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I'm sorry??? For making a joke I make all the time??? What am I supposed to say??? Like I didn't think it was serious. Neither did my friend. I put up with you telling me to shut up in front of your brother and his wife and with you telling me that I'm not being socially acceptable by singing a song to myself on a bus full of weebs or that my tangents aren't appropriate to the conversation at the time but I make a joke about gaslighting that the one other person in the room doesn't actually take seriously and I'm shamed and accused ... idk fucking attacked?????

Whatever I deserve it. I dropped all of what should be our shared responsibilities on youand fucked off for four days, I deserve to be ashamed in front of my friends. I have plenty to spare, right? And you have... what, three? Because you don't try to talk to people? I can afford to lose contact with them right?

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A t-shirt that says "I ♥️ BEING THE SMALLER PERSON. I ♥️ REMEMBERING AND RESENTING. I ♥️ HOLDING GRUDGES. I ♥️ BEING PETTY."

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Okay, that's it. I'm going back. I'mma get back together with Ana and Mia. I'll pretend to be healthy so no one will know and everyone will praise me instead of trying to get me help. I'm objectively disgusting where I am right now. I'm horribly, repulsively overweight. No you know what? I think I've crossed that line. I'm pretty sure I'm officially, clinically, medically obese now. BMI of 37 or something. It's awful. I'm horrendous. I hate this. I hate looking like this. I hate feeling like this. I hate that I'm forcing others to see me like this.

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Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter featured in The Letters of Edna St. Vincent Millay

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I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

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Wow I wish I was dead I deserve it. I suggested we watch a movie and he said "I don't wanna watch this stupid movie I wanna watch something FUN" and then he referenced something that happened to me one time and once of our friends hadn't heard it yet so I started telling it and he told me not to while the movie was going so I stopped and now I don't wanna tell it at all because it doesn't matter because nothing I say matters nothing I experience or have ever experienced matters I don't matter I just need to shut up shut the fuck up shut the FUCK up you stupid fucking idiot just shut up shut up shut up no one cares no one FUCKING cares you don't matter shut the fuck up. You always pick the worst times to fucking talk you just need to stop talking shut UP SHUT UP SHUT UUUUUPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!

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body-horror space cat; OC drawing commission for @/RealmOfMin on twitter

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Damn, I wish I were hot enough that people would fantasize about me

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Prometheus Bound (Detail), 1611–1612. By Peter Paul Rubens

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sorry for being a pathetic bedraggled lump of fur and bones animated by roiling black primordial flame. it will happen again btw

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Any tboys out there want their pussy devoured??

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God I would LOVE to be railed by a nice tgirl cock right now.

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