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cough

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how big of a pocket would one need approximately to hide him in

good morning to you too i think something like this. so he has some leg room

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sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

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being on joblr (joker out tumblr) is so easy i was going to elaborate but joblr is too funny of a term it looks like it stands for job tumblr

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he's so stupid haha can't stand him hahah

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can i get any commentary you have on seagull causing a storm :3 maybe something on the "are you ahead or behind me" bit of dialogue if you have anything to say. i always thought that part was interesting

hiii good morning 🧡 commentary to a fic as a whole? i guess i'm just going to rumble on about my vision for it, etc. ty for the ask🧡

in general I just wanted to muse around themes of fate, the butterfly effect, and choice. the fic starts in the little scene at the end when they both choose each other at the same time, but it's a drunken subconscious decision, rather they collide. That event is a catalyst for a whole year of events that follow. the night left some heavy tension and reopened old wounds, as I imagined that it just didn't lead to anything good at the moment. bojan pulled back, Kris got his hopes up and got hurt.

kris was clearly already in love for a long time and his arc is really all about these motifs around fate and small actions that lead us to each other. he sees that bojan doesn't love him at the same volume (or doesn't want to show it/accept it, whatever) he's just not there and he might never be. he is kinda refusing to think about being left/hurt/used by bojan's inability to reciprocate but is also acknowledging that his affection still runs on the background, it doesn't die despite the years or the hurt. he's more focused on the reasons to hold on to the love.

meanwhile bojan is on his own journey of personal growth, self-reflecting and finally self-accepting, all of it more rapidly since meeting jere and having that whole esc experience. I guess I should've made this part more clear and just expanded more on the topic, but at the time kris's attempt to start a new relationship as a remedy that ultimately failed resulting in just more pain piled on top of the other one seemed more interesting.

and I guess it's all about these mysterious ways we exist next to each other, and what some may call fate. kris & bojan & me by the end denounce fate because ultimately what leads them together and breaks the wall of tension, of things left unsaid, etc isn't fate, it's every choice they made along the way, big or small. it's kris picking up guitar and saying I want you no matter the cost, and then sticking to his choice for years no matter the hurt of seemingly unrequited love, it's bojan making the call despite the fear of what's to come, despite not knowing what to say or how to say it, despite knowing they might hurt each other again. I think it's much more rewarding to know that the other person chooses you over and over again and is willing to work and hurt for it than believing in fate.

regarding the line first time it came up as a text from bojan and when I typed it i was like hmmmm wait here a second mister wouldn't it be a bit fun to play with the wording of timezones and "depends on the topic" is for the readers to indicate that we are wrapping this line in double layer. and next time in the conversation bojan basically asks are you like me, just coming to fully realize what you mean to me and being okay with it or are you way ahead of me and already know? he’s so silly for that. just a guy. kris should’ve hung up on that mf not realizing he had this shit figured out for years. I knew those babes aren't gonna have a normal conversation in that scene anyway so why not have a little play with words just for our reading pleasure 💋

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and if you’re comfortable put in the tags how old you are

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good morning

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sometimes I wish I had ed sheeran’s phone number just so I could call him up and say SIMILES ARE GENERALLY ONLY WORTHWHILE IF THEY ADD SOMETHING TO AN IDEA. RECOGNISING THAT 2 THINGS CAN HAVE A COMMONALITY IN A VERY VAGUE WAY DOES NOT MEAN IT’S USEFUL TO REFERENCE IT. SEE: FACES CRUMBLING LIKE PASTRIES. IS SHE A BAKER? DOES SHE ENJOY A GOOD CROISSANT? IS THIS REFERENCED ANYWHERE ELSE IN THE PIECE? IF YOU ANSWER ‘NO’ TO ONE OR ALL OF THE ABOVE, DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT $200 OR A BRIT AWARD.

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every room has its own story to tell

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just some designs mainly created because I wanted to draw hakama and then it spiral out from there

bald zuko under the cute

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adding this five pixel photo too im thinking about this again

the resemblance is uncanny

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...u ovom gradu ne mogu da mi odole

(original video)

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has anyone else ever noticed how good i am at picking pictures to reblog

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discovering new music late at night is like opening up a secret cave in the ground

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