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MAGPAPAPAYAT NA TALAGA AKO PUTEK !! ANG PAYAT KO NUNG COLLEGE (okay not really pero the fudge!!! ) 

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Midnight Realizations (Part 2)

It has been 5 months since I wrote the first part of my Midnight realizations and I have not been able to go back to tumblr , until yeah tonight.  So basically, 2015 is great so far... I was able to travel abroad with my college classmate , t’was in Thailand. Going abroad made my realization even broader. 

So far, I haven’t had much progress with my targets which I mentioned in my previous realization but the lust / passion to do that still lives strong within me.

Master’s Degree in Ateneo..... okay so basically what I need to do is to increase my earnings in order for me to get in to Ateneo since tuition could be financially damaging (not really damaging as I will learn or get something from it and besides it is an investment) .

I still dont have the balls to tell the girl i wanted to pursue ,what I really feel about her. or do I really like her at all? well i’m now confused about my feelings towards her now as we does not talk a lot nowadays. I feel like she does not need to communicate with me every now and then, though we chat sometimes when she feels like talking to me ;) 

Soooooooooooooooooooo, as of the moment I’m still questioning my existence, my goals, 

Nothing follows since my mind is kinda distracted right now.. 

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I am a bouncing god

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Midnight Realizations

October 26, 2014 2:58am

It's been quite a while since the last time that I were able to write a post about my personal thoughts here in Tumblr (My not so personal blog)... anyway let me go back two years ago.... Two years ago, when I was still studying and thriving to be a good PHP programmer (which unfortunately did not happen (BOO) since I'm currently not with web programming industry) , I promised to myself that after a year or two, my life should be like this na , that I should pursue this girl na .. those kind of stuffs, but here I am living in that "two years after",  I realized something and some questions popped out in my head.. "Is this what am I supposed to be doing? ; Am I the man that I said I will be two years ago?" the answer is definitely "NO" .. Many many things have happened in the duration of that two years. Some are good , some are bad , but I think majority is good naman though.. I can say naman that life has been good to me for the past few years, yet I know something is missing pa rin and I'm still in the progress looking for that "something" ( I bet it's a normal thing for a 20+ guy to struggle in life naman dba? hindi? okay... bwiset haha)

The past two years of my life was kinda boring since I cannot really say that I was able to go out of my comfort zone . . . Well just like what I repeatedly telling my friends... "I would not want to compromise comfort in exchange of something" (Chicken shit, i know you dont have to rub it in.... ), but I'm starting to think that I should not always go that way... that I should let go of some things to gain something new in exchange and just hope that it will be worth the sacrifice.. (na gets nyo ba ako don? no? okay ulit hehe)... ayun.. I'll ask myself again... Hindi ba ako naging effective para hindi ko ma execute yung mga plano ko two years ago para hindi ako maging yung taong iniisip ko dati? or two years is not enough pa for me to do yung mga plano ko sa buhay? or baka kasi tao lang ako, nagiiba ng perspective, nag iiba ng gusto , nag iiba ang priorities....  well ako lang ang makakasagot nun hindi po ba? 

Am I just making life hard for me? or Life is really hard to begin with? Well, whatever the answer is, I'm pretty certain that all the things that I'm experiencing/going through right now will make me stronger than I was yesterday or better yet "a stronger man than I was two years ago" ... so for now I'll just live life the way I should, with the help of God, my family and my closest friends, I know that I can make it .  Sabi nga ng Manager ko sakin bago sya nag-resign a week ago.. "Dave ,have a goal, have a plan and stick with."  

So Plano Plano..

    Currently, I'm planning to pursue an MBA degree, hopefully in Ateneo (to be a blue Eagle that I think I really am (LOL joke yung part na yun okay???(jokes are half meant as they say so bahala na kayo kung anong interpretation nyo dito haha)) , I'll also wisely budget the salary that I'm getting so less hanging out in some fancy places (We can talk naman without spending money dba ?? haha)  .. so for my other plans , sakin na lang muna baka hindi nanaman matuloy at mag post nanaman ako ng ganito two years after hahaha !! 

so Yeah , that's a little part of my life for the past two years that I have not been blogging .... should I blog more this year or not, that i could not say since wala naman reader tong blog ko and nakahanap lang ako ng time and inspiration sa napakabusy kong schedule hahaha..

Sa nagbasa nito .. I want to tell you something .." Pucha umabot ka hanggang dito sa part na to?? sabi kasi nila ang attention span daw ng tao ngayon is 5 seconds less than a goldfish.. so dalawa lang yan .. either hindi ka kasapi sa mga average people or hala ... baka hindi ka tao hehe pero ayun kidding aside... salamat sa pagbabasa nawa'y may naibahagi ako na pwede mong pagtantuhan at di ko alam kung maari mong i apply sa sumasakit na sugat (okay joke lang) , na baka pwede mong i apply sa iyong buhay(bakit feeling ko parang wattpadd writer ako dito sa part na to (at and dami kong side comments enclosed in a parenthesis eh wala namang may pakielam saside comment ko or di kaya sa blog na to))" 

I'll end my blog post with a quote 

"Life is a game nobody wins" 

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Bug workout

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i laugh harder every time i replay it

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Don’t let the media warp your perception of beauty. Beauty is pizza. 

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