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Genya Shinazugawa: a life of being left behind

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I made a more accurate one😅 :3

//can I just tell you it made my day that the "more accurate one" has a gay pride pin included 😂🫶 you're so real for this 😂 lol I love it!!!

//like,

"hmmm... Something's missing. He needs to be about 20% more gay."

*Puts pride pin on him*

"Perfect. 🤌"

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"I can go into extensive detail

AND I WILL-"

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Gideon: *cries bc he's pretty*

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GUYS I DID IT I DID THE THING FOR GIDEON LOOK:

There he be. Mostly friends with kamaboko squad, in love with Genya, generally respects all Hashira but he's fucking terrified of Shinobu.

But I hear you asking... But he doesn't have a bestie??? How can this be? And to that I say this:

((Hikaru Eritora belongs to @risingscorchingsuns 🫶))

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I will tell you that I follow you and have been recently asking you things. But farther more I will remain anonymous. I have seen that you have been stressed recently and I just want to let you know that even if we don't know each other irl, I care about your well being and wanna say some things:3

You. Are. Going. To. Get. Through. It. All people have been struggling with life and I have too. I have also been having break downs lately and it wasn't pretty. I've been losing sleep and been stressed as well. You may have work and I have school work to catch up on. You need to relax. I know you're doing what ever you're doing but when you get done with it, take some time to yourself. We're fine for a few days. Get some sleep in and remember that there is someone living happily because of you. Remember that:)

If you can guess who I am than I hope you feel well :3

" The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need tomorrow. Don't give up."- Someone who cares.

//Thank you anon 🥺💕 it's always nice to hear that people are in my corner. You're right, I'll get through this, I'm just experiencing high stress until an event passes at work. Just 3 more days!!

You're gonna make it too. Keep pushing through school even if it seems hard to push at times. It'll all be worth it when you can walk the stage! :3

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Work survival journal 5-7-24 Entry:

Uggghhh I swear to gahd the first thing I do after this event on Saturday after *sleeping* is gonna be to continue writing my fic 😭😭😭

Like I just wanna do shit that I wanna do and not feel overwhelmed. I'm looking forward to it lol.

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What are 3 things that you love about your oc? I also mentioned you in a post asking you this:3 Btw how are these days?

Oh my gosh I'm so sorry I don't know how I didn't see the post!

TBH I'm suffering lmao 😆😆 this is one of those high stress times at work and I'm preparing for a very busy week leading up to an event. Once the event is over things will subdue significantly.

Here are three things I love about Gideon though:

1.) He's flawed. Gideon is first and foremost a human being. I don't write him as the best fighter ever, and he has things that deeply affect him. He experiences grief over what has been lost or taken from him, and he allows it to come and go in the wave it is. Things are temporary, he can still pick himself back up and continue to fight for what/who he loves in the world.

2.) The things he symbolizes are healing things for me personally. I feel like when people make OCs, they put a lot of themselves into them. Some people do self inserts (I've done that before) and others make a lot of OCs that may represent different aspects of themselves more subtly. In Gideon's case, he's a representation of the things I need/needed most. He has a lot of calming sanctuary vibes, which is a reminder that I should be kind to myself. He also *adores* children (couldn't be me, I actually don't want kids) but... He's protective of them especially. Gets *pissed* if someone is hurting them because he's endured that type of pain at a young age. In a lot of ways he protects my inner child. Heavier symbolism in Gideon that is always present is an element of Death. I'm inspired (especially for some AUs) by characters like Lore Olympus's Hades, Steven Universe, Ancient Magus Bride's Ruth... There are others. But Gideon has been involved in two of my favorite fandoms and there is a lot of death in both (Attack on Titan, Demon Slayer). The ideas are usually dependent on roleplays, but I have sub theories and alternate endings I love to play with that involve him being either a guardian angel or a reaper for certain characters. I adore *that* sort of comfort, because I lost my mom at a young age. I'd like to think that when she passed away, that someone guided her lovingly into the next stage.

That one got deep lol I'm sorry 😆

3.) He isn't afraid to be himself. It's no secret that Gideon is gay, and in certain universes this is still one of those things that isn't okay in society. How he navigates this may be careful but it's never really relenting. He'd actively fight against homophobia because he was holding is lover's hand in front of the wrong person. Life is too short to not be able to love who he loves *fully.* He's not about to be ashamed of that. In Demon Slayer, his parents abandon him because he states that he doesn't want to go through with an arranged marriage with a woman, and that he'd prefer to marry a man. He was young when he was abandoned, and he had to both grow up quickly and re-parent himself with rare examples of what unconditional love really should be...

Anyway yeah! I adore him, he's such a squishy boy and I've been really happy that I could develop him more lately. He's been an amazing little muse 💕

Thank you for the ask!! 🫶

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No one:

G-Force in all AUs:

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"Awww!! So pretty!!" He says. "What's the occasion? Just because? Tanjiro is so thoughtful!"

*Milo runs to Gideon with a large smile* “Big brother! Big brother!!”

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"Hello little one!!" Gideon says, smiling. "What's up?"

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*Milo runs to Gideon with a large smile* “Big brother! Big brother!!”

(@ask-milo-suzuki)

"Hello little one!!" Gideon says, smiling. "What's up?"

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gomon:Your a simp for genya

Gideon:And your a simp for his brother

Ah, a bro with good taste!

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🍉✨Angry lil guy✨🍉

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//I promise I see the asks in my ask box guys I'm just going thru it today. I've broken down like twice in front of people. I'm hoping maybe this weekend will be chill, so I'll get to things soon.

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//KITTIES 🥺🥺🥺

shinazugawa brothers as cats... shinazupawa brothers even... sanemi hates that his baby brother now beats him in height

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//Reposting here for the meme lol

It's true guys: today is my birthday 🎂🎂

In honor of me turning 33, I'm accepting gifts in the form of frog gifs/memes, sacrificing of a firstborn child, and/or art of my OC Gideon. 🫶💕

Uhhh idk what else to say. Thanks for the wishes!! ✨ Here is a meme for you:

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“and the universe said everything you need is within you.” ✨⚡️🔨⚖️

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACKIE!!!!! ITS REALLY EARLY WHERE YOU ARE AND REALLY LATE WHERE I AM BUT I COULDNT WAIT TO POST THIS!!!! I’m gonna try and write something sappy but it’s almost 4am and my brain is full of jellybeans /ref (im really congested and i can’t sleep so u all have to deal with half-dead leon 🫶)

We haven’t known each other that long, but I really don’t have the words for how much I’ve enjoyed getting to know you, and how much I enjoy creating with you. You’ve said some really profound things to me that I didn’t realize I needed, and I’m so grateful for it. Thank you for being my friend, for being so endlessly patient with my excitability, my overthinking, and everything else. I’m grateful we connected in the way we did, and I’m so glad you sent me that one message saying our ocs might be friends. They sure are 🥹🥹

I drew your guy for you!!!! This piece was LARGELY experimental, so im so sorry if it looks funky- I wanted to challenge myself to play with textures and colors, and to push my limits by trying lineless. I really really hope it turned out okay!!! 🫶🪲

I hope you have a wonderful birthday!!! You deserve it, and all the endless good things ☺️🫶💜🪲 here’s to many more wonderful years!!!