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My cousin is so fat I genuinely don't think she'll be able to walk in a couple years. I hate her for reasons other than her weight (she's just a massive bitch in general), but damn if it isn't satisfying

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I'd rather eat nothing than eat cauliflower rice

What’s your £d hot take? Mine is that energy drinks are disgusting I’d rather have nothing than an energy drink

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My muscles hurt so bad from yesterday's workout 😎 that means it's working, right?

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Waking up nauseous >>>>>

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MADZ!!!!! It's River!!!!!

I was part of a server that got shut down a while ago called Solace for The Unwell

I don't know how much of a reach this is, but I miss my friends.

If you guys were in that server, please reach out

It's Madz, by the way

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Doing a fast for like... 36 hours ish? Haven't eaten since about 10:00 pm last night, just going until I wake up tomorrow.

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being hungry sucks

but you know what’s worse

looking like a whale.

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16+ discord server

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I think the worst part about relapsing is how disappointed my best friend is going to be when she realizes

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Saw a girl with the eating disorder tattoo today and I hope she knows how good she looked in that dress

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Weight loss life hack:

Go to your families old as shit cabin where there's no running water and tons of spiders and you'll be too anxious to eat anything 🤩🤩

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It's probably bloating from your period + water weight + muscle all together. Check again in the morning, it'll probably go down!

I need some help.

This week I was at a 3 day wrestling camp where from 9AM to 4PM we did insanely intense workouts and drills. I'm not exaggerating when I say it was probably the most physically taxing thing I've ever done, like I was burning close to if not more than 1000 c4lor1es a day.

I weighed myself before and after, and I've gained roughly 8 lbs. Can anyone explain why or how? When I look in the mirror and compare photos my stomach looks smaller than it did before. Is this water weight? Did I gain 8lbs of muscle in 3 days lol? It's gonna come off right? If someone could explain I would really appreciate it because I'm lowkey freaking out.

Side note: I straight up didn't believe my scale lmao so I changed the batteries and it's like a pound lower but basically the same.

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The gummies were kinda gross but this whole lunch was only 140 cals so

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Lost 1.4 lbs (.6 kg) overnight!

I missed this feeling

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Did i just find native thinspo? Fuck yeah

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The fact that I relapsed because of fucking MEAN GIRLS is so fucking infuriating

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Stats

Age: 20

Height: 5'7 (170 cm)

HW: 218 lbs (98.9 kg)

CW: 210.6 (95.5kg)

GW #1: 200 lbs (90.7kg)

GW #2: 170 lbs (77.1kg)

GW #3 (post-breast reduction): 150lbs (68kg)

UGW: 130lbs (59kg)