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i wish i looked like a stick that’s about to break yk

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why am i so fat and big

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i’m basically a fucking failure and i wanna di* so yeah

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I swear you can’t tell i struggle with ed.. like i look normal and i hate that. i wanna look like i’m dying

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I AM SO FAT compared to these actually anorexics

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ugh how do i lock in??? i wanna look skinnier and better so bad

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ED movies

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REBLOG IF YOURE LOCKING IN FOR 2025

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I hate being able to grab fat on my arms it’s so disgusting

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I lowkey wanted a ass but i want to wrap my fingers around my upper arms more🙏🙏

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Guys i’m planning on eating 800 cals a day! plus i’m gonna be working out everyday which burns 300-500 according to my watch bit i’ll just say 250 just to be extra careful. so my net cal will be 550!!!!!

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Your bone structure is so positively stunning.

Why go through the struggle of covering it up by eating excess food?

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Don't you want to feel the delicacy of your collar bones?

Don't you deserve to trace your fingers between your cheek and jaw?

I think so.

Feeling your hips peek out is a reward.

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We've all been working so very hard.

I think it's high time you push through that last mile and experience the euphoria of pretty rib outlines, separate thighs, tiny wrists, and sleek fingers.

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You were always meant to be thin.

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Always meant to be lovely.

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It's time to embrace it 🤍🤍

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My plan for tmr is to space out my food and not bing/pur because i’m trying to recover from that and go into ana.. also i’ll be going to the gym before school from 5:30-7am ‼️‼️

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guys today was kinda good? I didn’t eat until 2pm, and then i ate A LOT AND pur… and then i went to the gym for like 2 hours and ate a lil snack after and now going to bed with my stomach growling!! which is good🤗🤗

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i just wanna hurt my self sometimes. that’s not normal right?😭

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Scrolling on here cures my hunger. so from now on i’ll be here whenever i wanna eat 🤗🤗

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unfortunately yesterday was not a good day.