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Kept seeing everyone drawing Tenna hugging baby Kris. I felt like present day Kris needed a hug from him too. Just because you've gotten older doesn't mean you've moved on after all.

Reminder that Kris does half damage against Tenna unless you go sword route. Kris still cares for him.

Cropped version cause tumblr destroys quality.

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if I had a nickel for every time I consumed a piece of media in the month of June that fundamentally changed me which involved a fictional man in a red suit with trauma relating to abandonment, self worth, and the entertainment industry, while personally connecting to me, and being involved in TV, while drastically affecting the narrative, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.

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fanart dump of some "doodles" I made this semester in my English class

Mostly just copies of renders I pulled up on my phone, but still fun. I drew them in pen cause that's all I had on me.

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Thought this would be a fun project to work on! I <3 weird women. My thoughts on each of the characters below the cut. Version without names added below the cut as well.

Current Favorite: I love Junebug, she's been my blorbo recently, she's really weird. I love her. As I started this project though, I also started playing ENA Dream BBQ. I've been waiting for it for four years now, and damn was it worth the wait. It's a surreal game about ENA's adventures to find the b̷̸̸̡̧͇̜͎͙͙̥̥͚̫̪̩̩̏͑ͩ̓̇ͪ̋̑ͧ̂̃͊͋͘͝͡͝ͅ_̗̖͕͉̻ͯ̍̒ͤ̊́a̢͉̺̫̙̳͓̣̗͔̙̻̔͑̿͛͛̀̽͒̂̒ţ̡̧̼͙̰̥̳̹̻̍ͫ͋̌̏ͮͣ́̔ͯ͊̇ͤͪ͐̿̉ͫͨͧḩ̷̧̡̛̞̩̹͙̱͍̯͇͉̪̫̹̭͙̭͉͚ͬͯ̄̄͗ͯ̅̐̀́ͯ̈́͂̇͆̾͂͘͘͢͠r̾̆͢_̽̆ơ̶̸̡̡̛̠̥͓͔̪̲̥̥̱͙̲̲̫̖̽̊̎̎͒͊̅̔͐̄̈́̓̈́͊ͩ̂̋͘ͅȍ̶̢̙͕͍̰͓̖͉̼ͯ͆ͮͩ̓ͭͭ͑̿́́͢͝͠m̵̧̛̗͉͔̯̦͙̟̼̲̜̫̱͊͋̀̊͊ͯͤͬ͆ͭ̽̃̄̔̋̾͞. Chapter 1 is out now and free to play on Steam right now, and I highly recommend it! Anyway, Junebug is my girl, I love her.

Comfort: Okay, I know the reception ch 4 of Poppy Playtime has been receiving. Do I think chapter 4 is scary? No. Do I think it's good? Also no. Do I think it's hilarious? Hell yes I do. We got several game breaking bugs that were honestly rather amusing, and also the devs letting you move around in Doey's monologues is honestly the funniest decision they made. You can clip into him and let him just eat your head mid talk. He'll also fling you if you stand on his limbs while he talks, it's great. We nearly got killed by him flinging us under the pipe in that one section where he gets froze. Having said all that bad stuff, I love Doey. Okay, there's a lot going on in my life right now, and he came along in the middle of that. As the older sister to three little brothers, I relate to Doey in multiple ways. He is me, he is my brothers, and I just want to give him a big hug himself. I too am trying desperately to pick up the pieces of our home life collapsing around us, while trying to keep my little brothers happy and managing my own angry outbursts. It was a (in my opinion) jankily written scene, but the bit where Doey was torn up over Safe Haven getting destroyed really got to me. It was probably tied to the emotional state I was in when I played the chapter, but damn, I get it man. I too failed to protect those around me from what I knew was inevitable but selfishly pushed to the back of my mind. Damn, I really was made to hurt things and fuck up too bud. I get it. And in a lore perspective, Doey is three little boys mashed together. I have three little brothers, need I say more about that? This character has consumed my life, and I just want to give him a hug. Although honestly his in-game model is a little oily looking tbh. Also Michael Kovach knocked it out of the park with his performance here. Also also, fuck you devs for making us squish/kill Doey in the end. If he's actually dead I'm gonna be so mad at you guys.

By Design: Look man, I like women. I like murderous women. I mean, when I first saw the original Alice, I was still a child and wasn't pan yet, but like, she likely contributed. hnnnrg, girls.

By Plot: Unlike Doey who brings me comfort when I relate to him and kicks in my material instincts towards anyone even remotely younger than me, Jupe's relation to me does not bring me comfort. Instead my connection to Jupe is more uneasy. Ricky and I both express our traumas in similar ways. That is to say monetize them and put them on display for all the entitled voyuers out there on the internet for attention. Now, I'm obviously not someone who was a victim of a chimp attack, but there's that familiar death of childhood there. I've grown up with an abusive father, which I didn't realize the extent of until this divorce is going through. And guess what my most prominent stories feature? yeah. I'm also the type of person to build a shrine to my trauma like him. While Ricky's is obviously a little more extreme, I still have my hospital bracelet from my appendectomy. That is not a normal response. I wear my first dog's tag on a chain, and when it's not worn it's next to that hospital band. Most of my stories involve my internal or external traumas in some way, just like Jupe capitalized on the exploitive movies and shows he was roped into as a child. I'm white, but I'm a woman and I'm queer. I get being the token item. Reduced to stereotypes. Forced to uphold other stereotypes in a never ending cycle of wanting to be on top, of vainly hoping that others will finally accept you into their group. But they won't. Jupe's storyline makes me viscerally uncomfortable, but my favorite part is the end. Just before Jean Jacket eats him, we see his lips twist into a smile. Faint, but there. Because finally, for the first time in his life, Ricky isn't defined by what groups he's part of, he's not vying for anyone's attention, he's not this special chosen one because he survived all those years ago, he's just like everyone else. He's merely food for that creature. And that is a freeing feeling. Finally, something has accepted him the way he is, with no fighting, no tense acceptance into a world that could throw you away at any time, he's finally safe. And for that, I think he loves Jean Jacket. Because I know, there's parts of me that wish the same. A release from the responsibility, and freakish nature of myself since I'm so different than those around me. If Doey is my comfort character, Ricky "Jupe" Park is my discomfort character. (In a good way)

Guilty Favorite: Look man, she's weird as fuck. She also saved my nightmare mode run. Again, I love weird women. Choo Choo Charles is great because it knows its lane and sticks to it. It knows it's a goofy ass train spider game, and it sure does deliver on that premise. Pickle Lady is so bizarre, I love her. I can't help but love her. Is she a good character? No. Do I like her anyway? Yeah.

All Time Favorite: DO I even need to say much about this guy? It's FNAF. It's toilet Bonnie. It's the boy. I love him. My favorite animatronic since I was like 12. Hell yeah dude, let's keep it up.

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Hey, I need some money right now, so I thought I'd post this here too, in the off chance someone sees it.

I take character commissions, pretty much anything not on the Won't/Can't list is good with me.

My terms are pretty much that if you repost my art, give me credit, but it's free to be used wherever you want for whatever you want as long as that credit is given. With the exception of AI/NFT stuff, do not use my art there.

Uh, I guess DM me on this blog to inquire about it. I take PayPal mostly, but would be willing to use Venmo if that's what you can do to. All prices are in USD.

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Been playing a lot of My Friendly Neighborhood.

I hope Junebug knows I would die for her.

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what’s a bad miracle?

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Reblog if you're comfortable receiving crabs on Crab Day (July 29th) so all your beloved followers know who they can comfortably crab on crab day (July 29th) without feeling nervous about crabbing someone 9n Crab Day (July 29th).

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crustaceans wip

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Finally got to play Majora's Mask through. (Second hand copy with a second hand N64, I named myself Ben of coruse)

This side quest was by far my favorite, and I finally had some time this week to spare, so I drew the couple at the very end of their quest, in the final hours. Such a bittersweet moment.

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Y'all think the Gorons' hair is just asbestos?

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

Posting this a day early, since I'll be busy tomorrow, but here was day 31!

I loved playing Into the Pit these past couple months, it's easily up there in my favorite fnaf games. I really, really loved all the hiding minigames. They evoked more terror than Security Breach did in its entire runtime. The suit was my favorite hiding place, especially that intro sequence to it. So I redrew it in my style (:

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

This was day 29!

Been wanting to draw my own interpretation of the minecraft mobs for a while now, this was a fun little test. I wanted to give blazes a more defined body since I always found it a little silly that they're just a head floating. Maybe I'll do more one day.

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

This was day 27!

Not super thrilled with how this one turned out, but I like it regardless. Hope you guys enjoy it too! Thought Missingno would be a challenge to draw.

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

This was day 25!

Since Bendy is getting a movie, I wanted to do at least one Bendy character for this year. I chose Shipahoy Wilson because I felt he fit the prompt Abomination really well!

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

This was day 23!

Was inspired for this design of Spamton NEO from this animatic. Check it out! It's awesome! The prompt was Strings.

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.

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I'm doing the monster stuff again this year! Only 16/31 prompts though, since university is taking a lot out of me!

My prompt list is here.

This was day 21!

Been wanting to draw Dead Hand for a while, so here we are!

If you're interested in some of my art, I have a redbubble now.