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Tumblr let me upload a billion pictures of this guy all tied-up and NOT enjoying it, I wonder if they allow enthusiastic consent for once or if THAT is the line........?

Anyway, here's Botta in shibari. :3

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Whumptober 2024 Masterpost

Despite my overall mental state (which is. bad. lol) I'm still very glad I participated like every year. I would have been so sad not to have done it. :')

Biggest thanks to all the organizers, all the volunteers, all the participants, the tumblr whump community, everyone who liked, reblogged and commented... You are all making this be a very special event. Thank you. (Hey, I'm FEELING something right now, and it's this warm fuzzy feeling of love and gratefulness. That's so nice.)

<3

Fandom is, as always, Tales of Symphonia. Whumpees are, as always, Yuan and Botta of the Renegades. Whumpers vary lol. Will be tagging, as usual, with cw, possibly tropes, characters, if ship, if nsfwhump... If I personally feel it's particularly fucked-up, I'll be dead-doving, too, but still view everything at your own discretion. Lots of warnings for creepy whumper and invading of personal space this year, because "I want to vomit and also crawl out of my skin" is one of the main emotions I currently have access to. ^^"

Thank you all. <3

Whumptober 2022 Masterpost

Whumptober 2023 Masterpost

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Whumptober 2024 - The Complete List

Day 01: Race Against The Clock

Characters: Botta

Content: forced nudity, drowning, death threat, restraints, claustrophobia

Day 02: Trust Issues

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill

Content: creepy whumper, noncon touching

Day 03: Set Up For Failure

Characters: Botta, Desian Grand Cardinal LORD Magnius

Content: creepy whumper, intimate whumper, pet whump, restraints, torture, humiliation, sexual harassment, burns, collars

nsfwhump

Day 04: Sensory Deprivation

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: forced nudity, restraints, claustrophobia

Day 05: "If My Pain Will Stretch That Far"

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: restraints, torture

Day 06: Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms

Characters: Botta

Content: autassassinophilia, blood, knives, self-harm, sexual themes

nsfwhump

Day 07: Only For Emergencies

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: living weapon whumpee, blood, wings

Day 08: Used As Bait

Characters: Botta

Content: restraints, overly literal interpretation of the prompt lol

Day 09: “Frame me up on the wall, just to keep me out of trouble.”

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: restraints, humiliation, hostile work environment

Day 10: Blow To The Head

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: restraints

Day 11: Convenience Store

Characters: Botta

Content: blood

Day 12: Cannibalism

Characters: Botta

Content: knives, blood, unhygienic

Day 13: Multiple Whumpees

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta, Mithos Yggdrasill

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content: creepy whumper, noncon touching, noncon kissing, humiliation, restraints, collars

Day 14: “I wear my camo to your favourite club, ‘cause I want you to know what it feels like to be haunted and helpless with no control.”

Characters: Botta, Mithos Yggdrasill

Ship: Yuan x Botta, Yuan x Martel

Content: homophobia, queerbashing, choking

Day 15: Painful Hug

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content: forced nudity, noncon touching, humiliation, restraints, strangulation

Day 16: Vermin

Characters: Botta, Desian Grand Cardinal LORD Magnius

Content: creepy whumper, pet whump, solitary confinement, noncon touching, captivity, humiliation, muzzles, restraints

Day 17: Venom

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill

Content: creepy whumper, intimate whumper, noncon touching, biting

Day 18: Communication Barrier

Characters: Botta

Content: guns, choking, sexual assault themes, vomit

nsfwhump

Day 19: Blood Trail

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta

Content: blood

Day 20: Emotional Angst

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Botta

Content: sexual assault themes, sexual assault aftermath, trauma, fractured jaw, lashing out

Day 21: Body Horror

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: living weapon whumpee, restraints, body modification, transformation, wings, collars

Day 22: Reopening Wounds

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill

Content: creepy whumper, sadistic whumper, forced nudity, corporal punishment, humilation, whipping

Day 23: Public Display

Characters: Botta

Content: forced nudity, restraints, humiliation, collars

Day 24: No Light, No Light In Those Bright Blue Eyes (I Never Knew Daylight Could Be So Violent)

Characters: Botta

Content: pre-whump

Day 25: Permanent Smile (Surgery)

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai, Mithos Yggdrasill

Content: knives, threats, hostile work environment

Day 26: Breakfast Table

Characters: Botta

Content: forced nudity, torture, humilation, captivity, collars

Day 27: Voiceless

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: medical whump, living weapon whumpee, dehumanization, forced nudity, noncon touching, restraints, muzzles

Day 28: Denial

Characters: Botta

Ship: Yuan x Botta (implied)

Content: Modern!AU, defiant whumpee, police brutality, torture, interrogation, restraints

Day 29: Fatigue

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: exhaustion

Day 30: No-Holds-Barred Beatdown

Characters: Botta, Desian Grand Cardinal LORD Magnius

Content: blood, choking, broken bones

Day 31: "I'm Alive, I'm Just Not Well"

Characters: Yuan Ka-Fai

Content: despair

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Whumptober 2024 Day 31: "I'm Alive, I'm Just Not Well"

It's too much.

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Concluding Whumptober 2024 with my general feeling all month/each day every day. I think I'm glad I did it, I would feel bad if I didn't, and at least that one Botta picture made me feel Something. Sadly, overall I can't really access my emotions these days, so I don't know for sure lol.

In all seriousness: We're in the first real-time live-streamed genocide in human history. I'm begging everyone to do whatever you think you can do to stop it. If we have hands to act, if we still have voices to speak, let's never NOT do anything. ANYTHING. Let's at least try. Please.

I'm out.

Thanks to everyone as always. I'm grateful. I'm just crushed in my soul.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 28: Denial

That cute "Mr Good Cop" would like his lieutenant to stop talking such outrageous nonsense while he thinks of a way to covertly let in their reinforcement through the back alley door.........

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Random idea from my one "Cruxis is the cops but they also run the Desians as organized crime, for control and profit lol" AU.

Botta just flirts aggressively and Yuan is always like "he has a weird sense of humour".

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Whumptober 2024 Day 30: No-Holds-Barred Beatdown

You gotta EARN that position, you know.

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More Magnius-on-Botta whump. Been my mood this year. I just imagine Botta is good at engaging Magnius' foul mouth on his level lol.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 29: Fatigue

If he ever quits, that's the end of the world.

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Yuan can't get rest. :3

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Whumptober 2024 Day 19: Blood Trail

Taste of copper.

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I like to think they're two deeply Unwell individuals lol.

I thought it would be interesting and maybe kinda sexy? how the blood would mix in their mouths and you couldn't tell it apart into whose it is.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 14: "I wear my camo to your favourite club, 'cause I want you to know what it feels like to be haunted and helpless with no control."

tfw your boyfriend's BIL does NOT approve

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I just like to imagine Mithos a) does not approve of Yuan being with his sister but also b) does ABSOLUTELY NOT approve of Yuan being with literally anybody else, be it in any scenario where he's not with Martel anymore OR a poly relationship Martel is explicitly in favour of. ("Martel, it's Adam and EVE, not Eve and Whatever Debauchery These Two Degenerates Have Going On! D:")

Sorry it took so long to upload everything.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 17: Venom

Just kidding. Unless? :3

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Need to upload all the remaining works, but... so... tired... Probably tomorrow lol.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 16: Vermin

Everybody has their limits.

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Somehow I came up with lots of "Magnius whumps Botta" scenarios this year. He's fitting because imo he has zero patience for any smartass Defiant Whumpee bullshit Botta would usually pull and instead like, just shrugs and goes, "ok throw this one to the rats and cockroaches and ask him again in a week". After enough time in the pitch black darkness with the only sensations being "cold" and "did something just crawl over me again", even Botta would play the good pet, me thinks.

Very brutal dynamic, is what I'm saying.

I'll post the remaining pieces tomorrow or something, because I honestly feel like flaming garbage these days and am too tired to operate a scanner. :'D

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Whumptober 2024 Day 27: Voiceless

Scheduled maintenance.

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The prompts screamed more angel experiments on Yuan. Also the scar is from my hc for him.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 26: Breakfast Table

To survive for the cause.

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Something like briefest thought? on dying for your cause vs. continuing to live to desperately see it through yourself.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 25: Permanent Smile (Surgery)

Working on his work ethics.

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This is in no way based on my face on my new work ID and any similarities are coincidence! (In all seriousness, my work is great, I'm just very autistic and very unable to get my portrait photo taken. So yeah, that *is* indeed the face I am making, no sharp objects or threats needed lmao.)

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Whumptober 2024 Day 24: No Light, No Light In Those Bright Blue Eyes (I Never Knew Daylight Could Be So Violent)

The last thing his enemies see barrelling down on them like a freight train.

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This is genuinely the first artwork this entire October that made me feel a true Emotion. That was very good.

I guess it's not very whumpy all on its own (except for whoever has the misfortune of facing off against him), but the whole song for today had a huge Botta Vibe for me and also... this IS him at his best (also craziest) so it's only going down from there, peg by peg by peg. I honestly feel very intrigued by bringing him low and breaking him down BECAUSE he is The Top Specimen Of Man when he's at his best. Hyper-competent at everything he touches, strong like a bear, crazy loyal and dedicated, extremely attractive *cough* err...

So take it like. "Meet our unsuspecting Whumpee when he still thinks he's invincible. Also he's a bit scary to the people he loves sometimes, which I guess is pretty angsty."

It's interesting to make him fall apart and to find out how he'll pick up the pieces. If he can. If I let him. Is what I'm saying.

If that makes sense.

I love this man.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 22: Reopening Wounds

"If I catch you with so much as a plaster strip again, I'll skin you like a fucking alley cat."

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... Having genuine trouble coming up with comments to make about my art again here, huh.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 23: Public Display

Head held high.

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Squeak squeak, motherfuckers.

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Whumptober 2024 Day 13: Multiple Whumpees

Mithos thinks they're the sweetest thing~ <3

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I never know anymore what to comment on my work.