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I got my exam results today, i passed, finally finished obligatory school (idk how to say it in other words and i'm not sure if it's comprehensible) anyways, i'm happy :D

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nice models :D very many polygons i see

(also i saw the final render and it's beautiful, i really like the fire in the center)

working on a new scene @jobot @deadly-carp @crowscales @highnotebackup think my 3d homies will like this-

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me: i play a little ultrakill

also me:

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should i make an introductory post ? like one that says hi, i'm deadly carp this is my shitty account where i post random stuff and wfrwsgfdrv....

and also i'm thinking of making a webcomic because i had an idea for a game but it would be way more story focused than like gameplay so..... idk

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ultrakill mentioned 🔥

The farther I get into my transition, I slowly just keep checking off the trans girl stereotypes, Magic the Gathering?? YUH! Ultrakill!?! Fuck yeah!! Shape-shifting into the vast void of unimaginable horrors beyond our comprehension, while my mere presence creates a hole in the fabric of space and time!?! You betcha!

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room.jpg

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dedicated to @retropieos-official

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What does it look like ? I swear it's not loss, i don't understand T_T

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i hate bots, 4 times already

glass

while too many people were interacting with my blog, i made this, why are glass shaders so complicated ? there's like 300 ways to make one and all of them look different (the problem was actually that my cube was no-clipping through the water)

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glass

while too many people were interacting with my blog, i made this, why are glass shaders so complicated ? there's like 300 ways to make one and all of them look different (the problem was actually that my cube was no-clipping through the water)

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Hi! I know it's really none of my business but since it appears you're a girl or adjacent, have you read up on how to do DiY HRT? Transfeminine science is a site I recommend, though it doesn't go into procuring. And if you can't really due to unsafe family, have you looked into moving out?

I haven't been looking on getting hrt (right now)

2. My family isn't unsafe, my dad says it's very brave to come out as trans so i think he's okay with it, but my mom makes a lot of weird comments about LGBTQ+ and is maybe probably a bit transphobic but she's a lot less than before.

and by weird comments i mean : this sunday we ate at some of my parents friends new house, and their kid (who is like 4 btw) was putting a blanket next to his butt and was saying he was a super hero, my parents and his parents said that that wasn't where super heros put capes and my mom said : Must be one of those new lgbtq super heros. Like wtf ?

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what would you do if you had estrogen

Nothing..... (take it when no ones looking)

i'm totally not trans or anything and i'm totally not scared of any of my friends (or worse, family) looking at this extremely "sus" post even tho i know only one of my friends knows about it and he doesn't really care

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Deltarune yesterday !

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I only finished the first chapter of deltarune today and

really good game, graphics, gameplay and the music are top tier

WTF WAS THAT ENDING

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reflection

my friend told me to name it like that (there are basically no reflections T_T)

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Deltarune is coming out in 1:30, nice

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well under, well under..