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Chat, do we know which planets were in Dedra's sectors? Aside from Ferrix.

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I need to rant somewhere where no one knows me because WTF 😭

The fuck I have 5 guys simultaneously hitting on me in Insta PMs but those aren't randoms but guys I met somewhere 💀

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headcanon that they've all known each other since they were kids by virtue of having to attend all the mandalorian civil war era political functions/negotiations/jastor fistfights

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Chapters: 4/6 Fandom: Andor (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Syril Karn/Dedra Meero, Dedra Meero & Lio Partagaz, Eedy Karn & Dedra Meero Characters: Dedra Meero, Syril Karn, Lio Partagaz, Orson Krennic, Eedy Karn Additional Tags: Spoilers for Star Wars: Andor (TV), Alternate Universe, Manipulative Relationship, Manipulation, Pregnancy, Relationship Problems, ISB | Imperial Security Bureau’s Ghorman Massacre in 2 BBY (Star Wars), Star Wars Galactic Empire Era, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Dedra Meero needs a hug, Partagaz is doing his best to support her, accidental rebellion, Two fascists in love - what could possibly go wrong?, but they are also, Idiots in Love, POV Dedra Meero, Dedra really goes through it all, Syril Karn Lives, Listen I try my best with beta reading but there can be mistakes Summary:

Something was definitely waiting for them, it mattered only on the point of view if it was good or a disaster. Dedra balanced on the edge to make her mind about it. She sacrificed enough time already to convince herself to think rather positively. The other option… Felt too scary. Too destructive.

And she desperately needed Syril to be without doubts on her side.

Dedra couldn’t face this alone. 

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Chapter 4 is out! Two more to come, so please enjoy and leave a comment if you can, it will make me the happiest :33

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where is the lie

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When will I get a post about how SHE committed atrocities but SHE'S my special little guy and also SHE looked hot while doing it

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Why are you problematic

just for fun

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So fascinating to me how Syril’s gut reaction when he’s incredibly overwhelmed and in great distress is to be violent. We see it with Rylanz, as Syril begins to feel his entire world falling apart. He cared a lot about the Ghormans, and had spent lots of time with Rylanz in particular—and yet when Syril finds him in the street, the first thing he does is forcefully grab him and slam him into a wall. We see it with Dedra, when Syril first screams at her, then grabs her, then chokes her, and then threatens to throw her out of a window. We see it when Syril sees Cassian, and every single inch of his being becomes consumed by rage.

It’s just fascinating to me. Syril was—extremely understandably—overwhelmed, to a degree that most of us probably won’t ever feel. The thing he built his entire life and worldview around became a monster (and in fact the Empire had been a monster since it’s creation, but Ghorman is what lifted the veil over Syril’s eyes). And Syril’s first and most visceral reaction to this is violence.

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EXCUSE ME???? WHAT OH MY GOD I DID NOT THOUGH A VISION FROM MY MIND WILL EVER CAME TO BE OH MY GOD???? I'M SO FLATTERED!!!? THIS IS PERFECT 😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭

all is fair in love and war by @lux-ishii

i literally stopped reading just so i could draw this 😭 not even kidding. plus i got to draw a younger dedra,, and for that, i am happy

bonus:

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having a blorbo be like “Omg have you seen that one scene where he closes the door ????? 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍Oh and that other scene where he’s eating food ???😍😍😍😍!!!!!!! omg I love him so much 💕💕💖✨🌸💕✨💖💕💓💗🌟🌸💕✨💓”

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I gotta say this little keyboard was the best purchase for my writing, and it literally was like 5$ while I have fancy expensive mechanical keyboard for my pc but I still prefer to write on the small one and I actually write more often now. Sometimes all you need is the simplest of things. Also I have a fever today so Chapter 13 may be crazy 💀

I finally bought myself a bluetooth keyboard (very cutesy cuz it's pink) to my (dying) tablet, and omg I'm so excited to write on the road but also it's that tiny keyboard and I need to learn using it cuz I've been using mechanical for years and I can't hit the right keys on the small one 💀💀💀

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"How long can I stay?" "A hour." "Are you kidding?"

ANDOR S02E05 I Have Friends Everywhere

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German company Kärcher has used its high-powered pressure washers to create an enormous Godzilla on the Iwaya Kawauchi Dam in Saga Prefecture, Japan, to celebrate the dam's 50th anniversary. Godzilla will remain on the wall for 2 to 3 months.

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free my girl she did all that but I'm a prison abolishionist

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Kyle Soller in Andor S02E05