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no one talks about how one of the worst parts of a fluctuating mental health is that after you go through That Slump Period of not giving a crap about anything and not taking care of yourself, that you then have to clean up the mess you’ve made.

That you have to go grocery shopping so you can eat actual food, that you have to tidy up - vacuum, wash dishes, do the laundry, make the bed - the literal mess your room/home has become, reply to emails and messages with ‘sorry for the late reply, just getting to this now’, and you now have to play catch up with everything.

For some people, recovery isn’t a snap of the fingers and everything’s suddenly better. Relapses happen, and it’s a shitty part of the process. So this one’s for those who have had to wake up one day and realise that they have to pick themselves back up again - I see your strength and resilience and I love you ❤️ 

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im going to bed for a week

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you’re 19 and you’ve never been in love and you’re not sure if you’re even capable of it

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an explanation is not owed

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wayv x maps (2020)

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10 Questions Tag

by @starxblossom (it took a while to finally answer these, I’m sorry >.<)

What’s the last thing that made you smile?

I think the last moment that genuinely made me smile was in the call yesterday with one of my friends. He was already tired but wanted to talk to me but at some point he fell asleep while I was reading but at some point he woke up again. It was such a cute situation which makes me smile again now.

Have you had, at least, three glasses of water today?

Yes, I already drank around 1,5 liter of water.

What do you think is hidden in the depths of the ocean?

A lot of unseen creatures, plants, animals, ... I believe in the depths of the ocean are things happening that we can’t explain when we see them. Some things that would probably get exploit when they’ll get discovered.

When was the last time you felt the soil under your feet? And how was the experience?

I can’t remember the last time but I can remember the feeling. It’s pleasend and comforting until you step onto a little stone or branch. And since I’m not living near woods or anything I am constently scared to step into glass or cigarettes. That’s why I barely walk barefoot but I should definetly do it more often when I get the chance to.

What often comes to mind when you stare off into the sky?

Everything or nothing. Either I think about what’s currently going on in my life, what kind of problems I got and how I can solve them, what I am happy for and what might happen in the future. Or I just stare up and shut everything down. Just breathing in the moment without a thought, just feeling the situation.

When was the last time you told someone you love them?

I told my grandma today that I love her. It’s her birthday today so I called her to congratulate her because I can’t visit her. When we were about to hang up I said “I love you”. When it comes to friends and family I often tell them that I love them. 

What’s the closest experience you've had to true love? (romantic or otherwise)

The closest experiences I had were my crushes I guess. I once had a crush on one of my best friends. We were holding hands a lot and met up a lot as well. I even dreamed about kissing her. My heart was pounding a lot sometimes in my chest. I don’t really experienced real love yet though. But whenever I got a crush I care a lot about them, I always got the urge to help them out, be an emotional support and make them teach that they’re not alone, they’re strong and that they should love themselves. 

Besides red or pink, what colour do you think best represents love?

Violet. It’s the colour of passion. Besides that I feel like it radiates warmth as well. I believe love should consist of passion, warmth and ambition.

What song makes your heart feel lighter than a leaf?

I’m not so sure... but maybe Sylt 98 by Lea

What’s the best thing you like about yourself? And no, I will not accept ‘nothing’ as an answer ><

Currently I am appreciating a lot of my body. I love my fave, my hair, my little tummy, my body shape itself. I am working on my self image, so I sometimes stand naked in front of my mirror looking at myself and the more I do that the more I love myself and my body seems more natural to look at. Characterwise I really think I’m gracious and affectionate, that’s what I love about myself and I hope that part will not change. 

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powerful words from a powerful woman

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Neo Zone: Choose your AI Boyfriend [nct 127]

TEASER!!

Pairing: Any NCT Member & Female Reader 

AI! NCT | Android! NCT

Description: Majority of your friends are already in a relationship. And in order to keep up with them, they urges you to get one. You stumbled across the website Neo Zone, ordered a soft AI boyfriend, and a whole different AI was sent to you. 

-words ➙ this preview 1.8k | for each member’s fic (tba)

-genre ➙ cyberpunk au, fluff, smut, angst, yandere themes

-warnings ➙ this is a fic with a twist. 

-A/N ➙ pls stream punch for reference hehe. Another headache, bow. Okay so you have the chance to select which among the 10. Each member will have different story and plot lines (all links will be linked soon pls pray for my brain cells). A huge thanks to my soulmate @aufaits​ <3

I will be notifying you of the posting schedule!!

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thick women appreciation post @palomija / @cloudiabelen / @brizenn / @kellyaugustineb​ / @brimarqz / @erikaaguileraa / @p.s.kaguya / @aushosays​ 

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Aurum College (prologue)

Genre: highschool!AU / private school culture / rags to riches / teen drama / mystery / vague romance

Word Count: 1.3k

[ prologue - I didn’t want this ]

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Trainspotting (1996)

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Did I really just went to forums and read all the stuff about online love?

Uhm yea, I kinda did and now I am questioning everything.

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NCT TUMBLR SERVER

HIYA :) I JUST MADE A SERVER

I’ve wanted to do this for a while now and the time has finally come, I wanted to create a community where content creators and consumers from tumblr could interact with each other. Basically to just to get more interaction, no this isn’t a network. It’s a community, reblog this so I can message you a link to the server :)

Let’s share this and make the best out of it, maybe you’ll find your favorite content creators on here and chat with them or maybe you’ll be suddenly chatting with your anon! Let’s all become one :)

Reblog to get invite link (make sure i can message you)

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doyoung live ♡ (200612)

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doyoung: stop calling me cute, i’m 25 years old jungwoo: i’m baby