danandphilareruiningme

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insatiable

Summary: What happened before Dan took those three selfies. 

Rating: E

Wordcount: 1,285

Tags: Fluff and Smut, Wedding Talk, Mild Blood, reference to choking kink, Introspection

A/N: Dan made me do it. ty @hiddenpastry for beta-ing this!! you’re awesome <3

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fic- romeo & juliet

The moment the words register in Dan’s mind, he sits up. “What?” Dan switches the lamp on and squints at Phil, rubbing his eyes.

“You don’t cry when we have sex anymore.”

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m, 1.1k

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Something Nice

Rating: E

Word Count: 1.2k

Summary: “I’m gonna have a shower, and a nap,” Dan says as he walks down the hall, “wake me up with something nice, yeah?”

A fic about sensations and specificity. 

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home videos

pairing: Dan Howell/Phil Lester

rating: explicit (but not really like that, sorry)

warnings: no ao3 warnings apply

tags: 2009, 2015, 2020, introspection

word count: ~1200

summary: Dan and Phil, filming each other through the years.

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33

t, 1.5k

A decade of unwavering commitment doesn’t always work to soothe the ragged edges of Dan’s abandonment issues, but it has given him the means to cope. It’s given him the fortitude not to give in to his brain’s more irrational fears.

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Lazy Kisses

Rating: G

Word Count: 338

Summary: He’ll probably finish editing tomorrow, he thinks. And he’s done as much as he can be bothered with today; the unusual amount of vitamin D the likes of which he usually only gets on holiday is leaving him smiley and hazy and loose. The drink is helping with that too.

A ficlet about favors and warmth. 

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To Build A Home

t, 1.6k

Summary: Dan spends a night in the valley and thinks back on the last year (2010)

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dnp + hozier lyrics

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Disconnect

rating: explicit

word count: 3,3k

tags: established relationship, mental health issues, introspection

summary: Therapy had yet to really work out in any way other than to find new ways for Dan to repress his inner world.

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with a bullet

m, 33k

phil returns to his room after a party thrown by his housemates only to discover that there’s already someone in his bed

a university au written for @oriharakaoru

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rough as last night

e, 2k

tags include light bondage, so don’t read if you’re not into that!

based on this moodboard by the lovely @midnightradio! happy (early) birthday andrea 🖤

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thinking about how dan didn’t have a best friend for the first eighteen years of his life then through the magic of the internet, he met a black haired emo called amazingphil. phil was a gay hopeless romantic until he found his match with dan. they’d travel over one hundred miles by train to meet up until they lived close to one another. dan would be anxious about things such as laundry during university and would show up at phil’s apartment in the middle of the night because it was his safe place. their excitement about finally getting a shared flat involved them sharing a video of them building a wardrobe together to everyone on the internet. both refused to do a bbc radio one radio show without the other, resulting in them uniting to creating a format which was the first of its kind. tabinof was born to immortalize their golden age of youtube. they wanted to meet the fans who helped give them this luxurious life after so a world tour happened. dapgo was basically a photo album of their favorite moments while traveling. domestic bullshit ensued on danandphilgames as they took their break to enjoy life at home. interact introverts was almost called dan and phil vs the world because the whole purpose was to visit locations they never had before. moved three times in the last decade, all staying within london because it’s their favorite city. came out to everyone within two weeks of each other. both admitted to helping out with the process of the videos. still waiting on a dog until they buy a house, so they adopted their fish son norman to fill that void. they’re real super best friends. companions that are next to each other through life. permanent apartment fixtures or birthmarks that are just kinda there. actual soulmates. the universe would rip in half if they separated but they could still find each other in any world. that’s love, bitch.

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Coming Out - 1 Year Later

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non-verbal communication

Rating: G

Word Count: 559

Summary:  aka dan loves phil’s hands and eyes and maybe they have their own secret language.

Warnings: None

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the second tetris block dan/phil rated e, 17.6k

Things seem to be falling into place for Phil.

thanks to sarah and keelin for beta reading this and generally keeping me going on it <3 

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#fic rec

sleep while i drive

e, 2.6k

tags include consensual somnophilia, so don’t read it if you’re not into that!

summary:

Phil had sent him a text that Dan opened mid-run.

I’m gonna have a nap. Head hurts a bit

Then, thirty seconds later, he’d sent a second one.

Wake me up nicely ;)

co-written by @alittledizzy and @waveydnp for @midnightradio

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