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Finally I am back!!!

Because of the MCO things happen I am back here again to share my journey.. our pendemic also one of it...also now I am struggling to cut down my meals to back in shape again.. it's to much now..make me feel uncomfortable with myself..hope it's work..aminnn.

#bringitonzzz

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DEMAM MELANDA LAGI!!!

Apelah kene dengan antibody badan aku nie pon aku tak tau..asyiklah demam jer kejenye..penat tau camni yunk..ermmm 😷

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dear doctor,

nowadays i always feeling bad about all pills that i got from you my dear Dr. i am sick of it and feel bored to take it on time...erghhhhhh!!!!!!...dah lah tak sedap, tak de effect langsung ponnnnn...tipu ke ape...benciiiii!!!

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sedar diri

Kadang kala kita macam tak pasti dengan apa yang kita suka. Apa yang kita rasa kadangkala tidak semuanye betol. Itu yang aku alami sekarang. Musim cinta menyerang aku. Jujur aku katakan aku tak pernah bercinta sebelum ini dengan mana2 laki pon. Tapi semenjak aku jumpa si dia yang telah bawa aku terawang2 setiap kali bersama dengannya buat aku rasa bahagia. Setelah beberapa tahun aku kenal dengan die tak pernah satupon syak wasangka aku terhadap die. Walaupon dia banyak kali mention bahawa jangan sesekali jatuh cinta pada dia, tapi perkataan tu tak langsung membawa erti pada aku. Dalam hal nie aku yang bersalah kerana terlalu asyik dengan perassan dilambung cinta walaupon pada dasarnya hanya aku sahaja yang rasa bergitu. Sehinggalah satu saat pada malam die terus terang bahawa die telah berpunya menyebabkan tiada lagi bualan manja antara aku dan die. Waktu itu malam itu saat itu aku tak keruan..jatuh juga air mata walaupon aku sebelum ini aku telah berikral pada diri aku sendiri bahawasanya tiada air mata untuk lelaki yang pernah lalu dalam hidup aku. Saat itu juga aku rasa dunia ini sepi, sedih, suram, membosankan. Sebelom ini aku tak pernah percaya benda macam tu akan jadi pada diri aku. Yang masih aku tak faham kenapa dia masih lagi ingin aku seperti dulu. Dia cuba layan aku macam waktu2 aku tidak tahu dia telah berpunya. Aku masih ingat aku pernah berterus terang bahawa aku sukakan die. Die pernah Tanya kenapa? Klu ditanya kembali soalan itu kepada aku, hanya satu jawapan yang aku boleh berikan, tiada sebab orang nak benci abang. Itu jer yang bermain diminda aku. Tapi aku bersyukur die jumpa aku dulu sebelum teman wanita dia. Ape2 pon klu dah jodoh tak kemana ye dak…hahah…klu takde jodoh kite orang just wish abang happy dengan sesiapa pon yang bakal jadi isteri abang…

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BENGANG!!

ok..aku nak cita pasal interview aku!! before this aku dapat interview kat majlis perbandaran..tapi tulah masa interview tu aku rasa macam paling menyerlah giler..pasal apa aku nak sgt kerja tu..tp feedback yg aku dapat adalah..aku salah seorang daripada calon simpanan...aku tunggu2 sampai ke hari ini still xde jawapan..aku assume bukan rezeki..tak lama kemudian ada job Malaysia buka interview terbuka..aku n abg pergi untuk cuba nasib..kitorg tertarik dengan kedai makan nie..seminggu kemudian aku dapat interview.. 5 orang uolls masa interview aku tuh..semua tanya soalan yang tak terjangkau dek akal aku..tp aku masih tenang dan menjawab dengan penuh yakin..tapi malangnya rezeki masih tak memihak.so terus ke interview kat salah satu kolej ni..masa interview yes..memang aku dah suka sebab masa aku demo mengajar tuh intipati aku punye slideshow mmg bernas...aku pon mengajar diorg paham...buttt bila dah sudah jer diorg boleh tanye aku ade org dalam ke tak???? ohhhhmyyyyy...wttuttttttt!! waktu tu aku macam nak naik berang..tapi aku sabarkan je..beberapa bulan selepas tuh ada interview kat kilang yang baru nak buka..aku interview sebagai kerani..aku nii bukanlah jenis yang memilih kerja..apa yang ada aku layankan aja kan..masa interview tu memang ok giler macam orang tu bersungguh nak ambil aku kerja but aku tunggu2 masih xde maklum balas..sampai sekarang masih lagi tak beroperasi..entahlah aku pon tak tahu nape jadi mcm tu..for the next iv aku dapat kat satu badan nie..sepanjang interview memang ok..sepertinya jawatan tu aku lah yg akan menyandang..butttt finally aku dapat tahu rupanya dia ambil budak praktikal yg kerja kat situ gak..hati aku dirobek2 pilu..aku hanya mampu membisu sedangkan hati masih banyak perkataan sakit yang boleh diluah...tapi aku percaya rezeki tuhan itu luas..harap aku dapat kerja yang sepadan dengan aku tak lama lagi insyaallah..moral value yang aku dapat adelah gigih mencari kerja..dan jangan pernah putus asa..percaya suatu hari nanti mesti tuhan ada sediakan yang terbaik untuk diri kita insyaallah..yang penting segala kerja yang kita cari mestilah halal..:)

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OMMICK UNRELEASED SCENE EP 8 - TRANSLATION

Mick: Well, you don’t really have to walk with me to the front of your house, you know?

Ohm: Nooo…. Why did you say that? You come to my house, it’s my duty to walk you to the front of my house when you are about to go back.

Ohm: Emmm….. Are you okay today?

Mick: Of course, I am okay.

Ohm: No….emmmm….I mean are you angry?

Mick: I am not. Why should I be angry at you?

Ohm: Well, sometimes when I am with my friend I am like a jerk. But when I am with my juniors, I tend to be more abusive.

Ohm: I am…sorry about that.

Mick: It’s okay krub P’…..I….like you…

Ohm: Huh? …. what have you just said? I can’t hear it clearly.

Mick: Oh….I mean I like you the way you are.

Ohm: Arrrrrrr

Mick: Emmm…. let me pay you back later.  [For the training time]

Ohm: Emmmm… Can I ask you to pay me back now?

*Ohm grabs Mick’s chin to kiss him*

………………..

Ohm: Mick! Mick! Mick!!!

*Mick wakes up from his daydreaming*

Mick: Huh?

Ohm: What are you thinking? Your nose is bleeding.

*Ohm swipes the blood from Mick’s nose*

Ohm: Come here, let me clean that for you.

Mick: Emmm. thank you P’.

Mick: I….I think I should go back home now. Bye krub.

Ohm: Errrr…okay. Be safe back home.

credits to AEKIOKUNG 

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Phunnoh Hug Scene Translation [EP 15]

Phun: How did you get here?

Noh: I met Nong Pang and she asked me to visit you.

*Noh sees the bird*

Noh: Hey….you are not only petting goldfish but the bird too? Such an animal lover! But normally people don’t pet bird in their bedroom, do they?

Phun: You just didn’t know how to tell me, right? You didn’t mean to hide it away from me right?

*Noh walks to Phun’s bed and sits next to him*

Noh: Phun….I am sorry….but I didn’t have any idea of how to tell you that. I don’t want to see you sad like this.

Phun: Apart from you, does anyone know about Aim too?

Noh: Golf told me. But I haven’t told anyone at all.

Phun: I don’t want others to look at Aim with bad attitude. I also don’t want you to be sad seeing me like this. Are you angry that I am concerning about Aim?

*Noh grabs Phun’s hand*

Noh: Listen to me Phun… How long have you guys been dating? If you felt nothing knowing this, I would be very upset. I am glad that I have a chance to know a good guy like you. And I am sorry that I didn’t tell you earlier and you have to find it out yourself.

Phun: I thank you for always caring me. How long have you been knowing this?

Noh: Since football event.

Phun: Can you give me some time? Whenever I am ready, I will tell you.

(Then Noh hugged Phun and left. Phun waved goodbye to Noh then called Aim to ask if she is still loving him. Aim said yes and Phun replied Aim that he still loves her too.)

credits to AEKIOKUNG 

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Om-Noh Shower Scene Translation [EP 15]

*Ohm comes in while Noh is showering naked*

Noh: Heck! What are you doing?

Ohm: About to bath.

Noh: I’m showering, don’t you see?!

Ohm: You asked me to bath with you, didn’t you?

Noh: Who said that?! You are this old and you still have to bath with me?

Ohm: We used to bath together quite often, didn’t we?

Noh: That was in the past.

Ohm: Stop barking! Move!

Noh: Hey!

*Ohm showers himself and yawns*

Noh: Finished? I need to wash my hair!

Ohm: Not yet. Scrub my back first.

Noh: Huh? No way, I’m lazy.

Ohm: Why? I will scrub your back in return.

Noh: Sigh… Won’t you let me wash my hair first?

Ohm: Just wash your hands. Quickly!

Noh: Okay okay….

*Ohm sits on the bathroom floor*

Noh: Stand up now! I don’t want to sit.

Ohm: Don’t you concern about the people who is still in recovering stage? (From being drunk)

Noh: How long we haven’t bath together like this?

Ohm: Emmm. The last time was… I can’t remember.

Noh: At your house?

Ohm: No… you haven’t bathed at my house even once.

Noh: Really?

Ohm: Emm… I believe it was at your house.

Noh: Why were you at my house that time?

Ohm: I was here to practice Piano with you?

Noh: Yeah… you’re right. I remember you were crying like a baby because you wanted to go back home.

Ohm: Heyyyyy… I hadn’t bathed together with anyone before back then so it was weird to be naked and bathed with you right?

Noh: Emm… and why didn’t you just ask your dad to teach you the Piano back then?

Ohm: My dad was too busy to teach me so I came here and asked you to teach me instead since you were my dad’s student that time.

Noh: You are trying to claim that your dad taught me to be a good man?

Ohm: I didn’t mean that. I mean my dad taught me and you so that I became your friend. You should thank my dad that put me in your way to know the god given friend like me or else you wouldn’t stand a chance to know a best buddy like me.

Noh: Ewwwwww…

Ohm: Enough. Now is my turn to scrub your back.

Ohm: Have you ever scrubbed your back at all?

Noh: Did that sometimes.

Ohm: Who did that for you?

Noh: I did it myself.

Ohm: I see.

Noh: Em… Are you dating Nong Mick now?

Ohm: No… we really are brothers.

Noh: Huh… you don’t even want to confess this tiny thing to me. I feel sad.

Ohm: Why being sad? You don’t even care to tell me the thing between you and Phun.

Noh: It’s nothing. I and Phun are friends.

Ohm: You really think I didn’t notice that? You used to tell me everything before. Now you don’t count me as your buddy so you don’t want to share your story about Phun with me, right?

Noh: Hey! Don’t you dare saying that…

Ohm: I am upset too that you don’t care to share.

Noh: If you ever say that again, I will punch you for sure.

Ohm: So what is it between you and Phun?

Noh: Hmm… I don’t know how to explain it. The relationship is kinda vague.

Ohm: But you guys are good, right? I mean… are you okay with this vague relationship you are talking about?

Noh: Maybe…

Ohm: Okay okay… Was Phun angry at you yesterday? I saw him doing a sad puppy face and left. Did you guys fight?

Noh: About this… I’m sorry… I can’t tell you. It’s not my business though.

Ohm: Why? You ***** someone and recorded the clip with your phone?

Noh: Nooooo… forget it.

Ohm: Okay okay… I don’t wanna know now. Scrub it for me now!

Noh: So what about you and Nong Mick?

Ohm: I don’t know. I think I have to learn from you lovebirds first.

Noh: The heck!

Ohm: *laughing* Be a good role model for my couple, okay? But… you can always look for me when you need to talk about anything. I am ready to listen.

Noh: Okay… thank you.

Ohm: Don’t mention it. We are friends, right? But frankly, I just want to know your things. 

credits to AEKIOKUNG

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Earn’s Confession Scene Translation [EP 16]

*Pete watches Earn calling Noh*

Ringtone: I really need to do something so that you are not getting away from me. So that you know that the person like me is secretly looking at you and waiting for you. Yes it’s me here!

*The line drops, Pete calls Earn*

Pete: Where are you going?

Earn: I need to do what I should have done long ago.

Pete: Wait…

*Pete grabs Earn’s wrist*

Pete: If you know it will hurt you, I don’t think you should do that.

Earn: I made up my mind already.

*Earn leaves and runs to Noh*

Earn: Are you tired?

Noh: So freaking tired. I had to carry those and these and moved things the whole day.

Earn: Next time you can tell. I can help you.

Noh: Really?

Earn: Absolutely. For you, I can do everything.

Noh: It’s okay…

Earn: I don’t stand a chance, right?

Noh: Errrr… What chance?

Earn: Don’t pretend like you don’t know.

Noh: Or… you want me to pretend like I do know?

Earn: I am sorry… Do I make you feel uncomfy?

Noh: Hey… don’t be overthinking…

Earn: I… I don’t know… but… I think I’m not gay but you are so cute…….

Earn: Hey, calm down.

Noh: Huh?

Earn: I… I don’t mean it that way… but… I… emmmm… You like to tease me and your skin is white with those red lips. You look a lot like a Pae Yim (Chinese Smiling Uncle Doll in Chinese parade that usually holds fan and walk along with the dragon) so I… it’s cute. I like you so much.

Noh: Are you sure that this is a compliment or you are talking bad about me? …. Frankly speaking, I am glad to have such a nice friend like you. Thank you so much for liking me… but… I only think of you as a friend. I am sorry.

Earn: Thank you for never giving me any hope.

Noh: Blaming me now?

Earn: It’s a compliment.

Noh: Hmmmmm.

Earn: It’s good to know so that I don’t day dreaming that much. Now I finally know my status and what should I do next and which one would be the appropriate thing to do from now on and that I should stop hoping for more… But if you want me to help you with anything, please let me know. I am willing to help you anytime.

Ohm: Hey Phun! Noh is now flirting with Earn over there. Can you do something with your wife?

*Phun smiles looking at Noh*

Earn: So… I guess I should go now.

*Earn stops in front of Phun. Phun pats Earn on the shoulder then walks to Noh*

Phun: Flirting in a gym, really?

Noh: Why are you here? Everything is done already.

Phun: To wait for the time to pick the club’s president back home. Anyone has a problem with that?

Noh: 2 a.m.?

Phun: Then… I will drive home and sleep first. Will come and pick you up later.

Noh: You are very sincere, Phun.

Phun: I need to look good on the stage tomorrow. There will be so many people taking pics of me so I need to be handsome for that.

Ohm: When will you come and help us? The Amplifier speaker is about to burn already. Come quick!

Noh: *laughing with Phun’s arm on his shoulder* So you are waiting right? I will be back then.

Phun: Okay.

Noh: Until next time.

credits to AEKIOKUNG

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Per singing feat Win crying …

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melayan

sekarang ni aku ade masalah minat dengan bl drama or movie especially from thailand..entahlah..mungkin sebab jalan cerita die kot..aku pon dah habiskan kontrak aku hujung bulan 5 aritu..jadinya aku officially penganggur..pasal ape bosan tu yg dok melayan cerita2 mcm tu..entahlah semenjak aku tgk cite mcm nie aku rase mcm diri aku bebas menjelajahi jangkauan pemikiran..aku seperti berada dlm dunia aku nie..duduk dlm bilik sambil memahami perasaan setiap characters yg ade membuatkan aku hayal dalam dunia kelabu tu..haha!! walau bagaimanapon aku masih straight k..x de bengkok2..haha!! cume...haha..biar jelah benda tu tertanam dlm lubok hati aku..

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akibat sayang!!!

Sekarang i dah jadi guru balik. Walaupon i x berapa suka dengan kerjaya nie tapi i terpaksa buat sebab my uncle paksa. "Daripada i duduk menganggur why not i cari duit before dapat permanent job". Tu yg die kata. But for me, i lagi prefer nak teros cari kerja sambil tolong mak kat rumah buat kerja rumah sementara dapat kerja kan. Entahlah mungkin die x senang kot tgk i senang. Masalah i bermula dari start i masok sekolah tu dimana i diberi tugas hanya untuk menjadi pembantu guru dalam menaip kertas peperiksaan, menanda buku, ikot program sekolah macam gotong-royong dan sebagainya..i simpan sakit hati i sebab pada i sepatotnya bagilah i mengajar at least 1class kan. Then after 1 week i kat situ, ada cikgu nie mintak i sambung ajar class die. I dah start suka dah..pada hari pertama seriously gigil sikit. Then hari kedua dah ok sikit until hari ketiga memang i dah jatuh cinta dah dengan student i. Semua i sayang!!! But bila time balik i dapat timetable baru untuk next week i dah ade kelas sendiri where i kene jadi pembantu untuk semua guru2 berkenaan. I x tau i nak ckp mcm mane. I try nego dgn cikgu yg buat timetable tu tp die stick dgn decision die..sakit hati i. I pulang dengan perasaan gile meroyan..huh! Sakitnya hati. Why my fate always like this??? Why God... Tell me? Is that i am the bad person from the past???..arghhhh!!!

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i am sick of you

Dalam hidop nie byk kot yg aku nak rase..nak lalui...knp semua macam x kene. Family aku nie agak masalah sikit..kuat mengongkong dengan keputusan yg aku buat. Diorg hanya tahu membangkang dan meletakkan kesalahan keatas diri aku. Aku dibelenggu sakit hati yang melampau sampai x tau pada sapa nak luah. Semua decision aku kene ikot family. Sampai satu tahap aku rase sakit kepala yang teramat dan membuatkan aku rase tekanan yang mendalam pada diri aku. Tapi diorang x peduli. Apa guna aku hidop klu aku x memjalankan kehidupan aku sendiri..ada orang lain yang menggerakkan..rugo hidop aku didunia nie. Ape yang die tahu semua akan berjalan seperti apa yang dirancang tanpa berfikir tahap kemampuan aku dalam menerima sesuatu. Kadang- kala aku rasa nak memberontak tapi aku bermasalah bila nanti kalau apa2 berlaku diorang akan balikkan kepada aku semula. Hanya tuhan jelah yang tahu bagaimana aku rase beban setiap hari. Entahlah aku berharap satu hari nanti tuhan pay back aku dengan segala pengorbanan yang aku dah buat selama ini.

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me now!!

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yeayhh!!

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therapy

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really me!!