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be the hero, save the dragon

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so… it's been a while, and that's a severe understatement. last half a year probably has been the most rough experience with my depression in my life, and in last 8 years i've had plenty of those. i've been trying to leave this state all this time and to be honest, big chunk of me is still there. but my desire to draw tan kinich overpowered my executive disfunction, so yeah…

i've been very worried that my art skills degraded a lot since i almost never touched my tablet all those months, but suprisingly they are fine. i'm a little bit slow, but it's as if i've never stopped drawing.

i can't promise anything, but there are few drawings that i hope to finish by the end of this summer.

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past and present

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dottore decided to go signora route when dealing w/ nahida

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i hc doctor ratio as a trans masc purely bc of his stupid ass name. veritas ratio. bruh. ONLY a trans person can come up w/ this atrocity of a name

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i've got argenti at 26 pity and then his e1 at 76 or smth. happiest i've been in a while. didn't plan to go for his e1 but bc i've got him early decided why not. it's seems my "can't get con/eidolon of a limited char" curse is now broken

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TODAY MARKS THE DAY WHEN I FINALLY HAVE ALL MALE CHARACTERS IN GENSHIN

why yes i like men how did you know?

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bruh i was about to sit down and finish my furry dottore & harbingers drawings, so then i could start w/ sandrone art that i REALLY want to draw. unfortunately dottore said "not today bitch", and i instantly generated an art piece w/ him in my mind and then another one based on the first one's idea, and now i have to finish these two first bc they will poison my thoughts until i'm done w/ them. i can't do this anymore i just can't

dottore is like the black death and i'm population of europe in 14th century

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It's that time of year again so here are xmas harbingers edits by yours truly

bonus:

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okay so i have dottore's earring and a couple months ago i started wearing it for days at a time (even during sleep). and today the thing i've been afraid the most happened... the top metal cap (??? idk) got a lil bit loose and blue dust from the inside just fucking covered my sheets. 10/10 morning.

will i stop wearing this earring now? no, i'll repair it and seal it with a superglue. minor inconvinience is not enough to stop me from slaying.

ALSO now i have the funniest picture in my head where dottore randomly wakes up at like 3am (in my case it was 6am but this happening in the middle of the night will make it way funnier), he doesn't know what's wrong yet but he feels it. and then he realises that the weight of his earring isn't there and there is this strange wetness on his right side... OR it randomly happens on one of the harbingers meetings and there is just... a silence for a few seconds... and then all harbingers start fucking howling with laughter while dottore screams "not funny" desperately trying to mitigate damage.

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this man isn't living in my head rent free bc that would imply that i at the very least invited him in. instead this bitch barged into my house, occupied my living space and hisses at me every single time i try to draw someone else

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"...perhaps they never cared about that at all. But I did. So, in the end, I killed them, and set all of the remaining children free."

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alternative name for fontaine AQ part IV would be "wriothesley just wants some tea"

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neuvillette's "the weeping hydro dragon" voiceline has the same energy as someone crying and then being like: "this is just the rain" while it's the sunniest day ever