coldhearteddragon

[coldhearteddragon]

jikanyahana​:

           “Well, Aya invited me!! But he never showed up like           he said he would!! He said he would message you.”

Was this a lie? Or was this the truth? At the moment, there was no telling with Shigure. The tears that ran down his face could have very easily been crocodile tears.

Shigure’s crying was too much. Hatori swore that the next time Shigure came in for a flu shot, he would make it as painful as possible. He did not deserve the headache this was going to give him later.

“Then go bother him instead.” He couldn’t tell if Shigure was lying or not, but the next time he saw Ayame, he would ask, and if it were true, Ayame’s next flu shot would also be painful.

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tohruuhondaa​:

Tohru didn’t push anymore on the Akito question. She knew just how difficult it was for the zodiacs to speak of him.  “I am very glad to hear that Hatori,” she sat down on her legs and took a sip of her tea. “I also appreciate you joining me for tea. It would be quite quiet here without it.”  Tohru liked her alone time, but sometimes it was nice to have easy company. Hatori was just an easy presence even though he did come across a little bit stern. 

Hatori picked up the tea and gave it a gentle blow to help cool it down. He took a small sip to taste the tea before setting it down once more. It was good tea. Miss Honda was the perfect host, and he had to admit that it was a nice change compared to Shigure always expecting Hatori to make the tea, even though he was a guest.

He set the tea down once more. The real reason he had dropped by was because he wanted to hear how everyone was doing at this house, specifically Yuki. The doctor had heard that he was doing better and Hatori sincerely hoped that was true. He still felt guilty after the incident. 

“How are you, Honda-kun?”

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Hatori had come over at the wrong time. So many things were scattered across the table. Things that ... weren't great. So many things. He hadn't told anyone. He'd hid again. As he always did when he had a bad episode. But. It was bad this time. Drugs, a box cutter, anything he could get his hands on. Hana didn't even say anything to the man. He just curled up in a ball. He hadn't even touched any of it, but it being there said a lot for his intentions. He just didn't want to exist right now.

He looked at everything on the table. He hadn't realized that Hana dealt with these kinds of issues, but he couldn't focus on his own thoughts about the situation. First, he needed to make sure that Hana was okay.

He kneeled down next to Hana, lightly moving her hair away from their face. He thought about getting her some water but thought it best not to leave her.

Still saying nothing, he moved his hand from her hair to her back and rubbed gently. He didn't think he had anything useful to say, so he wanted her to know that they had support even if they felt like they didn't in this moment.

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“ did you really have to be that honest? ” (From Kana, WHY YOU REJECT HER INTERVIEW.)

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

He had not been honest at all. How could he explain that they couldn't work together because her memories may be triggered without telling her that she had had her memories erased by him? How could he tell her that he was terrified of working with her in a setting they had originally fallen in love in?

He refused to make eye contact with her. "I think you're overqualified and would be better suited at another clinic. I could write you a recommendation letter if you'd like."

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“ was this all just a joke to you? ” ( THE SON )

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

Hatori wasn't one to make jokes or play pranks. Shigure was always telling him to relax and enjoy himself, but Hatori wasn't a funny person, and he was fine with that. But with Momiji, he had wanted to try. He wanted to be someone worthy of being called Vati, so he was trying.

"Was it not funny?" he asked blankly. He thought that the joke would have gone over better.

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“ you changed me. ” (from Kana)

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

"I don't think I had that much influence in your life," he tried to keep his tone casual. "Our time together was short."

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“ i want my life back. ” ( THE SON )

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

Hatori was silent for a few minutes. He really wish that he could give Momiji his life back. He deserved to have a complete family: a mother, a father, and a little sister. These were all things Hatori took away. It was his fault. While he wasn't sure what would have happened if he had refused her request, it was still his fault that Momiji didn't have a real family.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

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“ i can never do anything right can i !? ” ( FROM THE SON )

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

"Momiji, you do many things right. This small mistake means nothing in comparison to all the things you do well."

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“ did you just forget about me or something? ” (from Kana)

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts responses

He paused for several moments before realizing that she was talking about the coffee in his hands. "I'm sorry. If I had known you were going to stop by, I would have bought one for you too," he tried to recover quickly.

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“ sorry ,  i  panicked . ” ( FROM YOUR SON )

✧ — ⋆  𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐒 .

"No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you," Hatori spoke gently before patting Momiji on the head. "Are you feeling better now?"

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- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts

“ did you really have to be that honest? ” “ every time i see you i just feel more alone. ” “ you changed me. ” “ was this all just a joke to you? ” “ i don’t want to know. ” “ can we start over? ” “ you make me feel so insecure. ” “ i don’t know if i can love you. ” “ every time i wake up i’m reaching for you … but you’re never there. ” “ of course it meant something! ” “ stop yelling! ” “ i gave up on you a long time ago. ” “ you think i care about you? cute. ” “ did you just forget about me or something? ” “ i still need you. ” “ i wanna say that there’s still hope but sometimes things just don’t go your way. ” “ you said you would keep trying! ” “ no, you ARE strong. ” “ you promised me! ” “ fine. you’ll never see me again, okay? ” “ i gave you everything i had. ” “ your eyes can be so cruel … ” “ i can never do anything right can i !? ” “ i want my life back. ” “ stop crying. ” “ you should go. ” “ don’t come back. ” “ does hurting me make you feel good or something? ” “ just stop it. ” “ i was never in love with you now leave me alone! ”

[coldhearteddragon]

“ whenever  there’s  bad  guys  like  Shi-chan around ,  you're  never  too far  away . ”

✧ — ⋆  𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐒 .

"You and I both know he can't be left alone."

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✧ — ⋆  𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

from  the  2010  film .  mentions  of  violence ,  guns ,  shooting  along  with  some  nsfw  content . 

“ he  was  charming ! ” “ charming  one  minute ,  homicidal  the  next . ” “ no  one  follows  us  or  i  kill  myself  and  then  her . ” “ you’ve  got  skills . ” “ i  don’t  believe  in  fate .  i  believe  in  luck . ” “ sometimes  things  happen  for  a  reason . ” “ okay ,  okay ,  just  stop  shooting  people ! ” “ okay ,  relax .  i’m  just  going  to  talk  to  the  truck  drivers …   actually ,  i’m  just  gonna  go  shoot  them ,  but  you  get  the  idea . ” “ the  pilots  are  dead ? ” “ shot …  by  who ? ” “ uh ,  me .  actually ,  i  shot  the  first  pilot ,  he  shot  the  second  pilot  accidentally .  it’s  just …  one  of  those  things . ” “ with  me ,  without  me .  with  me ,  without  me .  with  me ,  without  me . ” “ someday .  that’s  a  dangerous  word .  it’s  really  just  a  code  for  ‘never’ . ” “ who’s  this ? ” “ that’s  the  guy ! ” “ i’m  the  guy ! ” “ i  think  i  feel  like  having  sex . ” “ i  think  we  would  have  really  great  sex . ” “ did  they  give  you  something ? ” “ you  should  hydrate . ” “ some  people  are  gonna  come  looking  for  you  now . ” “ they’ll  tell  you  that  i’m  mentally  unstable  and  violent  and  dangerous  and  it  will  all  sound  very  convincing . ” “ what  day  is  it  today ? ” “ i  did  warn  you  not  to  get  on  the  plane . ” “ that’s  not  a  warning ,  ( receiver name ) .  that’s  like  a saying  on  a  bumper  sticker .  next  time ,  try,  ‘ ( sender name ) ,  if  you  get  on  that  plane ,  you  will  fucking  die ! ” “ i  think  about  a  lot  of  things  i  haven’t  done . ” “ i’ve  been  trained  to  dismantle  a  bomb  in  the  pitch  black  with  nothing  but  a  safety  pin  and  a  junior  mint .  i  think  i  can  get  you  in  and  out  of  some  clothes  without  looking . ” “ i’ve  been  trained  to  rebuild  a  6  speed  transmission  with  nothing  but  a  pair  of  pliers  and  a  crescent  wrench .  i  think  i  can  get  you  into  a  pair  of  shorts  without  looking . ” “ on  the  count  of  3 .  ready ?  1 – ” “ sorry ,  i  panicked . ” “ what  number  would  you  like ? ” “ that’s  a  beautiful  dress . ” “ by  the  way ,  your  timing  on  the  door ?  sublime . ” “ i  think  i’d  get  down  now . ” “ why  am  i  in  a bikini ? ” “ how  did  i  get  into  the  bikini ? ” “ whenever  there’s  bad  guys  like  you  around ,  ( name )  isn’t  too far  away . ” “ what  kind  of  line  is  that ?  it’s –  it’s  a  good  line . ” “ they’re  all  dead  out  there . ” “ oh ,  hi .  come  in . ” “ oh  god ,  just  die . ”

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Hatori watched Isuzu, still looking for any obvious injuries, but he saw nothing. She hardly ever gave anything away. She said that she had been speaking metaphorically, and that hadn't eased his mind. He definitely was not that kind of doctor. Even though several of the Sohmas probably needed a psychiatrist, he hadn't studied that, so he wasn't exactly sure how he was supposed to help her.

She still wasn't coming into his office, and he wondered if she was still debating whether to enter or run away while she still could. If she left, he wouldn't have to do anything, but he would probably go look for her tomorrow because he'd worry too much otherwise. 

Oh, a check-up. That was easy enough. He could definitely do that. 

He stood up and walked over to where his medical bag was. "Go ahead and come in. This shouldn't take long," he reassured her.

x. continued from here with @coldhearteddragon​

​     Rin felt like more than a mess, she felt like she didn’t belong hovering and taking up space in the doorway of Hatori’s office. Being inside of the estate made her feel as if everything had narrowed, becoming claustrophobic despite the expanse of the Sohma grounds but it was the lesser of evils between here or the hospital. “Don’t worry too much, I was only speaking metaphorically.” That was a lie, but at least she wasn’t in any imminent physical danger and Hatoria didn’t deal in the particulars when it came to mental or emotional mess. ​

She hesitated a moment, still lingering in the hall as she remained vigilant and aware of her surroundings should any unsuspecting visitors appear from around the corner due to her arrival. “I missed the check-up appointment at the hospital. I couldn’t bring myself to go back, so I figured paying you a visit worked just as well…” Her dark eyes scanned the room before landing back on him. “I doubt it’s important, but everyone else worries too much.” And of course by everyone she meant Tohru’s concern for the girl though she’d tried to give her every reason to hate her by her cold and unforgiving demeanor.   

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lachrymosestorm​:

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥ ·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̩̩̥·̩̩̥̩̩̥˚̩̥̩̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ That was perhaps the first question he really asked all on his own about her.. She couldn’t help but find herself feeling really happy over this and a warmth spread through her.. It might not have been anything incredibly deep, but it was a start.. Maybe he was starting to see her as a friend as well.. It was something she could only hope with.  “Ah.. hot chocolate. I know it’s not the healthiest drink and I do have it a little more often than I do, but it makes me feel really comforted. Like I’m getting a hug.” She smiled happily. “Plus I enjoy how sweet it is.” As much as she avoided sweets often for her own personal reasons that she certainly wasn’t going to delve into today.. She couldn’t help herself when it came to hot chocolate. A pleased hum left her as she looked at him with warm eyes.  “Do you have today off?” She asked softly wondering how he managed the free time.. But gods, she was happy to steal even a few moments of his time today. She really liked when he was around. 

Hot chocolate... When he thought about it, it suited her. Coffee and tea were sometimes too bitter for some people, and for someone as young as she, he wasn't all that surprised that she preferred hot chocolate. He did wonder where she usually bought it. It wasn't a popular drink in Japan. Hatori always had to make it from scratch for Momiji when the blond was younger. That had been a while ago, though. Perhaps the drink had become more popular within the last few years. He wasn't sure, but it wasn't information that he found especially important.

He wondered if she was a person who liked marshmallows in her hot chocolate. Maybe she preferred whipped cream with chocolate shavings. Or she might have liked it plain too choosing to focus on the chocolate richness of the beverage. He wanted to ask, but he felt that maybe these were silly questions. He knew people usually found him quite serious, and he didn't mind that reputation, but he felt that asking questions like that would affect this image. He wasn't quite ready to let go of that image yet.

"Yes," he nodded in response to her question. That wasn't exactly untrue. He had decided to give himself a break from the paperwork for a day. It was a day without patients, and he just needed a moment to relax. This tea house always managed to do that for him.

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