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I am struggling with how to fit Hawks in to Light at the End of the Night lmao. Like Dabi is stressed AF and idk if he's be visiting much but I really want more Hawks in now that he's gonna be at the League and everything.... Ugh, transitions like this are so difficult. I'm working on it, though, I swear

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gay marriage is at risk again.

My fucking marriage is at risk. Again.

My only hope is I live in a state that had it legalized before it was nationally so if it goes back to the states to decide I'm hoping it will stay.

My heart goes out to everyone in more conservative states, though. Stay safe everyone ❤️

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Lollipop anon here! I'm glad the little sweet arrived safely and you're all doing ok! Hopefully y'all are safe and happy and resting well!!!

Aww thank you! And we are <3 finally starting to find a new routine and settle into it a bit more and everything, too

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Haven't posted anything for a while mostly cus kiddo #3 showed up a little bit ago and the lead up to her arrival was also just fucking awful for me but ah, everyone's okay, just wanted to give a small update

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Well... I'm writing again.

Except it's an OC/Dabi thing that I'm not sure anyone will want to read so... Heh, oops.

Like I'm still gonna post it but my hopes aren't too high for interaction with it lmao

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🍭 here: yesss, and he's just, totally not thinking of dabi under the table, fly open and instead of the lollipop that dabi's tongue is wrapping around, it's the head of his cock, just, all the way to the hilt, but he can't at the meeting, which he's paid only half attention to, all attention to the way his lips wrap around the sweet, bobbing in and out slowly, sometimes accidentally pushed way deeper into his mouth then normal so only part of the stick is left out cause he needs both his hands to make quick typed notes for something, hawks doesn't know what cause all he can think about is yanking that lollipop out and shoving his cock in its place

They're probably both late for their next patrol after that meeting

Sorry for taking so long to answer this but YES to all of it omg. Hawks is struggling not to just get up, grab Touya, and drag him into the nearest closet or bathroom so he can replace that lollipop w something else.

Hawks is asked a question and he's like '??? ummm... What were we talking about about again?' cus he completely missed the context for it and that's when Dabi notices how flustered Hawks looks and quickly figured out why and bc he's a bratty lil shit he'd start doing stuff on purpose that he knows will work Hawks up but still be subtle enough for no one else to notice. Makes direct eye contact w Hawks and licks the sucker, makes sure Hawks can see his tongue piercing bc he knows how wild that particular piercing can drive Hawks.

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Also maybe some stuff that happens during Dabi's pregnancy. Like a prequel series I guess? I've been wanting to write him finding out he's pregnant and like where his mental state is at when he tries to get an abortion (which we all know did not actually work but dude tried lmao). Maybe some moments when he notices pregnancy symptoms and has to talk himself down and essentially gaslights himself into believing the abortion worked until, y'know...

Like Hawks enjoys the bit of weight Dabi gains during pregnancy but every time he mentions it Dabi internally panics cus 'oh God what if?' and Hawks quickly stops commenting on it bc he thinks Dabi is self conscious, has no fucking clue that Dabi is actually weird about it bc hes worried he's still pregnant.

Okay, writers block has been fucking real but I'm feeling some sparks of inspiration about writing some backstory stuff for Light at the End of the Night to show what Dabi's dynamic with Hawks and Shigaraki was before y'know, Hanako happens lol.

Would y'all wanna see that?

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Okay, writers block has been fucking real but I'm feeling some sparks of inspiration about writing some backstory stuff for Light at the End of the Night to show what Dabi's dynamic with Hawks and Shigaraki was before y'know, Hanako happens lol.

Would y'all wanna see that?

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Saw a post reminding me of Shoto & Touya's birthday and realized my due date is like smack dab in the middle of their birthdays.

This lil parasite (affectionate) may share Dabi's birthday.

I do not know how to feel about this.

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Pro Hero Touya really would be asolutely feral. Just shitting on Endeavor publicly every chance he gets, if he has to fight alongside a Hero that supports Endeavor he'll "accidentally" get in the way, bump against them, shoot fire their way if they're in close contact with the villain they're up against and claim he didn't see them, essentially do anything to make their job harder the whole time he's there.

Especially when it's Hawks.

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Hey, send me an ask with a ship and a lyric from a Taylor Swift song or the title of one and I will (try to) write something based on it.

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) <- super parenthesis. reblog to close all parentheticals you opened and forgot to close in your life and return to equilibrium

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💙 USA 💙

national suicide prevention

national domestic violence hotline

national sexual abuse hotline

trans lifeline and resources

💙INTERNATIONAL💙

list of suicide hotlines by country

domestic violence hotlines and resources by country

sexual (+ domestic) abuse agencies by country

international trans resources

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Well go ahead and put the amount of fear I had yesterday and multiply it by like 1,000.

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Okay I don't post often about my personal life (except my rambling in the tags but I even keep that vague most of the time) but y'all, I am scared.

It slipped my mind to request an absentee ballot so I am going to have to go vote in person as a clearly queer pregnant trans man and I... I'm terrified. There's been sirens going off almost constantly all day and while the place I live usually isn't too terrible in terms of blatant homophobia & transphobia, election days bring the worst out in people.

I want to vote. I know I have to. But I am so scared.