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Actually no how the fuck is it august

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Get a job? The thing that killed Jonathan Sims?

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19Baxter

It's a little different from his original look, and the pattern on the shirt is a little difficult to draw because of the pixels, so I simplified it... Sorry, I'm so sorry.

19-year-old Baxter is indeed a bad bad boy because he can steal my heart just by existing without saying anything 😭💔 (actually no matter when)

I use a translator, so I may not express myself well, I'm sorry. If I made any mistakes that I don't know about, please tell me, I definitely didn't do it with malicious intent.

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In a weird way, given the person she has consistently proven herself to be, nothing has felt more validating than J.K.Rowling targeting ace people

Like being on her shit list puts us in good company is all I'm saying

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Yess!!! THIS. I have been obsessed with the idea of Hanahaki MC / Baxter for MONTHS. The idea of him wanting to remain a stranger (insisting he is one in his DLC) only to be confronted with a reality in which he is one if the MC has had the surgery?! It's peak levels of angst and if I wasn't a coward I'd finish that draft in my google docs

Okay so recently I've been obsessed with Hanahaki disease-

again lol - (If you don't know what it is here)

So the thought currently is Baxter with an Mc who had/has Hanahaki I can think of like a couple different options for outcomes and such and maybe I'll get back into writing to really flesh out the ideas but- yeah-!

(Spoilers for Baxter's DLC FYI)

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One idea is where the Mc who has gotten the surgery to remove the disease but in very late stages of it. It was so important to them to remember their "summer fling" that was never really a fling to them. So desperately holding on until the threat of death is looming over them Cove, Moms, and everyone around the Mc almost begging them to finally give in and get the surgery. They eventually relent because while they're in love with Baxter their hurting their beloved friends and family.

When the Mc finally meets Baxter again after the 5 years when helping with the wedding planning for Jude and Scott the sheer confusion at Baxter and the random things he keeps mentioning like they should recognize/know what he's saying.

Randy and Terry mentioning that they had met him before but not much else. When they gave him their phone number they already had it saved in their phone. Mc going over the snippets of their history and depending seeing all the messages they had sent him over the years he was gone before the procedure.

Baxter being relieved but also wondering if they had truly moved on and forgotten him. Or maybe they're just ignoring it to keep some distance between them.

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Another is where the Mc still has the disease. And is trying their best to help with the wedding but is constantly coughing up flower petals but refuses to let it fully stop them from helping. The pure shock and horror to come face to face with Baxter again.

How do you face the man that you know you're in love with after 5 years who you are actively dying for because you love them and have been unable to give up on him but also unable to reach him since then.

The idea of the Mc doubling over in a violent fit of coughing - black and white rose petals escaping their lips mixed with blood splatters to the ground since the Mc was caught so off guard.

Their already frail form doubled over humiliated, scared, embarrassed and completely torn on the correct action to take.

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These are just like the bas beginning ideas! I have so many thoughts on variations of good and bad endings for both and such.

let me know your thoughts! Also if anyone would care to see me attempt to write these out!

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This has probably been done but

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Being obsessed with your own ocs is so so good for you i seriously can't recommend it enough

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season 4 :(

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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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Maybe it's my dyslexia but I'll never recover from the fact that it's 'respite' and not 'restbite'

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ur cool i like u

ur alright

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don't want to write I want to think very hard about my fic until it emerges from my head fully formed like athena

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Today I am grateful that for my currently cooking fanfic I have all 40 pages of saves filled with every possible Baxter moment I have. Is it this one?

Or is it the kissing one?

Someone should reblog this with a screenshot of the Baxter sprite from right after you confess to him during the wedding dance in his step 4 it is a very silly sprite to me and I would like it in my journal pretty please and thank you

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the magnus protocol explores some of the most gruesome and bone-chilling horror concepts such as what if you received an email

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Being ace in fandoms is so awkward sometimes because yeah the allos like the irredeemably evil villain who has murdered countless innocent people and experiments on children because he's conventionally attractive, what's my excuse? I like this guy for his personality. His personality is a burning truck of chemicals without a driver rolling at 220 km/h down the hill towards the daycare.

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I will 100% I Was A Teenage Exocolonist without looking anything up if it kills me

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i love wii...

but im actually stupid and i was supposed to draw them playing on their DS's... my apologies...