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Tumblr is so weird cuz wdym I could be moots with either my bsf or worst enemy and I wouldn't even know 🤷‍♀️

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On the bright side, obsessing over calories means I’ve basically got a PhD in mental math

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me, rawdogging my disorders

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This shit made me laugh so I thought I should share

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I hate how much I enjoy eating

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The Ultimate Edition List of Ed: Movies, Books, and Shows;

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❀ Sharing the Secret (2000) – A quiet girl hides her struggle behind a perfect image.

❀ Starving in Suburbia / Thinspiration (2014) – A girl falls into the dark world of pro-ana.

❀ When Friendship Kills (1996) – Two best friends spiral into their disorder together.

❀ For the Love of Nancy (1994) – A true story of a girl’s battle with anorexia.

❀ To the Bone (2017) – A raw, intimate look at recovery.

❀ Feed (2017) – A haunting portrayal of grief and control.

❀ My Skinny Sister (2015) – Through a younger sister’s eyes, we witness the unraveling of a figure skater’s picture-perfect life as she hides a devastating eating disorder.

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✦ Gossip Girl – Blair Waldorf and her battle with perfection.

✦ Red Band Society – A group of teens in a hospital, fighting their own battles.

✦ Pretty Little Liars – Hanna Marin’s secret struggle beneath her confidence.

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❀ Wintergirls – “I am a wintergirl. Frozen between life and death.”

❀ Elena Vanishing – A memoir of a girl lost in the disorder.

❀ Stick Figure – A child’s perspective on beauty and control.

❀ Paperweight – A girl in treatment, trapped between past and future.

❀ Just Listen – Silence, music, and hidden pain.

❀ Second Star to the Right – A diary-style novel on the descent into ED.

❀ Zoe Letting Go – Secrets, recovery, and a place that’s supposed to help.

❀ What I Lost – After losing forty pounds, Elizabeth is sent to a treatment center—where letters, secrets, and the search for control bring her closer to the truth.

❀ I’m Glad My Mom Died – A darkly honest memoir by Jennette McCurdy, detailing her childhood, career, and the deep impact of her mother’s control—including her eating disorder.

stay skinny and safe my loves 💋

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I need a boyfriend to scream at me when I gain and let me starve and to buy me cute gifts when I lose weight

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i would never judge anyone for bingeing except for myself

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I'm too scared to log what I ate today cus I know that it's gonna be bad and I ate too much and I regret not exercising and I'm gonna get so fat :(

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how do I get over my first loves heartbreak without getting rid of her stuff☹️☹️ (context too: we dated for over a year & I live in England, her NZ)

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There’s something about having an €d in the autumn/winter that is so comforting is it just me orrrr

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I love the pangs of hunger like aqgdgdgdgjsfshnsnsf

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can we please normalise having an ed but not wanting to be bony and sickly looking? like i wanna be thin but i also wanna look fairly healthy or as if i was just naturally itty bitty

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I FORGOT I HAD MY VPN ON AND WAS SO CONFUSED WHY I KEPT GETTING ADS IN JAPANESE 💔

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i wish i could transfer my period cramps to evil men i hate

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Has anyone read sad perfect cuz it's low-key my fav book but I've never met a single person who has read it💔

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might fuck around and drink the daily recommended amount of water