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guys give me your most controversial opinion!!! :D

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NO WAY

sometimes i wonder how crazy-acey-in-spacey is doing

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things to do with dissociative disorders that aren’t talked about enough:

- the most horrible migraines you can think of

- body dysphoria

- CONSTANT denial

- the pain of having to figure out who new alters are and how they got there

- not being able to tell even the people closest to you cause of how much it’s been sterotyped

- the Disorder Police(TM) coming for you the millisecond you stray from the stereotypes

- not being able to tell therapists and doctors due to fear of being called crazy (this one might just be me idk)

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genuinely tweaking after completely figuring out 3 new alters, setting up profiles on every app, all to find out a fragment probably just fully formed into ANOTHER alter

this disorder is going to be the death of me

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fucking love when I'm on a call with someone and they start to do a little errand or go somewhere else and they say "and you're coming with me" like. absolutely I am let's go on an adventure I've been spirited away

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system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

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sometimes I wanna reply “bitch me too” to my mutuals posts but I’ve never talked 2 them so they might not see it as friendly joking so i just dont

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me when the lightbulb for 8 foot tall animatronic decide to front

plural culture is why is there a damn dragon in front who let this dude in here

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Inbox me (1) thing you want to know about me.

DO IT PLS

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REALREALREAL

I NEED to get better at fully unmasking and letting other people front

i suppress my headmates / mask their behaviour & then im surprised when i feel like im faking because i dont notice switches and we dont have major behavioural differences in public… hello??

not to mention im a control freak host who needs to be forcefully ripped away from front or else i dominate front 99% of the time

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*screams into a pillow, cries in a ball, groans, stares at wall* fine.

pk;m new

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plural culture is having a source where you got hurt / died a lot, and randomly feeling In Danger when walking outside

deadass thought that walking down the sidewalk i was gonna catch a stray bullet. it’s just what i’m used to 💀💀

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We have so many alters with the same issue

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NEW INTRO POST 🗣

HELLO! we are cyber_sys! we are an autistic osdd system. we don’t post too much, but this is mostly a safe space to talk about our systemhood and reblog system posts.

we do have other interests though and we used to post art here (we aren’t going to anymore though). our main interests are south park (special interest), ethereal justice 2009 (special interest), moral orel, class of 09, madoka magica, object shows, vocaloid, omori, the walten files, and more!

BOUNDARIES. DO NOT SKIP

do NOT fake claim us. jokes are okay, but be careful how you word it and PLEASE make it clear it’s a joke

ANYONE WHO SUPPORTS OR HAS SYSTEM ORIGINS OTHER THAN TRAUMAGENIC DNI./SRS

BODILY A MINOR. don’t be weird.

use tone tags if you want! not required, but preferred

remember, this is my safe space. there WILL be vents on here from time to time. don’t follow if you are uncomfortable with that

NSFW pages dni

my linktree:

that’s all! thank you for reading :3 -🪦

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let’s play a game of Who’s Fronting?! anyway nobodys right everyones wrong and someone is crying somewhere

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Just fully realized that we dont really know who's fronting most of the time unless it's EXTREMELY obvious, and that's completely fine. We don't need to know who's fronting and we don't owe it to anyone to know. It's okay to just exist. To just be and not worry about who we are at the moment. It's okay for us to just live and not stress out about figuring out who we are so we can change our simplyplural or tell our friends or flock who is fronting. It's perfectly alright to not know. We're okay like this.

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You know what’s wild about being a fictive? Missing your old life even though it was shitty because it’s a shittiness you were used to. The life you’re living now is a new kind of shitty that feels unpleasant in a different way.

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Plural Culture is getting annoyed by how often system activity comes in waves and cycles

I know there's some stressor that causes it, but I can't remember what causes it because of the disorder doing it's job 🙃

Does stress cause silence? Or is that what causes sudden large amounts of communication and switches??

I'd like to at least know which one is a better sign ;-;