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pagan poetry*

A/N: Hey-o! After nearly 3 months of being a complete disaster, I … did a thing. Very much my usual brand of filth. Thanks for sticking around as I continue to navigate this impending sense of oblivion!! 1.6k words of bangin’ Bucky Barnes. Yeeeeeeahhh.

Title is from this song, by Bjork. 🖤

Warnings: Smutty smut and heathen shit, what else is new with Helios?

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Steve asked if you were religious once.

It was an off the cuff kind of question, prompted by something you can’t remember now—silly banter over drinks and a background party, perhaps. Both grown weary of entertaining a crowd of strangers, etiquette spent nearing the night’s end. You’d shrugged lazily and prefaced that it’s hard to shake an entire childhood of indoctrination but now, by resolute choice, you aren’t.

You lied. You’ve never been more devout.

It was easier than getting into all the semantics, anyway. Where would you start explaining that you now spend more time than ever at worship? Not in the middle of Tony’s so-called “small” get-together of “only” seventy-five people. Certainly not a place to admit to Steve that your knees supplicate more earnestly than the most pious of priests, your throat constantly pouring the sweetest profession of faith—the name of the most divine.

Even if the two of you were somewhere more private, and he was at least half as drunk as you were, it’s a bit blasphemous, Steve, that you fuck Bucky six ways to Sunday and call it religion.

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Bucky Barnes + Guide to Troubled Birds

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Into The Spiderverse // Across The Spiderverse

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I can’t ...

(I want to try to do a mini comics about Bucky and Sam ...)

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Fool for You [one-shot]

Summary: You want Bucky, but Bucky wants somebody else.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst. Lots of angst. Some self-deprecating thoughts, insecurity. Language because my potty mouth. Bucky’s a dick. Not a happy ending. You’ve been warned.

Notes: Inspired by Linger by the Cranberries, but keep in mind it’s not a song fic! I’ve been in such a writing funk lately. I hope this doesn’t totally suck. Enjoy! x

She’s funny. Her joke has Sam wheezing, Steve snorting, and Bucky chuckling. Even Nat has quirked a small grin. They’re so busy recovering their breath that no one sees the absolutely moon-eyed look Bucky directs at her.

Nobody but you.

It’s hard to ignore the rising bitterness in your throat as you sit on the couch, once ensconced in your novel until Sam began hooting like a broken trumpet, a result of her well-timed joke. Of course she’s funny. She has just about everything else going for her, including Widow’s respect, which is a national treasure all on its own.

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i do enjoy "living weapon" characters but specifically living weapons who did in fact do absolutely horrific things which at least a part of them enjoyed and thought was good and right at the time, and that no amount of not knowing any better or guilt they feel in hindsight will ever make up for. i love living weapons who are "irredeemable", and no it's not their fault that they were made that way or pointed in the directions they were by the hand that wielded them, and yes they are victims, but so were their victims. living weapons who some people will never be able to forgive, but who still wake up every day and try to do better than what's expected of them. a sword that uses its blade to cut wheat to make bread for the people who once lived in fear of its arc falling on their heads.

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Marvel’s Big Three The Avengers | Avengers: Age of Ultron | Avengers: Endgame

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Fuckin’ Teamwork

Pairings: Reader x Bucky Barnes (if you squint) Summary: There’s no “i” in “team”, kids. A/N: No plot. Just silliness. This GIF is sexual, tho. (sweating) PART 2

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From the corner of his eye, Bucky sees you absentmindedly put yet another pen cap into your mouth as you sit in the conference room intently listening to Steve’s lecture. 

Your left hand rests on a yellow memo pad, right hand scribbling as Captain America drops words like “cooperation”, “teamwork”, and “fucking cooperation” for good measure.

“Question.” Tony cuts in.

Bucky internally huffs. Here we go.

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Artichokes

Summary: A peek into the beginning of Bag of Tricks

Pairing: Chaotic Dumbass!Reader/ Exasperated! Bucky

A/N:  ~2k words. Written for @sunmoonandbucky​‘s challenge! So sorry it’s late! Congrats on your milestone, you deserve it and so much more! ✨ My prompt was “Even artichokes have hearts” 

Warnings: Canon-level violence, cursing. StupiT stuff.

“Hey.” It’s not a greeting.

The flight is still long, at least another two hours until the destination is reached. Behind his seat, you poke with your foot, other leg stretched over Natasha’s knee as she dozes off.

“What.” It’s not a question.

Fifteen minutes since the last time you opened your mouth and Bucky knew he wouldn’t make the half-hour mark; it was too good to be true.

“If you were an animal, what would you be?”

“Don’t like animals.”

A huff as you glare out the window and into the clouds, cross that he’s decided to be cross first.

“Okay. If you had a kid, boy or girl?”

“Don’t like kids.”

Natasha chuckles, eyes still closed, hand gently rubbing your knee in consolation because sometimes Bucky just gets this way, and he often gets this way in prolonged flights or car rides—when he’s showcasing his most winning personality trait: patience. Ha-ha.

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wordpeddler - 20 / epilogue

Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: DOUBLE UPDATE. 

Here concludes wordpeddler. :) Thanks everyone for the amazing feedback! It’s been buckets of fun & at the end of the crack tunnel there is a soft light.

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wordpeddler - 19

Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: RIGHT IN THE MOUTH. One more chapter to go! Our lil misadventure’s winding down, y’all. WORDPEDDLER MASTERLIST

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wordpeddler - 18

Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: Getting real tired of crying so here comes Bucky’s moment of authenticity. WORDPEDDLER MASTERLIST

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wordpeddler - 17

Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: 1 quest hint for Boinky. I got like 3 installments left for y’all and then i’m BOUNCIN OUT WORDPEDDLER MASTERLIST

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wordpeddler - 16

Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: sell books, get drunk, profit??? WORDPEDDLER MASTERLIST

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