cruelsmmr
cruelsmmr
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24. she/her. mediocre at best.
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cruelsmmr · 6 months ago
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xxx ♪♫
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cruelsmmr · 2 years ago
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better late than never ig
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cruelsmmr · 2 years ago
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Hi! I love your renders! I was wondering do you use cycles or eevee!
hi, thank you so much! i appreciate that sm <3
i use cycles! i set the camera dimensions on 3000x3000 and usually render at 64!
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cruelsmmr · 2 years ago
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on some new shit  ☼
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cruelsmmr · 2 years ago
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realizing i never post anything here
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cruelsmmr · 2 years ago
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realizing i never post anything here
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cruelsmmr · 3 years ago
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on my way to buy some flowers for u 
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cruelsmmr · 3 years ago
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💙🤎
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cruelsmmr · 3 years ago
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starry haze
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cruelsmmr · 3 years ago
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starting another year together
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cruelsmmr · 3 years ago
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Long time, no see
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cruelsmmr · 4 years ago
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hazy
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cruelsmmr · 5 years ago
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7-15 for Seraphiney ✨✨✨
7. Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
Her nightmares cycle through a couple different themes, but the one she visits the most is the death of her family, and just always being too late with saving them.
8. Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?
She has a good handful of times. The first time she ever had was actually at a shooting range. 
9. Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?
Yeah, a bit. She grew up upper middle class and now sits at the lower end of middle class. 
10. Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?
Honestly, there is no preference. She loves to experiment with fashion and is comfortable in most clothing. 
11. In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
Age 15 when she witnessed the death of her mother, father, and brother.  
12. In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?
The time she has spent in New York. Something about New York is calming, in a soothing way too. 
13. Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? 
At this point, she has seen enough blood that it just doesn’t bother her anymore. But then again, she has never really been bothered by the sight of it. 
14. Does your character remember names or faces easier? 
Faces. She’s terrible at names but can recognize familiar faces in a crowd. 
15. Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?
No she’s not. She has upped and moved herself too many times to be preoccupied with possessions. She’s maybe a bit more preoccupied with money, but even that’s a stretch to say. 
16. Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success? 
Happiness. 
17. What was your character’s favorite toy as a child? 
Any toy that promoted creativity. Wouldn’t necessarily consider coloring books or playdough as “toys” but she loved activities like that. 
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cruelsmmr · 5 years ago
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cruelsmmr · 5 years ago
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Character Development “Hard Mode” Meme: send a number & character to my ask box  and I’ll write an answer/headcanon in reply.
Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?
What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?
What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?
Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?
On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?
Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?
Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?
Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?
Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?
In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?
Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?
Does your character remember names or faces easier?
Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?
Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?
What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?
Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?
What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?
In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?
If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?
What does your character like in other people?
What does your character dislike in other people?
How quick is your character to trust someone else?
How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?
How does your character behave around children?
How does your character normally deal with confrontation?
How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?
What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?
What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.
In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?
Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?
How does your character behave around people they like?
How does your character behave around people they dislike?
Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?
Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?
Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?
How does your character treat people in service jobs?
Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?
Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?
Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?
How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?
What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?
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cruelsmmr · 5 years ago
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i gave a go at rendering and its fun and def needs more practice but for my first attempt, not bad 
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cruelsmmr · 5 years ago
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mean muggin’
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