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🌸11-17🌸

Total fasting hours: 20

Total calories for the day :1000

Now that my calorie intake is higher i don't feel hungry at all. I also don't feel weak so that's great. even tho it makes me feel like i am losing the progress

I am planning on eating around 1000 calories for this week maybe fasting through Tuesday and Wednesday because that's when i am gonna be at school till very late and it's not gonna be hard to skip eating. I am really curious if my weight is gonna change when i eat like that (hope not because i am still in a deficit).

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✨🌸11-16🌸✨

Today I finished my 115 hour fast🎉🎉

I ate around 1500 calories I was planning on eating a 1000 but oh well i was hungry after not eating for literally nearly 5 days so whatever.

Felt so skinny in the morning and after all this food i am kinda bloated it's literally the worst feels like i ruined the whole progress but i know that's just physically could not be true.

Anywaysssss have a great day lovelies🫶🏻 don't give upp!!

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I know water is supposed to not have a taste but i literally hate drinking it. It feels so weird in my mouth...

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I am so hungryyy.

It's literally the worst 90 hours into my fast and i am weak my stomach hurts and is rumbling every 2 mins gonna break the fast tomorrow

I hate thisss...

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🌸🌸11-09🌸🌸

Total fasting hours: 39

Ate 2000 kcal wouldn't really call it a binge i was planning on doing metabolism weekend and eating 1500 kcal but then changed my mind and i am just gonna fast tomorrow, gonna try fasting as long as i physically can my goal is till Thursday but i am really not sure if i can do it.

Anyways this week in total i ate around 2900 kcal which is around 400 a day. I hate calories.

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🌸🌸11-04/11-07🌸🌸

Tw WIEIAD:

5-7pm:

salad- 338 kcal

Lettuce-14 kcal

Mozzarella- 196 kcal

Egg whites -60 kcal

Chocolate- 167

Total: 775kcal

Total hours fasted: 95 hours

Broke my fasting record!!! So happy hope I don't binge now...

Before fasting weight: 60-61 kg( it was after holiday and binging)

After: 56.5kg

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🌸🌸11-02🌸🌸

Had to eat with my family so it's not looking great the same thing is going to happen tomorrow there is literally no way out of it... can't believe i am saying this but i am kinda looking forward to school, the only place that i actually can stick to my diet.

Sometimes when i eat normally i look in the mirror and just for a moment i am like "i could live with this body " then i step on the scale and see that i have gained weight the next thing i know i remember how i looked before losing weight and i just get so sick of that image. And the weight gain is just a step closer to where i was before, I worked so hard i can't lose all this progress, so then i am back at where i was.

Man i just want some mint icecream with loads of chocolate and cheesy pica. i would literally do absolutely anything in the world to make them 0 calories. Somebody lock me up from all this food.

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🎃11-01🎃

TW WIEIAD:

It's literally the same as yesterday like absolutely exactly the same. Just some salad ,apples and noodles

Total: 777kcal

Total hours fasted: 23

I literally love soy sauce like it makes everything taste so good for barely any calories. Like even if i wouldn't track my calories i would still eat the damn salad because it's good ASF.

Anyways i am planning on f@sting for like 70 hours when the school starts just to see how much i actually weigh without all the water retention and all that. It's actually so weird but when i fast I don't binge. The moment i press "end the fast" button and start eating it's so hard to stop, my stomach becomes black hole and I can eat absolutely everything in sight and still feel like i am not full. It feels as if i am drunk or something.

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🌸10-31🌸

TW WIEIAD:

13:00- Salad- 342kcal

14:00- noodles - 279kcal

14:30- apple- 156 kcal

Total: 777 kcal

Total fasting hours: 21

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Right now it's Holiday so being at home 24/7 truly doesn't help. When i am at school it's easer to stay in deficit and fast.

I really f͙u͙¢k͙e͙d͙ up on Monday after a fast i was like really hungry blacked out and ate probably like 6 thousand calories and went from 56 to 58 kg really wanted to fast again but at the end of the day i would probably binge again and gain even more so till school starts again i am eating under 1000 calories so that i am not hungry.

Anyways how do yall eat like 200 kcal and are alive and still are able to do everything like workouts and the steps? If i eat like that for more than 4 days i literally can't physically function and have zero energy to even stand up.

Two months ago i would probably be jumping from joy knowing that i weigh 58kg and now i am literally crying that it's this and not lower Weird

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First ever posttt!!

Stats:

Age: 15

Height: 176cm

Weight right now: 57 kg

Gw: 53kg