp, gently massaging, and your eyes fluttered closed under his ministration. You couldn’t stop yourself from letting out a low moan, one that reverberated throughout your entire body. His fingers traced down lower until they reached the back of your neck, gentle and warm and oh so arousing that you visibly shivered.  

“Levi.”

“What is it you think about?” He asked. His voice, rough and scrapping against his throat, was enough to make your insides coil.

— All Yours on ao3 (Explicit)

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Good evening Captain Levi.

*Standing a bit shy at the threshold of his office door*

This might seem too personal to ask, but do you have any tattoos? Like from when you lived your pervious life, like a gang tattoo?

*Waits for a response quietly*

*Acknowledges them with a grunt, then looks up from the book he was reading to squint*

What’re you doing all the way over there? Sit down. It’s creepy.

*They sit at the chair in front of his desk and ask their question*

*Tone unreadable…* You’re right. That is personal.

…

*Shrugs* I never actually belonged to any group as much as I found myself in one. It was convenient, so I stayed. *Scrunches nose* But I didn’t make anyone take an initiation, especially not with a tattoo.

*Neutral look* But if I did have something like that, what would it matter…?

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levi ackerman crush for fem reader headcanons please 🙏 💙😌

yessir! thank you for sending a request! (this ended up being gender nuetral by chance)

summary: levi crushing on reader headcanons word count: 566 setting: any (canonverse, modern au, etc) genderneutral!reader warnings: none

when levi develops a crush on you, he is literally the last person to figure it out.

levi's crush would begin when he notices you doing something he finds particularly admirable or intriguing, which causes you to catch his eye more regularly

of course, this man doesn't understand the concept of emotion too well, so he thinks that the only possible reason he is paying extra attention to you is because you're either getting on his nerves, or you're shady

at first he would conduct himself kinda like a kindergarten bully who pulls on your pigtails because he likes you

if everyone is eating together, he would lowkey ignore your contributions to the conversation or if you make a joke, he would roll his eyes and tell everyone to wrap it up

he would end up assigning you additional cleaning duty for some miniscule, barely justifiable reason, despite everyone else getting away with shit all the time

he would stay in the room with you to make sure you're doing it right, but he ends up forcing himself to look away because for some reason the prospect of being alone with you makes him kind of jumpy??? what the hell is that about??

you know better than to try to make conversation with him, especially since you think he dislikes you, so it's very surprising when he is the one who speak to you

of course, levi isn't particularly skillful in the art of "chit chat" and for possibly the first time in his life he feels... flustered? he would probably ask a couple of surface level questions for you to hesitantly answer, but then the silence would creep back in. levi isn't normally bothered by silence at all, but he's so painfully aware of it that he tells you you're allowed to leave before you're even close to finishing

after that, he literally doesn't know how to act around you because he feels totally thrown off. he would end up pulling a 180 and letting your behavior slide while everyone else ends up in the doghouse. this is when people probably start catching on

connie would definitely make half-joking insinuations about what happened when you guys were alone together

this definitely gets back to levi, and he punishes connie for it, but his behavior regulates and leaves everyone wondering if they imagined it all

ofc, you didn't imagine it, and it starts showing through in other small ways. if you're alone in a common space during your free time, he sometimes wanders in and spends it there too. he sits across or diagonal from you at meals regularly. he starts to brew a little too much tea and gives it to you without asking ("don't waste it, it's no good cold.")

[canonverse specific] he would definitely be careful of where you're positioned on scouting missions. he would make excuses that your skills would be more useful in a different part of the formation. he prefers that you're at an arm's length since things can get so hairy so fast

[modern au specific] coincidentally leaves work/school at the same time as you to make sure you get to your car/public transport okay

overall, he probably wouldn't do anything about his crush unless you initiated it, but he would slowly test how he feels about spending more time with you. it's hard for him to get attached, but you make it easier for him to work on it

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RELY ON ME

cue: what type of partner would levi be

"Did you seriously catch a cold and not tell me?"

You'd think Levi would be positively happy with being ignorant of the little changes in your health. Specifically the troughs. However, the assumption is immediately thawed and thrown out the moment you witness the sight in front of you.

It's not too surprising for there to be a chime from your doorbell when it's eight. Especially when your "I-recently-graduated-from-student-debt" lifestyle is taken into consideration. The lack of money and the lack of time is not the best mix for a healthy lifestyle. It's worse when you're sick- being quite wary of going to the doctors and putting more strain on your money situation. But you somehow convinced yourself that eating something (even when it's packed with high cholesterol-threatening ingredients ) might make your runny nose go away. But what was surprising would be the sight you have opened up to. A dishevelled Levi rather than the overworked delivery boy named Jeft that you're on first name basis with.

It strikes you immediately that your overly talkative roommate works just a floor under his office.

Fuck.

They must've let it slip.

Hange's never been quite good with secrets. You try to push him away again, scared that he'd be disgusted with the germs and microorganisms that can bring havoc to human society (or as Levi likes to put it). It's only been so long since this relationship started. You were close to reassuring and asking him to leave you for the day until you finally take the time to take in his appearance.

He looks so damned by your actions. And you realise far too late that Levi is quite fazed with sick people. Even that would be an understatement for someone as nonchalant as Levi. Or tries to come off as.

You almost forgot about the conversation at Miche and Nanaba's anniversary party last year. Where his mother had passed away from a cold. It's unlikely. But her immune system was so weakened by her lifestyle that a cold could beat her in a loser's fight. Albeit an unfair one, when you consider her stress from trying to take care of Levi and balancing money.

You give in.

"I don't mind eating something other than chinese takeout tonight," You grin, tucking your hands into your pyjama trousers.

"...You're planning to eat fucking chinese noodles with that shitty cold?"

Fuck. You shouldn't have admitted that.

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CRUSHES AT DIFFERENT PERIODS

summary: how levi handles his feelings for you at different ages.

YOUNG CHILD

A search for comfort. The lookout for something intangible, for someone to cling to before the danger comes. The fear haunts him again and again; Yet he hopes you’re the right person to look for, in the case for comfort.

ADOLESCENT

A quick spur of action. Immature tries to sneak just a peak of you, whether it is by taking the long route to the next lesson, or perhaps sitting on a table where you’re in view during lunch time. Maybe it’s the silent offer to lend you his notes when you forgot yours. Or his relentless defence of you when people start talking behind your back.

ADULT

Continuous tries to seem mature, collected and capable. To seem reliable. In hopes that you’d rely on him once. Or twice. Or as much as you’d want. The need to seem put together, in the hopes that you’d consider him just once. Or always.

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HUMANITY’S STRONGEST

cue: levi tries to impress you with no experience with romance what-so-ever.

“Ah, y/n’s here,” Hange states casually, side-eying the Levi who immediately tenses up at the call. A wide grin stretched on their face the moment the redness on Levi’s ears are spotted.

“Oi, four eyes, move- I’m getting that one.”

Hange’s gaze moves over to what Levi was gesturing, “I know you’re trying to impress our helpful y/n over here but- are you sure you won’t end up with an injury?”

“Scoot.”

Hange immediately scoots over. Though, still wary at the poor decision making that comes over Levi whenever you are involved.

It’s not quite surprising judging by the fact that Levi has never had a crush on anyone before- especially not when he had to fight for a living in the underground. Romance was definitely something he scoffed at back then.

Now, he’s acting like a teenage schoolboy when he should be acting like a matured man. They conclude that he must be living through the one gap the lifestyle left him with; The thought leaves a warm, comforted smile on their face.

But the thought quickly dissipates when a pained groan echoed the room and Hange realises that Levi sprained his wrist.

When approached, all the small man said was, “Tell me y/n wasn’t looking this way.”

Hange finally concludes that Levi needs counselling in the romance department.

A professional one.

Professional counselling.

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masterlist

1 understanding grief (slight angst, levi gets attached to you)

2 i need my script (fluff, levi tries to talk to you)

3 mother in law (fluff, levi’s mother finds out about you)

4 awkward date (fluff, levi having a major meltdown about how to be a gentleman)

5 humanity’s strongest (fluff, levi tries to impress you)

6 how in love are you? (fluff, levi’s monologue about you)

7 crushes at different periods (fluff, how levi handles his feelings when he’s young compared to when he’s older)

8 rely on me (what type of partner would levi be)

soon to come:

1 confession (fluff, how his feelings show)

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AWKWARD DATE

cue: levi’s inner monologue while he’s on a date with you.

The date was already a disaster.

Well, not to you- just exclusively to Levi. For firsts, he didn’t get to open the door for you- you’ve walked ahead of him and done so for him. For seconds, his compliment for you was way too blended with Levi-ness (“you look like you blend in with those pigs”)- Which was Levi’s way of saying that you looked extravagantly elegant. And it does not sound like it.

For lasts, he had to stop himself from making references to toilets each time something shitty happens (curse his toilet humour).

The only thing he could possibly do now is pray to the skies that you’d allow him to take you to a second date.

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saying goodbye

feat. eren yeager, jean kirschtein, levi ackerman, erwin smith

saying goodbye before they go to fight titans

EREN YEAGER

“please, don’t do anything stupid,” you say as he’s holding you in his arms. your face is pressed against his chest while his head rests on top of yours. “i don’t know what i’ll do if you die.”

eren pulls away a little so he can look at your face a bit better. his hand brushes over your cheek and his eyes are brimming up with tears. without saying a word, he leans forward to put his forehead against yours as he closes his eyes and allows the tears to fall down his cheeks. “eren, we have to go now. come on,” levi’s voice can be heard from further away and hearing him say those words causes you to cry more than you did before.

“i’ll come back, i promise. i’ll be back in a few days and i’m not gonna be dead. trust me, i won’t let it happen, not when i have someone to come home to,” his voice is breaking as he speaks but he still tries his best to stay the strongest out of the two of you. “i love you,” you whisper. “i love you more baby,” he whispers back before his lips meets yours, definitely not for the last time.

JEAN KIRSCHTEIN

“don’t cry, i’ll cry if you cry,” his voice is unstable as he watches the tears starting to stream down your cheeks. he’s fast to wipe those tears away but it doesn’t help as the tears keep coming. “i’m sorry, i just don’t want you to leave, i don’t want you to die.” you know that it might be better if you stay strong and give him some hope, but you don’t want to hide your feelings from him if this is the last time you see him.

“i don’t wanna leave you either, but i won’t die, i’ll come back to you no matter what and we’re going to see each other again in a few days, no more than a few days, i won’t leave you waiting, i promise,” jean forces a smile, hoping that you’ll feel better by it. you reach for his face and look into his eyes before leaning in to press your lips against his. he’s started to cry now as well, he can’t keep it in anymore.

“i’ll come back, i promise,” he whispers against your lips and you nod your head before wrapping your arms around his neck to pull him closer. both of you are sobbing in each others arms, not wanting to let the other one go. “i didn’t think i could love anyone as much as i love you,” his voice is muffled as he’s buried his face in the crook of your neck. “me neither, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, just please come back,” and he sure will, he would never leave you alone.

LEVI ACKERMAN

you can feel his hands rub your back as you can’t stop crying. you’ve been standing like this for at least ten minutes but it just won’t stop no matter how hard you try to keep it all inside. it doesn’t help that levi keeps telling you that “it’s okay” and to “let it all out”.

when you try to look up at him he puts his hand on the back of your head and pushes you back against his chest. you don’t understand why, not until you can hear him quietly sniffle. the two of you haven’t been together when he’s been on a mission before which is why it’s difficult this time, especially for you but also for him. “i know that you’re one of the best out there but i can’t help it,” you mumble and look up at him, this time he doesn’t stop you, he just nods his head and forces a smile with tears filling his eyes.

“it’s okay, but don’t worry about me, i’ll be fine,” he says while brushing some parts of your hair away from your forehead. “i love you, it’s gonna be okay, i’m gonna come back soon.” you close your eyes as he kisses your forehead. “i love you levi, i’ll be waiting for you.”

ERWIN SMITH

“i’m gonna kill you in the afterlife if you die out there, okay? if you sacrifice yourself or get yourself killed in another way, i’ll never forgive you,” you say with tears falling down your cheeks as you push at his chest weakly. “you’re gonna go out there and fight for your life, you’re gonna kill those ugly titans and you’re gonna come back home so i can kiss you and hug you for the rest of our lives.”

erwin pulls you close to him and kisses the top of your head. “you know, a few months ago i would’ve easily allowed myself to get killed because i didn’t really have much to live for. i didn’t have any plans for the future except for finding out the truth. now when i’ve got you, there’s so much to live for and i’ll never let myself get killed as long as i have you to come home to. god, i love you so much,” his voice breaks at the end of the sentence and you look up at him. he’s already looking at you with tears threatening to spill and your hands move up to his cheeks.

“i love you erwin, i’m gonna wait for you as long as i have to,” you whisper and he closes his eyes and nods his head. “i’m gonna kill all those titans so you and i can have our happily ever after, i promise. i’ll be back home so you can give me all the kisses and hugs you want, trust me.”

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levi ackerman was never been sick. he never has been and never will be.

he’d been sniffling, sneezing, coughing, you name it all throughout last evening and you had deemed him to be ill, though you wouldn’t tell him because you knew you’d be met with a “no i’m not.” you had finished getting ready for work and were just waiting until you had to go, sitting on the bed next to levi’s sleeping figure. suddenly, he jolted awake and sat up straight away. “what.. what time is it?” he asked between clearing his throat. “8 o’clock,” you responded, not looking up from what you were doing. “what?! why didn’t you wake me up?” “because you’re sick.” he paused for a second as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes; “i am not.” “yes you are,” “am not” pause. “are too.”

“i’m not sick. i’ve never been sick,” levi croaked while he laid back down, almost admitting defeat as you turned to look at him. “there’s a first for everything, levi. you’re sick so please stay at home and rest,” you said, tucking him back into bed. “only if you stay here too..” he mumbled; “fine.”

vivi’s note: i am in love with him