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susan is EVERYTHING

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‪Honest, raw, real communication changes everything. Get it out. Unburden yourself. Say what you feel.‬

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Rewatching. It’s been a little while since I could bring myself to watch, but I’m so happy that I’ve finally been able to. It doesn’t matter how many times I see them reunite, I can never contain my excitement. I’ve laughed, cried and jumped for joy just the same as I did the first time.

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It’s funny ...

When you knew who to watch out for all along, then it finally happens and you can’t help but laugh a bit and ....

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Scrolling through my Instagram and I found this. I posted this about a month before you left and til this day, I mean it.

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“She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful for the way she thought. She was beautiful for that sparkle in her eye when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful for her ability to make other people smile, even when she was sad. No, she wasn’t beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful deep down to her soul.”

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I’m tired of you being the only person who doesn’t see how incredible you are!

Jessica Day New Girl

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This is ...

Absolutely pointless.

I honestly don’t know why I write here anymore. It’s never anything more than a bunch of irrelevant feelings. It’s been 2 and a half years. What the fuck am I doing?! Why am I still stuck here? That’s exactly what it is, I’m stuck! Don’t get me wrong, I’ve taken huge strides and made very impressive progress in this time, but I’m still here.

I wish I could figure out how to fully move past this. You have. You’ve made it quite clear that you don’t love me, and that you have zero interest or desire to be with me ever again. You’ve even moved onto a new relationship. Again, here I am.

All I can really compare it to is The Notebook. Not the parts where Noah and Allie were so happy and in love, but the in between. I feel like Noah when Allie went away and moved on. People enter my life, they entertain me for a short time, and then I send them away. Despite the people who enter my life, I am empty. No one compares to you or even comes close! Like I said, I’m stuck! Everyone believes that I have moved on with my life, I’m happy, I’m ready to dive back in. I’m not any of those things. I’m not the girl I once was, and I don’t see her returning. The one difference in all of this is the fact that Noah and Allie are fictional characters who got their happily ever after. I used to believe in that shit, but not anymore. I’m not getting mine. I am living a continuous nightmare.

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Nothing is as it has been, and I miss your face like hell.

The head and the heart “Rivers and Roads”