#osddid

[the-web-syndicate]

In bed. Straight up losing it. And by "it," well. Haha. Let's just say. My memories

[lgbtransgirl]

Re-reblogging because while this is applicable to everything, I have to emphasize this for a specific community The Plural Community Syscourse. Systems, DID, OSDD, Endogenic, Traumagenic, whichever words get this out to the most systems. "if you notice that you’re among people who define themselves as part of an “in-group” with a pre-prepared human “enemy” to constantly rail against—if everyone fantasizes about the mental state of these loathsome monsters, if they participate in witch hunts or (perhaps worse) poke bears and court harassment on purpose to comfort each other over—get the fuck out. you haven’t been enlightened to some grand conspiracy, there are no evil “enemies” or “degenerates” trying to rip apart the fabric of society, and you do not have the moral duty to “enlighten” anyone to whatever you think the “truth” is. it’s neither safe nor normal to spend hours of your day fighting with strangers on the internet"

Endogenic systems are people. Plurality is a single symptom of DID/OSDD, not the entire criteria. These people are not your enemy, there is no enemy here. Traumagenic and Endogenic systems exist, we need to work together to broaden the depths of understanding of plurality as a whole and we have a lot of similar experiences because of the plurality even if endos didn't form from trauma (But also Endos can have trauma).

okay. listen. if you ever find yourself falling into a new ideological circle, pay attention. if you notice that you’re among people who define themselves as part of an “in-group” with a pre-prepared human “enemy” to constantly rail against—if everyone fantasizes about the mental state of these loathsome monsters, if they participate in witch hunts or (perhaps worse) poke bears and court harassment on purpose to comfort each other over—get the fuck out. you haven’t been enlightened to some grand conspiracy, there are no evil “enemies” or “degenerates” trying to rip apart the fabric of society, and you do not have the moral duty to “enlighten” anyone to whatever you think the “truth” is. it’s neither safe nor normal to spend hours of your day fighting with strangers on the internet

a lot of people wear this shit like a badge of honor, but it’s also not normal to hide your “in-group” status as a form of martyrdom, relishing when the “enemy” slips up around you. it’s comforting in the moment, but in the long run, you’re alienating yourself from the world outside of your bubble. the more you alienate yourself, the more vulnerable and lonely you become, and the harder it is to reject the comfort of belonging to the “in-group”

i’m writing this from the perspective of someone who grew up in a cesspool of awful, cult-like rural churches—which is its own situation—but i see similar shit happening in online communities all the time, both within and 800 miles outside of my own ideological principles. yes, every toxicass radfem i block seems to be trapped in a version of this vicious cycle, but i also see it happening in random queer circles and niche fandom communities. no one is immune, not even me. i’ve watched people fall into this shit and never make it out. be careful

[renatashp]

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Dalgon is a young Kairyn who is always willing to face any adventure, after all, there is nothing he hates more than doing nothing. This creature's super disposition is admirable, even if sometimes it gets him injured a lot, however, the clever Dalgon always finds a way to get out of any situation, all to make his friends feel happy.

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[disabirbity]

One of the main problems around people with personality disorders (particularly cluster B), psychotic disorders, OSDD/DID/other CDDs or other stigmatised mental conditions is, well... Everything we do gets put back onto our disorder. Every fault, every misstep, every mistake is used as proof to say that the stigma of us all being horrible people is right.

We can say "not everyone with x disorder harms people, and in fact we're more likely to BE harmed and abused than we are to hurt others" as much as we like--and of course, that's a true statement. But the moment someone with a stigmatised mental illness does something wrong, it's "of course you'd do xyz, you're a narcissist" or "checks out with the psychosis".

Someone with ASPD could cut someone off for any valid reason, but anyone else could spin it into "yeah, that's sociopaths for you". Someone with psychosis could wrongfully accuse someone of something and without being given a chance to apologise, suddenly it's "this is why we don't trust delusional people like you" and you're discredited from here on out. Someone with DID could genuinely forget that their alter had an argument with someone and be trying to sort it out, but no one wants to hear that something was forgotten in the amnesia, so and all they get is "see, people with DID just blame everything on their alters".

People with stigmatised disorders are just like anyone else. They're not evil or uniquely capable of harm, but that also means they're not incapable of making mistakes. Everyone is entitled to their own limits but I think people need to be more aware that disabled people can make genuine mistakes and one slip up or argument doesn't mean that pwNPD is secretly manipulating you. Sometimes people are manipulative and you need to be able to tell the difference--just like neurotypicals, disabled people can be abusive. But blaming mistakes or even genuine malice on someone's disorder does nothing but harm a marginalised group of people. If you wouldn't say "of course you would, you're neurotypical" to someone abusing someone else or if that wouldn't make sense to you, why would you do it to disabled people?

[amity-moonrise]

[syscultureis]

Fakeclaiming culture is "Why do they only have fictive introjects of media they consumed🤓👆??"

Like dude...from where else should they come from? Systems arent magic, they cant get introjects per f**king airdrop.

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[keepingsoidontforget]

An experience I'm realizing might be linked to osdd.

When I did edibles for the first time it was a truly strange experience. I was laying on my bed with a bunch of friends all high out of our minds and I had my eyes closed but I was "seeing" the room. Like seeing it visually in my head but from like multiple perspectives. Like multiple cameras situated in different locations around the room. I was hearing everything my friends were saying and very "engaged" in the conversation (in my head) but it was like intermixed into my own internal conversation and I realized later I wasn't saying much if anything out loud. Like I was thinking responses to all my real life friends in the same way I do internally all the time.

Now when I smoke it's less intense but I have full on conversations in my head that I'd never be as able to have sober. (But then I don't remember them lol thanks weed)

Still to this day happens on mushrooms or other psyches. Like eyes closed but "seeing" the room as if I'm standing in multiple locations and talking to the real people in the room as I would to the people in my head. And like they're all my "parts" are talking. I guess like my normal internal conversations but the real people in the room are also roped into it... but I never really say anything out loud?

[traumaholdercultureis]

Traumaholder culture is this image:

[littlest-bugz]

When things get a little too stressful, and you start to hear a new voice in the headspace

[ghost-of-a-system]

handwriting

might as well post something relevant to the main reason we haven't been posting. school. /hj

most of us having varying handwritings is probably our most minor major inconvenience haha. thankfully we don't have to turn in physical papers as much in college as we did in the past :')

[freezingcoldsystemtakes]

Spaghetti are plural

correct

[noctiscollective]

“fake disorder cringe” has us losing our mind so we're going to just say a few things:

systems can have alters younger (and older) than their bodily age.

systems can have nonhuman alters and introjects from controversial or modern-day medias.

systems can have alters that aren't the same gender as the body or use different labels.

systems can have high alter counts.

systems can want to change their appearance (using wigs, makeup, fake piercings, etc) depending on who is fronting.

systems can post about their personal experiences with their disorder and be open about having the disorder.

systems can have a complex headspace or no headspace at all.

systems can have varying degrees of dissociation and memory loss.

systems are not always aware of who is fronting or who they are.

systems can refer to their alters as anything they feel comfortable with, whether it be alters, headmates, parts, or even something like rats.

systems can realize they're a system at an early age or be unaware/in denial for a long time.

systems can go to parties, drink, smoke, and do “normal” things that singlets do.

system alters can have positive triggers.

systems can have times where their alters rapidly switch or their fronting room is crowded/overwhelming.

system alters can have varying levels of communication with other alters.

i shouldn't even have to say this one, but systems can have dyed hair??

tldr: if you don't have the disorder, don't speak on it. fake-claiming does more harm than good.

[malformed-encephalon]

☆SIMPLY PLURAL NOTES GAME

we really struggle with motivation 'n stuff , but we're trying to completely rework our sp at the moment and it's hard to do that so WE'RE GONNA TRY ONE OF THESE !! ( since we have ADHD and this is far more motivating to us then just knowing we need to do it )

Every 1 note = member profile added

5 notes = we jot down how we want the sp groups to look

10 notes = we make the base sp groups

25 notes = we make ALL the groups

35 notes = we add full descriptions with pictures and gifs to all the groups

50 notes = we remake our system desc and profile

75 notes = we make a rentry link for all our system terminology

125 notes = we rework our sp chats and categories COMPLETELY

let's see if sysblr works its magic

[ghost-jester-sys]

"did doesnt make my job that hard"

i was then triggered and unable to remember how to do anything for a solid 30 minutes.

[the-io-collective]

Hey bud, anon because it's my first day and I already made enemies/hj

What do you count as sensitive information about alters/system. I am always looking to add more safe practices to my panic book/j

-d.i.d. dude

hi! i'd count anything that could be used against you

personally, we only share our names, because most of us go by nicknames. we don't share our ages. you should never share triggers unless it's with people you trust. the only person that has our front triggers is our sibling system, and our partner systems know a couple of them (e.g. how to call for our head admin if needed)

anything that can reveal which parts may be vulnerable (e.g. who's a trauma holder, who's an EP vs ANP, littles, age sliders). detailed profiles on parts are also an ehhhhhhh.

a lot of info abt ur system should be private unless with close people.