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WARNING!@!!!!! DO NOT Look at the imaghe below or you WIL:L C*M ina week

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Happy 420

Would you like an egg in these trying times?

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No you sweetie <3

B,,big w,o,ommen pr,pretty

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I love you for being yourself uwu

It's been a year, I don't regret being myself

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!!!

I have a serious case of the birthdays

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You broke me. You toyed and played with my heart like I was nothing. You lied again and again. Giving me false hope. Convincing me I should be with you. I gave you all my love and trust and you threw it away. Discarded me like a wrapper. Useful for a while, then trash when you’re through with it.

You made the last year hell. I should have listened to my gut when you showed up again. But you made me fall head over heels for you, just like it was the first time. Made me care when you just needed an escape from your ex. You made me think I loved you more than my girlfriend. And I’ll never be able to forgive myself for that. You made me go crazy over a decision no one should face. And when I made up my mind, chose you over the only person that’s treated me right. You threw me away. Walking away only to come back one last time. Telling me you “care” giving me one last shimmer of hope. Then throwing me in a trashcan, closing the lid. Making sure to never see me again.

You made me feel like I don’t deserve to be loved, nor live. You manipulated me in to being something I feared. I bad partner to my girlfriend. The pain I put her through is something I must live with everyday. She may say it’s not my fault but yours. But that doesn’t change my regret for the pain I caused. You’ve made me question my life and love. And I’m still dealing with that doubt you’ve implanted. But now you’re gone. Leaving me a hurt broken man.

And now I still get these sad angry thoughts now and then. This time I decided to write it down. I know you’ll never read this. You’ve made sure of that. But I just needed it out it somewhere.

To whomever has taken their time to read the vent of a broken fool as myself. I apologize.

If there’s anything to learn from this, I hope you can. It’s better than keeping it trapped inside my mind.

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Happy Valentine’s Day baby!!!!!!!!!

Valentine's day gift for my wonderful @daveashburn <3

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Gooooood- I’m so lucky -w-

I'm sometimes just a lil' gremlin

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Uppies for my small creature uwu

The smol has been upped by the splendiferous @daveashburn

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I LOVE THIS GAMMMMMMEEEEEE

Welp- partner just got atlyss and I'm absolutely loving this game

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Fishing in the void uwu

So my partner @daveashburn got webfishing a bit ago-

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Always uppies for them!!!

Trust the rainbow kitty :3

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Yay! Happy holidays everybody!!! ^w^

My @daveashburn getting Christmassy uwu

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!!!!!

Anniversary gift for my sweet bb @daveashburn !!!!

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<3

I only stopped because my hand was starting to hurt-

Holding you by shoulders, I woke up with +100 notfies bro, what happened 😭😭😭

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He just like me fr