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[defencesquad]

I'm drowning,

Slowly losing myself.

Don't know what to do

Don't know where to go.

Can't look in the mirror

Can't look look you on the eyes

Where are my friends?

Where is my hope?

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If I'm telling you about my social anxiety don't tell me to man up or grow up. Believe me if I could I would.

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I eat less and less every day and feel better than ever.

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The Wall™️ via @dailytomlinson - 11/01

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I just wants to sleep.

Help.

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In New Year anything has change.I'm still clumsy. I'm still sad.And I'm still trying to find a way to gym. No effects.

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Where do you go when you lonely? What do you do when you are sad? Time is passing by. Life is geting in your way. What do you do ? Do you win? Or do you give up?

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What could I do to make everything right? What should I do to change my life? I'm drowning.I'm screaming. But there is nobody to give me a hand. Not anymore.

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I just need somebody to talk. I feel like I could break down anytime.Is it a time to focus on yourself?I think that my friends don't know me anymore.I don't know me anymore.

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Yesterday I was happy, today I just am.

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I need one person who will listen to me.One person who will take my side.Only one. Is it too much?

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I've never felt so lonely as now.Do you see me?Do you hear me?I've never felt less myself than now...