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Same questions! Same answers! Most wanted in the classroom! A deep rooted cancer. If I don’t hold control I might go bananas, oranges, torn. Sooth and mold the swore it might go away. Front page news, never hitting snooze. Just get drunk off these booze and fall away. Feel the feeling ooze. I need the meaning, feed the being of the convent mule. A relentless perception. In the cut wet and in detention. Messing around undressing the crown with full fun banter. Shut up it’s just another tantrum. In school acting like a fool. Huh! Thought I was cool? Well no one asked ya. The picture no candid. Not sweet just sweat all stamina. You see. Well I see. I can’t believe you breathe gassing and preheating the venom in me. Pump it up 1000 degrees. There’s no begging you please. Your eyes set at ease while inflicting your disease. Patience tested. Depicting the threshold. My flesh sold. No statement. I’m waiting in a dark full fledge basement. Nothing but cement. Your coming back again with a mask like Jason. You see what I mean. A tattooed machine or a bruised up teen. See what I meant. Now let’s pretend ain’t none of this happened. Hold up one sec let me take this bandit. While you’re heavy breathing made for the season bent over from semen batch. Closed door. Cold hatch. Cold floor. Closed match. Same questions! Same answers! What’s wrong with you? You ask. I don’t know why don’t you do the math.

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Its not what I think, believe it perceive. Cause to me it’s all just bullshit. When it comes down to it. Who’s thoughts are ruthless. Switching shoes much? Hearing you I can’t believe these lies. Seeing you I can’t believe my eyes. Once they almost had us. Till we grew up. Blew up. Went from dumbass to badass. Never stepped on a tantrum. Something in us around us turned us found us. Smiled and frowned us. Far from pretending only wanted to believe in a happy ending. In everything, anything. Probably at the end of the day still our mistake. Stay up all night after the sun fades. As I’m looking in your face. The many places I want to be, need to be Even with the gaze at standstill I remain. You decided to play the game maybe just to stay sane, I get it. I choose to refrain from it but in everyone’s eyes a lame some. I know you ain’t nothing like them, deep down, hand to hand, and am I still talking to a friend? Thinking back to when I was a kid, before I ever did a bid, grew up need no bib. Looking for common ground, the argument loud. Same places, same looks, same tastes, same hooks. Thought it was all peace and quiet all the same SHOOKS! Now all I want is a piece and idea. Trying hard to make it with my head rejecting fear, blazing and fully wired like a crackhead fully inspired. Inspecting ears. Smoked and cleared. Or a base head drowned out but my case fled. Croaked and seared. Fuck that.

I’m whack and drifting slowly with my hands in the air I’m sifting holy. My wings are like angels. My knees steading praying. Reaching out can’t grab a hold of the deal, the feel, the heal I need. Looking in the mirror facing not just you but me. Is this real? I’m asking religiously, eyes blood shot, and a nervous peak when I speak. Everything seems so crazy, hit with the bombshell , the impact of social media. Follow me around the world fans trip like Expedia. Blurs and whispers of what’s her affairs and who’s with her. Is that her man ? Her mista? Oh boy I’m laughing with ya. Sitting here feet sweating no shower for weeks clothes ripped under a mist of piss. Ha ha and it gets better. Mr ahh ha so clever clever . Now you left and I’m out the cheddar. Let me take a breath cause when I step away I’m gonna need some weight shed. The legit barrel you pointed in my face, gage holding my stare with a fuck you embrace.

I’ll just break your dick and never suck it or rub it or midnight touch it. I’ll just clutch it, when I’m needing good reason to find in you the meaning of where and when this all became so deceiving ? No loving for chubs with his rights stored of mine. So I get it it’s all good now. I’ll get mine in due time.

I’m not no game here. You can’t just pump and thump then dump and diss this Dane here. Don’t want the fame now, but fuck it’s my name now. Too cold how? Wrists and hand freezing. You want to believe now. There ain’t no steps go ahead take me down. Get eye level as long as I can still see the shovel there’s no blame now heathen. I swear now with the finger on the trigger has me scheming blowh. I’m no outskirt get to feeding turn around under his wife’s skirt and his too feigning. You don’t care now. Your so bare now. Blare so loud. That will be the last pic, pull me down. Wanted to bend the stare inside me. Took the move now I see the hiding. Was scared back then Mr. confide in. Hammer to the door like shinning. It’s all clear now. I just wanted you to hear me cause I know you still think I couldn’t , shouldn’t, or wouldn’t. It's been years now since I was that little girl looking back at the innocent world doing no good. Now I’m just that girl salty and misunderstood bringing switches to get this maim reaped and sewed.

#THENANDNOW #SALT #LYRICS

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I don’t know why you make such a big deal out of everything/ or maybe just persuaded I like enemies/they keep me on my toes/ the theory of everything/ throw out a few words and I’m racing obsessively / subliminal messages/ clock ticks/ am I gaining or loosing time/ makes sense for a minute then I’m right back spinning/ looking at you in the eye/worker dogs/slaves of a synagogue/religious ties/ I think not/ when the fever sets in /sweats dripping/ wild movements are inflicted/ in a cage inhibited/I lose my grip/from rage to finding a balance of accredited communication/ while I hang upside down with a smile on my face laughing as I suffocate/my final destination/the fuck am I saying/I fear that/ what I’m hearing is implanted/ I hear that/ regularly/ what about the ones before me/ that paved the way for my mind to find some sanctity/am I really as patient as I believe/ what’s the difference between hearing and seeing / the same thing while bleeding through your eyes maybe/ a mainframe to clear a disguise / make sense clearly/takes strength it sure does/ cuz/because/ the cause of/ I can go for days tied up/ barley speaking/ so I write and write and write/it’s not enough/ don’t stop/ but be tough/ have to fight my battles/ and theirs and yours too/hard to do/ got a hard on for fools/ monkey see monkey do/ being pulled all ways the feeling is never contained/ how do I find balance so I can just/wait/ there’s no balance/ there’s no scale for me here/ so I speak volumes/there’s no time to be scared/ this room is getting tighter and smaller/ barley any room to run/ I want to be unbridled running freely towards/ what/fuck if I know/ no more excitement/ more mental exercises/ making me retarded/ forgetting what I saw/ from a view in a circular garden/ visiting you for what/ I’ve offered all of my time/ my mind/ my free will/ and my body lays still/ decipher I’m dead now what’s real/ heart pumps blood with a healing property/ but can’t heal my broken heart/ GOD why me/he says you can handle anything/ mind over everything/ what’s the true meaning when matter is nothing/ looing my head mad hatter at a luncheon/ are you there or am I seeing things/ not sure what to do but I have a hunch and do it anyways/the book of Enoch/ I just go go and go / open the door when he knocks/don’t want to let him in so he scoffs/ talk about sin I have the perfect batch/ nada botched/ recipe completely/ top notch/ energy runs slow in an anti- social world/ by myself all I can do is dwell /in this space and create what comes few and far in between/peeping at me/pushing me to wake from my sleep/ I am your father he speaks/wake up wake up wake up/am I felt/ is my life a scripted scene/with my cards delt/I fight these battles up hill on a two way street/ with muscles weak my body moves freely/ hands write for me/ that’s all I have these days/ it’s all I need/ my head loses speed/ enough to focus completely/ after a disastrous falling trying concentrate breathing/ into a bag/ no oxygen needed/ my speech still isn’t impaired but I have and I had and I am / I’m just that’s it I’m just feared greatly. -MS SALT

#Feared Greatly

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#perseverance

Perseverance huh/ I’m looking right through it/trying to be brave enough to be brutal/but it's getting hard in the hood/ I’m needing proof/ I’m trying to justify everything in my life/ I just over complicate/ and contemplate/I’ve been stuck/ in a constant motion/ but my mind remains the same/back and forth but in the same direction/ leaning towards growth/ I need a new outlet/ wishing you were by my side right now/ cause I need something/ that type of touch that just makes me forget about everything else/I put nothing above it/I’m trying hard to maintain in this game/ keep a smile on my face/ cause I can’t show it/ all the pain that I stuff down/ all the rain I’ve been under/ all the clout someone receives from being dirty/ it’s no wonder/ I lay low/ been trying to see what’s poppin/ but around here ain’t shit good/ I wish you would just show up out the blue/ put my chain on/ broken hearts/ forever mi amore/ I’m trying to keep this pace now/ looking at all these changing faces/ people been changing on me/ It's wrong how they paved the way and then get mad when we step again/ so many issues I’ve touched on/ I’ve seen them come I’ve watched them go/ but the memory forever engraved in my soul/ feel like I’m bleeding out/ took so many shots/ but undefeated I remain / like life what you want/ thinking ways to keep the pace/ how to save myself from such misery/ while living life so lavishly/ kicking back feet on the table/ when my mama taught me differently/ comfortably walking up in stores/ I could have anything everything/ money sure does feed the seed/ to tell you the truth this makes me sick all of this greed/ all these riches/ flossing diamonds that men bleed over/ this isn’t helping shit/ don’t want to see so we look the other way/ don’t want to scratch that itch that I feel when I spend/ It all stems from being a kid/ better things had to live without/it's been tough just trying to get out my grandma’s house/never realizing I could’ve of been borne somewhere else/ thinking my problems are bigger than everyone else/ kids starving non the less/ and see people get mad when there food wasn’t prepared how they wanted/ and to be honest we shouldn’t just pray and give thanks but level up and create a way to save / raise them up/ soon enough perseverance will come/ that really means something now doesn’t it. -MS Salt

#perseverance

I ask these questions because I’m find myself struggling more than ever needing advice more than pleasure. -SALT

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#touched The moment passed will see how long this moment lasts. The quiet draft but hear your voice haunting like a drip from a leaky faucet. My blood sauced. Wobbling a fine line grabbing a hold of my mind still haven’t lost it. Knees to floor last few days left me exhausted. I’m going to go crazy thinking about you. Bring me forward. Pass the taunting views. I don’t quit only tired of abuse. You call it muse. I call it a noose. The score you seed inflecting societal news with your reflecting views in a mirror that prays till I’m bent over on church pews looking for a save from grace. A pardon won’t smack your taste from my mouth or make me see what you think life is about on an empty plate. Am I too late to be bothered with dreams heavens flaunted as my mind grows in this secret garden. Plans leaking heavy wonder where the depth in me stands from, trying to destroy the pressure step with caution singing lines from Domestic Dispute Be Cautious. Now I proceed without caution. No more instincts that keep me stalling. Breaking waves in freedom that comes from shivering quakes. Jesus sakes I’ve crossed it. The line that you provide to keep me wrapped up in all this. I hear you. All I ever wanted was the rear view not an obstructive clear view. I wanted to dwell in the past because that is where my happiness has my heart, my soul, even if I didn’t know it. I want to own and sew it. Mold it. Keep what we had and bold it. Never leave that spot where I loved the most. But here I am, on hold. I sought and you sold every ambition I told till my blood soaked cold. -MS SALT. #touched`