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The barracks were quietâwell, as quiet as it got on base. You were seated on your bunk, legs spread casually, gear peeled halfway off, and a massive combat knife in your lap. You werenât just cleaning it. You were meticulous, dragging a cloth down the blade like it had wronged you personally.
Soap hovered by the door, pretending he wasnât staring.
He cleared his throat. Twice. You didnât look up.
Finally, he stepped forward, trying to seem casual. Confident. Normal. Which he definitely wasnât, because you were still covered in dried blood and humming what sounded like a lullaby.
"Hey," he offered. "That the blade you used on the op today?"
You glanced upâslowlyâeyes sharp, assessing.
"Yeah," you said simply. "Took a piece of someoneâs skull with it. Clogged the hinge."
Soap blinked. âRight. Classic... hinge problem.â
He shuffled forward, hand rubbing the back of his neck. âListen, I just wanted to sayâI, uhâappreciate the compliment earlier. You know, about me beinâ cute and all.â
You didnât stop cleaning. Just stared at him with that unreadable look again.
He continued, because of course he did. âAnd if, uh, youâre still callinâ dibs, I wouldnât mind beinâ your problem.â
You finally smirked. A dangerous, lazy curl of your lip.
"Careful," you said, tilting your head. "You flirt like that and I might keep you.â
Soap swallowed. Hard. âNot the worst fate.â
Without warning, you flicked the knife shut with a satisfying snap, stood up, and walked past him, slow and close enough that your shoulder brushed his. Your breath was warm on his neck as you said:
âSweet talk me again when Iâm not covered in blood. Might let you hold the knife next time.â
And then you were gone.
He stared after you for a solid thirty seconds before whispering to himself, â...I think Iâm in love.â
Soap was still reeling from the encounter when Ghost cornered him outside the barracks, arms folded and mask low over his eyes.
âYou alright?â Ghost asked, voice even.
âYeah. Just⊠talkinâ to her,â Soap said, like it was no big deal.
Ghost tilted his head. âRight. Listen to me, MacTavish.â
Soap blinked. âWhat?â
âDonât. Fucking. Die.â
There was a pause.
âBecause she will kill you,â Ghost added flatly. âNot out of anger. Out of boredom. Curiosity. Or to see if she can bring you back. And Iâm not explaining that to Price again.â
Soap blinked. âJesus. You make it sound like sheâsââ
âShe once superglued a guyâs hands to his weapon because he didnât listen to her orders.â
Soap blinked harder. âDid it work?â
âYeah. He shot six enemies before he passed out from blood loss. She carried him back herself. Called him her favorite little experiment.â
Soap paused. Then grinned.
â...Kinda hot, though.â
Ghost exhaled. âYouâre already fucked.â
âYeah,â Soap agreed, smiling like a man who just met his end and welcomed it. âBut what a way to go.â
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The op was over, but the smell of it still clung to you.
Your gear was soakedâyour sleeves caked in dried blood that wasnât yours, your hands still trembling faintly from the comedown. You sat on the edge of a metal arms case near the edge of the helipad, smoking like it was the only thing anchoring you to the earth.
Eyes glassy. Distant. A battlefield still raging in your head.
Price spotted you first. He sighed quietly to himself, nudged Gaz, and said, âCome on. Introductions.â
Trailing behind them were two new faces: Soap and Ghost. Fresh blood for 141. And when they spotted youâsmeared in gore, eyes hollowed by adrenaline, completely silentâthey both hesitated.
Ghost muttered under his breath, âYou sure sheâs alive?â âIâm not sure she wants to be,â Gaz said, looking back at him.
Price just kept walking. âDonât mind her. Sometimes she comes back like this after a brutal op. Give her a few hours and a bottle of whisky, sheâll be fine.â
Soap blinked. He wasnât sure if he should salute you or back away slowly.
âShe always like that?â he asked, still watching as you exhaled smoke without looking at any of them.
âOnly when itâs been ugly,â Gaz said, crossing his arms. âWhich, clearly, it was.â
Price gestured toward you, sighing like he already regretted what was about to happen. âYou lot, meet our finest. Most efficient. Least emotionally stable member of the team.â
They chuckled, but you didnât move. Just sat there, expression unreadable, brows slightly furrowed like you were calculating how long it would take for them to leave.
Ghost offered a nod. Soap gave a cautious, âAlright there, lass?â
Nothing. Just a long, eerie stare.
And thenâjust as they turned to goâyou lifted one hand, lazily flicked the cigarette, and pointed directly at Johnny.
âThis oneâs cute,â you said, voice gravelly, completely deadpan. âI call him.â
They all stopped.
Gaz choked. Ghost blinked. Price groaned.
âOh hell,â he muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose. âPlease donât do this. Not again. Not after what you did to the last guy.â
Soap turned to Price, wide-eyed. âWhat happened to the last guy?â You just took another drag of your cigarette, gaze never leaving Soap.
Price exhaled. âThey got cocky. She ate him alive.â
Soap, without missing a beat: â...Like, literally?â
You finally smirked. Just the tiniest twitch of your mouth.
Soap felt something spark deep in his soulâand his pants. Fear. Intrigue. Horny confusion.
âWell,â he said, clearing his throat, trying (and failing) to sound unfazed. âIâve been through worse.â
Gaz leaned in. âMate. Donât say that. Sheâll take it as a challenge.â
And from your perch on the arms case, blood-streaked and quiet and terrifyingly calm, you whispered just loud enough for Soap to hear:
âI hope so.â
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Theyâd heard stories.
Theyâd seen the aftermath. The blood. The silence. The cigarette smoke. But until now, none of the teamânot even Soapâhad seen you in action.
And it was hell.
You moved like something designed for war. No hesitation, no nerves, just precision. Eyes empty. Expression unreadable. Blood sprayed, bodies dropped, and you didnât even blink.
Ghost watched you slit a manâs throat with your bare hands. Gaz saw you shoot a moving target between the eyes without so much as adjusting your stance. Soap? He watched you corner an enemy, whisper something too low to hear, and then pull the trigger with a smile that sent a chill down his spine.
Price muttered into comms, âSheâs gone full blackout. Let her run it out.â
The op wrapped and the adrenaline was still ripping through you. Everyone regrouped outside the extraction pointâbreathing heavy, gear weighed down by blood and sweat.
You didnât say a word.
You just turned, eyes locked directly on Soap.
He barely had time to react before you grabbed him by the vest and dragged him behind the nearest armored vehicle, slamming him against the side hard enough to make him grunt.
âFuck,â he breathed, eyes wide, pupils blown. âYou goodâ?â
Your mouth was already on his. All teeth and fury. You bit his lip so hard he hissed, then kissed him harder. He barely had time to moan before you had your thigh pressed between his legs, your hand gripping the back of his neck.
You kissed him like you needed to burn off the warâand he let you.
Breathless, you pulled back just enough to whisper against his ear, voice sharp and low:
âIf you tell anyone what you saw todayââ Your hand slid down his vest, fingers brushing over his belt. ââthe last thing youâll ever see is my face.â
His breath hitched. A wild grin twitched at the corner of his mouth.
âYâknow,â he rasped, âthere are worse ways to go.â
You shoved him again, smirked, then turned and walked away like nothing happenedâlike you hadnât just branded him with your mouth, your fury, and your warning.
Johnny was left standing there, flushed, panting, painfully hard in full tactical gear, and absolutely whipped.
He rejoined the team five minutes later looking like heâd been hit by a truck.
Ghost glanced at him. âShe threaten you yet?â
Soap ran a hand through his hair. âAye.â
âAnd?â
Soap swallowed. âI think I liked it.â
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Man im trying to find a consistent way to draw Johnny but itâs so difficult smh.
I love this guy so muchhh ahhh
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The Ghost & The Reaper
Summary: Sheâs the blade in the dark. Heâs the shadow that never misses. Working side by side, they move like oneâbut keeping their distance is harder than staying alive.
Warnings & tags: Ghost x OFC, slow burn, friends (colleagues?) to lovers, mutual pining, angst, hurt/comfort, canon-typical violence, childhood trauma (& trauma bonding), multiple POV
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Chapter Two
Reaper
The flight back was quietâdebriefing handled mid-air, the weight of the mission already settling behind us.Â
At some point, Price radioed ahead and I caught one line:
"Have Soap on standby."
That made me glance between him and Ghost. Not because I cared much, but because Iâve learned to pay attention when men in charge start moving pieces around.
Ghost didnât react. Just adjusted the strap on his gear absently and kept staring out the window like the clouds held secrets. But there was something under the surface that I couldnât quite place.
There was a lot about him I couldnât place, if weâre being honest. He sat still for most of the flight, arms crossed over his chest, eyes behind the mask completely impassive. If he had thoughts about me or the mission, he kept them to himself.Â
I wasnât about to break the silence to ask.
When the transport finally touches down, the sky is already that slate-grey kind of miserable, typical for the Scottish Highlands. Itâs just past 7am but it might as well be midnight for how exhausted I feel.
The second the doors open, the chill bites through my tac gear when a sharp, damp wind cuts across the landing pad. Itâs the kind of cold that slips under your collar like itâs got a grudge.
I swing my rucksack over one shoulder as we descend the ramp of the helo. Price walks beside me. âWelcome to RAF ScĂĄthach*. Looks can be deceiving.â
When my boots hit the ground, I take a look around. It appears to be an abandoned facility at first glance, but I see a watchtower on the other side that could be a perfect nest for a sniper. I bet if I looked harder I'd spot some cameras around the perimeter fencing and other security measures.
âAbove ground, it's just crumbling hangars and old watchtowers. Officially, this place doesnât exist,â Price explains. âThe good stuff's buried underground, where no one can see.â
We make our way across the cracked tarmac and I clock a guy watching us in silence. Tall, mohawk, smaller than Ghost but still looks like he can rip someoneâs head off with a well-placed roundhouse.
He stands off to the side, leaning against the outer wall of an old building, arms crossed, clearly waiting for us. He looks well-rested, casual, like he hasnât just been pulled into something unexpected. Soap, then, I assume.
He straightens when Ghost and Price approach. Then, the moment his gaze lands on me, I see itâa flicker of surprise. His brows lift just slightly, then he blinks, masking it almost as fast. But not fast enough. I can practically hear whatever assumption he had about me shattering in real-time.
His eyes dart between Ghost and Price, questioning, like this is some kind of prank theyâre trying to pull on him. I resist the urge to smirk.
He probably expected someone twice my size. A guy, maybe, built like a brick wall. Probably someone like Ghost. Anything but a girl barely brushing five-foot-four, blood under her fingernails and half a tired smile.
Price stops in front of him, and they clasp hands. âYouâll be sharing quarters with MacTavish,â he tells me over the shoulder. âOnly spare bunk weâve got at the moment. That okay?â
I donât particularly care who Iâm bunking with as long as they keep to themselves. So I shrug. âFine by me, Captain.â
The last few days have been a series of missions, movements, and barely-there downtime, and the thought of finally having a place to drop my gearâeven if just temporarilyâis more appealing than it should be.
Soap coughs once, then turns to me properly. âRight then. You must be Reaper.â
âLast I checked,â I reply, adjusting my pack over my shoulder.
âJohnny MacTavish,â Soap says, offering a hand. âEveryone calls me Soap. You donât have to, but youâll hurt my feelings if you donât.â
âReaper,â I say, gripping his hand briefly. âIâm sure youâll survive.â
That earns me a grin. âOh, I like you already.â
Then his gaze flicks to Ghost and lingers, likely a silent check-in, an unspoken question.Â
Ghost tilts his head ever so slightly, voice low and dry. âSheâll do.â
I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. âHigh praise, really. Iâll put that on my rĂ©sumĂ©.â
Soap blinks like heâs just been slapped and his brows twitch up. That pause says everythingâitâs clearly not the answer he expected. Then he gives me a silent once-over, less judgment and more genuine curiosity this time.
âSoap will show you around.â Price claps a hand on my shoulder, effectively pulling my attention. âGet some rest, kid.â
I nod before he peels away without another word. Ghost follows, grunting low as he walks past us.
âCharming fella,â I mutter, as soon as heâs out of ear shot.
âAbsolutely,â Soap chuckles, and gives me a quick head nod. âDidnât picture you like this,â he admits. âFigured youâd be⊠scarier.â
âMost people do,â I say. âThatâs usually their first mistake.â
He grins wider. Then jerks his thumb toward the underground entrance where the others disappeared into. âCâmon. Iâll show you where weâre holed up. Try not to judge our little underground bunker too hard. Weâre very sensitive.â
âDonât worry, Iâm sure Iâve seen worse.â
I follow him inside, boots echoing off the concrete. He talks a mile a minute, tossing out nicknames, half-finished stories, and warnings about the quirks of the base as if heâs afraid silence might swallow us whole.
âMind the third step down this hallâcreaks loud enough to wake Price from a coma,â he says, pointing as we descend. âTraining areaâs on this floor, armoryâs just past that. Medical bayâs next to itâdonât ask why, youâll figure it out eventually.â
He takes a sharp left and slaps a big red button on the wall. A door groans open, revealing another underground stretch of the baseâconcrete walls, dim lights, and a chill that seeps into your bones. The air smells like metal, coffee and faint gun oil.
âMess is closer to the barracks. Youâll probably get lost a few times, but if you smell burnt toast and shitty coffee, youâre close,â he continues. âAnd if the lights flicker twice in there, thatâs not Morse codeâit just means Gaz tried to microwave something he shouldnât.â
I arch a brow. âDefine âsomething he shouldnât.ââ
âLetâs just say the inside of the microwave still has some charred bits of melted plastic we never managed to get rid of.â
âLovely.â
Soap grins. âYouâll get used to the chaos. Just keep your boots off Priceâs table and donât touch Ghostâs tea stash.â
That catches me off guard more than it should. âGhost drinks tea?â
âReligiously. The manâs an enigma, but God forbid you mess with his Earl Grey. Had a bloke once who drank the last packetâswear Ghostâs hand twitched like he wanted to reach for his handgun right there.â
âSounds about right.â
We move deeper into the base. Itâs a mix of sterile corridors and old reinforced concrete, the kind of place that still hums with Cold War memories. The smell of disinfectant coming from the hallway leading to the medbay overpowers everything else before we go down another flight of stairs.Â
âQuarters are down this way,â he says, motioning me forward. Soap moves like heâs used to being in control of his space, comfortable but still easygoing. âYou know, Iâm pretty sure Price stuck you with me âcause Iâm the most socially adjusted one around.âÂ
âUh, is that code for âloud enough to break the tension when Ghostâs being extra murderyâ?âÂ
Soap snorts. âYou catch on quick.â He pushes open the door leading to a long hallway lined with evenly spaced doors. âSo whyâd you sign up? What made you wanna do this job?â
I exhale, reading the names on the doors as we walk by. âDidnât sign up.â
Soap frowns slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
I glance at him, debating how much to say. âPrice invited me.â
His expression shifts, curiosity deepening. âThat so?â
I nod. âMaybe he thought you lot needed someone to keep your asses out of trouble.â
Soap lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. âOh, thatâs rich. Price mustâve thought you were some miracle worker, then.â
âSomething like that,â I say with a half smile.
âThink youâre up to the task?â
I shrug. âGuess weâll find out.â
Soap watches me for a beat, then nods. âFair enough.â
We pause in front of a reinforced door with two nameplates already slapped on itâSoap and now, underneath, Reaper.
âHow official,â I mutter.
âPrice likes to label things,â Soap says, pushing the door open and stepping aside with a mock bow. âAfter you.â
The room is basicâtwo bunks, two lockers, a small desk shoved against the far wall. The covers on the bed furthest from the door are slightly wrinkled, like someone was lying there not long ago. Thereâs a black notebook on the desk and a half-empty bottle of water on the same side.Â
I step inside and drop my bag beside the bed that doesnât look lived-in. This is not much different from every other barracks Iâve ever stayed in. At least itâs not just an old mattress on the floor, so thatâs something to be grateful for.Â
The adrenaline from the mission's long gone, and exhaustion is settling in like a weighted blanket. I need to sleep, I need food and a shower. Perhaps not in that order.
Soap watches me for a second, then nudges the door shut with his boot and leans against the wall. âSo⊠whatâs your deal?â
I glance at him. âThatâs subtle.â
He grins, unrepentant. âCâmon. Youâve got the whole âmysterious lonerâ thing going on. Ghostâs got it too, but youâve got a different flavor. Less murdery, more⊠haunted.â
âCharming.â
âI mean that in the nicest possible way.â
I donât answer right away. Instead, I unzip my rucksack and start unpackingâjust the essentials. Extra ammo mags and spare knives go on my locker. A beat-up copy of Bravo Two Zero thatâs survived five deployments and two IEDs on my side of the desk. My zippo lighter resting on top of it.
Soap sits on his bed, watching me like heâs trying to piece me together. His eyes follow me as I move around the room, tracking my every motion like Iâm some cryptid heâs studying.
I can feel the weight of itâhis curiosity. Heâs waiting for me to drop some kind of hint, a clue that might tell him who the hell I am and where I came from.
Tough luck. Iâm not going to make that an easy task.
Instead of giving him what he wants, I ask, âYou always this chatty?â
âNah,â he says with a mischievous smile. âOnly when Iâm bored. Or nervous.â
The scent of gunpowder and sweat clings to everything Iâm wearing. I peel off my tac vest and toss it on the floor. Then tug my overshirt over my head, sleeves still stained with dried blood, and drop it onto the growing pile.
âWhich one is it now, bored or nervous?â
Soap shifts on his bed and lies on his back, sprawled out like heâs got nowhere to be. One arm flung behind his head, the other resting on his chest.Â
He grins at me, unabashed. âYouâre kinda scary so Iâm a bit nervous, not gonna lie.â
I snort under my breath and tug off one of my boots, tossing it with a heavy thud onto the floor. âYou have no ideaâ I mutter.
Soap just hums, amused. His gaze never wavers, even as I sit on the edge of the bed and start unlacing the other boot with slow movements
âSo,â he says after a beat, âthe op went well?â
I remove my hidden combat knife from inside my other boot before kicking it off as well, and lean forward, elbows on my knees. âI didnât die. Thatâs usually my bar.â
Soap snorts. âCâmon lass, give me something.â
I roll my eyes, grab a towel from my duffel, and wipe some of the grime and dried blood off my hands before responding. âWell⊠Ghost didnât slow me down.âÂ
Soap barks out a laugh, shaking his head like I just told the worldâs best joke. âOh, heâs gonna love that.â
I glance at him, and without meaning to, the memory flickersâGhostâs voice in the helo, low and dry as he muttered, âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Like he already knew how this conversation would play out.
âFunny,â I say, tossing the towel aside. âHe said the same thing about you.â
Soap perks up instantly, sitting up straighter like I just activated some hidden command word. âHe did?â
âYeah.â I smirk as I unzip a side pocket and pull out a crumpled ration bar. âSaid you were gonna love me.â
Soap blinks. âGhost said that?â
I nod, tearing open the wrapper with my teeth. âWell, not in those exact words. More likeâŠÂ âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Real heartfelt.â
He lets out a low whistle and leans back against the wall, eyes wide with mock awe. âBloody hell. Thatâs practically poetry coming from him.â
I take a bite of the bar, chewing slowly, pretending not to enjoy how off-balance he looks. Heâs still trying to figure me outâand now he knows Ghost might already have.
The roomâs gone quiet, except for the hum of the ventilation and the occasional groan of pipes hidden somewhere deep in the walls.
Soapâs voice cuts through it, softer this timeâthoughtful. âHe doesnât say things like that lightly, yâknow.â
I pause halfway through a bite. âI figured.â
Heâs sitting up now, legs crossed on his bunk, elbows resting on his knees as he watches me. Thereâs no teasing in his expression this timeâjust curiosity and something else. Caution, maybe.
âYou get under his skin or something?â
I donât say anything right away. Not because I donât know how to answerâbut because the question is too close to something I havenât put into words yet.
âNot on purpose,â I say finally. âWe didnât exactly spend a lot of time talking.â
âStillâŠâÂ
Soap squints at me, like heâs trying to see through fog. âYouâve got him clocked already, donât you?â
I shrug one shoulder, turning back to my pack. âEnough to keep up. Tonight was just⊠easy.â
I drop into a seated position on the edge of the bed and stretch my arms behind me, rolling my shoulders until they pop. The tension still lingers in my spine, a phantom from the mission that hasnât quite let go yet. I wince as one knot tightens, then breathe out slow.
Soap tilts his head. âEasy?â
âYeah.â
âNever thought Iâd hear someone say that about working with Ghost.â His brow furrows, like heâs been giving a piece of the puzzle that doesnât quite fit. âHe doesnât always tolerate new people, let alone say anything close to a compliment.â
âHe didnât.â
âOh, trust meââsheâll doâ is practically a love letter, coming from him. Means heâs already counting you as one of us.â He glances at me over his shoulder, raising an eyebrow. âAnd thatâs honestly kinda freaky, not gonna lie.â
I let out a quiet huff, more amused than annoyed, and start undoing the velcro on one of my kneepads. âWhy?â
âGhost is picky about who he works with, and it takes him a while to get used to new people. Makes me wonder what the hell you did tonight.â
He says it like he expects a full report, eyes narrowed like heâs waiting for a confession. I debate brushing him off. But instead, I give him just enough.
âWe didnât even have to talk out there,â I say, tugging off the other kneepad. âWe just did our job. No drama, no fuss.â I glance at him. âI mean, I thought I was the quiet one until I met him. We exchanged maybe⊠ten words.â
Soap straightens a little. âDuring the op?â
âTotal. Since Price introduced us before the briefing.â
âThat so?â
âYeah.â I lean back on my hands, staring up at the ceiling, voice quieter now. âYou ever work with someone and it just clicks? No uncertainty. No stumbling over each other. You move, they move. Go in, do what you gotta do, and get out.â
Soap goes still for a second. âGhostâs not exactly the click-with-anyone type.â
âGuess weâre both weird, then.â
Soap just hums, his tone light but observant. âYouâve already cracked his surface, I can tell.â
I glance over at him, one eyebrow raised as I pull my legs up onto the bed, sitting cross-legged. âYeah?â
He nods, stretching like a cat before slouching back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head. âMm-hmm. He didnât glare once on the landing pad. Coming from Ghost, that's the same as a hug.â
I snort, resting my forearms on my knees. âMaybe he was just too tired to be annoyed.â
âDoubt it,â Soap says, chuckling. âMan could be bleeding out and still judge you with a single look.â
That earns a quiet laugh from me, soft and unexpected. He's not wrong. Ghost has a stare that could strip paint off a wallâand Iâm not sure whether I passed through it unscathed or he just didnât bother trying.
He watches me, that same little grin tugging at the corner of his mouth like heâs filing this entire conversation away somewhere in his brain for future reference. âYouâre not what I expected.â
I smirk as I pull my hair loose from its braid, fingers running through the tangled strands. âMost people say that right before they start running in the opposite direction screaming.â
He laughs, bright and genuine, like he didnât expect me to have a sense of humor. âYouâd have to do a lot worse than âefficient in combat and surprisingly sarcasticâ to scare me off.â
âGive it time,â I mutter, pulling my hair into a loose ponytail and flicking the tie around it.
Soap raises an eyebrow, grinning. âThat a promise or a threat?â
I shoot him a look. âDepends on how loud you snore.â
âYouâve got attitude, Iâll give you that.â
I let out a soft snort, surprised Iâm even still talking. I usually shut down after missions. Go silent. Vanish into my own head. But Soap makes it hard to stay closed offâhe talks like the world hasnât broken him yet.
Thatâs refreshing.Â
Itâs strangeâthis ease. Iâm not used to it. Not with strangers.
I shift on the bed, propping one knee up and leaning back on my hands. The mattress isnât exactly comfortableâstandard issue, stiff as hellâbut itâll do.
âReally, though. You snore?â I ask, tilting my head toward him.
He lifts an eyebrow, mock offense written all over his face. âYou planning to smother me in my sleep if I do?â
I grin. âJust gathering intel.â
Soap huffs a laugh, ruffling a hand through his mohawk like heâs considering whether this is a trap. âNah, not usually. Unless Iâm sick. Or really, really drunk.â He pauses, then gestures vaguely in my direction. âYou? Any weird sleeping habits I need to know about?â
I hum, pretending to think, dragging it out as I reach into my bag for a spare shirt to change into after a shower. âWell, I do this thing where I levitate six inches off the bed and speak in tongues around 3am.â
Soap snorts, loud and abrupt. âAh, brilliant. Canât wait. Should I keep holy water on standby?â
âYou can try.â
I settle back against the wall, tucking one leg under the other. My bodyâs starting to calm, with that dull soreness that always creeps in after the action stops finally setting in. Thereâs a moment of quiet between usânot awkward, not tense. Just⊠still.
Then I speak, my voice low and even.
âI sleep light.â
Soap doesnât say anything at first. He just watches me, expression unreadable now. Waiting. Listening.
I exhale through my nose, slowly, eyes fixed on the far wall.
âIf you ever notice me slipping out for a stroll in the middle of the night,â I murmur, quieter this time, âjust turn around and go back to sleep, yeah?â
The weight of the words hangs in the air like smoke. I donât look at him. Donât need to.
A beat passes. Then another.
Soapâs voice comes soft and steady, no hesitation.
âAye.â
Thatâs it. No questions. No judgment. Just that simple word, like an unspoken agreement. Like heâs already accepting my quirks.
I nod once, just enough to feel it. Then I lie back and close my eyes, giving myself a moment to rest before crawling out again to take a shower.
Itâs not trust. Not yet.
But itâs something.
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*ScĂĄthach is pronounced "Ska-ha" (IPA: /ËskaËhax/).
The "ScĂĄ" sounds like "ska" (as in Skate or Scar). The "thach" is a softer "ha" sound with a slight guttural "ch" at the end (similar to the "ch" in the Scottish "loch" or German "Bach").
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The Ghost & The Reaper
Summary: Sheâs the blade in the dark. Heâs the shadow that never misses. Working side by side, they move like oneâbut keeping their distance is harder than staying alive.
Warnings & tags: Ghost x OFC, slow burn, friends (colleagues?) to lovers, mutual pining, angst, hurt/comfort, canon-typical violence, childhood trauma (& trauma bonding), multiple POV
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Chapter Two
Reaper
The flight back was quietâdebriefing handled mid-air, the weight of the mission already settling behind us.Â
At some point, Price radioed ahead and I caught one line:
"Have Soap on standby."
That made me glance between him and Ghost. Not because I cared much, but because Iâve learned to pay attention when men in charge start moving pieces around.
Ghost didnât react. Just adjusted the strap on his gear absently and kept staring out the window like the clouds held secrets. But there was something under the surface that I couldnât quite place.
There was a lot about him I couldnât place, if weâre being honest. He sat still for most of the flight, arms crossed over his chest, eyes behind the mask completely impassive. If he had thoughts about me or the mission, he kept them to himself.Â
I wasnât about to break the silence to ask.
When the transport finally touches down, the sky is already that slate-grey kind of miserable, typical for the Scottish Highlands. Itâs just past 7am but it might as well be midnight for how exhausted I feel.
The second the doors open, the chill bites through my tac gear when a sharp, damp wind cuts across the landing pad. Itâs the kind of cold that slips under your collar like itâs got a grudge.
I swing my rucksack over one shoulder as we descend the ramp of the helo. Price walks beside me. âWelcome to RAF ScĂĄthach*. Looks can be deceiving.â
When my boots hit the ground, I take a look around. It appears to be an abandoned facility at first glance, but I see a watchtower on the other side that could be a perfect nest for a sniper. I bet if I looked harder I'd spot some cameras around the perimeter fencing and other security measures.
âAbove ground, it's just crumbling hangars and old watchtowers. Officially, this place doesnât exist,â Price explains. âThe good stuff's buried underground, where no one can see.â
We make our way across the cracked tarmac and I clock a guy watching us in silence. Tall, mohawk, smaller than Ghost but still looks like he can rip someoneâs head off with a well-placed roundhouse.
He stands off to the side, leaning against the outer wall of an old building, arms crossed, clearly waiting for us. He looks well-rested, casual, like he hasnât just been pulled into something unexpected. Soap, then, I assume.
He straightens when Ghost and Price approach. Then, the moment his gaze lands on me, I see itâa flicker of surprise. His brows lift just slightly, then he blinks, masking it almost as fast. But not fast enough. I can practically hear whatever assumption he had about me shattering in real-time.
His eyes dart between Ghost and Price, questioning, like this is some kind of prank theyâre trying to pull on him. I resist the urge to smirk.
He probably expected someone twice my size. A guy, maybe, built like a brick wall. Probably someone like Ghost. Anything but a girl barely brushing five-foot-four, blood under her fingernails and half a tired smile.
Price stops in front of him, and they clasp hands. âYouâll be sharing quarters with MacTavish,â he tells me over the shoulder. âOnly spare bunk weâve got at the moment. That okay?â
I donât particularly care who Iâm bunking with as long as they keep to themselves. So I shrug. âFine by me, Captain.â
The last few days have been a series of missions, movements, and barely-there downtime, and the thought of finally having a place to drop my gearâeven if just temporarilyâis more appealing than it should be.
Soap coughs once, then turns to me properly. âRight then. You must be Reaper.â
âLast I checked,â I reply, adjusting my pack over my shoulder.
âJohnny MacTavish,â Soap says, offering a hand. âEveryone calls me Soap. You donât have to, but youâll hurt my feelings if you donât.â
âReaper,â I say, gripping his hand briefly. âIâm sure youâll survive.â
That earns me a grin. âOh, I like you already.â
Then his gaze flicks to Ghost and lingers, likely a silent check-in, an unspoken question.Â
Ghost tilts his head ever so slightly, voice low and dry. âSheâll do.â
I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. âHigh praise, really. Iâll put that on my rĂ©sumĂ©.â
Soap blinks like heâs just been slapped and his brows twitch up. That pause says everythingâitâs clearly not the answer he expected. Then he gives me a silent once-over, less judgment and more genuine curiosity this time.
âSoap will show you around.â Price claps a hand on my shoulder, effectively pulling my attention. âGet some rest, kid.â
I nod before he peels away without another word. Ghost follows, grunting low as he walks past us.
âCharming fella,â I mutter, as soon as heâs out of ear shot.
âAbsolutely,â Soap chuckles, and gives me a quick head nod. âDidnât picture you like this,â he admits. âFigured youâd be⊠scarier.â
âMost people do,â I say. âThatâs usually their first mistake.â
He grins wider. Then jerks his thumb toward the underground entrance where the others disappeared into. âCâmon. Iâll show you where weâre holed up. Try not to judge our little underground bunker too hard. Weâre very sensitive.â
âDonât worry, Iâm sure Iâve seen worse.â
I follow him inside, boots echoing off the concrete. He talks a mile a minute, tossing out nicknames, half-finished stories, and warnings about the quirks of the base as if heâs afraid silence might swallow us whole.
âMind the third step down this hallâcreaks loud enough to wake Price from a coma,â he says, pointing as we descend. âTraining areaâs on this floor, armoryâs just past that. Medical bayâs next to itâdonât ask why, youâll figure it out eventually.â
He takes a sharp left and slaps a big red button on the wall. A door groans open, revealing another underground stretch of the baseâconcrete walls, dim lights, and a chill that seeps into your bones. The air smells like metal, coffee and faint gun oil.
âMess is closer to the barracks. Youâll probably get lost a few times, but if you smell burnt toast and shitty coffee, youâre close,â he continues. âAnd if the lights flicker twice in there, thatâs not Morse codeâit just means Gaz tried to microwave something he shouldnât.â
I arch a brow. âDefine âsomething he shouldnât.ââ
âLetâs just say the inside of the microwave still has some charred bits of melted plastic we never managed to get rid of.â
âLovely.â
Soap grins. âYouâll get used to the chaos. Just keep your boots off Priceâs table and donât touch Ghostâs tea stash.â
That catches me off guard more than it should. âGhost drinks tea?â
âReligiously. The manâs an enigma, but God forbid you mess with his Earl Grey. Had a bloke once who drank the last packetâswear Ghostâs hand twitched like he wanted to reach for his handgun right there.â
âSounds about right.â
We move deeper into the base. Itâs a mix of sterile corridors and old reinforced concrete, the kind of place that still hums with Cold War memories. The smell of disinfectant coming from the hallway leading to the medbay overpowers everything else before we go down another flight of stairs.Â
âQuarters are down this way,â he says, motioning me forward. Soap moves like heâs used to being in control of his space, comfortable but still easygoing. âYou know, Iâm pretty sure Price stuck you with me âcause Iâm the most socially adjusted one around.âÂ
âUh, is that code for âloud enough to break the tension when Ghostâs being extra murderyâ?âÂ
Soap snorts. âYou catch on quick.â He pushes open the door leading to a long hallway lined with evenly spaced doors. âSo whyâd you sign up? What made you wanna do this job?â
I exhale, reading the names on the doors as we walk by. âDidnât sign up.â
Soap frowns slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
I glance at him, debating how much to say. âPrice invited me.â
His expression shifts, curiosity deepening. âThat so?â
I nod. âMaybe he thought you lot needed someone to keep your asses out of trouble.â
Soap lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. âOh, thatâs rich. Price mustâve thought you were some miracle worker, then.â
âSomething like that,â I say with a half smile.
âThink youâre up to the task?â
I shrug. âGuess weâll find out.â
Soap watches me for a beat, then nods. âFair enough.â
We pause in front of a reinforced door with two nameplates already slapped on itâSoap and now, underneath, Reaper.
âHow official,â I mutter.
âPrice likes to label things,â Soap says, pushing the door open and stepping aside with a mock bow. âAfter you.â
The room is basicâtwo bunks, two lockers, a small desk shoved against the far wall. The covers on the bed furthest from the door are slightly wrinkled, like someone was lying there not long ago. Thereâs a black notebook on the desk and a half-empty bottle of water on the same side.Â
I step inside and drop my bag beside the bed that doesnât look lived-in. This is not much different from every other barracks Iâve ever stayed in. At least itâs not just an old mattress on the floor, so thatâs something to be grateful for.Â
The adrenaline from the mission's long gone, and exhaustion is settling in like a weighted blanket. I need to sleep, I need food and a shower. Perhaps not in that order.
Soap watches me for a second, then nudges the door shut with his boot and leans against the wall. âSo⊠whatâs your deal?â
I glance at him. âThatâs subtle.â
He grins, unrepentant. âCâmon. Youâve got the whole âmysterious lonerâ thing going on. Ghostâs got it too, but youâve got a different flavor. Less murdery, more⊠haunted.â
âCharming.â
âI mean that in the nicest possible way.â
I donât answer right away. Instead, I unzip my rucksack and start unpackingâjust the essentials. Extra ammo mags and spare knives go on my locker. A beat-up copy of Bravo Two Zero thatâs survived five deployments and two IEDs on my side of the desk. My zippo lighter resting on top of it.
Soap sits on his bed, watching me like heâs trying to piece me together. His eyes follow me as I move around the room, tracking my every motion like Iâm some cryptid heâs studying.
I can feel the weight of itâhis curiosity. Heâs waiting for me to drop some kind of hint, a clue that might tell him who the hell I am and where I came from.
Tough luck. Iâm not going to make that an easy task.
Instead of giving him what he wants, I ask, âYou always this chatty?â
âNah,â he says with a mischievous smile. âOnly when Iâm bored. Or nervous.â
The scent of gunpowder and sweat clings to everything Iâm wearing. I peel off my tac vest and toss it on the floor. Then tug my overshirt over my head, sleeves still stained with dried blood, and drop it onto the growing pile.
âWhich one is it now, bored or nervous?â
Soap shifts on his bed and lies on his back, sprawled out like heâs got nowhere to be. One arm flung behind his head, the other resting on his chest.Â
He grins at me, unabashed. âYouâre kinda scary so Iâm a bit nervous, not gonna lie.â
I snort under my breath and tug off one of my boots, tossing it with a heavy thud onto the floor. âYou have no ideaâ I mutter.
Soap just hums, amused. His gaze never wavers, even as I sit on the edge of the bed and start unlacing the other boot with slow movements
âSo,â he says after a beat, âthe op went well?â
I remove my hidden combat knife from inside my other boot before kicking it off as well, and lean forward, elbows on my knees. âI didnât die. Thatâs usually my bar.â
Soap snorts. âCâmon lass, give me something.â
I roll my eyes, grab a towel from my duffel, and wipe some of the grime and dried blood off my hands before responding. âWell⊠Ghost didnât slow me down.âÂ
Soap barks out a laugh, shaking his head like I just told the worldâs best joke. âOh, heâs gonna love that.â
I glance at him, and without meaning to, the memory flickersâGhostâs voice in the helo, low and dry as he muttered, âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Like he already knew how this conversation would play out.
âFunny,â I say, tossing the towel aside. âHe said the same thing about you.â
Soap perks up instantly, sitting up straighter like I just activated some hidden command word. âHe did?â
âYeah.â I smirk as I unzip a side pocket and pull out a crumpled ration bar. âSaid you were gonna love me.â
Soap blinks. âGhost said that?â
I nod, tearing open the wrapper with my teeth. âWell, not in those exact words. More likeâŠÂ âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Real heartfelt.â
He lets out a low whistle and leans back against the wall, eyes wide with mock awe. âBloody hell. Thatâs practically poetry coming from him.â
I take a bite of the bar, chewing slowly, pretending not to enjoy how off-balance he looks. Heâs still trying to figure me outâand now he knows Ghost might already have.
The roomâs gone quiet, except for the hum of the ventilation and the occasional groan of pipes hidden somewhere deep in the walls.
Soapâs voice cuts through it, softer this timeâthoughtful. âHe doesnât say things like that lightly, yâknow.â
I pause halfway through a bite. âI figured.â
Heâs sitting up now, legs crossed on his bunk, elbows resting on his knees as he watches me. Thereâs no teasing in his expression this timeâjust curiosity and something else. Caution, maybe.
âYou get under his skin or something?â
I donât say anything right away. Not because I donât know how to answerâbut because the question is too close to something I havenât put into words yet.
âNot on purpose,â I say finally. âWe didnât exactly spend a lot of time talking.â
âStillâŠâÂ
Soap squints at me, like heâs trying to see through fog. âYouâve got him clocked already, donât you?â
I shrug one shoulder, turning back to my pack. âEnough to keep up. Tonight was just⊠easy.â
I drop into a seated position on the edge of the bed and stretch my arms behind me, rolling my shoulders until they pop. The tension still lingers in my spine, a phantom from the mission that hasnât quite let go yet. I wince as one knot tightens, then breathe out slow.
Soap tilts his head. âEasy?â
âYeah.â
âNever thought Iâd hear someone say that about working with Ghost.â His brow furrows, like heâs been giving a piece of the puzzle that doesnât quite fit. âHe doesnât always tolerate new people, let alone say anything close to a compliment.â
âHe didnât.â
âOh, trust meââsheâll doâ is practically a love letter, coming from him. Means heâs already counting you as one of us.â He glances at me over his shoulder, raising an eyebrow. âAnd thatâs honestly kinda freaky, not gonna lie.â
I let out a quiet huff, more amused than annoyed, and start undoing the velcro on one of my kneepads. âWhy?â
âGhost is picky about who he works with, and it takes him a while to get used to new people. Makes me wonder what the hell you did tonight.â
He says it like he expects a full report, eyes narrowed like heâs waiting for a confession. I debate brushing him off. But instead, I give him just enough.
âWe didnât even have to talk out there,â I say, tugging off the other kneepad. âWe just did our job. No drama, no fuss.â I glance at him. âI mean, I thought I was the quiet one until I met him. We exchanged maybe⊠ten words.â
Soap straightens a little. âDuring the op?â
âTotal. Since Price introduced us before the briefing.â
âThat so?â
âYeah.â I lean back on my hands, staring up at the ceiling, voice quieter now. âYou ever work with someone and it just clicks? No uncertainty. No stumbling over each other. You move, they move. Go in, do what you gotta do, and get out.â
Soap goes still for a second. âGhostâs not exactly the click-with-anyone type.â
âGuess weâre both weird, then.â
Soap just hums, his tone light but observant. âYouâve already cracked his surface, I can tell.â
I glance over at him, one eyebrow raised as I pull my legs up onto the bed, sitting cross-legged. âYeah?â
He nods, stretching like a cat before slouching back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head. âMm-hmm. He didnât glare once on the landing pad. Coming from Ghost, that's the same as a hug.â
I snort, resting my forearms on my knees. âMaybe he was just too tired to be annoyed.â
âDoubt it,â Soap says, chuckling. âMan could be bleeding out and still judge you with a single look.â
That earns a quiet laugh from me, soft and unexpected. He's not wrong. Ghost has a stare that could strip paint off a wallâand Iâm not sure whether I passed through it unscathed or he just didnât bother trying.
He watches me, that same little grin tugging at the corner of his mouth like heâs filing this entire conversation away somewhere in his brain for future reference. âYouâre not what I expected.â
I smirk as I pull my hair loose from its braid, fingers running through the tangled strands. âMost people say that right before they start running in the opposite direction screaming.â
He laughs, bright and genuine, like he didnât expect me to have a sense of humor. âYouâd have to do a lot worse than âefficient in combat and surprisingly sarcasticâ to scare me off.â
âGive it time,â I mutter, pulling my hair into a loose ponytail and flicking the tie around it.
Soap raises an eyebrow, grinning. âThat a promise or a threat?â
I shoot him a look. âDepends on how loud you snore.â
âYouâve got attitude, Iâll give you that.â
I let out a soft snort, surprised Iâm even still talking. I usually shut down after missions. Go silent. Vanish into my own head. But Soap makes it hard to stay closed offâhe talks like the world hasnât broken him yet.
Thatâs refreshing.Â
Itâs strangeâthis ease. Iâm not used to it. Not with strangers.
I shift on the bed, propping one knee up and leaning back on my hands. The mattress isnât exactly comfortableâstandard issue, stiff as hellâbut itâll do.
âReally, though. You snore?â I ask, tilting my head toward him.
He lifts an eyebrow, mock offense written all over his face. âYou planning to smother me in my sleep if I do?â
I grin. âJust gathering intel.â
Soap huffs a laugh, ruffling a hand through his mohawk like heâs considering whether this is a trap. âNah, not usually. Unless Iâm sick. Or really, really drunk.â He pauses, then gestures vaguely in my direction. âYou? Any weird sleeping habits I need to know about?â
I hum, pretending to think, dragging it out as I reach into my bag for a spare shirt to change into after a shower. âWell, I do this thing where I levitate six inches off the bed and speak in tongues around 3am.â
Soap snorts, loud and abrupt. âAh, brilliant. Canât wait. Should I keep holy water on standby?â
âYou can try.â
I settle back against the wall, tucking one leg under the other. My bodyâs starting to calm, with that dull soreness that always creeps in after the action stops finally setting in. Thereâs a moment of quiet between usânot awkward, not tense. Just⊠still.
Then I speak, my voice low and even.
âI sleep light.â
Soap doesnât say anything at first. He just watches me, expression unreadable now. Waiting. Listening.
I exhale through my nose, slowly, eyes fixed on the far wall.
âIf you ever notice me slipping out for a stroll in the middle of the night,â I murmur, quieter this time, âjust turn around and go back to sleep, yeah?â
The weight of the words hangs in the air like smoke. I donât look at him. Donât need to.
A beat passes. Then another.
Soapâs voice comes soft and steady, no hesitation.
âAye.â
Thatâs it. No questions. No judgment. Just that simple word, like an unspoken agreement. Like heâs already accepting my quirks.
I nod once, just enough to feel it. Then I lie back and close my eyes, giving myself a moment to rest before crawling out again to take a shower.
Itâs not trust. Not yet.
But itâs something.
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*ScĂĄthach is pronounced "Ska-ha" (IPA: /ËskaËhax/).
The "ScĂĄ" sounds like "ska" (as in Skate or Scar). The "thach" is a softer "ha" sound with a slight guttural "ch" at the end (similar to the "ch" in the Scottish "loch" or German "Bach").
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The Ghost & The Reaper
Summary: Sheâs the blade in the dark. Heâs the shadow that never misses. Working side by side, they move like oneâbut keeping their distance is harder than staying alive.
Warnings & tags: Ghost x OFC, slow burn, friends (colleagues?) to lovers, mutual pining, angst, hurt/comfort, canon-typical violence, childhood trauma (& trauma bonding), multiple POV
Previous Chapter | Read on AO3
Chapter Two
Reaper
The flight back was quietâdebriefing handled mid-air, the weight of the mission already settling behind us.Â
At some point, Price radioed ahead and I caught one line:
"Have Soap on standby."
That made me glance between him and Ghost. Not because I cared much, but because Iâve learned to pay attention when men in charge start moving pieces around.
Ghost didnât react. Just adjusted the strap on his gear absently and kept staring out the window like the clouds held secrets. But there was something under the surface that I couldnât quite place.
There was a lot about him I couldnât place, if weâre being honest. He sat still for most of the flight, arms crossed over his chest, eyes behind the mask completely impassive. If he had thoughts about me or the mission, he kept them to himself.Â
I wasnât about to break the silence to ask.
When the transport finally touches down, the sky is already that slate-grey kind of miserable, typical for the Scottish Highlands. Itâs just past 7am but it might as well be midnight for how exhausted I feel.
The second the doors open, the chill bites through my tac gear when a sharp, damp wind cuts across the landing pad. Itâs the kind of cold that slips under your collar like itâs got a grudge.
I swing my rucksack over one shoulder as we descend the ramp of the helo. Price walks beside me. âWelcome to RAF ScĂĄthach*. Looks can be deceiving.â
When my boots hit the ground, I take a look around. It appears to be an abandoned facility at first glance, but I see a watchtower on the other side that could be a perfect nest for a sniper. I bet if I looked harder I'd spot some cameras around the perimeter fencing and other security measures.
âAbove ground, it's just crumbling hangars and old watchtowers. Officially, this place doesnât exist,â Price explains. âThe good stuff's buried underground, where no one can see.â
We make our way across the cracked tarmac and I clock a guy watching us in silence. Tall, mohawk, smaller than Ghost but still looks like he can rip someoneâs head off with a well-placed roundhouse.
He stands off to the side, leaning against the outer wall of an old building, arms crossed, clearly waiting for us. He looks well-rested, casual, like he hasnât just been pulled into something unexpected. Soap, then, I assume.
He straightens when Ghost and Price approach. Then, the moment his gaze lands on me, I see itâa flicker of surprise. His brows lift just slightly, then he blinks, masking it almost as fast. But not fast enough. I can practically hear whatever assumption he had about me shattering in real-time.
His eyes dart between Ghost and Price, questioning, like this is some kind of prank theyâre trying to pull on him. I resist the urge to smirk.
He probably expected someone twice my size. A guy, maybe, built like a brick wall. Probably someone like Ghost. Anything but a girl barely brushing five-foot-four, blood under her fingernails and half a tired smile.
Price stops in front of him, and they clasp hands. âYouâll be sharing quarters with MacTavish,â he tells me over the shoulder. âOnly spare bunk weâve got at the moment. That okay?â
I donât particularly care who Iâm bunking with as long as they keep to themselves. So I shrug. âFine by me, Captain.â
The last few days have been a series of missions, movements, and barely-there downtime, and the thought of finally having a place to drop my gearâeven if just temporarilyâis more appealing than it should be.
Soap coughs once, then turns to me properly. âRight then. You must be Reaper.â
âLast I checked,â I reply, adjusting my pack over my shoulder.
âJohnny MacTavish,â Soap says, offering a hand. âEveryone calls me Soap. You donât have to, but youâll hurt my feelings if you donât.â
âReaper,â I say, gripping his hand briefly. âIâm sure youâll survive.â
That earns me a grin. âOh, I like you already.â
Then his gaze flicks to Ghost and lingers, likely a silent check-in, an unspoken question.Â
Ghost tilts his head ever so slightly, voice low and dry. âSheâll do.â
I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. âHigh praise, really. Iâll put that on my rĂ©sumĂ©.â
Soap blinks like heâs just been slapped and his brows twitch up. That pause says everythingâitâs clearly not the answer he expected. Then he gives me a silent once-over, less judgment and more genuine curiosity this time.
âSoap will show you around.â Price claps a hand on my shoulder, effectively pulling my attention. âGet some rest, kid.â
I nod before he peels away without another word. Ghost follows, grunting low as he walks past us.
âCharming fella,â I mutter, as soon as heâs out of ear shot.
âAbsolutely,â Soap chuckles, and gives me a quick head nod. âDidnât picture you like this,â he admits. âFigured youâd be⊠scarier.â
âMost people do,â I say. âThatâs usually their first mistake.â
He grins wider. Then jerks his thumb toward the underground entrance where the others disappeared into. âCâmon. Iâll show you where weâre holed up. Try not to judge our little underground bunker too hard. Weâre very sensitive.â
âDonât worry, Iâm sure Iâve seen worse.â
I follow him inside, boots echoing off the concrete. He talks a mile a minute, tossing out nicknames, half-finished stories, and warnings about the quirks of the base as if heâs afraid silence might swallow us whole.
âMind the third step down this hallâcreaks loud enough to wake Price from a coma,â he says, pointing as we descend. âTraining areaâs on this floor, armoryâs just past that. Medical bayâs next to itâdonât ask why, youâll figure it out eventually.â
He takes a sharp left and slaps a big red button on the wall. A door groans open, revealing another underground stretch of the baseâconcrete walls, dim lights, and a chill that seeps into your bones. The air smells like metal, coffee and faint gun oil.
âMess is closer to the barracks. Youâll probably get lost a few times, but if you smell burnt toast and shitty coffee, youâre close,â he continues. âAnd if the lights flicker twice in there, thatâs not Morse codeâit just means Gaz tried to microwave something he shouldnât.â
I arch a brow. âDefine âsomething he shouldnât.ââ
âLetâs just say the inside of the microwave still has some charred bits of melted plastic we never managed to get rid of.â
âLovely.â
Soap grins. âYouâll get used to the chaos. Just keep your boots off Priceâs table and donât touch Ghostâs tea stash.â
That catches me off guard more than it should. âGhost drinks tea?â
âReligiously. The manâs an enigma, but God forbid you mess with his Earl Grey. Had a bloke once who drank the last packetâswear Ghostâs hand twitched like he wanted to reach for his handgun right there.â
âSounds about right.â
We move deeper into the base. Itâs a mix of sterile corridors and old reinforced concrete, the kind of place that still hums with Cold War memories. The smell of disinfectant coming from the hallway leading to the medbay overpowers everything else before we go down another flight of stairs.Â
âQuarters are down this way,â he says, motioning me forward. Soap moves like heâs used to being in control of his space, comfortable but still easygoing. âYou know, Iâm pretty sure Price stuck you with me âcause Iâm the most socially adjusted one around.âÂ
âUh, is that code for âloud enough to break the tension when Ghostâs being extra murderyâ?âÂ
Soap snorts. âYou catch on quick.â He pushes open the door leading to a long hallway lined with evenly spaced doors. âSo whyâd you sign up? What made you wanna do this job?â
I exhale, reading the names on the doors as we walk by. âDidnât sign up.â
Soap frowns slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
I glance at him, debating how much to say. âPrice invited me.â
His expression shifts, curiosity deepening. âThat so?â
I nod. âMaybe he thought you lot needed someone to keep your asses out of trouble.â
Soap lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. âOh, thatâs rich. Price mustâve thought you were some miracle worker, then.â
âSomething like that,â I say with a half smile.
âThink youâre up to the task?â
I shrug. âGuess weâll find out.â
Soap watches me for a beat, then nods. âFair enough.â
We pause in front of a reinforced door with two nameplates already slapped on itâSoap and now, underneath, Reaper.
âHow official,â I mutter.
âPrice likes to label things,â Soap says, pushing the door open and stepping aside with a mock bow. âAfter you.â
The room is basicâtwo bunks, two lockers, a small desk shoved against the far wall. The covers on the bed furthest from the door are slightly wrinkled, like someone was lying there not long ago. Thereâs a black notebook on the desk and a half-empty bottle of water on the same side.Â
I step inside and drop my bag beside the bed that doesnât look lived-in. This is not much different from every other barracks Iâve ever stayed in. At least itâs not just an old mattress on the floor, so thatâs something to be grateful for.Â
The adrenaline from the mission's long gone, and exhaustion is settling in like a weighted blanket. I need to sleep, I need food and a shower. Perhaps not in that order.
Soap watches me for a second, then nudges the door shut with his boot and leans against the wall. âSo⊠whatâs your deal?â
I glance at him. âThatâs subtle.â
He grins, unrepentant. âCâmon. Youâve got the whole âmysterious lonerâ thing going on. Ghostâs got it too, but youâve got a different flavor. Less murdery, more⊠haunted.â
âCharming.â
âI mean that in the nicest possible way.â
I donât answer right away. Instead, I unzip my rucksack and start unpackingâjust the essentials. Extra ammo mags and spare knives go on my locker. A beat-up copy of Bravo Two Zero thatâs survived five deployments and two IEDs on my side of the desk. My zippo lighter resting on top of it.
Soap sits on his bed, watching me like heâs trying to piece me together. His eyes follow me as I move around the room, tracking my every motion like Iâm some cryptid heâs studying.
I can feel the weight of itâhis curiosity. Heâs waiting for me to drop some kind of hint, a clue that might tell him who the hell I am and where I came from.
Tough luck. Iâm not going to make that an easy task.
Instead of giving him what he wants, I ask, âYou always this chatty?â
âNah,â he says with a mischievous smile. âOnly when Iâm bored. Or nervous.â
The scent of gunpowder and sweat clings to everything Iâm wearing. I peel off my tac vest and toss it on the floor. Then tug my overshirt over my head, sleeves still stained with dried blood, and drop it onto the growing pile.
âWhich one is it now, bored or nervous?â
Soap shifts on his bed and lies on his back, sprawled out like heâs got nowhere to be. One arm flung behind his head, the other resting on his chest.Â
He grins at me, unabashed. âYouâre kinda scary so Iâm a bit nervous, not gonna lie.â
I snort under my breath and tug off one of my boots, tossing it with a heavy thud onto the floor. âYou have no ideaâ I mutter.
Soap just hums, amused. His gaze never wavers, even as I sit on the edge of the bed and start unlacing the other boot with slow movements
âSo,â he says after a beat, âthe op went well?â
I remove my hidden combat knife from inside my other boot before kicking it off as well, and lean forward, elbows on my knees. âI didnât die. Thatâs usually my bar.â
Soap snorts. âCâmon lass, give me something.â
I roll my eyes, grab a towel from my duffel, and wipe some of the grime and dried blood off my hands before responding. âWell⊠Ghost didnât slow me down.âÂ
Soap barks out a laugh, shaking his head like I just told the worldâs best joke. âOh, heâs gonna love that.â
I glance at him, and without meaning to, the memory flickersâGhostâs voice in the helo, low and dry as he muttered, âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Like he already knew how this conversation would play out.
âFunny,â I say, tossing the towel aside. âHe said the same thing about you.â
Soap perks up instantly, sitting up straighter like I just activated some hidden command word. âHe did?â
âYeah.â I smirk as I unzip a side pocket and pull out a crumpled ration bar. âSaid you were gonna love me.â
Soap blinks. âGhost said that?â
I nod, tearing open the wrapper with my teeth. âWell, not in those exact words. More likeâŠÂ âSoapâs gonna love this one.â Real heartfelt.â
He lets out a low whistle and leans back against the wall, eyes wide with mock awe. âBloody hell. Thatâs practically poetry coming from him.â
I take a bite of the bar, chewing slowly, pretending not to enjoy how off-balance he looks. Heâs still trying to figure me outâand now he knows Ghost might already have.
The roomâs gone quiet, except for the hum of the ventilation and the occasional groan of pipes hidden somewhere deep in the walls.
Soapâs voice cuts through it, softer this timeâthoughtful. âHe doesnât say things like that lightly, yâknow.â
I pause halfway through a bite. âI figured.â
Heâs sitting up now, legs crossed on his bunk, elbows resting on his knees as he watches me. Thereâs no teasing in his expression this timeâjust curiosity and something else. Caution, maybe.
âYou get under his skin or something?â
I donât say anything right away. Not because I donât know how to answerâbut because the question is too close to something I havenât put into words yet.
âNot on purpose,â I say finally. âWe didnât exactly spend a lot of time talking.â
âStillâŠâÂ
Soap squints at me, like heâs trying to see through fog. âYouâve got him clocked already, donât you?â
I shrug one shoulder, turning back to my pack. âEnough to keep up. Tonight was just⊠easy.â
I drop into a seated position on the edge of the bed and stretch my arms behind me, rolling my shoulders until they pop. The tension still lingers in my spine, a phantom from the mission that hasnât quite let go yet. I wince as one knot tightens, then breathe out slow.
Soap tilts his head. âEasy?â
âYeah.â
âNever thought Iâd hear someone say that about working with Ghost.â His brow furrows, like heâs been giving a piece of the puzzle that doesnât quite fit. âHe doesnât always tolerate new people, let alone say anything close to a compliment.â
âHe didnât.â
âOh, trust meââsheâll doâ is practically a love letter, coming from him. Means heâs already counting you as one of us.â He glances at me over his shoulder, raising an eyebrow. âAnd thatâs honestly kinda freaky, not gonna lie.â
I let out a quiet huff, more amused than annoyed, and start undoing the velcro on one of my kneepads. âWhy?â
âGhost is picky about who he works with, and it takes him a while to get used to new people. Makes me wonder what the hell you did tonight.â
He says it like he expects a full report, eyes narrowed like heâs waiting for a confession. I debate brushing him off. But instead, I give him just enough.
âWe didnât even have to talk out there,â I say, tugging off the other kneepad. âWe just did our job. No drama, no fuss.â I glance at him. âI mean, I thought I was the quiet one until I met him. We exchanged maybe⊠ten words.â
Soap straightens a little. âDuring the op?â
âTotal. Since Price introduced us before the briefing.â
âThat so?â
âYeah.â I lean back on my hands, staring up at the ceiling, voice quieter now. âYou ever work with someone and it just clicks? No uncertainty. No stumbling over each other. You move, they move. Go in, do what you gotta do, and get out.â
Soap goes still for a second. âGhostâs not exactly the click-with-anyone type.â
âGuess weâre both weird, then.â
Soap just hums, his tone light but observant. âYouâve already cracked his surface, I can tell.â
I glance over at him, one eyebrow raised as I pull my legs up onto the bed, sitting cross-legged. âYeah?â
He nods, stretching like a cat before slouching back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head. âMm-hmm. He didnât glare once on the landing pad. Coming from Ghost, that's the same as a hug.â
I snort, resting my forearms on my knees. âMaybe he was just too tired to be annoyed.â
âDoubt it,â Soap says, chuckling. âMan could be bleeding out and still judge you with a single look.â
That earns a quiet laugh from me, soft and unexpected. He's not wrong. Ghost has a stare that could strip paint off a wallâand Iâm not sure whether I passed through it unscathed or he just didnât bother trying.
He watches me, that same little grin tugging at the corner of his mouth like heâs filing this entire conversation away somewhere in his brain for future reference. âYouâre not what I expected.â
I smirk as I pull my hair loose from its braid, fingers running through the tangled strands. âMost people say that right before they start running in the opposite direction screaming.â
He laughs, bright and genuine, like he didnât expect me to have a sense of humor. âYouâd have to do a lot worse than âefficient in combat and surprisingly sarcasticâ to scare me off.â
âGive it time,â I mutter, pulling my hair into a loose ponytail and flicking the tie around it.
Soap raises an eyebrow, grinning. âThat a promise or a threat?â
I shoot him a look. âDepends on how loud you snore.â
âYouâve got attitude, Iâll give you that.â
I let out a soft snort, surprised Iâm even still talking. I usually shut down after missions. Go silent. Vanish into my own head. But Soap makes it hard to stay closed offâhe talks like the world hasnât broken him yet.
Thatâs refreshing.Â
Itâs strangeâthis ease. Iâm not used to it. Not with strangers.
I shift on the bed, propping one knee up and leaning back on my hands. The mattress isnât exactly comfortableâstandard issue, stiff as hellâbut itâll do.
âReally, though. You snore?â I ask, tilting my head toward him.
He lifts an eyebrow, mock offense written all over his face. âYou planning to smother me in my sleep if I do?â
I grin. âJust gathering intel.â
Soap huffs a laugh, ruffling a hand through his mohawk like heâs considering whether this is a trap. âNah, not usually. Unless Iâm sick. Or really, really drunk.â He pauses, then gestures vaguely in my direction. âYou? Any weird sleeping habits I need to know about?â
I hum, pretending to think, dragging it out as I reach into my bag for a spare shirt to change into after a shower. âWell, I do this thing where I levitate six inches off the bed and speak in tongues around 3am.â
Soap snorts, loud and abrupt. âAh, brilliant. Canât wait. Should I keep holy water on standby?â
âYou can try.â
I settle back against the wall, tucking one leg under the other. My bodyâs starting to calm, with that dull soreness that always creeps in after the action stops finally setting in. Thereâs a moment of quiet between usânot awkward, not tense. Just⊠still.
Then I speak, my voice low and even.
âI sleep light.â
Soap doesnât say anything at first. He just watches me, expression unreadable now. Waiting. Listening.
I exhale through my nose, slowly, eyes fixed on the far wall.
âIf you ever notice me slipping out for a stroll in the middle of the night,â I murmur, quieter this time, âjust turn around and go back to sleep, yeah?â
The weight of the words hangs in the air like smoke. I donât look at him. Donât need to.
A beat passes. Then another.
Soapâs voice comes soft and steady, no hesitation.
âAye.â
Thatâs it. No questions. No judgment. Just that simple word, like an unspoken agreement. Like heâs already accepting my quirks.
I nod once, just enough to feel it. Then I lie back and close my eyes, giving myself a moment to rest before crawling out again to take a shower.
Itâs not trust. Not yet.
But itâs something.
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*ScĂĄthach is pronounced "Ska-ha" (IPA: /ËskaËhax/).
The "ScĂĄ" sounds like "ska" (as in Skate or Scar). The "thach" is a softer "ha" sound with a slight guttural "ch" at the end (similar to the "ch" in the Scottish "loch" or German "Bach").
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