cloudchasiing
cloudchasiing
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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What Kind Of Catharsis Do You Need?
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Tears
You've been holding it all in for so long, haven't you? It seems like there's no time, no space to fall apart. But you don't have to pretend to not be hurting. The tide of pain in you is cresting. Let it out. There's no judgement here.
Tagged by: @lunarant​ and @veritcs​
Tagging: you!
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎  𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜.      ( feel free to change pronouns, potentially triggering, read & reblog with caution. )
’ i look like my mother and she looked like the enemy. ‘
’ i’ve never been welcomed here. ‘
‘ keep a pencil in your hand. or else someone will put a rifle in it instead. ‘
‘ i spent years thinking i’d find a way out. ‘
‘ i’m old enough to know the only way out, is through. ‘
‘ well, i need someone to take the fall for my petty crimes, that’s all. ‘
‘ we learned some good life lessons back then. ‘
‘ one: don’t cry in public. ‘
‘ she/he/they isn’t like you. no one is. ‘
‘ you’re the one of us who believes in a higher power. ‘
‘ when i get the nerves the night before i like to have a good tumble with a stranger. ‘
‘ you don’t seem like the type to do what they should. ‘
‘ well, turns out they do need me, so. ‘
‘ you’re a terrible shot. ‘
‘ when i was young, i had nightmares about it. ‘
‘ if it goes wrong, come back. you’ve lost enough already. ‘
‘ i’ll find my way back to you, promise. ‘ 
‘ don’t you want to know if you’re grisha? ‘
‘ if i can’t crack this, none of us are going anywhere. ‘
‘ maybe i won’t be here when you get back. ‘
‘ what are you? ‘
‘ that’s why i’m here, isn’t it? ‘
‘ they’re all gone. it’s my fault. ‘
‘ is it true? can you summon light? ‘
‘ when they realize their mistake, what do you think they’ll do to her/him/them? ‘
‘ i know her/him/them better than anyone does. ‘ 
‘ i don’t know where this letter will find you. but you must’nt worry about me. ‘
‘ i am perfectly capable of washing myself. ‘
‘ don’t change my eyes. ‘
‘ i’m almost as rare as you. ‘
‘ sentimental. we’ll work on that too. ‘
‘ i can’t go in front of the king, i need more time. ‘
‘ know that when i told you about true north, i was talking about you. ‘
‘ black is his color. not mine. ‘
‘ tell me, are you so anxious to be like everyone else? ‘
‘ it would be nice to know what the feels like, someday. ‘
‘ time for a heist. ‘ 
‘ you managed to win us over, didn’t you? ‘
‘ training is good. well, i think it’s going well. ‘ 
‘ where you are doesn’t matter nearly as much as who you’re with. ‘ 
‘ when there’s something you want, better to act without thinking than think without acting. ‘ 
‘ i’ve always wanted to travel the world. ‘
 ‘ i like seeing you this way, i want you to be careful. ‘ 
‘ you never compliment anyone to their face. ‘ 
‘ aren’t you supposed to be scouting our way out? ‘ 
‘ what do you think i’m doing? ‘ 
‘ i think you’re flirting with that stable hand. ‘ 
‘ tell me, what makes one carriage faster than the other? ‘ 
‘ the right answer is their is no right answer. ‘ 
‘ it’s the horse that makes the difference. ‘ 
‘ no human being should be as proud as you are right now. ‘ 
‘ you think that’s what it is? just a trick? ‘ 
‘ you don’t want to keep it in your pocket for too long. ‘ 
‘ i’m sorry that it took me this long to see you. ‘ 
‘ i prefer to travel alone. ‘ 
‘ i’m afraid we can’t let that happen. ‘ 
‘ you stick with us, everybody gets what they want. ‘ 
‘ i’m not being anyone’s captive ever again. ‘ 
‘ it was my power keeping you warm. ‘ 
‘ you won’t get far out here without it. ‘ 
‘ if i wanted you dead, i would have slowed your heart instead of speeding it up. ‘ 
‘ you intend to kill me! ‘
‘ why would you save me? ‘ 
‘ so there is a brain inside all that muscle. ‘ 
‘ you used to call on me, on times like this. ‘ 
‘ when your table was messy and your bed was neat. ‘ 
‘ i am a witch hunter and you are a witch. ‘ 
‘ you made him afraid. now he wants you to fear him. ‘ 
‘ you’re the one who taught me how to kill, mother/father. ‘ 
‘ i taught you so you could protect yourself. ‘ 
‘ we need to teach them how to fight. ‘ 
‘ i forbid it. now, do you hear me? ‘ 
‘ it’s dangerous to go looking for the dead. ‘
‘ what you see may haunt you for the rest of your days. ‘ 
‘ maybe. just maybe. greed is a poor motivator. ‘ 
‘ true wealth is the friends you make along the way. ‘ 
‘ i should just tear this down now. ‘ 
‘ i will go north in the night. ‘ 
‘ no. this can’t be it. i’m not done tormenting you. ‘ 
‘ i will keep you warm. ‘ 
‘ i can’t wait to introduce you to my truest love. ‘ 
‘ when i got older, i learned that darkness is a place and it’s full of monsters. ‘ 
‘  they aren’t the monsters. they’re just boys/girls. ‘
‘  we can’t hide forever. we can run together. ‘
‘  no businessman worth his salt bargains for what he can take. ‘ 
‘  our enemies are threatened by your mere existence. ‘ 
‘  never make decisions out of fear, only out of spite. ‘ 
‘  well greed always worked for me. ‘ 
‘  the bone road ebbs and and the bone road flows. ‘
‘  handsome decoy is also not a [NAME’S] talent. ‘ 
‘  i’d rather starve than be a traitor. ‘ 
‘ needing anyone is weak. ‘ 
‘ you and i are going to change the world. ‘ 
‘ so, who actually saw what happened? ‘ 
‘  it came from everywhere, because you called upon it to come. ‘
‘ i have been waiting a long time for you. ‘ 
‘ there are no others like us and there never will be. ‘ 
‘ not many people surprise me. ‘ 
‘ fine. make me your villain. ‘ 
‘  they are traitors who tried to kill you. this is retribution. ‘ 
‘  i’ve survived for centuries. did you really think you could kill me. ‘
‘ you are quite valuable, you know. ‘ 
‘ the deal is the deal. ‘ 
‘ i’m just trying to keep warm. you should join me. ‘ 
‘ i’ve been warned off the job. ‘ 
‘ i know that look. he’s a man consumed with vengeance. ‘ 
‘ please tell me you have a plan. ‘ 
‘ i’m not against the occasional light roleplay. ‘ 
‘ i’d miss me too. i’m fantastic. ‘
‘ no one is ever going to believe i’m that old. ‘
‘ why does this concern me? ‘ 
‘ well of course certain death pays a million. ‘ 
‘ unlike a spider, i only need one leg. ‘ 
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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veritcs​:
specified starter call (sora) || @dawnscngs​ (kagemitsu)
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Amazing… Perfect… Beautiful… Breathtaking…
Sora simply cannot take his eyes off the sight before him, his heart skipping a beat. He has witnessed many wonderful sights in his travels, seen countless gorgeous people, and yet, he’s brought up short now. What should he do? He can’t just stand here staring like an idiot. With a touch of hesitation, Sora clears his throat to get the young man’s attention.
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“Excuse me, friend. Is that… a tanuki?” Well, the kid’s cute enough, in the way kids are, but it’s the dopey-eyed, bushy-tailed animal on the lad’s head that has caught Sora’s eye. He may love cats above all creatures, but the mischievous spirits of tanuki are a close second——a welcome sight for a homesick soul.
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     “ eh? ” your attention successfully drawn away from your map of the harbor, you turn to look up at the man who addressed you. you lift a hand to find poko’s fur with your palm, securing him to the top of your head so that your movement doesn’t dislodge him from his perch as you tilt your head to meet this stranger’s eyes with yours and gauge his expression. 
you consider yourself a fairly good judge of character, not too trusting nor overly critical ( though there has been the odd notable exception to that, you still maintain that your suspicion was as fairly earned as your eventual trust. ) and something about the sparkle in the man’s eyes tells you that it’s unlikely for him to be any sort of poacher. He looks more like a child who’s seen his first rainbow, you think, and you find yourself exhaling a laugh, your lips upturning into a smirk. 
     “sure is! i call ‘im poko,” you scritch behind the tanuki’s ears before gently plucking him from your nest of hair to hold him in your arms as one might a squalling infant. “He’s family, ya know? home away from home, ‘n all that.”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // emotional prompts
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@florabled​​​ asked:
[Okuni; Sakichi] “ were you really about to leave without saying goodbye? ”
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     “ ah-- ” you’re caught, you’re caught, you’re caught. you really should have known better than to think you could escape the twins’ notice, slipping out in the dead of night like this. 
there’s a beat, a breath of silence where you know the sheepishness shows on your face. something in the way okuni says ‘goodbye?’ makes your brows furrow-- does she think you’re leaving them for good? of course. the twins have had only each other for the longest time, alone in the world besides themselves and here you are, sneaking around. hadn’t you all agreed on not hiding things from one another? on sharing burdens?
upon reflection and with everything considered, it isn’t a surprise that would be her first assumption.
concern, guilt, regret-- you were never any good at hiding what you’re feeling, but perhaps that’s a good thing in this case. okuni will be able to read you easily, you’re certain. you hadn’t meant to worry either of them, that’s why you’d chosen this hour, and you certainly weren’t intending to up and abandon them.
     “ i was planning to be back before you woke up. i’m not going far, i... ” you aren’t certain how to explain. you weren’t exactly planning to, but you know you should have in the first place. you’re too brash. too used to being on your own, doing things your way. you still don’t think of yourself as a leader-- you don’t see what they see. you don’t know if you can be what they need you to be, no matter how you may wish to be.       “... i’ve been having trouble sleeping lately. i was going for a walk. you’re welcome to come along, if you’d like.”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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&. 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐱 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
(  enemies  to  lovers?  slow  burns?  say  no  more.  various  sentence  starters  for  all  your  hero  x  villain  ship  needs.  )
❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜
❛ you can’t do this for me. i won’t let you. ❜
❛ it’s not for you. it’s not a favor. it’s the cruelest thing i could do. ❜
❛ i warn you. i’ll break your heart. ❜
❛ i know you better than you know yourself. ❜
❛ i’m replaceable. you’re not. ❜
❛ i hope to be the one you break your rules for. ❜
❛ why am i so fascinated by you? ❜
❛ when i watch the world burn, all i think about is you. ❜
❛ your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely. ❜
❛ whatever you do. you’re still my family. ❜
❛ we could be the greatest team the world has ever seen. ❜
❛ how many times are we going to keep meeting like this? ❜
❛ i just wish i could protect you from everything. ❜
❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜
❛ sleep. i’ll fight the bad dreams off if they come to get you. ❜
❛ you know, they’re going to use the things you love against you. ❜
❛ truth is, i didn’t expect to get this attached to you. ❜
❛ you frustrate me incredibly. ❜
❛ love me like my demons do. ❜
❛ thinking of you is a poison i drink often. ❜
❛ please don’t make me do this. ❜
❛ don’t do anything stupid until i get back. ❜
❛ you protect what you love. ❜
❛ my heart scares you and a gun doesn’t? ❜
❛ you bandaged my wound with one hand, and held a knife in the other. ❜
❛ you save everyone, but who saves you? ❜
❛ you kill me and you accomplish nothing. your world as you know it will end. ❜
❛ all we do together is make love or fight. ❜
❛ i love the way your eyes light up when someone says ‘it might be dangerous’. ❜
❛ when is a monster not a monster? when you love it. ❜
❛ it’s pathetic really, how much i hope it’s me and you in the end. ❜
❛ you were right. you break everything you touch. ❜
❛ i would destroy myself to fix you. ❜
❛ i’m not going to kill you. you don’t deserve that. ❜
❛ that’s how you want me, isn’t it? desperate, jealous, and willing to kill for you. ❜
❛ i’m sorry you’re afraid of being alone. ❜
❛ they made you into a weapon, and told you to find peace. ❜
❛ i wasn’t there for you when you needed me, and i’m sorry. ❜
❛ ‘all right’ is not a term anyone would use to describe you. ❜
❛ just like old times, huh? ❜
❛ then we fight. together. ❜
❛ oh, i’ve missed this! ❜
❛ i know you. you’re me. ❜
❛ i’ve seen who you are under the mask. ❜
❛ i should kill you. why can’t i kill you?! ❜
❛ i don’t know what i’d do if they hurt you. and that terrifies me. ❜
❛ the world doesn’t need someone like you. the world needs you. ❜
❛ bullet wounds don’t just miraculously heal overnight. ❜
❛ you were fighting to survive. i was fighting to win. ❜
❛ i wasn’t a person to you, i was a weapon, and you needed me to work. ❜
❛ you’re pulling your punches. ❜
❛ i wish things were different between us. ❜
❛ don’t scare me like that. i thought i lost you. ❜
❛ don’t you die on me. ❜
❛ you’re so bad at this. it’s cute. ❜
❛ they don’t know you like i know you. ❜
❛ i broke my rules for you. doesn’t that mean anything? ❜
❛ do you think i’d let anything happen to you? ❜
❛ if i told you about the darkness within me, would you still look at me as you are right now? ❜
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // emotional prompts
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@invino​ asked:
“ i don’t care about any of that. i only care about you! ” claire @ kaishin
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you don’t get it. you just don’t understand what he wants from you, or why he would go to the lengths of tracking you down just to talk to you in the midst of your work. you had tried to kill him not long ago, after all, and even if the survival of your targets wasn’t a rarity, you doubt any would purposefully seek you afterwards.
but this man is different. you established that the day you met him, but over time it’s only become more and more apparent. the way he smiles at you, the way he talks, seeming perfectly comfortable and content in your presence, even as you take life after life. you’d have taken his too, if you had been able, and you tell him as much.
“ what are you doing here? i’d have killed you, you know. ”
                                                   “ i don’t care about any of that. i only care about you! ”
it makes you sick, this feeling of confusion-- of having something strange and complicated thrust into your linear existence. it upsets your way of thinking. all your life, you’ve simply walked the path you were set upon. you are alive for one reason and one alone, and that is your innate ability to end the lives placed before you. you have no more wants or desires than the blades you carry hidden in your own flesh. no heart, no future, you are a cold edge, used to cut and nothing more.
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     “...what a waste. there’s no value in something like that.”
your words are stern but don’t carry the finality that you would have liked them to, murmured from behind the fall of your mask as you shoot a sideways glance in his direction. the world exists on a basis of give and take after all. everything in your life is transactional-- you take your masters’ money and you give it back in blood. you take your place among the yatagarasu and you are given requests, orders, jobs to help you fill up the void.
why would claire stanfield care about you? a man like him doesn’t need you for anything.
     “what do you want from me? i can’t give you anything.”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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WHAT PART OF THIS HAUNTED HOUSE ARE YOU?
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the windows
Tell me, do you look inwards or out? You’re a dreamer who feels just a little too much about things just a little too out of reach. There’s a longing trapped inside of you, to be a part of the nature that you look over every day, and you resent the way people look through you with that same longing. They don’t get it. You watch them in the garden, see them get absorbed into nature little by little. They don’t feel it as strongly as you do. Still, when a new tenant moves in, a baby with them this time, you have to look inside as the house moves to absorb them before nature can. It hurts what remains of your heart, your still beating heart that feels just a little too much.
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the spirit
You’re trapped here, aren’t you, even if you like to say it’s of your own volition. I know better, and I bet you do, too. There’s this sickening kind of resentment that lives in your stomach, always trying to claw up and out through your mouth. People think they are entitled to your time and your being simply because you exist, which makes you feel both seen and entirely invisible at the same time. It feeds that anger inside of you, and it is a matter of time, every time, before that resentment turns sour, climbs out of your lungs, and rears its head at whoever is closest. This is your home. You’re the keeper of this house, and, in turn, it keeps you.
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the attic
It must be lonely, to haunt a place so infrequently used. You’re overflowing with it, inundated with feeling and yet completely solitary. It’s like you’re entirely forgotten until someone needs a knitting needle, a baseball bat, a spare picture frame. You feel as though this house could exist without you but you could not exist without it — but that’s not true. It could not stand on its own without a head on it’s shoulders. You can’t bring yourself to believe that, though, so you sit in your loneliness and you make it a home. At least you know the words to this part. At least you can sing along. One day, the people here will move, and you’ll sit stagnant, wanting to climb, but thinking there is nowhere further up to go.
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the mirror
What do you see today? Better yet, what don’t you see today? Probably the same as yesterday, right? Everything at once and nothing at all. You know the face looking back at you enough to know that it is not your own, whatever that means. You’ve learned by now that your face is irrelevant, one that takes a backseat to the ones that come to you every day, asking you to show them lies. You don’t, of course, you are an amalgamation of all the faces looking back at you, a reflection of themselves. There is nothing but truth in that. Don’t take it too personally, then, when they scream in your face and take off running. You show them what they show you: who they are. It’s something you can relate to, isn’t it? Not being able to confront yourself face-to-face.
tagged by: @veritcs​
tagging: no one <3
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // self-indulgent prompts
❰❰ TACKLE ❱❱ sender hugs the receiver so hard they almost fall over / do fall over
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@invino​ asked:
❰❰ TACKLE ❱❱ sender hugs the receiver so hard they almost fall over / do fall over ( hirari @ kagemitsu )
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nothing short of an embarrassingly high-pitched cry leaves you as you’re knocked clean off your feet. the sheer force behind the sudden embrace sends both you and your assailant sprawling to the ground, effectively knocking you breathless for the moment it takes you to recognize just who exactly is currently crushing you in his hold. It never takes your soul longer than a moment to recognize his, after all.
what was, for a split second, panicked confusion becomes peels of helpless laughter as you swat at hirari’s shoulder with one hand and return his hug with the other. you guess you can let this one slide, as much as you hate him sneaking up on you. you’re happy to see him too-- overjoyed, even-- and if he hadn’t seen you first and tackled you, you definitely would have ran straight for him yourself. no matter how many lives you find your family in, it always feels like a crushing weight swept from your shoulders.
that won’t stop you from poking fun at him for it.
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     “geez!! give a guy a little warning, wouldya? coulda cracked my skull open, ya know?” you sit up, fallen autumn leaves in deep shades of red clinging to your hair and clothes, and give one last shove to hirari’s shoulder. “yer either in a really good mood or a really bad one, so which is it? don’t keep me in suspense!”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // self-indulgent prompts
❰❰ BED ❱❱ our muses share a bed
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@ageofshinobi​​ asked:
❰❰ BED ❱❱ tenka @ shirasu!!!
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you don’t sleep at night. 
you aren’t sure whether or not tenka or the boys know, but you doubt it. surely they would have started worrying over you long ago if they did. you would also, most likely, have infinitely more instances like this one-- namely, being stuck beneath several blankets and a softly snoring man. 
tenka, having downed a few too many cups of sake for his own good, had crashed directly into a deep and fitful sleep-- though not before he had asked you to stay with him. it’s been nearly an hour now and you still aren’t certain why you’re indulging him. you know him well enough to know that, despite being possibly the most energetic man you’ve ever met, he sleeps soundly. You could get up at any time and he’d likely be none the wiser. 
but you haven’t yet, and each time you mentally direct your limbs to move-- to push you up out of tenka’s sloppy starfish-like embrace and carry you out into the night-- nothing happens. 
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with the soft exhale of a sigh on your lips, you watch as your breath rustles a few locks of unruly black hair on the top of your dearest friend’s head. he tosses and turns a lot in his sleep but you’ve learned the differences between his flailing in good dreams and bad. from the look of things-- the relaxed brow, the soft line of his lips, the way he curls closer to you in his sleep-- it’s safe to assume his dreams are pleasant tonight. 
the softness you feel creeps slowly into you, settling in all your tense joints and running a smooth touch along the edges of you that have long been jagged-- even if sheathed. you wonder how many more nights like this you’ll have. you wonder if you’ll remember the way this softness feels. you wonder if tenka will even be there when the end of all these sweet warm days rises up to meet you, to consume you, to remake you into what you were all along...
even as you tell yourself not to, you raise your arms to wind them around him in return, lowering your head to rest on the pillow beside his.
You don’t wonder if you’ll miss this. You know you will.
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴.
continuing from this list i made earlier!
“ i miss you. ”
“ i don’t think i can do this anymore. ”
“ were you really about to leave without saying goodbye? ”
“ please don’t make me say it. ”
“ i need you. ”
“ please don’t go… ”
“ you know i’m never going to let anything happen to you. don’t you? ”
“ are you… are you afraid of me? ”
“ you’re a good person. ”
“ don’t worry. i’ll stay. i’m not going anywhere. ”
“ …is what they’re saying true? ”
“ i don’t care about any of that. i only care about you! ”
“ i’m here. ”
“ you have no idea how glad i am to see you. ”
“ just… tell me how to fix this. ”
“ please. now is not the time for lies. please, just… tell me the truth. ”
“ you know you can tell me anything… right? ”
“ hey… there is nothing in this world that you can tell me, that’ll ever make me hate, fear, or leave you. please, rest easy in that knowledge. ”
“ i never thought i’d see you again. ”
“ please… you have to understand why i did what i did… ”
“ why didn’t you tell me? ”
“ everyone has secrets, don’t they? i’m sure you’ll tell me yours when you’re ready. ”
“ you’re not alone. ”
“ you can trust me. ”
“ i can’t believe i ever trusted you… ”
“ it’s okay… everything’s going to be alright. ”
“ i…  i  don’t know how to fix this. ”
“ there’s no other way, is there? ”
“ no. absolutely not. no way. i’m not letting you do this. ”
“ you don’t know what it was like. ”
“ for gods sake, don’t do this! don’t you dare make me lose anyone else! not today! ”
“ i can’t lose you… ”
“ haven’t we suffered enough? can’t we have this one good thing? ”
“ you know, i think this might be the first time i’ve ever seen you frightened… ”
“ goodbye, my love/old friend. ”
“ you didn’t honestly expect me to let you do this alone, did you? ”
“ you lied to me. ”
“ you abandoned me. ”
“ promise me. ”
“ you promised! ”
“ please don’t do this… ”
“ we were one hell of a pair, weren’t we? ”
“ perhaps i am a little frightened… ”
“ we’re a team. remember? so let’s face this one together. ”
“ sorry. you’re stuck with me, i’m afraid. it’s part of the whole friendship/relationship thing. wherever you go, i go. ”
“ you… you must know, before anything else happens tonight… you must know that you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me. ”
“ i love you. ”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // self-indulgent prompts
❰❰ LEAN ❱❱ sender leans against receiver
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@veritcs​ asked:
❰❰ LEAN ❱❱ [ tenka to shirasu ]
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tenka’s weight settles against your back, his hair tickling your cheek as he leans his head upon your shoulder. even back-to-back like this, there’s no mistaking him-- you think you’d know him even if your mind cracked and your senses fled. you would know him by his warmth, by the way it feels to be caught within his beaming gaze, and yes, by this weight he settles on you-- trusting in you to support him.
you wonder if it’s a fault of yours that things ended up this way. use me, you tell him-- it would be best for you, it would ease your way on your path, make doing what you must do feel less like a betrayal if you were simply something to be used... but there’s never been a moment in which tenka accepted that. instead of using he depends. he trusts. 
and you, well... you can feel the comfort of this place and its people filling up all the cracks in your bones, swelling in your chest like a wide, warm sea ( a sea that sometimes you think you might not mind drowning in ), and you can’t help but wonder if you were the wrong choice to play this part. you doubt that the other piece of you would have settled in so deeply. 
perhaps the darkness should have been yours this time, so you would never have had to taste this light.
you put on a smile, tipping your own head to rest your cheek against the top of tenka’s.       “ you’re up late tonight. i was about to make some tea, if you’d like to join me. ”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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accepting // self-indulgent prompts
❰❰ BRUSH ❱❱ sender plays with / brushes receiver’s hair
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@veritcs​ asked:
❰❰ BRUSH ❱❱ [ botan to kagemitsu ]
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     “ ya sure about this, botan? it’s...kind of a lotta work. ” 
you glance over your shoulder to where she sits, brush in hand, and you’re not completely sure that it wont end up getting lost or broken in the mess of black curls you’re currently letting down. It takes you longer than you’d like to admit to get your hair to do anything even close to behaving and whether botan was the one to offer or not ( and despite the fact that it does sound nice ), you can’t help but wonder if it’ll be too much trouble.
you like spending time with her, though. you may have found her intimidating in the early days of your acquaintance, even unnerving at times, but over the years you’ve known her, botan has become one of the most important people in your life. you wouldn’t trade a spare moment with a piece of your beloved family-- tiny and unusual as it is-- for anything.
so who gives a damn if the tangles in your hair break your brush ( again ). Maybe it’ll get a laugh out of her!
     “seriously, though, ya know your hair is perfect? i’m a little jealous! betcha could wear all kinds of nice hairpins and stuff without worryin’ a bit about gettin’ em stuck.”
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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An Extremely Self-Indulgent Meme
Physical prompts based around some of my favorite tropes / physical actions in threads. Send this   + reverse   to change which muse does which action.
tw for implied violence in some
❰❰ PIN ❱❱ sender pins receiver during a fight/training
❰❰ HURT ❱❱ sender is hurt protecting receiver
❰❰ CARRY ❱❱ sender carries receiver bridal style
❰❰ LIFT ❱❱ sender carries receiver over their shoulder
❰❰ MEDIC ❱❱ sender bandages receiver’s wounds
❰❰ SUPPORT ❱❱ sender comforts receiver after a loss / traumatic event
❰❰ THREAT ❱❱ sender holds a weapon up to receiver as a threat
❰❰ SAVE ❱❱ sender saves receiver’s life
❰❰ CRY ❱❱ sender cries in front of receiver
❰❰ DANCE ❱❱ sender invites receiver to slow dance
❰❰ HAND KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the hand or wrist
❰❰ CHEEK KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the cheek
❰❰ HEAD KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the forehead
❰❰ EMBRACE ❱❱ sender embraces receiver
❰❰ HANDS ❱❱ sender’s fingers graze the receiver’s fingers
❰❰ CUDDLE ❱❱ our muses cuddle
❰❰ BED ❱❱ our muses share a bed
❰❰ BRUSH ❱❱ sender plays with / brushes receiver’s hair
❰❰ GAZE ❱❱ our muses make extended eye contact
❰❰ ALMOST ❱❱ our muses almost kiss but don’t or are interrupted before they do
❰❰ ARGUE ❱❱ sender ends an argument with receiver with a kiss
❰❰ ARM ❱❱ sender puts their arm around receiver
❰❰ PULL ❱❱ sender pulls receiver close to them
❰❰ BACK ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the back
❰❰ SHOULDER ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the shoulder
❰❰ LEAN ❱❱ sender leans against receiver
❰❰ CARESS ❱❱ sender caresses the receiver’s cheek
❰❰ HAIR ❱❱ sender pushes receiver’s hair away from their face
❰❰ TILT ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their hand
❰❰ CHIN ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their weapon
❰❰ LEG ❱❱ sender’s leg touches the receiver’s leg under the table
❰❰ FOOD ❱❱ sender feeds the receiver
❰❰ WALL ❱❱ sender pushes the receiver against a wall
❰❰ FREE ❱❱ sender frees the receiver from restraints
❰❰ TACKLE ❱❱ sender hugs the receiver so hard they almost fall over / do fall over
❰❰ DYING ❱❱ sender finds the receiver near death
❰❰ PANIC ❱❱ sender comforts the receiver as they have a panic attack or get overstimulated
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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muse halloween costumes
Kagemitsu: Full maiko costume!
Kaishin: does not celebrate Halloween but personally I want to slap a crow mask and some wings on him.
Shirasu: the night sky. Outfit patterned with stars? The side of his face painted with a crescent moon? Yeah.
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cloudchasiing · 4 years ago
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MUSE LIST
❖ Kumo Kagemitsu ❖ ❖ Momochi Kaishin ❖ ❖ Kinjo Shirasu ❖ ❖ Ishida Sakichi ❖
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❖ 6 asks ( for kw, paris, kit & tracie )            ~ 2 shirasu / 1 kagemitsu /  3 sakichi ❖ 7 drafts ( for tracie, kit & paris )            ~ 2 shirasu / 2 kagemitsu / 2 sakichi / 1 kaishin
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