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12/04/15

I let you kiss me But I wasn’t really myself that night

So please just help me Cause I’m losing my mind on you

Anaïs

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30|11|15

When you were at war But never thought you would leave this one behind I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt

A year pass and now it’s time to let go Yet, I’m still looking for you I would take anything to make that feeling go away But reality always finds it’s way back

Anaïs

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30|11|15

And you feel like everybody’s got wrong They won’t even probably remember you

Anaïs

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30|11|15

They put their best act And fool everyone Wearing fancy clothes and pretending to have it all But God knows how much they want to fit in Anais

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30|11|15

She was living in another world Wishing that one day she’ll be free

Looking up her shoulder, she sees the world spinning/falling slowly around her Wondering if one day she will be loved Someone to be with

Little that she knows how that will break her up Little girl became one of them

One day she realized how hard she hit the ground Bruised and alone There’s only one place she wanted to be Home

Anaïs

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18|01|16: That night

You were looking at the sky I watched you in the night They were flying away

Anaïs

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29|03|15: Last night

Last night was good I didn’t have the best time of my life, but when you know that maybe - just maybe - it will be that last time you will see them, it feels like you don’t want to enjoy the time you have.  Because if you do, you will feel the emptiness and I didn’t want to feel that again. 

It was quite easy, if I might say.  Pretending, again.

Anaïs

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xx|xx|15: Hurt (Pt. 2)

I found a way I always do I’m holding on that little hope I only wish that it will work, because I’m just not ready No one wants to be left like that. Anaïs

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xx|xx|15: Thoughts

When we go, there should be something we leave here A note, a book, thoughts, anything If you don’t, people won’t even know you were there You disappear and life goes on

You are here, so make a difference Change things, do things Love, appreciate and take your time Live because you don’t know if you still have years, months, weeks, days, hours... Like like there’s only two days left See what you would do It will change your perspective on life - seen through your eyes. Do that, not only for you, but for the people you’ll leave behind. They will need it, trust me. Anaïs

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xx|xx|15: Hurt (Pt. 1)

I feel it now And it hurts like hell I’m loosing people This is my biggest fear I know that now Being alone and just done Done with everything, everyone Why didn’t I know that before? It would of been so much easier to let go But that’s not what I did Of course, I stayed there, enjoying every second of it It was the best feeling ever Nostalgia is. Anaïs

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xx|xx|15: Passing by

- “Who are you?” - “I’m...no one.” - “Hum...” [He continues to look at me] - “M-what...who are you?” - “Well, if you ask, I’m Jack.” - “Hi, Jack.” - “So, why everyone ask me that?” - “You’re new, they want to know you.” - “Hum...” - “I think you and I will be great friends.” - “Yeah, why not?” - “Are you going to eat?” - “Yeah, hum...I was gonna -” - “Come with me, I’ll show you!” [He grabs my hand and without letting me finish, we were outside.]

[I see my friend] - “Hey!”  - “Oh, hey!” - “Are you coming with us?” - “Hum...well” - “I ask her first!” Jack says. [He look at him, proudly.] - “C’mon!” he says. I look at my friend and say: “ Hum...yeah...like you said, meet new people.” [I let my new friend take me away] Anaïs

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15|02|15: Dream

Near the fireplace at his house.

- What is it? - Later...

I’m here contemplating this empty glass. I want to know everything about him, everything he owns.

Anaïs

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xx|xx|15: Can It Be The Last Time

I’m just waiting for someone to say that they’d cared You were my nightmare and I followed you until I went back to reality

Just another day until I see you But you didn’t showed up and you left me alone Alone with these people

Why would I have high hopes for someone that left me all along Guess I shouldn’t care that much, it wouldn’t hurt Next time that I will see you I will try to let you go But I strongly believe that you are going to haunt me until the end Because time always bring us together even if we were apart for so long

Missing someone is the worst and in a instant we felt in each others arms Just like that

Please let me be right

Anaïs

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xx|xx|15 : Jalousy

I see you, think about you and wonder if you actually care 

Sometimes I got this feeling that I’m not — I’m just not

I see you and you are happy and just full of life and full of joy Everything seems to be amazing I know I’m wrong because reality is just more complicated than that, I know

But still I envy that The easiness I guess that you pretending makes me believe that there’s something good out there And that’s what keeps me going

Anaïs