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{I miss you guys sm. But finals are on the way and Noctis Is being finicky ;n;}

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A wild Prompto is going to lie across Noctis simply because he can.

Prompto has used lay, it is very effective, in retaliation Noctis uses hair pets, that will teach him.

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@vaciiviity Cont from X

Don’t you know Noctis? to be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it? well, from now on he might be more considerate of other people, maybe that would avoid everyone a heartache.

and yet, yet, this feels like he needed, to comprehend not only where Omen stood, but also where he did as well. an icy cold feeling stabbed through him, burying deeper as words kept flowing free from Omen’s mouth. he felt his mouth running dry, his throat was the desert, now it’s him who feels the need to spill himself out but nothing comes out.

The only way he feels he’d come close to remotely comfort his double is to embrace him, not words, the way his body talks won’t take any of those, but maybe, just maybe the ex-prince would take him, so taking the risk, slowly but steady he closes the space between them a hand reaching for the small of the other’s back, lightly pressing against the fabric to avoid hurting him, while the other hand reaches for the back of Omen’s head, softly guiding it to rest on his shoulder.

“It’s ok to not know, to be afraid” A beat “I can’t promise you to not hurt you, because I’m a fool that does stupid shit sometimes, hell I don’t even know if that’s something you need to hear” another pause followed by a sad laugh “I can’t even tell you to not worry about me dying, but I can assure you, that right here right now, you can hold onto me, because I’m not an illusion or a distorted memory” 

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"Noctis, join me for a drink?"

Maybe his mood was evident enough that his father had to intervene somehow. "That's not something you usually ask" though the idea seemed appealing this one time so might as well take the chance "but I'll take it, it can't hurt to drink with your old man"

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Sudden mood change, drinks ? Drinks

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Someone is in a mood

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Reblog if you're okay with the same mun sending in more than one meme.

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let me wear ur hoodie while i ride ur dick 

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{So uh, depression has been taking a toll on me, making it really hard for me to write or feel this muse, or feel any joy whatsoever, whenever I look at my drafts nothing really comes to me and I really hate it because I'm letting people down, I can’t really excuse my absence I just dont know, I don’t know what to do with myself}

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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RPers, please reblog this if you’re okay with ICONLESS threads!

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Curiosity killed the cat and satisfaction brought it back as they say although it makes him wonder if it really were true whether he'd turn undead or the loop would reset. Regardless, a head covered by dark hair plops against Noctis' shoulder, cat ears twitching. Pet him. He's too awkward to ask for it although he wonders if it feels as good as he thinks it does. [ Miqo'te Omen! ]

Nothing like catching some bugs and fishing in your handheld device, while being the mayor everybody loves to make you feel accomplished in life, that is until a mess of raven hairs block your side view, pointy ears twitch a few times before he closes his ds to pay attention to his lookalike.

A small hum comes out of him before lifting a hand to administer gentle pets behind the magic ears. Followed by a few scritches "Is this what you want?"

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Having depression is so exhausting, both mentally and physically, is not even the sad or the lack of self value, is the lack of drive, the lack of want, the inability to do anything, even if it's a thing you love and have a great time doing, you just can't seem to do it, and it's just aggravating.

Even the smallest things take a whole load of energy and then you're tired and sleep for 12+ hours only to feel awful about wasting yet another day, week, month...

I don't know how to deal with this. I dont know and I'm frustrated and angry and sad.

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* PICK-UP LINES !

Triggers: Sexual mentions / content

NOTE: None of these lines are mine. I found them on various sites, so credit goes to whoever created them.

I just cleaned my face. Now you have a clean place to sit!

I hope your pussy has nine lives, ‘cause I’ll be killing it all night.

If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put the D in U.

Would you fuck a stranger? …No? Alright, I guess I’ll introduce myself.

Are you a thief, because I want you to take my virginity.

Are you a poster? Because I want to pin you to the wall.

Let’s play ‘Titanic’. You be the ship, and I’ll be the iceberg you go down on.

I can’t do magic, but I can do you.

Are you a daycare? Because I want to put my kids in you.

They say a kiss is the language of love. Wanna have a conversation?

Fuck me if I’m wrong, but dinosaurs still exist, right?

I’m jealous of your heart because it’s pumping in you, and I’m not.

Wanna go on a ‘ate’? I’ll give you the D later.

You must be Medusa because you make me rock hard.

Are you a toaster, ‘cause I wanna take a bath with you.

Are you Kentucky Fried Chicken because you’re finger lickin’ good.

Your body is Wonderland, and I’d love to be Alice.

I’m like a firefighter. I find them hot and leave them wet.

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Flowers for One Another

Send in “Floral Reminders” to hear what kind of flower my muse associates with yours.

Send in “Wreath” for your muse to receive a crown of flowers from mine.

Send in “Petals of Reincarnation” to hear who your muse reminds my muse of.

Send in “Floral Rain” for your muse to be showered in flower petals by my muse.

Send in “Bouquet” for your muse to receive flowers from my muse.

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SEND MY MUSE ANONS!!

Send them:

Questions about their relationships Invasive, uncomfortable personal questions Ask them about their childhood Throw random, weird thoughts at them Ask them anything and everything

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In sorry for being such a lame rp partner and take literal weeks to reply to threads zhahediaj, I understand if you're annoyed and fed up with me, I'm so sorry.