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Ally was ready to finish high school and start a family with her boyfriend but the world had other plans. Dave was just an ordinary guy ready to help a dear friend out when he meets ally the line that they walk becomes thin.

Follow Ally on a journey full of love, heartbreak, friendship, and decisions needing to be made.

Please checkout my new book on Wattpad only first chapter is up right now but I am working on getting the rest done as soon as possible.

https://www.wattpad.com/1042291235?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=cynthiar30&wp_originator=Ig0%2FFSyaXzc%2FlUgfodSGkn6i6DaOB0N5mZKgTV3ijFVhEQOWTIgDRCNfz4SoN0WGqywSiuxP%2BELmH2VM%2Fa4VNyKJyamNk2q262MrssZ3B1rRBaVZt3OeFw7RcTg69b3J

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There are many things in my head I wish I could tell you

But I can't

I can't because what we used to have is in the past and I am moving forward

Without you

On to a new page

Living my best life

But there you go again popping in to my mind

I remember the friend I had in you

My confidant

I told you everything

I never felt

Alone

Now

I feel alone

I get it I have only myself to blame

Sometimes I wish I could talk to you

And sometimes

I almost do

I force my fingers to move away from spelling your name

Block my mind from thoughts of you

My life is built

I just want to know yours is built too

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The kiss

It replays in my brain

24/7

That kiss

Where I felt like when I kissed HIM

Sucks for me

But the kiss was

Passion

Sexy

Sweet

Joyful

I could kiss him everyday

Not likely that I'll kiss him ever again :(

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I'm not leaving you behind and in the past because you're a bad person but having you around is harmful to me and my future. 

There was once a time when you were a great friend and I know that you will always be there for me if I need it 

But you're not worth risking losing my family and it sucks to say that you were right but I have something good going for me and I can't lose it.

I'm sorry Peaches but you will NEVER read this and I don't regret anything because you know everything that has happened and you know exactly how I feel about us

Yes I'm cutting you out but you will always be on my mind and in my heart because you earned that much

I'm sorry Peaches and thank you for always being there

Sincerely,

Cynthia

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So one of our new vocabulary words is “malus”, meaning “bad”, and I asked my students if they could think of any English derivatives, telling them that just about any English word that begins with M-A-L is going to mean something “bad”.

I’m expecting stuff like: malice, malcontent, malnourished, or even malware or Maleficent.

Instead I get this one girl in the back of the room say “male” with the most dead-eyed expression.

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“Not all those who wander are lost.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

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“ What would you do if I kissed you right now?”

I stared at his beautiful face and his beautiful mouth and I wanted nothing more than to taste it. 

“I would kiss you back.” 

                                 Mara Dyer Trilogy

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I need to make out.

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“The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves.”

— William Shakespeare, Julius Caesar

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Join the Scarlet Guard and help #freeMare. 

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