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How come They can keep going like nothing ever happened when I'm stuck with all of this?

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but did it happen?????

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How to explain to my new friend that fast movements and loud noises scare me without telling him my Tragic Backstory™

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do all mothers struggle to hide lecherous stares in public or was it just mine

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how to avoid seeing a mother interacting with children ever again

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how do i get women to stop looking at me

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Is it legal for a licensed medical professional to ask why I didn't defend myself

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how to know if im selfish and manipulative or if you did this to me

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how to amount to anything once you've been freed

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How to stop feeling guilty that I lived and wishing that it was me who died.

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was it still abuse if they were kids too? why can't i wish them to hell? does it count if i was older than them, even though i didn't understand it? how far would i have gone?

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How to forget and just be alone again

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How to hear his name even if it belongs to someone else too without flashing back

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Is it abuse if it's done "out of love"

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How to not flinch and gasp and try to get away every time my boyfriend touches my neck

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How to tell if recurring specific, identical nightmares are just subconscious thoughts transformed into events that didn't happen as a means of making sense of the feelings or if you're discovering more repressed memories

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how to stop having dreams about Him