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Maybe I should just like ... Stop. Like stop trying to be nice. Just stick to a routine of house chores and only do nice things when asked. I need to stop trying to surprise you and do nice things for you because every time I try, I just make things worse. I made you the food that you eat every single day and you didn't eat it today. And it's my fault for not asking if you wanted it before I made it. And now I'm making you the bad guy even though it's my fucking fault like I always do!!!

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You turned on music, the speaker volume was high, I only heard the music while I was reading, I heard what sounded like pots and pans clanging, I went to the kitchen so see if you were okay and/or needed help, and you seemed to be angry that I was even there. I feel bad for coming to check on you. I feel like I had already fucked up by not cleaning up beforehand. And going in to ask if you wanted help made things worse. I feel like you're mad at me for even asking. I was trying to help and I just made you angrier and more frustrated. I can't fucking do anything right. I can't help right, I can't be sad right, I can't feel bad right. I'm just wrong. Like essentially and fundamentally wrong. I'm sorry. It seems like no matter what I try I will just always be Wrong like this.

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Oooohhhhh, he HATES me.

Okay ♥️

Yay ♥️

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Illustrations for SLAPS!Volume 4 at Elephant Room Gallery in Chicago

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Hello you

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i’m going to start saying “happy pride” throughout the month of june during casual interactions the same way people say “happy holidays/merry christmas” etc

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(from Grail Quest #3: The Gateway of Doom, 1984)

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I just don't know what you want. You're too busy to make plans so you want me to take care of it but then you want to be included in making the plans but you don't keep track of when things are so I have to remind you whenever we have a plan but you don't want to remind me about things so I don't even know I feel like no matter what I do I'm doing the wrong thing the wrong way and idk why you're still fucking here. I feel like I've consistently disappointed you year after year after year and you remind me year after year after year and I never get better I never change but you're the one who proposed to me you're the one that wanted to marry me you're the one that wanted this to be forever and God I want that too but idk if you actually do. I feel like you feel like you made a mistake.

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Good I hate seeing the patterns and knowing I'm a bad person and not feeling able to do anything about it. I don't know what to do. I want to fix this right now but I know this isn't a right now thing. This is something I need to do over time but it feels so bad RIGHT NOW. I want something to make it better NOW

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Fuck fuck fucking fuck why do I ruin everything you were already having such a shitty day and I just made it fucking worse I'm sorry I don't know what to do because if I try to do anything I'll just be making it about me I don't know how to make anyone feel better

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i still have the knife in my throat

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Chat, what do you do if you're married but also you and your husband are friends with your high school crush and the latter just broke up with his partner of 8 years and you still have a crush on him because he and your husband are basically the same person but you've never had a discussion about polyamory or opening the relationship?

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gonna post my entire stickman reaction pic collection

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I shouldn't have said anything I'm sorry you didn't nothing wrong I fucked up I shouldn't have said anything what is wrong with me I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm the only one who ruined anything

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i love you pre transition transfems you deserve the world

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Kids of Mamaleek

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