cosmiceclair

[cosmiceclair]

See I’m kinda the opposite interacting with people online is cool and all, but I prefer face-to-face, I’m funnier that way.

That's cool, I wish I could, I just dont really know how to start conversations and carry them and I just feel akward talking to people face to face, that's why I admire social people more. Wet again I'm more of a shy person, unless it's a friend then I would talk to them a lot

[cosmiceclair]

One of the things that suck about being a writer (fandom or no fandom) on tumblr, all these nice ideas but when you run out, zero interaction. I’m not sure how well getting request for you are going.

Yea, you're actually the first person to interact with me in a good while (which I'm glad because I like interacting with people as long as I dont have to talk to them face to face), but its not that bad if you can catch up on things you want to write, but then again if you have no clue what to write it sucks.

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Im not really good when it come to motivation cause everything works differently for everyone.

For school (& trust me I know how you feel, I jiet missed a couple of days of school myself so now I need to play catch up.) I’ve honestly got nothing,

As for writing, it dosent matter how long/short your story is, it doesn’t matter if it’s just dialog between two or more people. You’ve got maybe a sentence or two and that’s enough whether or not you think it is. That also means that no, request is worth stressing yourself out over.

if you notice my yan blog, has more hcs than actual fics, would I like to have more fics? yes. do I have the motivation to sit down and write them? No. something’s better than nothing, no matter how small.

Even though you said your not really good at motivation, you still helped me. I was actually thinking about doing some hcs too, but I think I wanna finish this ask first, but I dont know depends on how I feel and how nice school decides to be (I wish I could miss school, but I can't, I'm still going to school even though I'm not feeling well). Again thanks for the, more like advice, and once I actually get the chance to start writing again, I'm gonna be done alot sooner then I realize.

[cosmiceclair]

Do you need help or assistance with anything?

Maybe some words of motivation. School and me getting a cold from it being fall made me a little unmotivated.

[cosmiceclair]

Hey, how's the blog going?

(this is yanyanderederechan btw. It's a side blog)

Hey! The blogs been good, I have an ask, but I haven't really had time to finish it because of school, but I'm close to done with it. I hope you have been good. I'm also writing another thing though I haven't really started it, but I'm going to write it eventually.

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Sorry I haven't posted anything, I've been busy with school, but since I haven't post anything in a while and I'm still working on an ask I thought I could post this narrative for my English class. Have a good day!

RunAways

    It was really cold outside and the wind didn’t make it any better. My family and I have been traveling since morning. My parents never told me why we had to leave, but whatever the reason was it was urgent.

This is the farthest I've ever walked before the farthest I've ever walked was to my school with my mom. It wasn’t that far though because it was past a couple farms. Most of the farms were small, only had room for a couple animals, but the last one we had to pass was a really big one. It was Mr. and Mrs. Whites farm and they had tons of animals like chickens, cows, sheep, horses, and even a llama. I would always go over and play with their daughter and we went to the same elementary school too, though after a while she was home schooled that way she could help with the farm.

I really miss them, I had so much fun with them and I didn’t even get to say goodbye before we left. My parents didn’t seem to care though, they said that leaving was far more important, but I don’t think so. What's worse is that my baby brother, who was born only 2 years ago when I was in the 1st grade, keeps crying and it's getting annoying. My mother, who's holding him, keeps shushing him, but he just won’t be quiet.

I don’t know how much more we could walk, we all look like we are about to pass out and I was starting to lose hope we aren’t going to make it to wherever we are going. I think my father was as well because the more we walked the slower we got, plus the determination that was on his face before isn't there anymore. Instead it was replaced with what I assume was worry and hopelessness. It was the same for my mother, She looked as hopeless and helpless as a lost puppy trying to find its home. I bet I looked the same way as she did.

I’m so tired I can barely lift my head, I can’t even hear my brother crying anymore, and my parents look tired as well. I could only lift my head up just enough to see that my father was talking to someone, it seemed like they knew each other, but I can’t tell. The only thing I remember is being carried to who knows where.

Next thing I know I'm waking up in a place that I don’t even know, but wherever I am it's not home. I hesitated to get up, but I had to eventually and realizing that my family isn’t here I can’t help, but get worried. I eventually opened the door a crack to see my parents talking to the man that helped us. I slowly came out, not trusting the man, it surprised me that he called me over. When I sat down next to my father who was sitting on a loveseat, while my mother and the man were sitting on a chair, it looked like a matching set. And it was a lot warmer in the house than outside because of the fireplace in front of us.

“Do you need any help to get where you're going?” The man said, I had no idea what he was talking about, but my father must have told him where we were going when I was asleep. “I hope you don’t mind me asking, but could we have some food, water, and some clothes before we leave.” My father told the man. “I don’t mind, I am the one who offered. I’ll get you what you need for when you leave tomorrow.” The man returned.

My mother motioned for me to come with her into the room that I came out of not too long ago. When we went into the room my baby brother started crying again, not as loud as when we were walking outside in the cold, but it still hurt my ears. My mother started changing my baby brother and like magic he stopped crying. “Why don’t you help with dinner. ” My mother said while looking at me. I nodded at my mother and went back into the living room.

“Mother told me to help with dinner.” I say with my back to the door of the room I just came out of. “Follow me to the kitchen.” The man told me getting up from his spot on his seat and walking towards the kitchen. I followed him to the kitchen watching as he was already grabbing things from the fridge. “Can you help cut the vegetables for me?” He said while getting a chair, so I could reach the counter. I hopped onto the counter and started cutting the vegetables, not paying any mind to the man while he gives me occasional glances.

“So..” He started “Uhh… What's your name?” The man said, looking at me, forgetting the meat he was cutting. I stopped cutting the vegetables, looking at the man, I hesitated, but nonetheless I told him “Joanne, My name's Joanne. How about you?”

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Hi! Would it be possible to request of the reader trying to calm down Silas from an angry yandere werewolf rage? Like, the reader got hurt by someone and now Silas wants to or is killing them and the reader tries to calm him down?

Hello! Thank you for your request. I hope you like this. I am open to criticism since I'm new to this.

You: Black

Silas: Green

You are currently watching (favorite show/movie) waiting for Silas to get home from work to go on the date you two planned. You two had planned to go for a while now and you were excited because you got to go to (your favorite place) and you were even more excited because Silas never has gone.

You heard a noise like someone opened the door. You got confused and excited because Silas wasn't supposed to be home till later. You paused your show and went to the door "Baby?", only to realised it wasn't him. You must have looked like a deer in headlights, all you could do was stand there too scared to move thinking if you did the guy would hurt you.

Eventually you ran to try and hide, but what you didn't expect was to get shot. You could barely feel it though. With how fast your adrenaline is going the only thing you can think of is running and hiding.

You ran into a secret crawl space you have hidden away incase something like this did happen. The thought of this happening before was almost laughable, but here you are, in the crawl space, in your closet of your bedroom, hiding from a robber. The only thing you wish is for Silas to be here. Then maybe this wouldn't have happened, maybe you a Silas would be enjoying yourselves, being able to have the date you two planned. But look where you are now.

You couldn't hear him anymore and you had no clue where he is, but one thing you did know was that your adrenaline is dying down. And that gunshot wound the most painful thing you have ever felt. You knew you couldn't stay in the space forever. Besides space was only a little bigger than a cabinet. And the size of it didn't help the pain you were feeling.

You really wished Silas was here, but you're just lucky enough to be robbed and shot without him here. You would have called him, but you left your phone on the couch in a rush to hide. Then you heard, something. You had no idea what it was, but it sounded kind of like another person came in. You heard someone walking get closer to you, all you could do was stay quite. You heard them walk into the shared room, then silence. "(Y/N)?" It was so soft,but you heard it, heard him, Silas was finally home.

You tried to make some sort of noise like hitting the door with your foot, but the same was so small and your arm hurt so bad that you were scared to move. "silas" your voice was barely audible, you weren't even sure if he heard you. That was until you the door was forced open and you saw him. Just the sight of Silas could make you cry because of how scared you were. You got out and hugged him as fast as you got in there, not caring about the pain in your arm.

You were sobbing so much, you didn't care how snooty you looked, you didn't care how loud your sobs were, all you cared about was that you were safe in Silas' arms. You just kept babbling how scared you were. You didn't mean to say anything about the robber, you didn't mean for him to see you were hurt, but in that moment you really didn't notice what you were talking about. You were just happy.

As you were calming down you pulled away, and that's when you noticed the look he had on his face, you remembered that look whenever you got hurt or someone insulted you. He was ready to kill someone, but the thing was, you didn't know where he went. For all you know he could have left already, but Silas didn't care he will find that person, and you're scared what he would do next.

"Who are they, Where are they?" You looked at him in suprise. You knew what he ment, but you didn't know how to answer him. "W-What?" He looked so different from normal, you questioned if the person who was holding you was Silas. "I'm not trying to yell at you, but where is he?" He was more stern this time.

"Umm I-I..." before you could tell him you didn't know you heard the back door. The back door has a very distinguishable sound, a very loud creak. And right then in that moment you knew there was going to be hell.

You knew it wasn't going to be hard to stop him, but you dont want to have Silas killing a guy on your conscious. That's why your here were you are now trying to stop Silas that's attacking the guy, thats now, on the ground. "Silas Please, Stop It!"

You had no idea what to do to make him stop. It's never gotten so bad before, its usually just a little banter and you're usually able to calm him down easily. It's never, Never, this bad. You hated this, not being able to stop him, so you did the only thing you could think of. You didn't know if this would work, you hoped this would work.

You grabbed the arm that the guy shot "Ngh... " you hated this so much. When he heard that he shot his head up so fast and he ran to you so fast too.

He grabbed your arms to scared and ready to fight someone to pay attention where he grabbed. You didn't mean to, but with how hard he grabbed your arms you couldn't help the whimper that crawled out of you. "Silas, Please." Then he remembered the bullet hole in your arm.

Immediately he let go of you "I-I'm--" You cut him off by your hug. You didnt want him to speak anymore, you didn't want him to be violent anymore, you didn't want anything besides him. He, Silas, is all you need and want right now. "Instead of saying sorry and blaming yourself, can you just take me to the hospital to get my wound checked out?" You let go and smiled up at him because you hoped this would calm him down. To show him you were alright and just need to go to the hospital before your body gives out and you pass out from blood loss. He didn't say anything just picked you up princess style "Let's go."

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@marima15

I am almost done with your ask. I am currently in high school, but it will be finished in the next couple of days. I hope you understand, Thank you!

[cosmiceclair]

Hello! Hope you are doing well if you don't mind. Please Yandere of your choice with a darling that gets released from the hospital after a bad asthma attack?

Hey! I am doing good, I hope you're doing great. I'm kinda new to writing and stuff, so I hope it's ok.

You: Black

Silas: Green

It had been about 30 minutes since you got released. You felt bad for Silas. He just wanted to go for a run with you, but you having asthma it was hard to do things like that. You were currently sitting in the passenger seat of Silas' car. "..I'm sorry..." you say while looking down at your lap fidgeting with your hands. The car came to a stop and before you knew it you were home. "get out." You look over at Silas in suprise only to see hes getting out and walking over towards you. You watched as he opened your door to let you out. You hesitated a little getting out, but once you did he picked you up. "H-Hey, I can walk on my own!" But he wasn't listening to you, to caught up in his own mind you guessed. When he got to the door to unlock it he was fumbling a little, you couldn't help but laugh a little. When he finally got the door open he carried you to the kitchen to get drinks and snacks, then he carried you to the bedroom. He put you down on the bed so carefully like at any second you could break into millions of peices of glass. He climbed into be right after you, "Are you mad at me..?" He looked up at you with suprise. "No, I'm mad at myself. I should have been more careful with you. Instead I just kept pushing you to the point where you had to go to the hospital." Now it was your turn to look at him in suprise. You couldn't believe what you just heard how was he supposed to know, you never told him worried he would think less of you. "Idiot I never told you about my asthma. You dont need to be mad at all." You gently and carefully moved closer to him, stopping when you two are only inches away from touching your nose together, scared he would push you away if you touched him. You have known Silas for years and this is the first time you have ever seen him look so, worried for someone else. He slowly moved to pull you closer to him breaking you out of your train of thought. He was holding you so close and so hard, he reminded you of a child scared and holding their mother. "Promise to tell me when your having any trouble please. I would never forgive myself if something worst happened to you." You couldn't help but, smile because of how childlike he was acting. "I promise."

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Please only send 2 ask at a time, so until I answer the 2 ask please don't send anymore that way I can answer them. Please do not spam.

Don't request anything associated with pedophilia, rape, any lgbtq-phobia, NSFW, or anything like it.

Don't request anything that is to extreme for example s*lf h*rm, s*icide, or drugs are not ok.

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Lia Smith

DOB- 10/04/2001

Gender- Female

Age- 20

Ethnicity- French

Species- Rabbit

Height- 165.10cm. (5'5ft.)

Weight- 125lbs

Sexuality- straight

Blood type- AB+

Health

General health- healthy

Mental illness/disorder- anxiety and harmless yandere

Medication(s)- Diazepam

Addiction(s)- none

Preferences

Likes- familiar scents, rain, plays, learning, and bicycles

Dislikes- trust building exercises, pranks, getting lost, the word moist, and snoring

Career- helps ryder with sculpting

Hobbies- singing and sculptor

Habits- playing with hair and humming to herself

Pets- none

Social class- between low and middle class

Favorite food- any

Favorite color- red

Favorite music genre- any

Favorite movie/show genre- any

Did they go to college/what degree?- no

What language's can they speak?- english and french

Can they cook?- kinda

Personality

Positive traits- clever, creative, fair, efficient, and knowledgeable

Negative traits- timid, anxious, weak, cautious, and lazy

Introvert or extrovert?- introvert

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Amy Eagleton

DOB- 06/03/1994

Gender- Female

Age- 27

Ethnicity- Australian

Species- human

Height- 162.56cm. (5'4ft.)

Weight- 140lbs

Sexuality- lesbian

Blood type- A-

Health

General health- healthy

Mental illness/disorder- adhd

Medication(s)- Cognition-enhancing medication

Addiction(s)- none

Preferences

Likes- PDA, snowboarding, tarot, writing, and baking

Dislikes- peeps, jump scares, chalk, clutter, and insects

Career- restaurant manager, starting author

Hobbies- writing, sleeping, and baking

Habits- gambling and fidgeting

Pets- none

Social class- high class

Favorite food- potato salad

Favorite color- yellow

Favorite music genre- lofi

Favorite movie/show genre- any

Did they go to college/what degree?- no

What language's can they speak?- english

Can they cook?- yes

Personality

Positive traits- charismatic, clean, decent, forgiving, and gentle

Negative traits- clumsy, disobedient, too forgiving, sadistic, and sly

Introvert or extrovert?- abmivert

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Ryder Mitten

DOB- 08/20/2001

Gender- male

Age- 20

Ethnicity- French

Species- Elf

Height- 165.10cm. (5'5ft.)

Weight- 100lbs

Sexuality- trans and bi

Blood type- B-

Health

General health- Healthy

Mental illness/disorder- tourette syndrome

Medication(s)- Antipsychotic

Addiction(s)- none

Preferences

Likes- swimming, fishing, hights, crochet, and sleeping

Dislikes- horror things, dogs, winter, storms, and alcohol

Career- Sculptor

Hobbies- painting, sculpting, and drawings

Habits- none

Pets- 4 cats: Sage (Norwegian forest cat), Yuni (somali cat), Ginger (selkirk rex), and Sofie (laperm)

Social class- middle class

Favorite food- Rice

Favorite color- sky blue

Favorite music genre- pop

Favorite Movie/show genre- action/mystery

Did they go to college/what degree?- yes, bachelors and master's degree in fine art

What language's can they speak?- english and french

Can they cook?- yes

Personality

Positive traits- patient, calm, faithful, flexible, and creative

Negative traits- gullible, careless, stubborn, touchy, and unselfish

Introvert or extrovert?- abmivert

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Silas Inman

DOB- 12/19/1997

Gender- Male

Age- 24

Ethnicity- American

Species- Werewolf

Height- 198.12cm. (6'6ft.)

Weight- 200lbs

Sexuality- Pan

Blood type- O

Health

General health- Healthy

Mental illness/disorder- Possessive yandere

Medication(s)- none

Addiction(s)- none

Preferences

Likes- bee keeping, gardening, roller skating, astronomy, and snow.

Dislikes- mazes, junk mail, burnt coffee, arguing just to argue, and animal cruelty.

Career- Nurse

Hobbies- gardening and bee keeping

Habits- running, oversleeping, saying umm, wating too fast.

Pets- none

Social class- Middle class

Favorite food- steak

Favorite color- green

Favorite music genre- all

Favorite movie/show genre- romance

Did they go to college/what degree?- Yes, bachelors in nursing (BSN).

What language's can they speak?- English

Can they cook?- kinda

Personality

Positive traits- active, clever, daring, friendly, and optimistic.

Negative traits- paranoid, clingy, straightforward, messy, and troublesome.

Introvert or extrovert?- extrovert

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Issac Goodwin

DOB- 05/04/1991

Gender- Male

Age- 30

Ethnicity- German

Species- Elf

Height- 167.64cm. (5'6ft.)

Weight- 140lbs

Sexuality- Straight

Blood type- A

Health

General health- besides smoking pretty healthy

Mental illness/disorder- Obsessed/possessive Yandere, OCD

Medication(s)- none

Addiction(s)- cigarettes

Preferences

Likes- woodcrafting, mixology, snakes, books, and Organization.

Dislikes- insects that gets into the house, crowds, akward silence, glitter, and flashing lights.

Career- Retail

Hobbies- painting

Habits- Smoking and Swearing

Pets- 3 snakes: flare (corn snake), Tulle (rat snake), and Loop (rosy boas)

Social class- between poor and middle class

Favorite food- Sauerbraten

Favorite color- Purple

Favorite music genre- Any calm music

Favorite movie/show genre- Horror

Did they go to college/ what degree?- No

What language's can they speak?- German, French, and English

Can they cook?- No

Personality

Positive traits- clean, patient, calm, organized, and responsible.

Negative traits- unapproachable, bossy, selfish, strict, and greedy.

Introvert or extrovert?- abmivert

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Happy Pride Month!!!!!

I hope everyone has a great pride month!!!