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average spn discourse poll:

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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week | Day 7 | Physical Traits

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S10 samdean

my goat @ardentpoop manifested this into creation and i delivered🙏

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feel like the supernatural episode where they lost their luck and everything went bad for them but it’s every day for me and i’m also not stupid enough to try and pull a pan out of the oven without oven mitts.

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Dean Winchester | Supernatural: 14x03 The Scar

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dean’s a bit of a pool shark and also a bit of a gambler. it doesn’t really show it all the time, but it’s definitely implied that there are poker games and pool matches that they can win some money on. and who knows? dean’s a promiscuous kind of guy. who knows how he drums up the funds that they use? - JENSEN ACKLES, TV WEEK 2008

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supernatural, live free or twihard  //  roberta findlay, on the relationship between pornography and horror.

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"whatever you do, you will always end up... here."

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dean riding sam languidly, sam's hands on his hips just holding him, feeling him. and fuck he looks gorgeous like this, plump pretty mouth swollen red, eyes blissed and satisfied, the lines of his face relaxed. he looks properly fucked out. and all his scars, his imperfections, the amulet sitting on his ribcage, only make it all feel even more surreal, how they're both still here, still have each other, how he's letting him have him like this, so tall and strong and beautiful in sam's lap.

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That’ll do it.

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do you ever think about how toddler dean in the pilot had his hair grown out a lil, but then we had 15 years of 'give me five minutes and some clippers" jokes, and Then the only time dean grew his out again he was a literal demon. do you ever think about that

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I tell you what. There is something about these scenes happening in early season 4 episodes back to back to back.

4.03

4.04:

4.05:

Thinking thoughts.

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2.20 | What Is and What Should Never Be

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i have issues with the idea that every violation in supernatural is a rape allegory. it's the kind of analysis that often ends up ignoring the surrounding context that may or may not support the interpretation and more or less put everything in the same box with the same vague label. sometimes it's an allegory, sometimes it's not, sometimes it's text. and the difference does matter.

what happens to dean in the back alley in 6x05 is not simply coded in those terms but an actual attempt to make him part of a sex trafficking nest. he is followed by boris into a dark alley and sexually harassed. he is suggestively called pretty and chosen for his prettiness.

he turns boris down, then he is attacked and overpowered. not only is he force fed the vampire's blood but has it smeared across his face in what can only be described as a cw-acceptable come shot.

he looks thoroughly violated and the camera (as well as his soulless brother) voyeuristically enjoy every second of it.

once dean is a vampire there is still the demand that he will use his body for boris' mission (bringing to mind dead man's blood and how john made use of him in hunts) and to satisfy boris himself. he is leered at and propositioned quite unambiguously on screen and pretends to go along with it, using his desirability the way he's always learned to do. also notice the way boris licks his lips and tugs at dean's jacket in case there was any remaining doubt as to what he was suggesting.

then dean takes out boris and the entire nest resulting in this great shot of him keeping his foot on boris' decapitated head as he looks physically and emotionally drained. the entire episode is framed like a rape/revenge flick and deals explicitly with sexual expoitation so it should be accurately discussed as such.

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1x18 something wicked dean makes me absolutely foaming at the mouth fucking feral actually. “you sure you wanna do this? you don’t have to, it’s okay, i won’t be mad” he spent his entire LIFE waiting for someone to say that to him. and they never did. THEY NEVER DID. and he still had enough love in his heart to say it to some wiseass kid in season ONE. just fuck me up to be quite honest with you