cloyingcadaver
cloyingcadaver
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cloyingcadaver · 7 months ago
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cloyingcadaver · 8 months ago
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why does no one let them hang out. can we let them heal please
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cloyingcadaver · 8 months ago
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cloyingcadaver · 8 months ago
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as someone who has been beaten and drowned and shot and stabbed and strangled and trampled and
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cloyingcadaver · 8 months ago
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#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞#fuck it. I will be adding t.gcf muses here when I inevitably switch back into rp mode#but probably by request and with plotting only. or maybe just drabbles to start.#I’m leaning towards xl and hc both of course & im currently feeling incredibly protective of them.#but mq is so tempting…#also I drafted the fucking. DMT trip coffin fic but somehow managed to make up a cultivation path to go along with it#mostly because - like everyone else - I am still trying to wrap my brain around the logistics of xl being trapped in a coffin for a century#and I’m fascinated by the theory that the brain releases DMT before death + how that coincides with -#near-death out of body experiences#plus the effects of psychedelics on the brain + spirit#especially in a sandbox where the universal flow of energy is a more tangible concept#it’s crack treated seriously#I don’t have to do angst all the time…… I do have a sense of whimsy#actually don’t look at me#im skulking around in the darkest corners of fandom#also maybe it’s just bc I haven’t read ff in like…. 7 fucking years but some of the fics in this fandom have blown my fcking mind wide open#there are things I can never repeat that have been permanently branded into my brain chemistry#and that’s saying a lot considering …. I’m me#not saying I didn’t enjoy it. only saying what the fuck (affectionate)#surprised and delighted to be out freaked#part of me is taking it as a challenge tho. unfortunately for everyone#me seeing the weirdest shit imaginable: I must step up my freak
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cloyingcadaver · 9 months ago
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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*turns a perfect 180 degrees so that my cutting board-flat ass is facing you* *i walk away with feminine swagger but masculine contempt*
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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もちもちまんぼ on X: "https://t.co/qC5KJDFWls" / X
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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cool guy
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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"To forget, to forget ...", Vahan Teryan (translated by Tathev Simonyan)
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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Trista Mateer — "Salt"
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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✖ Hi, I am Zeref. When I was younger I tried to revive my brother and I got cursed by a God and. Now I am an immortal sorcerer being who kills everything he touches. I wish I was dead. If you don’t reblog this post I will come to your house at midnight and I’ll hide under your bed. When you’re asleep, I’ll KILL YOU and everyone you love with my devastating Curse of Contradiction.
DON'T BELIEVE ME ?
Case 1 - Zancrow saw this post. He doesn't believe in silly ghost stories and scrolled right past it. Well, foolish ZANCROW ! He was walking in the woods when I got him. Now he’s not with us anymore.
Case 2 - Mavis hated chain posts, but she didn’t want to die that night. She liked the post and sent it to 3 treasure hunters. Not good enough, MAVIS ! Now, Mavis is in a coma. we don’t know if she’ll ever wake up. .
YOU DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE ZANCROW AND MAVIS ― DO YOU ?
✖ SHARE THIS POST WITH YOUR FOLLOWERS OR YOU'LL FACE THE CONSEQUENCES !
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independant - private - canon divergent ╳ follows back from sinshckled
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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little rot, pt. 1.
dialogue prompts from little rot by akwaeke emezi.
don't be indecent.
you don't have to go.
stay here? and do what?
i don't have energy for this. not again.
this doesn't feel like love anymore.
love isn't enough, and you know it.
is it alright if i come and stay with you, just for a little bit?
my house is your house. you don't even have to ask.
i'm not happy like this.
you act like i've asked you to kill your own mother.
i prayed for a love that would never leave me lonely.
i'm glad you stayed. i was already missing you.
running away never fixes anything.
don't start repressing your feelings. these emotions are necessary. they're part of healing.
we need to distract you.
we can't go back to that club for a while.
please don't ask me to kill my aesthetic in the name of practicality.
it's so easy to scandalize you.
if everything is broken, then something must be broken open.
you're with me. you'll be safe.
i would have known. i would have noticed something.
this is what you do in a godless space.
let me know if you need to run off.
do you want to help me feel better?
don't start something you can't finish.
don't you wish you'd never come back, sometimes?
you think you'll never be a part of things you hate.
someone might see us.
just make sure it's a door you want to open.
i didn't bend, even when it meant losing you. i had to stand for something.
what kind of person do you think i am?
you're not a savior.
i started from the gutter. there was nowhere left for me to sink to.
you don't want a real person. you want someone pretending to be a real person.
you know pieces of me that no one else does.
don't lie to me. something is wrong.
what a convincing liar you are.
you don't know what you're asking for.
i remember when we all used to go to sunday school together.
you don't lie. you can't even swear properly.
this isn't me. this isn't who i want to be.
it's not your job to save anyone other than yourself.
the whole place feels wrong without you.
you see me too easily.
i'll make some food. will you eat?
it's impossible to forget anything about you.
it took me forever to stop thinking about you.
people don't always know how to look at me.
one day i'll stop running and live.
maybe i'm just not in the mood to play that character today.
who ever bothered to try to protect us?
you and your useless soft heart.
you know what it's like here. you have to be ready.
your voice is exactly like i remember it.
one of us has to be cautious.
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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darker vibes
❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜
❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜
❛ you are my salvation. ❜
❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜
❛ get the hell away from me. ❜
❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜
❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜
❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜
❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜
❛ fucking hit me already. ❜
❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜
❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜
❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜
❛ fix me. ❜
❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜
❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜
❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ���
❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜
❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜
❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜
❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜
❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜
❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜
❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜
❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜
❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜
❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜
❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜
❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜
❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜
❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜
❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜
❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜
❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜
❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜
❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜
❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜
❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜
❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜
❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜
❛ your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. ❜
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cloyingcadaver · 10 months ago
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A FEW VARIOUS SENTENCE STARTERS
❝ i wouldn't find the need to tell you 'i told you so' if you weren't so allergic to admitting i'm right. ❞
❝ there are better hills to die on but i find this one quite comfortable. ❞
❝ would you come with me please? i adore your company. ❞
❝ that's not the worst thing i've ever heard but it's certainly up there. ❞
❝ i would love to help you but i'm afraid i'm suffering from a terrible case of 'it's not my problem.' ❞
❝ could you just think about anyone other than yourself for once? ❞
❝ i'm not going to stand here and argue with you about how much you need to get some rest. if i find you passed out on the floor i'm leaving you there. ❞
❝ would you be a dear and shut the hell up. ❞
❝ i know i need help but i'm not quite ready to ask for it. ❞
❝ do you know where we're going or are we just trying to get lost now? ❞
❝ i have confided this in you, please do not betray that trust. ❞
❝ do you like it here? with me? ❞
❝ are you still happy? with me, i mean. with us. ❞
❝ i didn't lie, i simply presented a selective truth. ❞
❝ do you actually like spending time with me? because i feel like all you do is argue. ❞
❝ one of us will eventually have to have the strength to be honest with ourselves about each other. ❞
❝ i want to tell you something i just need a moment to figure out the right words. ❞
❝ if you were the religious type i would challenge god to win your devotion. ❞
❝ don't tell me to quit being melodramatic it's the only time i have any fun. ❞
❝ were you ever going to tell me or were you just going to make me guess what you're thinking and feeling. ❞
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