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everything looks better when you’re skinny

everything feels better when you’re skinny

everyone is nicer to you when you’re skinny

get skinny.

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I binged AGIAN AND THAT'S IT. I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT NOW

Fuck it

Fuck it

Fuck uni

Fuck having a job

If I can't be thin, I don't want to live anyways

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I Just binged on a lot of food and I feel gross, I want to pvrge but I also already b/p today and I don't want to re start that cycle. I feel terrible, and out of control... I hate this so much I hate myself so much, the only thing I want is to be thin but I can't stop eating

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a binge always starts with "one bite won't hurt" remember being hungry hurts less than the disappointment after a binge

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Gluttony is a sin

Food does not control you

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I am thin in my mind, it's my body that won't get in line

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Should I purge ? (Yes)

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hi all

i feel the relapse coming so bad. I've tried to not think about it but it's too much, it's all I think about, also I'm probably getting fired. I've been bp badly and I find so much pleasure in doing it, it's so freeing. So yeah I am back and probably will do some crazy shit and lose a lot of weight, I plan a least 20kg, and there's nothing that can stop me.

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I'm back btches (went psycho and ate like a p1g)

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Fasted for 23 hours and now starting another liquid fast, hopefully I'll not break it </3 I need to be thin more than I need to be alive

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turn your “if i was skinny i could” into “now that i’m skinny i can”

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Pintrest 📌

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I don't want to be thin to look good, I want to be skin and b0nes to look absolutely stunningly breathtaking

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You're not hungry, it's psychological. distract yourself with something that is not related to food and drink water.

You're not hungry.

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I hate who I let myself become. I don't recognize my reflection in the mirror most days. Why did I let myself get this fat? Why didn't I have self control? Now I'm paying the consequences and it sucks. Every day I wish that I'll open my eyes and wake up skinny and beautiful. Every day my time and energy is wasted on who I couldve been had I not let myself wallow in self pity. My pacifier was food. It's so embarrassing to let others see how I let myself get.

I can't wait to be free from the shackles of food.

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Log of 16/12/1/24

Please be kind, it's my first b0dycheck and I'm scared I'll be used as fatspo as I'm pretty fat.

Sorry for the disgustingness

Weigh of today: 67,6kg