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Restart

Starting out alone again. One step at a time. Each day a new one. A new beginning and a fresh start for this newly single mom of two with one on the way. Terrified of what will come. No job, car, money or family but the will to give her babies the best life. We will live in peace in my home. How do I do this without help… Searching for something in my piles of nothing. God please send an…

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~Pride~

Anything worth fighting for won’t be easy, but you’ll have pride in yourself in your battle.

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My last swim

You filled this relationship room with so much toxic water. I was drowning while you watched from the window of safety. Finally I took my last full breath of air and allowed myself to be completely submerged in the pain. At this time, you began to drink the water with a straw. Yet your bare minimum effort is to your expectations, should be met with pride and appreciation. I am gone. It’s to…

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“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

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Red rose

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The possibilities.

I keep missing the moments of inspiration. They appear while my mind is busy completing mundane tasks. I hope, one day, to have to willpower and internal strength to focus my mind in the moments. One day. Possibly.

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A miracle

I morned you. Cried over you I grieved your impending goodbye I found acceptance and as quickly as I was to say goodbye…you got better I found acceptance and peace while you gained back your strength and I couldn’t be happier for you but… I morned you. I watched your body fall apart and turn against you. I heard the nurses tell me to say goodbye and I did. A miracle. I should be grateful…

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The final break

The moment flipped a switch in me so fast the line between love and hate disappeared. I can’t stop looking at you like you’re a stranger. Someone who I don’t recognize or connect with. When I asked you if i dreams, hopes and aspirations were as important as yours…nothing prepared for me the intense stare of your eyes and with a dagger of words you said no. This must be a joke. You must be…

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Love

Sunset falls over a clouded sky, changing the backdrop What was once comforting blues and bright yellows The yearning of tomorrow casts now, a warmth of pinks and reds A gentle mist sets on an open meadow It invites the spirits of the forest out They drink in the stillness of the calm A purity of beauty known and seen by few In this moment, the universe presents complete…

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The chrysalis cracks

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The chrysalis cracks

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Greed.

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Greed.

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Sounds of nature can be peaceful and relaxing