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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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“We’re going out to eat”
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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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My ED and dysmorphia after successfully manipulating me into restricting again:
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Me trying to carry out their will:
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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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I'm so tired of everything ....... all I do is sleep ,cry and play video games
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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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creepy-redbull-girl · 4 months
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I miss when this eating disorder was about weight loss and not shutting up the cicadas in my brain dude
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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I think what’s most misunderstood in ED culture is how hard it actually is to gain weight. Most people overeat a little every day. They’re above their cal intake. It takes so many fucking cals to gain a pound.
Once you realize your binge won’t reset you, you’re never scared or unmotivated again.
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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Be fuckin for real. The weight that took you weeks to lose cannot come back in one day. Don’t freak out.
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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No one comes up with a more batshit recipe than two ana girls who feel okay eating around each other
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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15 lbs down and all I have to say is this, TAKE YOUR FUCKING METABOLISM DAYS
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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Advice for restricting when you have a friend staying with you? My buddy is sleeping in my house for three days and I’m responsible for keeping him fed, will he notice if I’m not eating with him?
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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How do I stop getting competitive with my ED friend I absolutely hate myself for it. I’ve always loved feeding her but now when I feed her I don’t eat and it feels like some fucked up way of fattening her up so I stay skinnier.
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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Firmly under my gw by our next date <3333
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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Broke: starving to make your thighs look small next to guys
Woke: dating guys with HUGE fuckin hands
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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“Omg consistent weight loss hitting your lowest how did you do it” I literally just stopped flipping my shit every time I binge.
I be like “damn, that was too much food.” And then I start the next day normally cuz it’s gonna be fine.
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creepy-redbull-girl · 2 years
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Date who’s my height but forty pounds heavier from muscle >>>>>>
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