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Advice You Need To Hear Right Now

(Minors DNI + DNF!) Hello everyone, it's Cosmic or Card! Today, I'm doing a relatively simple, but needed tarot reading - one that pertains to, 'Advice You Need To Hear Right Now'! There are three colors to choose from: 'Pile One' will be blue, 'Pile Two' will be green, and 'Pile Three' will be red. When choosing a pile, look at the colors. Truly take them in. After that, shut your eyes. Breathe in and out until you feel calm - almost empty. Once you are relaxed, allow the color corresponding to the pile you're meant to engage with to appear within your mind. DISCLAIMER: I am a novice tarot reader. So, I do not intend for people to take my reads one hundred percent seriously! Also, this is a collective tarot reading. I am not reading your specific energy alone. As a result, it is unlikely that everything in your chosen pile will apply to you. Be discerning and use your own intuition! ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

PILE ONE

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) : I'll Try Anything Once - The Strokes, The Less I Know The Better - Tame Impala, Borderline - Tame Impala, Jingle Bell Rock - Bobby Helms, Canned Heat - Jamiroquai Words/Sentences/Phrases/Numbers That Came To Mind : "I fucking love Tame Impala, man - did you know that it's just one guy?", 555, banana, minions, bwah, rabbids First Four Cards From Deck #1 : Seven of Cups (Rx), King of Pentacles, Ace of Cups, Ten of Wands (Rx) First Four Clarifying Cards From Deck #2 : The Fool (Rx) (Clar. 7oC - Rx), The Sun (Clar. KoP), The Hermit (Rx) (Clar. 1oC), Nine of Wands (Clar. 10ofW - Rx) You really believe in something. You are deeply committed to whatever this "something" is. It could be a relationship, career, goal, idea, or something else entirely - however, what it is matters little. This commitment you are making is not as positive as you seem to believe it is. It is a negative situation pretending to be otherwise. The foundation you are currently focusing on - regarding this "something" you deeply believe in, despite all the red flags - is simply waiting to crumble. It's waiting to crumble because it's not meant for you. A good commitment, worthy of belief, does not make you feel extremely exhausted, or sap you of the passionate energy you wish to pour into something or someone. In fact, it is meant to do the opposite of all those things, Pile One. You have many options and opportunities, whether you see them or not. You could be putting your time and energy into many other and healthier things, but you don't... why? I think you understand, deep down, in all your wisdom, that you should commit yourself to things that make you truly happy - energies and opportunities that heal your heart, rather than break it further, but... you continue to ignore your inner wisdom. You ignore your inner wisdom in favor of continuing karmic cycle after karmic cycle with... whatever this commitment is. You might even become annoyed when the Divine tries to give you other, more emotionally fulfilling, opportunities in favor of pretending to be happy. The thing is, though, you could actually be happy! You would just have to do the work (which is easier said than done, I know - but still)! And there is an outright refusal to do the work, here - to heal the wounds that keep you in these karmic cycles. Your advice is to drop the swords - the defensiveness - against the help your spiritual team is trying to give you, Pile One. Not only that but drop the commitments that continuously hurt you in favor of... taking a leap toward happiness instead. Genuine happiness, I mean - not the kind of faux happiness you've convinced yourself you have, but the actual stuff! Head toward the future and away from the past, focus on healing yourself with the assistance of those around you (physical and/or spiritual), and you will achieve honest-to-God contentment. Thank you for reading, Pile One! And take care of yourself! :-) ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

PILE TWO (TW)

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) : Kiss Me, Son of God - They Might Be Giants, Rose Blood - Mazzy Star, Fade Into You - Mazzy Star, Video Games - Lana Del Rey Words/Sentences/Phrases/Numbers That Came To Mind : Election, death, pass away, "play stupid games, win stupid prizes", president, precedent First Four Cards From Deck #1 : Two of Swords (Rx), Eight of Wands (Rx), Page of Wands (Rx), Queen of Wands (Rx) First Four Clarifying Cards From Deck #2 : Page of Pentacles (Clar. 2oS - Rx), Eight of Swords (Rx) (Clar. 8oW - Rx), Ten of Cups (Clar. PoW - Rx), The Moon (Clar. QoW - Rx) Pile Two, I am going to be as kind to you as possible. Namely, because it seems like you need that kindness right now. You've been going through a rough time lately... haven't you? I immediately started feeling sad when I began reading for you. I'm here to tell you that it's okay. Everything is going to be alright, no matter what happens next. You'll get through this. There is always an upside to every negative situation we face, even if that upside is hard to see in the heat of the moment. You might not know what to do with yourself. You might feel like you have no sense of direction, at the moment. You had all these plans and ideas, but... now - all of a sudden - they don't seem to matter. That being said, though, they do still matter. Your wants, hopes, and dreams will always be worth considering and fighting for - even if the world around you suggests otherwise. You are not meant to forgo your passions - not in this lifetime, not ever. Things might be moving slowly, but they are still moving nonetheless. You aren't trapped. Everything is not falling apart. You are not unmendable - and your life is not, either. The sadness and anxiety you feel are clouding your judgment right now. You have more opportunities for happiness than you, currently, think you do. For instance, you have many people who love you. They love you, whether they are around you physically or not. Don't push everyone away in favor of being alone. Embrace your loved ones - family, friend(s), romantic partner(s), pet(s), spiritual guides, ancestors - they want to be here for you in this trying, emotional time. Please, allow them to be. Get tarot cards for yourself, if you don't have them already - lean further into spirituality. Lean on the shoulders of the bright, unseen spiritual beings who love, guide, and protect you. On the other side of all this anguish, there is sunlight. There is justice and peace. There is victory and stability. Life is a constant cycle - you suffer the lows, so you can experience the highs again. I only ask that you prepare to see those highs, Pile Two. If we are not open to seeing the blessings as blessings, they pass us by without notice - prolonging our suffering. Consider noticing the small things—the little positives that make life worth living. It may be difficult to do, especially if you're dealing with mental illness, but it does make a difference. Not only that, but it becomes easier with time. You could also try twisting consistent, reoccurring, negative thoughts you have into positive ones! I know this seems like such a cop-out, but it does work! You will have negative thoughts no matter what; we all have them. Don't make it your job to force positivity onto every "bad thought" you have. I'm only suggesting that, if you notice a particular, negative thought process returning repeatedly, turn it on its head. It works and, again, it is something that gets easier to do with time. As a final bit of advice for you, Pile Two, get involved in something that will give its energy back to you. This could be a hobby. Anything. Involve yourself in something that brings you some semblance of happiness, is healthy, and lets you put your worries on the backburner for a while. Therapy could definitely be of use, too - if available to you! Oh, oh, and here are two lists of crisis prevention hotlines - if you need them: (x) (x) Aside from all that, I hope you feel better, Pile Two, and that you have a good one! :-) Thank you for reading!

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PILE THREE

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) : What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction, Just Dance - Lady Gaga, Spectronizer - Sentai Express, Sticky - Tyler, The Creator, Balloon - Tyler, The Creator Words/Sentences/Phrases/Numbers That Came To Mind : "I'm/You're insecure", Just Dance (the video game series), childhood, remember, internet, Justice (the clothing store), brick wall, things, thingies, trombone, trumpet, band, violin, orchestra, balloons, Animal Crossing First Four Cards From Deck #1 : King of Pentacles, Ace of Cups (Rx), Six of Cups, Nine of Cups (Rx) First Four Clarifying Cards From Deck #2 : Queen of Pentacles (Rx) (Clar. KoP), Justice (Clar. AoC - Rx), Ace of Wands (Clar. 6oC), Knight of Cups (Rx) (Clar. 9oC - Rx) You may have been feeling incredibly stuck recently. Particularly when regarding your career, finances, and goals. Either that or you believe that gaining more stability - financial or otherwise - will keep you from becoming stuck. If your heart isn't involved in the process, though, that is unlikely to be true. I say this all the time, but follow what you are passionate about and stability will come after the fact. The last time you followed your heart, however, may be cemented in your mind as a negative experience. Whatever happened has caused you to internalize an immense amount of heartbreak. It could have been anything - a bad relationship, a terrible job, an abusive home life - it doesn't matter. You were taught not to follow your heart and intuition as a result of what happened regardless. You need to break free from the trauma and suffering you have dealt with in the past, Pile Three. It's holding you back and keeping you from the stability you long for. This, also, could have even been a wounding that occurred in childhood because I keep occasionally thinking of different things that remind me of my own childhood. Me thinking of my own childhood makes me also believe, that - maybe - you finding ways to connect to your inner child could be helpful, here. You may believe that avoiding others and their assistance is best for you, but it really isn't - not when it comes to healing, anyway. In fact, by avoiding others, being judgmental, and pushing kind people who only want to help away, you are screwing yourself over. You are clearly not content with the past, so - again - release it! Easier said than done, definitely, but it can be done, Pile Three. By releasing and moving forward toward the future with an open mind, things will become so much easier and you'll actually get what you want. Stuff will actually start moving in the present when you release opportunities and ideas from the past that weren't meant for you. You have a future to enjoy, and you have a current moment to thrive in - don't let the past take anything more from you. You have everything you need, currently, to lead a fulfilling life - even if it may not seem so. You simply need to inspect things differently, with a fresh set of eyes, and you will see that fact. It is difficult to flip your perspective so abruptly, so be kind to yourself while you're working through any negative thought processes you may have, or past traumas that still haunt you. Resilience and strength will be instrumental, at this time - if you do choose to put the work into healing what still pains you and holds you back. However, I do believe you have what it takes to heal, Pile Three! I genuinely do! I wish you the best of luck on your journey, and I thank you for reading! :-)

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A Re-Introduction/First Introduction Post

Any & All Pronouns | 22 Capricorn ☼ | Aquarius ☾ | Pisces ↑ Hello and welcome, or welcome back, to my tarot blog! I'm Cosmic, or Card, and - after a long time away from the Tumblr tarot community - I've decided to return and continue practicing tarot online. I took a break from doing tarot online to prioritize my headspace. I don't feel I can give people good readings if I am not doing well emotionally, mentally, or energetically. Now that I'm feeling better, I am happy to continue from where I started! BACKGROUND I started to take an interest in tarot about three years ago, watching tarot card readings on YouTube. Around a year after that, I began drawing tarot cards with a deck for which I managed to scrounge up just enough money. As I feel is the case for many, I became interested in tarot and spirituality due to heartbreak. I had a crush on someone I attended school with and was rejected. It's a story as old as time - everyone has been rejected at least once in their lives - however... that rejection caused me to look into tarot for answers and advice. And each heartache I experienced after that point only increased my interest in tarot and spirituality, which has led me here today. Despite my intrigue with the subject matter, I am not - by any means - a professional tarot reader. I'm a novice, at best. I also don't consider myself psychic or believe I'm clairvoyant, clairaudient, claircognizant, or clairsentient. Without the tarot cards and the guidance I receive from above while reading, I doubt I would be here - giving people spiritual assistance - in the way I have been. My only hope with this blog is that my readings can help people in need while I continue to learn more about tarot with time! RULES - Before following or asking for a tarot reading, please be - at least - eighteen years or older! Having your age in your bio before following is preferred - I don't intend to read for minors! - Understand that I can and will block users, if necessary - with no reason needed to be given before doing so. If I force you to unfollow me or block you entirely, grasp that it's nothing personal - Understand that you are not owed a reading simply because you asked for one. (I currently do tarot readings for free!) - If I do a reading and you dislike the message you're given, simply accept that it does not resonate and move on - there are many other tarot readings in the sea - Advice and criticism are encouraged, but harassment and outright unkindness are not! Treat me how you would like to be treated! :-) - Know that I don't intend to read for bigoted people. If you are sexist, transphobic, homophobic, xenophobic, and/or an outright racist, you are not welcome on my blog and you should find someone else to read tarot for you. GET A FREE READING - OPEN GIVE FEEDBACK MASTERLIST What Is Coming Toward You In Love? A Message From The Person On Your Mind Advice You Need To Hear Right Now

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Pick An Emoji: What Is Coming Toward You In Love?

(Minors DNI + DNF!) Hello again everyone, it's Cosmic! I know this post is very off-schedule, but I'm wishing you a Happy belated Valentine's Day with this tarot reading anyway! Below, I have four emojis for you to choose from. When choosing a pile, look at the hearts before you. Truly take them in. After that, shut your eyes. Breathe in and out until you feel calm - almost empty. Once you are calm, allow the heart that corresponds to the pile you're meant to engage with to appear within your mind. 1)💝 2)💗 3)💖 4)💞 DISCLAIMER: I do tarot for fun and as a means of entertaining other people. This is not something that I intend for people to take one hundred percent seriously! Also, this is a collective tarot reading. I am not reading your specific energy alone, so not everything here will likely apply to you. Be discerning and use your own intuition! ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

💝 - "Let It Be"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - You're Beautiful - James Blunt, Let It Be - The Beatles, Your Face - Wisp, Paper Bag - Fiona Apple, Get Gone - Fiona Apple, Yellow - Coldplay Keyword(s) - Beautiful, balloon, water-balloon, laughter, 2/222, 3/333, paper bag, plastic bag, get gone, tanktop, funny, sacral chakra, solar plexus, crown chakra, throat chakra, ocean, ocean breeze, banana, 'baba', pacifier, 'devil in the details', fluctuating Base - The Moon, Ten of Swords (Reversed), Seven of Cups (Reversed), Ace of Cups (Bottom of Deck #1), Nine of Cups (Bottom of Deck #2) Clarifying - The Chariot + Six of Pentacles (Reversed) - Ten of Cups (Reversed), Ace of Swords, Judgement - Four of Cups, Seven of Swords, Ace of Pentacles The first thing I noted while doing this pile was the Ten of Swords (Reversed) and the Ten of Cups (Reversed) clarifying each other. I feel you will gain an understanding of something in your love life that didn’t work out before. It’s necessary that you really focus on your healing, though. Your reading keeps returning to the healing they really want you to be doing. You may be prolonging your sadness and healing unnecessarily because you refuse to leave the past behind. This could be subconscious. You are existing within illusion and/or confusion, because of something that happened way back when. Maybe someone refused to reciprocate in an equal give and take with you? Whatever happened in the past, you find yourself unable to give and receive in the present because of it. I empathize with you. The universe wants to give you more opportunities! In love, or otherwise. However, you may overlook them. In fact, you may currently be overlooking opportunities for growth and excitement because you are suffering. Keep your eyes peeled! That being said, though, I don’t think overlooking opportunities is always necessarily negative. The universe is abundant - always willing to provide. If you need more time before receiving something from the universe, that is totally acceptable! What is meant for you will always be. Just remember that you need to fight. Shoot forward and manifest, so the universe can provide based on the powerful energy it receives from you! Even if you brush your teeth, and then sleep for the rest of the day afterward, you are manifesting. You are fighting. You are healing, and engaging in self-care. An effort - no matter how small or slow - is always important! Use your judgment and your intuition to get through this period of negativity and sadness. Take note of those who you might be taking more from than necessary - give back on occasion, if possible. Send love energetically to the people around you, even through all the confusion, illusion, and fear. For Advice Portion - King of Pentacles (Reversed), The Hermit (Reversed), The Lovers, The Hanged Man + Ten of Swords (Bottom of Deck #2) Clarifying - The Devil + Ace of Cups (Reversed) - Temperance (Reversed), Eight of Wands (Reversed), Five of Wands (Reversed) - Ace of Wands (Reversed), Queen of Pentacles (Reversed) Advice - Truly give into self-work via journaling and shadow-work prompts. Observe your negative patterns and write them down, if necessary. Be cautious when giving to energies/patterns/situations that have caused you to spiral into negative habits before. Stop fighting the healing work that you must do and focus less on romance, for now. You will absolutely find your romantic match. Your healing will take you directly to them. Learn to be happy single, for now, and have a fresh beginning with yourself and yourself alone! You will find true, genuine, healthy love in divine timing. You are not being forced into this time alone. See this experience of singularity as a blessing and know that you are already one with your ideal partner. Be kind to yourself. Love yourself as you love them. Also, stop reading and/or watching as much romance-related tarot? That could be a negative habit you currently have. ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

💗 - "Change"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - Listen To Your Heart - Roxette, Heart To Heart - Mac Demarco, Blue Lips - Regina Spektor, Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake, Cry Me A River (Different Song, Same Name) - Julie London, Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer Keyword(s) - Kept trying to say 'green words' instead of 'keywords', heart chakra, from the heart, baseball, Modern Baseball, Halloween, veteran, veterinarian, throat chakra, poet, seeds, teacup, bag, angel, bagel, ocean, lips, mouth, kiss Base - Ace of Swords, The Star (Reversed), Five of Swords, Justice, The Lovers (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - Five of Swords (Reversed) & Four of Pentacles (Reversed), Nine of Cups (Reversed), The Moon, The Hermit, Temperance (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #2)

An end is coming toward you. The ending of a relationship. If this relationship doesn’t end entirely, then the perspective you have on the relationship will change. You are quickly gaining control over conflict in this situation, retaining a leadership position. In doing that, you are allowing yourself to find stability, happiness, and pleasure. A tower will fall and cause hopelessness, helplessness, and dissatisfaction to dissipate - allowing any future work on your part to actually create something stable. In the past, any work put into this relationship might have only resulted in suffering, pain, and confusion. You really know your situation better than I do, and I know I stated that the relationship doesn’t - necessarily - have to end, but many of you will cut somebody off in favor of keeping your effort and energy to yourself. If you haven’t done this already, that is. The Justice card is out here, later clarified by the Devil in reverse. This relationship could be karmic, or that's what I felt when seeing these two cards come out together. Saw the Emperor and the Empress (Reversed), too. It's like this relationship was almost a match. They were a person you saw everything in...- If only they had fallen upright, or... allowed themselves to. After ending this relationship, being alone as a means of allowing yourself to retrospect could be best. There is no need to rush or place unnecessary pressure on yourself. In doing so, you could trick yourself into believing that there will be no victory out of exhaustion, or you could simply delay progress altogether. Also, know that everyone will receive what they deserve and trust the Universe to dole out karma - positive and negative - wherever necessary. Whoever you might leave in the past will have trouble freeing themselves of their stuck manner. Finding themselves heartbroken, while they miss your stability and commitment-minded mentality. Do not remain stuck with them and take their karma for yourself. Holding onto this relationship - or the way that the relationship was - will not assist you in any way! Don't be afraid to look at this relationship differently as a means of healing! For Advice Portion - Two of Wands (Reversed), Ace of Pentacles, Five of Swords (Reversed), The Emperor & Ten of Cups, The Star (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - Ace of Wands, Five of Swords (Reversed) & The Emperor (Reversed), Ten of Pentacles, Justice (Reversed) Advice - This is a new beginning. Don’t allow a fear of change to deter you. Don’t be afraid to chase after your goals and passions - head toward what excites you most…! Be decisive at this time. And you can - absolutely - be decisive right now, even if you feel uncertain. You likely aren’t as confused as you think you are. You have been gifted with an opportunity to thrive peacefully without a conflict that has bothered you for a very long time. Allow yourself to be grateful. However, do not do anything in excess. Make sure that any passion you follow is healthy and doesn’t only serve you. Do not allow your suffering to turn you into someone selfish and controlling. You are the Emperor. No matter what. You don’t need force, manipulation, or control. You are a natural leader at heart. People will follow you simply as a result of you maintaining a healthy, balanced, exemplary disposition. You will find healthy love in due time, even after the conflict that you have suffered through- This love might be happening for you right now, even! A relationship healed after an internal conflict…- Just maintain emotional balance and all will work out for you. And, finally… do not - under any circumstances - allow your worries about justice and karma to stagnate you, or kick you out of emotional balance! Don’t worry about karma! Karma is not your problem, nor is it something you can control. Keep that in mind.  ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

💖 - "Shine Brightly"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - You're The Greatest (Reprise) - Wander Over Yonder, Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield, Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles, Haven't You Noticed (I'm A Star) - Steven Universe Keyword(s) - Zipper, zoomies, phone, telephone, call me, heart, heart chakra, 2/222, 1111, plaid, earring, infection, star, cartoons, Piplup, Pokemon, trash, laundry day, yellow, solar plexus Base - Two of Wands, Four of Swords, The Hierophant, Ace of Swords, The High Priestess (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - The Emperor, The Sun, Seven of Swords (Reversed), Five of Wands, King of Wands (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #2)

Before I start, I want to state that being in your energy made me happy...! You are a great person, Pile Three, and you're fun to be around! You're reading is a complete loop, starting with the Two of Wands and then ending with the Two of Wands. You have thoroughly planned your next steps regarding your romantic world, and now you are taking action. Maybe you are considering putting yourself back out there again? Either by getting on a dating website, trying new recreation, or starting a new project? Whatever you want to do, I feel that you have the knowledge necessary to achieve your goals and succeed - to meet someone new. To create new connections, even those that aren't - necessarily - romantic. If that isn't the case right now, it definitely could be soon, if that is what you yearn for. I believe that you are very in touch with the spiritual world, whether you know that about yourself or not. Follow your intuition - your internal compass - and things will go well for you. You have already taken the time to rest, recuperate, and place your focus inward. You have a deep understanding of what might have been causing illusion in your romantic world. You have also taken your energy and effort away from a situation that might have broken your heart, and/or the hearts of others...! If this is not what you've done, it seems that this is what you are planning on doing - quickly taking control of the reigns and heading away from heartbreak, pain, and disappointment to find a relationship that will bring stability, love, and hope into your world. If you feel that none of this applies to you - that you have not moved away from a negative situation, spent time alone, and gone inward - that is exactly what you need to do. A good pause in love might be exactly what you need right now. Rest and recovery after situations like these are important! Don't feel negatively if you cannot force any sort of passionate energy to build within you. You will meet a romantic match who is just as intuitive as you in due time. So, don't rush - plan, examine what you know, look toward the future rather than the past, and take care of yourself. If you haven't healed from this negative romantic situation already, you will; and if you are still in the process of cutting a cycle out of your life, you will be successful in doing that, too...! Also, I saw the Two of Cups multiple times, there is definitely hope, Pile Three!

For Advice Portion - Six of Cups, Page of Pentacles, The Sun, Three of Swords (Reversed), The Wheel of Fortune (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - The Devil (Reversed), King of Cups, Three of Wands, Two of Cups Advice - If you're attempting to get into new hobbies, try and do stuff that you're inner child would want to do. Remind yourself of the dreams and wishes you had when you were a little kid, and bolt toward those. Doing so will end in a nice experience for you. Might even heal negative habits you currently have. There is no need to fear walking away from past negativity. It is recommended that you move away from old, negative tendencies and relationships - even those that stem from childhood. Maybe you work yourself too hard? Don't be scared of taking a proper break. Put your heart into your work. Don't be afraid to allow other people to see you, and your work - your efforts and goals. Ask for assistance from other people, if necessary. The future is bright, there is no more suffering in your future - as far as I can tell. Let the brightness of the Sun bring you into your bright, loving future. Point your love inward - show yourself self-love! Pamper yourself, even despite past conflict! Let the pain end. Allow cycles to finish. Don't fight the ending that will come with releasing this past pain. You deserve to live as happily as possible! Holding onto pain will not allow you to do that! ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

💞 - "Yes/No"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - Excuses - Shakey Graves, Harness Your Hopes - Pavement, Don't Let's Start - They Might Be Giants, A Pearl - Mitski Keyword(s) - Accidents, whiplash, 'rushing or dragging?', drumming, orange, sacral chakra, red, root chakra, go, stop sign, pillow, pie, cake, 'what a bitter disappointment', sign, hello, goodbye, opposites Base - King of Swords (Reversed), Page of Cups, The Tower, Page of Swords (Reversed), The Hanged Man (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - The Devil (Reversed), The Magician + Two of Cups, Nine of Cups (Reversed), The Emperor (Reversed), Ace of Wands (Bottom of Deck #2)

You might have also wanted to pick Pile Three? Perhaps? Two cards from that pile kept showing themselves to me while I was shuffling, so...! If you cannot forgive someone for something, allow them to go find their happiness elsewhere. That's what I heard. You are detaching from something or someone. A romantic relationship. A negative thinking pattern. You could even be detached from whatever this is already. Single. You might be putting yourself out there, attempting to manifest a balanced, emotional relationship with another person. Do you have someone specific in mind? Do you even want a relationship...? You feel somewhat back and forth like you aren't even sure what you want romantically at the moment...- There is no rush! I want to talk about the tower we have here. Towers are not negative! We see them as negative because we're human, but they are a necessity. Some people will simply not learn without emotional pain. If you need to learn the hard way, then you need to learn the hard way. This tower that exists within your reading is not avoidable- I asked, 'Why..?' They gave me Four of Wands, Ten of Pentacles, and Six of Wands. If you want this healthy, amazing relationship you've dreamed about, you have to learn more lessons...! Specifically, you have to learn how to exhibit gratitude, patience, and balance. You also have to lessen your grip on control, and completely surrender to healing your emotional imbalances. Do not be afraid to look at this situation differently - from a less negative angle. It sucks, I know, but you can get through any healing that you need to!

For Advice Portion - Six of Wands, Ace of Wands, Eight of Cups (Reversed), Knight of Pentacles, The Hierophant (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1) Clarifying - The Devil (Reversed), King of Pentacles (Reversed), Eight of Cups (Reversed), Seven of Swords (Reversed), Five of Cups (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #2) Advice - There is a victory to be had here with some work. In healing and defeating the truly detrimental negative tendencies you might have, you will gain a new beginning in romance where you are completely on top...! Again, there is just work that needs to be done and stuff that needs to be distanced from. Specifically, a relationship or circumstance that is holding you back. This situation is only causing more trauma for you. Move forward and away from whoever, or whatever this is...! If you have done so physically, then you must release any disappointment you might still be holding onto as that might still be connecting you to this energetically. If you are going to try out dating again (or just meeting new people in general), I would suggest using a new method that you haven't tried before. A new website, a new hobby - something that hasn't resulted in a negative experience already. Also, it doesn't matter how 'slowly' you are healing. It only matters that you are trying and moving at a steady, consistent pace...! Doing so will bring you directly to emotional fulfillment. ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

I wanted to say thank you very much for the kindness my first post was shown! I really appreciate it...! Any advice is always appreciated! I hope you enjoyed this post and that some stuff resonated for you! Until next time! :-)

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Pick A Palette: A Message From The Person On Your Mind

(Minors DNI + DNF!) Hello everyone, I'm Cosmic and this is my first post on Tumblr! The focus of this post will be on giving people a detailed message from a specific person that they have in mind! There will be three different palettes to choose from. When choosing a pile, look at the colors before you. Truly take them in. After that, shut your eyes. Breathe in and out until you feel calm - almost empty. Once you are calm, allow the color palette that corresponds to the person you wish to receive a message from to appear within your mind. DISCLAIMER: I do tarot for fun and as a means of entertaining other people. This is not something that I intend for people to take one hundred percent seriously! Also, this is a collective tarot reading. I am not reading your specific energy alone, so not everything here will likely apply to you. Be discerning and use your own intuition!

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Palette One - "No More"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - Without Me - Mac Demarco, Hello You - Arctic Monkeys Channeled Keywords - LGBTQ+, 76, strawberry milk, brownies, fight, horse, cat, take a shower, hat, hats off, smell, perfume, happy, without, no more, sleep, eat, take care of self (someone here needs to do self-care, or both of you do), blue, open door, open book, grave, grave situation, rough, angry, sunflower, flower, sleep, sad Base Cards - Ace of Pentacles (Reversed), Nine of Cups, The Moon (Sideways), Ace of Swords (Reversed), Judgement (Bottom of Deck #1), Nine of Wands + JUDGEMENT REVERSED (Bottom of Deck #2)

When I was closing out your reading, I abruptly felt really saddened. Like I was saying goodbye to someone who didn’t want me to leave. I think this person misses you, Palette One, like, a lot. Their cards suggest that they had multiple, positive opportunities in this relationship with you and they took none of them. They were confused - the Moon showed up twice. Sideways each time. They refused to work with you at every turn because they often only felt content - emotionally - by themselves. They saw you as a wrench in the way of them… being alone. They had all nine of their cups and they were happy with each of them, not believing in your ability to give them their tenth. They didn’t even seem to want a tenth cup. At every turn, they refused to put effort into your relationship - disliking sharing true intimacy, creativity, and passion with you. They were stubborn, even downright selfish. If someone hasn't “stolen” your attention yet, they will. The Emperor showed up - clarified by the Seven of Swords. My intuition is telling me that this Emperor isn't bad, even despite the clarification. To me, the Seven is further proof that they fear you being “stolen” by someone else. The Tower was a clarification card as well. Losing you will be a Tower for them, even if this hasn’t happened yet. As I said before, though, they want to fight for you now - no matter how confused they may be. They do not want the Tower to fall and for this relationship with you to be over forever. The Chariot is clarified by Strength, and Strength is clarified by Death reversed. They refuse to let this die, and they’re coming in fast. Or... as fast as they can, what with how all over the place they seem to be. Putting their want to be alone aside, they may have also chosen money, and/or stability over you. All the pentacles are sideways or reversed. If not, they might be having money trouble right now. This is someone who decided they wanted to be alone, but now they don't want to be. Their Message To You - “I’m so confused about our relationship. I don’t know what to do, or how to fix this - how to fix us. I feel that I’m happy alone, but… I often miss you. A lot. I know that I’ve had many chances to get this right, but I want another. I hope for another, even if I don’t deserve it. I want to fight and prove to you that I can fix this and take care of you. I might have said some things I regret. I didn’t want to hurt you, and I still don’t. I didn’t mean anything I said, or did - just… come back. I’m sorry, I know I ruined this. Please just… say something. Anything. Talk to me. About anything. Tell me I’m a prick, I don’t care. We can’t end like this. We could be happy together, and we both know it. Again, I miss you, and... I hope you know how wonderful you are.” ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

Palette Two - "Sinking Ship"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - Hopelessly Devoted To You - Olivia Newton-John, Let Her Go - Mac Demarco, White Flag - Dido Channeled Keyword(s) - Love, 3, 7, beautiful, happy, unrequited, delta, airline, airplane, vroom, banana, puppy, puppy love, kitty, cat, meow, roses, sad, rose, titanic, sinking ship, brain, sad, yellow, sunshine, sun will rise again, blunt Base Cards - Two of Pentacles (Reversed), Ace of Swords (Reversed), Six of Pentacles (Reversed), King of Wands, Queen of Wands (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1), Nine of Cups (Bottom of Deck #2) They are very interested in you! They aren't confused about their feelings for you at all - not interested in juggling you with anybody, or anything else. They see you as the one opportunity in their life right now that they wish to go straight toward. However, they feel like something has gotten in the way. Have you rejected this person? There is so much happiness here, directed at you, and yet... there is conflict. They feel defeated in this situation. Like there is no more fight left for them to give. They don't think their feelings here are reciprocated - they see the effort being put into the relationship as not at all equal. At the same time, though - again - they want to rush right toward you! Show passion! Put even more work into the bond! There is no victory here. There was, and - maybe - still is, an opportunity for happiness, love, and affection, but someone has to step up and it isn't gonna be them. Not anymore. With the Ten of Swords, I see them accepting their defeat and regaining control over their feelings with the Emperor. They tried to love you, but loving you hurts... so they have to stop. They'll let you go completely.

Their Message To You - "Hey, I know it's been a while. I do miss you. I just can't go back to where we were before. Whatever we were. You know... I thought we'd end up together forever. But I was wrong. I was wrong about you. You didn't feel the same. I tried so hard to get you to see me. To hope for me like I hoped for you. But you didn't. Maybe you just couldn't...- Maybe there's something wrong with me - something that I cannot see. It's hard to say, without you here to tell me so. I know I said I loved you, but now I'm not so sure. I'm confused. Like I'm waiting for someone or some event that will never come. Someday I just hope that I will feel content again. Content to never see your face, or hold your hand. Content to have never truly had you." ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

Palette Three - "Stay Or Go?"

Shufflemancy/Channeled Song(s) - Should I Stay Or Should I Go - The Clash, Cry - Cigarettes After Sex, Lollipop - MIKA Channeled Keyword(s) - Nature, 1010, Ben 10, Futurama, happy birthday, Cancer, Aquarius, ban, cool, peony, green, dreary, cold, mate, medicine, fish, fingerprint, fingerprint cookies, sweet, paint, color, chocolate, mom, purple, Breen, Star Wars, caution Base Cards - The Fool (Reversed), Page of Swords, Page of Wands (Reversed), Five of Wands, The Wheel of Fortune (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #1), Two of Cups (Reversed) (Bottom of Deck #2)

This was confusing for me to read, I’ll admit that much. There seem to be three people here, in this situation. Maybe more than that, but the main players seem to stop at three. There is the King of Wands (Reversed), the Queen of Cups (Reversed), and the King of Cups. King of Wands (Rx) is being clarified by the Empress (Rx). This situation feels like this is happening somewhere where a lot of people are. Because, again, I… felt and saw a lot of people (in the cards) while I was reading. So… work? Maybe school? A home? It’s hard for me to say. King of Wands (Rx) + The Empress (Rx) - My first assumption about this person was that they are selfish- When King of Wands and the Empress are reversed that’s the first word that comes to mind - ‘selfishness’. They will come out of this selfishness, though, I can feel that. This could be somebody hasty and impulsive, they don’t think through their decisions well enough. They could also be without proper confidence as well. Negligent and unmotivated with trouble healing from their past 100%. I think this person doesn’t see their entire worth, which is why they act this way. I don’t think this person is bad. They are an Empress! Even if they are in the reversed position right now. I feel the Queen of Cups (Rx) and the King of Cups are a couple or are good friends and work together well. If not, then they definitely could be. There might be a third party in the way - probably this King of Wands energy. If there is definitely not a King of Wands (Rx) energy standing in the way, then it is the Queen of Cups (Rx) who is standing in their own way of this relationship. They are either too emotional or not emotional enough - or they vacillate between both. They need to heal and balance themselves. The Emperor came out reversed - it feels connected to the King of Cups. All three of these people seem intertwined somehow. I hate this, but I heard and felt, ‘twinflame-soulmate paradigm’? Someone is not sharing how they feel in this situation. Maybe multiple people are not. Even the most "emotionally mature" person - the King of Cups - is guarded out of a scarcity mindset. There is financial security in whatever relationship exists here, but is there genuine security without love? Affection? Again, there is fear in allowing the Five of Swords to turn into the Six of Swords - the Six representing, to me, someone leaving and going somewhere else. Their Message To You - "Don't be sad. Please don't cry. I see so much in you - I need you to know that before I say what I'm about to say...- I broke you, I can see that. but you need to let go. We both need to let go of each other. We can't keep sneaking around in circles, and causing argument after argument. There are two of you and only one of me. I can't have both, I don't want both. Not anymore, at least... I'm so anxious right now. To fall asleep is difficult for me. All I think about is what I've done, and all the problems I've caused for the people I care about. I'm trying to come up with the courage to make sure everything pans out well for everyone. We were all so happy together. Sometimes... I want to wait for you forever. Put in the effort, too. We don't even have to become romantic again, we could just keep being friends. Right? All of us - friendly again. I know that's not what you want to hear, though, and I don't blame you. I'm trying to slow down and really think about things before I act. Before when I just... acted, I fucked things up so badly that I don't think they can be returned to normal. Forgive me for what I've done, forgive yourself, too - if necessary. I just want to be happy again. Together. I'm not trying to sneak away from our problems. Or I don't want to sneak away... I just... don't know anymore. We should focus on ourselves, for now. I'm sorry." ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ If you're reading this, I want to say thank you very much! This is my first time posting and I would really appreciate any support and/or advice I can receive! Take care of yourselves! :-)