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crazy thing abt deanjo (one of many) is the confusion abt whether the narrative wants to assign her the role of little sister or love interest (or both lmao). as illustrated by her death scene when Dean kisses her once on the forehead (little sister) and once on the lips (love interest) like those two instincts will always work in concert and confuse and complicate one another. it's like even in this final moment her narrative category is flickering wildly back and forth. Is she an adult or is she babygirl forever. Answer quickly.

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Sam should've had differently coloured eyes when he was drinking demon blood, not just the regular standard-issue demonic eyes. He was the Boy King, after all... I, personally, believe yellow would be best. I want him to see the eyes of Azazel staring back at him when he looks in the mirror... It would've been so good. Especially when Dean saw it 😭 after everything Azazel did to them, seeing his reflection in Sam's eyes would've been beautiful. A visual representation of what Azazel had done to Sam...

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I just remembered a post I saw sometime ago about how john gets more hate from the fandom for things he supposedly did to dean (that have no real basis in canon) than for things he canonically did to sam and yeah, I agree 100%, but it also made me think about something else: the way the fandom views bobby

the majority of the fandom glorifies bobby as this Perfect Parental Figure, who’s so much better than john and deserves the boys much more than john and would punch john for the way he treated the boys. even tho…

- in 4x20 and 4x21, he helps dean trick sam and force him into an awful torture-detox, acknowledges that they were killing him and yet does nothing to actively stop it and when sam was escaping, he even tries to take him back inside

- in 5x20, he tells sam that he’s not strong enough to beat lucifer and that he can’t control himself (where tf did that even come from. literally in that exact same episode, he stopped himself from killing his almost-fiancée’s murderer, but sure, he can’t control himself)

- in 5x21, he says to dean that sam is full of character defects and has a ~~darkness~~ in him or whatever (like WHERE is this darkness he’s supposed to have???)

- again in 5x21, he suddenly decides than sam can beat the devil and says that to dean. why on earth couldn’t he say that to sam (preferably leaving out the character defects and darkness bullshit) who spent two seasons getting beaten down by everyone and their mom and probably needed a little appreciation and encouragement???

- in 6x06, he tells dean that he’s his favourite

- in 7x02, sam tell him and dean that he’s full-on hallucinating lucifer, that he can’t tell what’s real and what’s not and that he thinks he’s still in the cage and bobby basically goes ��yikes! anyway I’m done with shit lol I’m going back to work” and then proceeds to ask dean how dean is dealing with sam’s trauma like wtf

- in 8x19, sam rescues his ungrateful ass from hell and he thanks him by berating him for following his agreement with dean (an agreement he taught them) and not looking for him when he was in purgatory and settling down, even tho that’s exactly what he wanted for dean in 6x01

- this isn’t something he did to sam per se, but I think it says a lot about how he views him: in 5x21, he acts all ~~surprised~~ when he sees sam rushing in and out of the warehouse saving people, as if it’s something new for sam and not something he does literally everyday. as if just one season ago, sam’s primary motivation for drinking demon blood wasn’t to SAVE PEOPLE by exorcising demons without harming the host AND by trying to stop the apocalypse

I’m sure there’s more but these are the first things that come to mind (side note: I’ve seen people say that bobby’s bias against sam is understandable because soulless!sam tried to kill him, but that doesn’t really hold since only two of the things I’ve mentioned happened after 6x11)

in conclusion, bobby is fucking awful to sam and barely tolerates him and yet… since none of these actions are directed towards dean, then who care! he’s the best dad the boys could’ve asked for!!!!!!!!! even tho I’m willing to bet that if he did to dean any of the shit he did to sam, he’d be hated by the entire fandom

my point is: john getting more hate for invented things he supposedly did to dean than for things he canonically did to sam and bobby being glorified despite being awful to sam and despite his blatant favouritism towards dean are two sides of the same coin

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happy pride month to my misogynist, asexual king

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supposedly kripke's ideal ending for the series in s5 from rob and rich's podcast

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john winchester hate is so forced. you're gonna be mad at this guy? This little guy?? pookie baby bear with tears in his eyes?!!!!

"but he ignored dean!!" damn id ignore his bitch ass, too. stop calling your dad, you're a grown ass man and he's got shit to do. fuck. figure it out 🙄

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season 10 of supernatural i hate you

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a disgusting, delicious thought occurred to me in the shower.

since we’ve all heard Kripke’s imagined ending for Dean after swan song by now, what if Sammy jr got pregnant at like 17 or 18 and, to Lisa’s astonishment, Dean isn’t even remotely pissed.

he’s overjoyed, excruciatingly supportive, doesn’t even bother to ask who the baby’s dad is. if anything, he’s happier than he was when they found out that Lisa was going to give birth to a baby girl, and… oh, dear God; it clicks.

Dean doesn’t have to ask who the baby’s dad is. He knows.

Lisa stands to leave for the studio to prepare her; she tries not to retch or let her face slip, prenatal yoga class, with a kiss to Sammy’s forehead and a pat to Dean’s shoulder.

muttering something about being home to make dinner, that she’s positive neither Sammy nor Dean even heard, she leaves the house and gets into her car to drive to the studio.

before she’s made it to the end of their block she has to pull over and puke into some bushes.

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john winchester who's really just doing his best. it's not great, but it is his best.

john who apologizes for the screaming match that took them all the way across wyoming by finding a motel that has a heated pool behind the lobby and a prime rib buffet across the street.

john who keeps a set of teacher's answer keys to the most popular algebra and geometry textbooks tucked under coils of enchanted chains and blessed rope in the trunk of the impala, because he was never the best when it came to math.

john who picks up hagstones and chunks of slag glass and wiccan books on botanical magic and whatever else will make sammy give that little closed-mouth gasp of delight, the thing that could've been a full-throated shriek of joy on a kid raised in the suburban fenced-in yard john intended for him.

john who teaches dean how to do card tricks, knife tricks, trick shots with a pistol and a pool cue. john who shows dean the ways around rigged carnival games and how to drill a slug for vending machines, pop machines, laundromat machines.

john who teaches the boys (his boys) how to poach an egg and how to change a tire and how to pack and fill their own shotgun shells. john who brews coffee burnt and black but never forgets to buy milk. john who carefully winds cassettes back into their cases when the tape deck in the impala pulls their guts out. john who shows the boys how to rewire broken toasters and hotwire stolen cars.

world's okayest dad john winchester.

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she's so real

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THEY WANT EACH OTHER SO BAD THEY DONT CARE ABT THE BROTHERFUCKING LOOKS BEING OBVIOUS ANYMORE (EYE CONTACT + LIP LICKING IS CRAZY WORK).

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Dude– you'r interrupting, get out!

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it's called freefall by holyfreaks ; a preseries wincest fanfiction

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66075001/chapters/170276506

new fanfic series now fully uploaded <3

length: 11.4k words

warnings/tags: underage sex, underage drinking and drug use, betrayal, light angst, sad and sweet

summary: It's May 1999, and 16-year-old Sam is running away from hunting and his overbearing father once and for all. This time, he asks Dean to come with him. Where Sam goes, Dean follows, so he agrees. Their roadtrip spans across three states and five days in a stolen Honda Civic. Only one thing is known in a trip full of uncertainty: Sam is never going back.

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SAM WINCHESTER 7x14, "Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie"

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Oh! Ooooh – sciatica! I need a firm chair.

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DEAN WINCHESTER

Supernatural | S1 EP07 : Hook Man